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6- 6Well, I've finally come round to setting up my own blog. Don't really know why I'm doing this cos
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have this intrinsic need to leave something behind. Seems I'm probably not going to leave behind a
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next best thing. To leave a digital trail of bits and bytes to document this brief existence. Well, her
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6- 6- to hold you by Veruca Salt rocks! 9. by Damien Rice is also good.
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9- 9<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4171353315/"><img style="
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6- 6I must say this Wordpress software I've read so much about in other people's blogs is quite a breez
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server, clicking on a few configuration links and off you go. Only tricky thing u had to ensure was
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time for me to go check out all the bells and whistles for this little nifty online tool.
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6- 6- It felt like a non-event sort of day. No noisy crowds. No car park jams. In fact, no queue at the stat
05- 05- rain at 8 in the morning. That probably washed it all out. Got there at about 230pm, was still in a q
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06 06 walking there. Could not really make up my mind since on the one hand you want the established
14:5 06:5 some credible alternative voices. Well, turns out Sylvia Lim was pacing around the polling station
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6- 6by The Breeders i don't know how old i was but it was a '65 pickup i was lying on the ground with
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in your head at two thousand degrees that's right man, you be the metal man at two thousand degre
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6- 6- Had this weird dream last night which i actually remembered... This is indeed strange as i hardly r
05- 05- suicide kit. Its like one of those blood pressure kits in the doctor... The metal longish ones.. They o
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09 09 you're dead in a couple of minutes. Its supposed to be painless. Funny thing was it had to be bough
22:5 14:5 following a guy to watch him "off" himself at a pub where he bought it under the counter, but i lef
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6- 6- Business User: Can we do this? Project Manager: Its not in the requirements. Business User: But t
05- 05- the requirements. I always wondered, if absolutely everything has to be in the requirements docum
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12 12 english then the actual lines of programming code in the application. In which case, requirements w
12:3 04:3 Hence all current models of timelines used to manage projects are void.
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<img src="http://images.amazon.com/images/P/B000AADYRQ.01._SCTHUMBZZZ_.jpg" alt=""
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<img src="http://static.flickr.com/31/51136750_8bbe79c2db_t.jpg" alt="" hspace="5" align="righ
6- 6Orchard. Quite refreshing to see an up-and-coming female fronted band in the likes of Wendi Koh
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rare in SG, too bad they were plagued by bad sound. There was basically no sound engineer, and t
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without much success. Hopped on down to Bar None and caught Enigma. Must be the new Energy
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image and the passion. Just too clinical for my liking.
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Aimee Mann | Ash | The Beatles | Belle and Sebastian | Belly | The Bird and the Bee | Blake Babie
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6- 6- Franz Ferdinand | Garbage | Guided by Voices | Humpback Oak | Idlewild | Indigo girls | Jewel | Ji
05- 05- Killers | Kings of Convenience | Kristen Hersh | Lemonheads | Letters to Cleo | Lisa Loeb | Liz Pha
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13 13 Lord | Matthew Sweet | Motley Crue | My Chemical Romance | Neds Atomic Dustbin | Nina Gord
22:0 14:0 The Police | Queen | The Raveonettes | Red House Painters | Red Hot Chili Peppers | REM | Sarah
5:56 5:56 Sting | The Strokes | Sum 41 | Suzanne Vega | Teenage Fanclub | Tegan and Sara | They Might Be
Tristan Prettyman | U2 | Urge Overkill | Veruca Salt | Voice of the Beehive | Weezer | XTC | Yeah
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6- 6<img src="http://a.abc.com/primetime/lost/images/gallery/100b/ep101_14_360x240.jpg" alt="" hs
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hands on the almost complete series of Lost - Season 1 and are about to begin on a quest to find w
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on TV as well as the Season 1 episodes on disc. We're gonna get real lost!
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200 200 <strong>Server Hosting</strong> - <a href="http://www.newmediaexpress.com"> New Media Ex
6- 6- href="http://wordpress.org"> Wordpress v3.1</a> <strong>Image Hosting</strong> - <a href="ht
05- 05- href="http://www.woothemes.com/2010/06/themorningafter/" target="_blank">The Morning Afte
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14 14 blogsite, that's all the components you need to understand to be able to set up one similar to this. O
12:1 04:1 little details like link colours and sort orders etc On this note, I'd like to give a shoutout to <a href=
9:34 9:34 all things mac and tech turned a couple of us onto the HTML bandwagon back in 96'. Thanks man
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Been two weeks since we last jammed. Did a new Idlewild song which was really a challenge cos
6- 6chords for it. But its all good, we managed to finish the song as a group. Its always a nice feeling t
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everybody needs some form of release. Been thinking about my musical journey recently, its stran
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never really got anywhere with it, cept for the few gigs in the JC band which was an official ECA
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jumped on it and picked up the bass in a jiffy and have found my "voice".
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6- 605- 05- Thank god its the weekend again. This has been quite a crazy week. V has been doing the superhu
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20 20 Once, i woke up in the morning to find her still typing away. She got an hour's shut-eye and then w
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200 200 Apparently we are. Offbeat gem causes musical mayhem in the OK camp! After repeated playing
6- 6- nailed my part. All I can say is maybe we should plug the mp3 into the studio somehow so we can
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05- 05- different in everybody's head so trying to get a consensus would be harder. Another weekend flies
21 21 episodes of "lost". Now we've got a void of episodes 9-17!
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6- 6- Some guy didn't check some other guy's work... Some member of the public got a stray email. And
05- 05- was the usual 10% off something somewhere. This is F#$%ing ridiculous. I mean c'mon, u get hun
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24 24 button M#$%F@$$ker. Its like u tripped over a stone that fell off a truck on the road and then u ca
22:2 14:2 people should transport stones in a safe manner. F@$^ u man. Why are some people just so free!
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<img src="http://www.ibanez.co.jp/img/eb/m/BTB550MP_CNF_1A_02.jpg" alt="" hspace="5" w
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Went by Swee Lee today and played with a Ibanez SR900 for a bit. i didn't like the look of it but th
6- 6really low and the active EQ really gives u a whole range to play with. Am now gas-sing for this b
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these model numbers anyway? No wonder they need to give you a catalogue, so u can point out ex
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Warwick bass guitars, but I guess unless they can bring in a simple Warwick Corvette to SG, i'll h
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5-strings and Vampyre shaped ones. Maybe I'm not good enough to handle these boutique brands
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stuff...
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6- 6Seem to be in a strange mood of letting my instruments go. First the bass amp, then the acoustic gu
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tool. I guess when you're in an equipment-upgrading mood, it does help to let go of the older stuff
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you're wasting money on something u already have... Cos now u don't :)
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6- 606- 06- Wonder if there's a band by that name. Its been a bad week for both V and me, we've been taking t
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03 03 we've had 2 days of mcs each, we're still hacking away at our computers from home cos its major
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<img src="http://www.warwickbass.com/images/corvstd4.jpg" alt="" width="400" /> Rock this pl
6- 6partner in crime. After ditching all the other low-end gear, I've decided to get something that lasts
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such a beautiful piece of art. And the irony is that it sounds so good on its own that my Hartke Bas
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guitar now makes this sound bad. So the pedal is going to stay home alone till i find a new "sound"
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Esplanade park. Think its near the war memorial structure thingy opposite Raffles City. More abou
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6- 6Things to count down to: 1. Major thing in office that will give my life back to me next week! 2. J
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apparently will be a girl - see reading blogs is informational! Its the new paper, they should make a
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will give her back our life! 5. A long awaited break somewhere with sun sand sea after we get our
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This thing which we've been counting down for in the office just got postponed by a week, so its b
6- 6clean up the never-ending mess, bad because everybody's quite tired out of this long drawn affair a
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end, she just spent a whole 24-hours working on a Final Year submission for a design degree! Wh
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help in crafting out advertising campaigns and all... She's definitely not gonna ace it this time roun
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at Timbre and catch the Typewriter gig, but she's so burned out after the submission we decided to
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Anyone seen <a href="http://www.stomp.com.sg"> Stomp </a>yet? its like the dot com days all o
I hear its a 2 million dollar venture! C'mon, I'm sure you can spend a couple of Ks for a profession
dot bomb, you couldn't afford to hire one to give it a professional make-over. I bet it was done INtrained but to me that's a non-design. Have you seen the tabs they have for navigation. That's so 20
they heard of mouse-overs or drop-down menus or FLASH! Just take a look at any of the sites <a
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rightfully has a section called "Stink". I think that's probably the portal's tagline. Just gonna give m
6- 6another acronym right. CTE AYE CBD not enough, now got ST Online Mobile Print! Simi lai eh?
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quotes in the front it looks more like a Star Forum. Content - You mean kids just want to know ab
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court case! What kind of bloody mix of news is this? And what the hell is a My Singapore section
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the ST itself. And why the hell would anyone want to know what May and Choy think of "entrapm
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your online dairy? i want to know what they did yesterday or who they did it with for that matter :
a topic a day... give me 500 words or you're dead! Have you seen the stompcast top 3 videos! 2 vid
something! WTF, they should at least put that Tammy video online! You mean SG got nothing hap
start one in a bucket and film one minute of it for submission... Sigh, you would think that after all
can say is two words - Project Eyeball!
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6- 6- Big thing in the office happens tonight! For better or for worst we gotta bite the bullet and launch t
06- 06- Quite a few of us will spend the night in the office waiting for the domain name to switch over... A
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24 24 content to disclaimers to graphics to blah.. Its also <a href="http://canican.blogspot.com">Nicole's
15:5 07:5 list from the dinner table :P Well, I guess the remainder few of us will just have to drink more shar
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The madness is the office is mostly over. Now its time to get some semblance of a life back :) Firs
6- 6rock the stage at the <a href="http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel.php?travel_
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pm. We'll be playing after I-can-never-remember-the-other-band's-name cos its too long, so if you
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organised by <a href="http://www.musicforgood.org">Music For Good</a> and NParks. My gues
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your dog, your grandma, watever :) Set-list includes the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Interpol and of cos the
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It's not supposed to rain in July. That's what Ah Boy the sound guy said. Well, I guess it did, and t
6- 6went on as scheduled, the turn-out would probably be quite bad as its quite an isolated location and
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vie. The OKs end up having coffee in the Esplanade library and dinner in Marina Square instead. T
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yakking about cars and their maintenance towards the end of the night, it somehow jinxed my own
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the drive home. When we got home, we saw that the front left tyre is flat. V thinks she's been putti
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<img src="http://www.undercover.com.au/pics/coldplay2006_1.jpg" alt="" hspace="10" align="le
extra tickets to Coldplay. I was like WOOOOHOOO! We met for dinner with a couple of his othe
THE BEST concert I have ever seen on our shores! Most of the bands that drop by SG just use min
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backdrop and the band. But this was worldclass entertainment! Widescreen videowall as backdrop
6- 6to climb up the suspended rig to just point the spots at the band members. I must say they spared n
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lame excuse for the promoter and band to make $$, we are after all being charged world class pric
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screen were great for those upstairs who could hardly make out the members on stage. Kudos to th
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The swirling hand-written text in the background when Chris was singing "swallowed in the sea" r
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get when u buy a concert DVD :) Apart from the visuals, the music was of course excellent! Must
first place. I've always liked the band, not "fanatical-like" but now after watching them live, is a go
wearing the same outfit and using the same guitar on their hit single - Yellow. Its amazing how 10
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6- 6- href="http://www.baybeats.com.sg">Baybeats</a> was back. Lennat made her debut on SG's larg
07- 07- href="http://www.myspace.com/abcdetc">etc</a> played a good set. The crowd was generally sup
17 16 ask for in Singapore :) <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157594201049017/"
01:4 17:4 href="http://www.concavescream.com">Concave Scream</a> played the larger stage and they ma
1:08 1:08 you can feel all the hair on your body move whenever the bass thumps. Overheard a funny conver
leh...Is it rock?" "Yah its rock wat...must be dream rock lah!" Noticed all the guitars are new too. M
the crowd was generally wowed by the double-kicking bass drums of the last song. Hooray Dean!
really knew their music, but i do remember seeing reviews of them a long way back. Regardless, y
energy throughout the set and the singer ended the whole thing by ripping out his strings. Guess th
I wonder how come the last two times i planned a trip, something happens like a week before the f
200 200 week before we flew, the beach riots happened in Sydney. Now before we fly on Sunday, a Tsuna
6- 6- later. Not to mention, I've been helping out with a company outing to KL soon, the haze comes bac
07- 07- can write-off, cos it happened last year and we had to change plans the day before to head to the ea
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21 20 be in the office is also spooked by it cos the happy couple also have plans for a Bali getaway next
01:1 17:1 spooked level for her by telling her I switched hotels to be on a different side of the island. I guess
9:06 9:06 I joked with some colleagues that I should bring along some floats...but they said it won't save me
hopefully some nice pics of the place!
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6- 6V couldn't get out of work for the week, so we had to KIV the plans for Bali. Guess I'm not totally
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looking forward to it. O well, I have a whole week more of chilling out. Need to do more! The last
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of cycling.
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On a more serious note, good friend Isaiah was assaulted over the weekend and is now in hospital
because he horned at a car filled with 3-4 guys that overtook him suddenly. The driver seemed to w
but as soon as he got out of the car, a caucasian dude pounced on him and said he "wanted to settle
chokehold till he blacked out. Luckily a bystander managed to pull away the attacker's hand and he
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the guy said "C'mon c'mon you already blacked out once!" The guy was still itching for a fight but
6- 6consciousness. Apparently, some other folks who were watching the incident did not bother to call
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just sat around and waited for the police to arrive. The attacker and friends then milled around and
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story worked out. Wat's more amazing is the police came and took statements and everyone was fr
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F##$%ing bizarre! Singapore is the premiere "authoritarian" state known for its draconian laws etc
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of the public! Its been 48 hours and the police haven't even gotten in touch with him to follow up o
gets discharged. WTF, its not like its some street brawl between some kids or something, this is a
gave statements. Well, it looks like if you have some grievance with a neighbour or something, jus
can just work out a story for the form-filling and you're done. All in a day's work.
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6- 6Still don't understand why Bangkok is called the city of angels.. Isn't that Los Angeles? Anyway, I
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and bonding. Had to organise some drink session while we're there, so hopefully we get to check o
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href="http://www.bedsupperclub.com">Bed Supper Club</a> is about. Cheers!
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<img src="http://static.flickr.com/81/209100474_8519e5317d_m.jpg" alt="" hspace="10" align="
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rooftop bar at the Baiyoke Sky Hotel where we stayed 2. Shopping at Siam centre - Siam Paragon,
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Tom Yam soup and green curry 6. Thai massage 7. Swedish massage What sucked: 1. The band at
08- 084. Tourist scams along the river cruise 5. Thai massage is not for the faint-hearted. Its like they are
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swedish version to recover from the thai one :) The local band at RCA rocked! I guess they must b
23:3 15:3 behind them. RCA is the "happening" place to be i presume from the crowds.. Its like Zouk X10 is
9:51 9:51 with Hip-hop, Techno, Live band, Top40 types. The guys liked it so much they were there all 3 nig
soda water mixes cost about $70. Amazingly cheap. Nobody really knows where the address is bu
government is trying to clean up the place so most of the pubs close at 2am. At RCA the music sto
people heading to the main road to catch cabs. Overall the trip was quite good as it was mainly fre
had more fun doing their shopping and other stuff in their own time. The group I hanged out with
days with clubbing nites.
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6- 6- The story made it to the front page of The New Paper today. Was a 2-page feature on the incident
08- 08- and hit at a car containing 3 women. Apparently the case was dropped as there wasn't enough evid
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10 09 admit any wrong-doing. Well at least the 3 ladies weren't hurt. Let's hope with this added publicity
00:0 16:0 jail time and a caning.
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6- 6- The first appointment with HDB has been set. Its at the end of Nov. As i understand, even though
10- 10- does nothing till then! That's super-fantastic efficient service from the SG government for you!! B
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31 31 through due process...4 weeks of a form sitting in somebody's inbox. If it was run by a private com
21:5 13:5 Anyway, we're kinda taking two recommendations for interior decorators, hope to start briefing th
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<img src="http://kevin.spleck.net/uploaded_images/black_ipod-797703.jpg" alt="" hspace="10" w
6- 6to justify to myself why i need a portable mp3 player, I've decided to finally bite the bullet and get
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thanks to V! I guess the only good thing about getting it this late in the game is that now, it comes
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capacity... Its amazing how u can bring your music everywhere u go...office/driving/jogging. Almo
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also have more time to explore those CDs which i've only spun a couple of times. Woot!
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Yep, nothing major is happening now so its kinda quiet here. Have gone for my third lesson alread
instead of this half hour bullshit.. Its almost like just having a conversation and before you know it
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Defintely not half an hour! Asked the guy about combining 2 lessons in one but becos he's booked
6- 6building is so packed on Sundays I take half an hour just to park the car !! On the house-front, its a
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am kinda sad to leave this place having been here almost 20 years. But the morning traffic and the
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probably not have a dedicated study/music room anymore. Defintely miss the space... Managed to
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weeks ago at Wala. Boy were they in their element! Guess they really do rock big time when they
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entertaining pub act and they really blew the crowd away doing non-conventional 70s rock amidst
other bands should strive for. After all its not called a "show" for nothing :)
If you don't know the meaning of that. Look it up :) That's what i went through yesterday. As usua
200 200 government hospital was an eye-opener. For my first appointment, getting myself to the clinic to g
6- 6- total. Small queue at the clinic and no queue at the specialist. Even the carparking only cost $2. W
09- 09- waiting, 5 min with the doctor, fifteen more minutes to pay and half an hour more for the pharmac
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14 14 govt hospitals just make u drowsy. All i remember of yesterday was the nurse lowering the bed in
23:2 15:2 is good reason to work for an organisation that pays your medical bills. Guess its the closest thing
3:13 3:13 polyp in me and removed it. Guess this would be my kryptonite. Well i guess if that averages out t
catches up and we can zap them sonically. This process majorly sucks. Yucks!
200 200 Seems like I'm not the only one with health problems, if you saw the blog yesterday, it was display
40 16- 6- and fixed it pretty quickly. I must say webhosting companies are pretty responsive when it comes
09- 09- the office :P
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Yes that's what i am! Went back to camp to endorse my MC because my fitness test is due in Nov
6- 6defaulter and call me back again for an explanation on why i didn't do it during the year. I asked if
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trouble to drive all the way back to the West for this, but No, technically i haven't defaulted since i
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the SAF reads this, give me a break man! You think long term MC so easy to take one ah. Why sti
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of the yearly cycle so we can siam the stupid test. Doesn't the doctors' word count. If doctor MC no
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Ok after months of toying with options of renting and buying all sorts of living spaces from flats to
Holland Village. I'm not terribly excited about the space but i think the location is great. It overloo
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everything really. Cheap food, expensive food, 24-hour supermarket, tons of shops and Wala Wala
6- 6some effort hunting down flats, we learned a thing about Holland V which swayed me. At any one
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for most other estates, which means when its time to sell, it shouldn't be on the market for too long
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piece of land back since its prime location. The potential payout should be good. Lastly, even if i d
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the place, I'm assuming the rental income would be decent so i can hopefully use it as allowance d
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generating passive income. Otherwise, really dunno how to retire. We're definitely gonna make thi
though... The adventure begins...
Friends who know me long enough probably think i've gone nuts to actually blog about this, but re
href="http://www.purposedrivenlife.com/">Purpose Driven Life</a> book which was some bestse
church which i'm attending actually gave them out at service and is using it as a guide for the next
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good cause. You know if you've grown up like me cruising through my entire youth-hood attendin
6- 6yourself why you're on this earth? The answer isn't there. I'm not sure if i'm dense or inattentive bu
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blah... and nobody actually gave you the answer. So anyway, this book is pretty concise and its lik
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day(40 in total) and though i still don't think i'm fully up to adhering to what i'm supposed to, it is
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place. Make sense :) There was a recent article in <a href="http://wired.com/">Wired</a> which d
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on the offense to "preach" and sign up believers of there being no higher power, and that the whole
with a poignant note from the author himself: What if you bet wrongly? Its an intresting thought, e
next life, if u believe there is one. So the Christians are the ones that are "gambling" ... and we play
Ok Kev, this one's for you :) What's the book about you ask? Well its split into the following sectio
God's pleasure Purpose #2 You were formed for God's family Purpose #3 You were created to bec
#5 You were made for a mission Every section has a couple of chapters and there are detailed argu
gonna do to "sell" Christianity, all those who do not believe or who get offended with religious tal
200 200 and i must say shallow knowledge about the faith, and cynical worldviews that have shaped me. T
6- 6- complicated ecosystem with complicated bio-organisms all existing and co-existing to support eac
11- 11- believe in a superior being after witnessing how everything just works seemlessly together. That ta
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02 01 create us? I've always seen ourselves as tiny creatures in his snowglobe and every once in a while
00:2 16:2 put here to worship him. It can't get any simpler. Imagine, if you were yourself a God and created
5:30 5:30 be thankful for you etc.. He doesn't need us, he doesn't need our money, our fame etc This was ess
should live our lives, get along as a community, support each other and focus towards our eternal l
because its like the owner's manual to life. With the bible, it's more like a compilation of stories et
just states everything point blank. And if you have some Christian background and knowledge, thi
one thing to read and understand, but to live it out is damn difficult. Well, at least i've got my who
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47 16- 6- hassle of visiting ah beng contractor type shops. I know people who visit like 10 IDs to get quotati
11- 11- what would they need to know in order to come up with a design? So I came up with a "brief" that
07 07 everything starts with a brief :) So here's the list we came up with: - Need to make the apartment lo
21:1 13:1 Willing to have a studio effect, everything is just one large living area - Willing to forgo a sofa - D
9:31 9:31 shower area - Cater for 1 fridge, 1 washing machine and 1 dishwasher - Cater for a music area �
printer - Cater for 1 bicycle storage - Cater for a 27� LCD TV , DVD player and 3 piece Hi-fi an
possible - Cater for ease of maintenance for hidden trunking etc Well, let's see what these 2 IDs ca
that allows them to build from scratch starting with hacking away all the walls possible.. One guy
to choose the furniture and add some wall features. Anyway, we'll get the first proposals and costin
<img src="http://static.flickr.com/121/295511076_19a1a2f177.jpg?v=0" alt="" /> Took the Friday
Sentosa. I must admit i wasn't expecting much because you've seen the Rasa and The Sentosa over
href="http://www.silosobeachresort.com/">Siloso Beach Resort's</a> architecture is excellent ma
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architecture... Especially those with lots of clean lines. Their website totally doesn't do them justic
6- 6usability issues like having no covered walkway from the reception to the rooms - hello, this is tro
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quite interesting with a 4-storey high waterfall on one end, so you can take a shower below :) Parts
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functional yet, but that was no biggie cos there's food along the beach. The uncompleted villas loo
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the top-end ones which come with your own private jacuzzi with a view!! Room design was damn
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second level u can stretch out in your own private water heaven overlooking the siloso beach. Very
rained in the afternoon. Overall, that was my best gift ever! I've been telling people that i'll visit V
Sentosa, we popped by for a bit of shopping... so I guess that's how i turned 33 :P
This is a sad post. Lunch with my family today was anything but routine. Yes, the food was delicio
my mum suffered a heart attack about three years back. Ever since then, it was the turning point of
miraculously seem to be better though smaller ailments started to plague her like the weakening of
your ears that controls balance, so now she can't get up suddenly or move too fast as it will cause h
spiritually. Over the years, she was always the one that had prenominations in dreams and then som
visions and they prompted her towards joining a Catholic prayer group, and now she prayers every
200 200 pray for all the things happening around us as well as for the salvation of souls. She has been conv
6- 6- contact meant she was truly saved. The thing is, she has gotten news that she will soon be gone fro
11- 11- estimated time frame of when it will happen and that it probably will be another heart attack. Skep
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26 26 maybe she's just gone nuts. But i do have long conversations with her, and she is as lucid as you or
21:1 13:1 doesn't really want to speak of it and dismisses it. Well, i'm just writing this down so that when it d
3:41 3:41 event as testimony to the existence of God. In her daily conversations she has been asking many qu
anyone is interested i can always share some of these privately. These are not politically correct an
thoughts are now turned to how i can give her the best christmas gift this world can offer before sh
many sacrifices she has endured for me. Those of you who grew up with me will know that i have
item or two that was the in-thing. This was really a miracle in itself, she's been an amazing mother
neither were we poor because she gave us her all, she never bought herself nice gifts or dresses or
I am eternally grateful. I am also very sad...
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it'll be a longer wait once you miss that deadline. We've only bounced around 2 designers in our se
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got are weekends and some occasional week nights. Really can't imagine trying to brief 5 compani
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ideas are also in your own head and you're brainstorming this with your partner and being able to a
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6- 6is all you can get (6x your salary is what they advertise, whichever is lower). To do up a 3-roomer
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T&Cs...
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site</a> I guess it turned out well enough, everybody seemed to have a good time and the drinks w
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party and the people seem really hyped up about dressing up and playing games and such... So unl
6- 6Lilac Saints down for 2 sets at Hideout. Kudos to them for their professionalism. The first set was
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rather loudly. But by the end of the evening, the folks that stayed longer kinda warmed up to them
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people were streaming in at all times and we delayed the start for about 2 hours. So we improvised
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get through the whole programme in one piece. O well, i'm glad its over, hopefully i won't be invo
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6- 6- going to be smooth and greyish homogenous tiles for the living and kitchen and a rougher version
12- 12- next meeting she'll give us some 3D drawings and colourings to help visualise better. We're quite s
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the frame and hanging rods as shown, and just buy some cheaper chest of drawers for the lower po
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be about 4m of custom costs, we're only paying about $1500 for the structure and probaly another
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second half shows the plan view from the side.
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6- 6- photos for such events and its almost a herculean task to just look at each and every photo and give
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23:3 15:3 meats, curries, pastas, cake, wine, beer, juices, its almost like we didn't have lunch in the first plac
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we'll celebrate it in this house and the other reason you'd know if you read my earlier posts.
We met our designer today and started our shopping spree for the house fixtures. Total damage tod
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splurged on a pillow, quilt and new sheets. We were hoping that the big discounts would apply to
12- 12we settled for a micro-gel quilt which sorta feels like the feather type but at 1/3 the price! Cool cat
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src="http://www.hansgrohe.com.sg/pictures/files/hpb00035_345px.jpg" alt="" /> Since our ceiling
22:0 14:0 toilet, this is a good alternative. Its essentially a regular hand-shower but with a wide spray to simu
9:46 9:46 without turning any knobs etc, just push and it slides along smoothly. Somehow it just looks much
folks at Lumiere and Lookz (both also along Balestier) have been very friendly and helpful. Its def
Only glitch was Lookz was really crowded so we had to wait a fair bit for someone to serve. So if
customers around. We also stopped by a row of tile shops along Balestier. We ended up here cos w
enough the first time round. So we changed our minds on the selected tiles and went with a new on
textures there are)
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12:0 04:0 because we were mocking up colour schemes in Photoshop and realised that any coloured table, ev
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7- 7- href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/881559/">Driving a dreamcar</a> on our honeymoon
01- 01- the shop was pure justice 3. Climbing a rung on the corporate ladder - I've always joked that i've re
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23:2 15:2 done/ discovered in His time, well, i do think the number of senior pastors/ religious folks at the w
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throughout the whole process. Anybody need to buy/sell/rent house etc I'd gladly recommend them
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impending tsunami. Damn it, i really enjoyed the current structure. My ex-boss once drilled into u
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7- 7- induction ones, they heat up faster but u require special magnetic based pots n pans. We decided o
01- 01- can see its bright red colour when its hot. With the induction ones, there is usually just a digital sym
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7:50 7:50 loved the idea of having a dishwasher ever since we used one in one of the lodges we stayed in du
and Paykel. Lovely if you're lazy!
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We met up with the ID again today and ran through all the specs of the components and carpentary
7- 7material for the kitchen top. We were concerned about solid surface tops and their getting scratche
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homogenous glass! Its amazing how many material options are out there in the market. Apparently
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they don't lose their shine. And of course they look great. The white coloured sample we saw was
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days and this is the result of all that whacking! I'm just so glad i'm nowhere near enough to hear th
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7- 7- the current proposal is basically a shower curtain dividing the stall into two with one half encompa
01- 01- screen every time u wanna take a shower or brush your teeth etc. So we brainstormed and our ID,
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14:4 06:4 create a proper shower screen for the wet area. So it becomes a "L" shaped shower stall like this (p
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prayer. The word needs to be spread. Visions of the afterlife. Family members are there, there's als
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7- 7- Bua Keluah Ayam Some fried fish in belachan Winter melon soup Fried toufu Beansprouts and sa
02- 02- pray over us individually today. Seems it was something she needed to do. I've never had anyone p
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18:3 10:3 devotion. We never had family prayers or anything. You can really see the Lord working in his my
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laid out. The "L" shaped shower area is structually there and the toilets are tiled on the wall too. N
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07 07 was here and today it seems that interview worked out and they made her an offer. So all that's left
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floor to match the spare room at the back, so now the whole house is just one level ground. Kudos
anyway. So far we've just gone down like twice a week to inspect the work and its been quite smo
some quibbling but so far its been hassle-free. Thanks to the man upstairs!
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CNY this year. We kicked it off with the reunion dinner at Jumbo seafood in Serangoon Gardens.
to be booked out a few months back! It was noisy and we couldn't really hear each other. The food
these out: <img id="image102" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/02/RIM
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sense of impending lost that will never be replaced, and yet sobering because we are only mortal a
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be able to talk and recap the times we had together. But that was not to be... With the new place an
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boss at work, i just didn't feel responsible enough by taking a week off. Same with V, she was fini
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importantly, my mum asked God if she should be traveling anywhere and the answer was no. I gue
work. The convenience and safety of home was much more suitable. So i did the next best thing i c
conversations with her in my whole life. i picked her up at 10 in the morning and dropped her off a
jammed for an hour due to the crowds thronging the island on the 3rd day of cny. Had a long lunch
Walked about some more, had a drink at a hotel lobby lounge and finally had a long dinner at a nic
notes about where she lived when she was younger, her first job, how she met my dad etc But mai
while speaking with Him and the work she has been doing. Its truly an amazing spiritual journey s
privilege. The message i received from all this is simple. It has been said many times before. I can
the story. Surprisingly, the day ended without a single tear. There were moments of sadness and si
for this opportunity to be able to share my innermost thoughts with my mum and to hear her life st
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7- 7start filling it with string ensembles ala MTV unplugged. But Tristan's fingerstyle with the guitar m
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strum mute strum type guitarist. She's also really got a great voice and the thing about good singer
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good. Just that the instruments are lively. Lots of in-between banter and funny anecdotes about how
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surprised that they are coming up with an album in a month or so and they did a set of originals. V
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crazy last day and there are still some outstanding reno items: - Kitchen top is in today but the plum
dishwasher yet. - Grill on main door arrived today but they realised its the wrong way round cos th
inform them that we switched sides on the hinge. So off they went grumbling... - Glass shower scr
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7- 7so the glass cutters can cut the required holes on the counter top for it while they were still here. K
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white and grey but they appeared all grey. Essentially the changes that we made along the way we
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can't install anything for two weeks, unless i do the wifi thing at coffee shops... Darn, no wifi on th
they'll let me plug in my mac to their network. Don't trust public terminals with all those keylogge
week so if anybody wants to chill by the village and see the place etc just give me a buzz, i'm just
into boxes isn't fun. Let's hope taking them out of it would be.
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7- 7experience from how to change the light bulbs (believe me its not as straight-forward as you imagi
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once more. :) Free internet at Coffee Bean doesn't really get up to speed with loading pics, so i'll ju
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not to have anything on the "to-do" list anymore! Most of our things are out of the boxes but its sti
following pics are just from "safe" angles :) Our cool view: <img id="image127" src="http://www
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alt="RIMG1528.jpg" width="300" /> Volume table & Daydream chair: <img id="image137"
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17- 7- doing something in june or july but because there was going to be work clashes on V's end and my
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04- 04- $100 fine for not doing IPPT last year (With a valid 6 mnth MC mind you, something is really wro
21 20 week of may 7, so that's when we'll do it. The location will be the "everyone-says-its-beautiful" Ne
00:3 16:3 drive off for a week. Thanks to Anwar, we managed to get plane tix for the dates we wanted! Mos
1:41 1:41 dun get scammed by anybody :) Transport will be a <a
href="https://www.avis.com/AvisWeb/rentalsupport/ShowCarGroupDetails?ACTION=RESERVA
HC&JS_ELEMENT_INDEX=6&RATE=100.44+NZD&DAYS=1+Day&JS_
E=CAR_GROUP_CODE">Toyota Prado from Avis</a> and the highlight will be a 2 night stay <
hope mum will love this trip and I can't wait to get out of here...
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alt="RIMG1891.jpg" /></a> We finally got back into Singapore at about midnight. Its been a real
of the great scenery and how my family works together as a unit. We travelled close to 1400 kms b
Mount Cook. The only regret i have is lugging the laptop half way around the world and not being
style="text-decoration: underline;">Day 1</span> Landed in Christchurch, picked up the car in th
href="http://www.heritagechristchurch.nz-hotels.com/">Heritage Christchurch </a>. We stayed fo
Government building - really nice cosy place and if you get a good deal over the net, is really wort
too much in the city as its mainly restaurants and souvenir shops. Dinner was at a stone grill place
Room</a>. The food was great and we were pleasantly surprised when the bill was only $113 for
underline;"> Day 2</span> Drove 5 hours straight from Christchurch to <a href="http://www.cityo
many international students staying there so the makeup is quite cosmopolitan though i hear the w
out partying and half drunk. Met up with Anwar here as he is on a business trip and he brought us
the night in NZ's only castle - <a href="http://www.larnachcastle.co.nz/">Larnach Castle</a>. The
other guests staying the night. This was quite a social challenge, as you can tell, my family doesn't
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conversation going with all the small talk :) There was an interesting Irish guest who was on a 3-m
7- 7through russia, australia, new zealand and the US etc Must be the time of his life! <span style="tex
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beach and the supermarket to stock up on food before we drove 4 hours to <a href="http://www.th
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near Queenstown. The lodge was beautiful! This place was valued at 3-4 million bucks and it cost
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of a valley and a river below us. The place was fully-equipped - automatic heaters, Sky TV, dishw
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double showers! <span style="text-decoration: underline;"> Day 4</span> We awoke to find the h
the electrical system :) The owner had to call in an electrician but we went out to explore Queensto
href="http://www.skyline.co.nz/">Skyline gondola</a> .This had lovely views of the whole area a
a AJ Hackett bungy near the top. I also did the luge ride which seemed more interesting than the o
href="http://www.gvwines.co.nz/">Gibbston Valley</a> for a wine tour as well as some cheese ta
barrels of wines in the caves. The wine was good so we just had to bring back 5 bottles even thoug
we had pasta with lovely mussels and mushrooms. Pity we couldn't make use of the outdoor jacuzz
decoration: underline;"> Day 5</span> We drove another 3 hours to Lake Tekapo for our next des
href="http://theresidence.co.nz/">The Residence</a>. Very modern stand-alone apartments in a co
do around here except to visit a small church building by the water's edge and some dog statue wh
settlers. The strange thing about this location was that it was a second choice to Mount Cook itself
mountain ranges. We didn't know this at the time of planning but Val picked up the brochure in Qu
see the mountains. <span style="text-decoration: underline;"> Day 6</span> We called the <a hre
weather was just nice for flying. It costs $260 per head which wasn't too exorbitant considering yo
been the best experience of the whole trip. The plane was a small 13-seater Nomad and it was fairl
the mountains. You can see why Mount Cook is called "Cloud Piercer" and glaciers aren't that big
the air before we headed back to Christchurch. We checked into <a href="http://www.questchristc
another double-storey setup right in the middle of the city. The rest of the afternoon was spent sho
href="http://www.worldsbestbars.com/city/christchurch/coyote-street-bar-christchurch.htm">Coyo
Checked out of the apartment and spent an hour at the <a href="http://www.christchurchartgallery
market so that was our last stop before we returned the car and flew out. Overall its been a brillian
granted. It also gave me more insight into how He is there with us in our travels. The weather ama
down to 5 degrees the week before we were there but when we got over, the temperatures were jus
past week. There was not a drop of rain all the way we were driving. Which really helped cos it wo
It only rained twice, over night, while we were staying at the lodge which was fine cos we were in
amazingly smooth and i didn't feel fatigue even though i have been driving 3-5 hour stretches. Eve
amazing. The other incident which opened my eyes was the one about flying. We originally never
were just heading to that town with the airfield the next day. I then found out from my mum that sh
into place. That's about it. Photos of this trip can be <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gta
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/>You know, after all that i've been experiencing lately with my mum and stuff, the last thing i wa
200 200 negative equity on the current Altezza, i never expected to find a way to change rides, in fact i was
7- 7- considering anything. But i went to service my car over the weekend and i decided to just try my lu
15 06- 06- to changing cars for good. Reason 1: The dealer was giving me a too good to be true deal on the ex
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3 07 07 profit margin so although i wanted the next car to be more modest, it was financially impossible. N
21:2 13:2 way more finance deals than a couple years back, you can most certainly drive away with one with
7:53 7:53 We're still evaluating the options but i hope not to go down that route ever. A little pain upfront is
benefit we have which would make the monthly $$ the same as what we pay now. Reason 4: Its an
the story of why we're jumping from one car to the other. I really do have mixed feelings about thi
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09 09 and whatever, and those that do not give a damn and will walk the whole way of a 3km running se
15:3 07:3 on Tues, and i'm going to try my darnest to pass it and get out of this freaking program, its a blood
9:02 9:02 do explain exercise tips and how you can improve your fitness etc but sweating is just not for me,
this crap like i need a hole in my head! Wish me luck!
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7- 7- V is coming back in an hour after visiting her sick grandma back in Korea. She's already been back
15 06- 06- thing about this story is when my mum heard about her grandma, she started to pray for her. She h
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22:5 14:5 person went "home". A story like this is hard to belive but i leave it up to you. I'm glad it ends wel
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7- 7- Mum told us a story today. She was in the car going by the lavender road area when she suddenly
16 06- 06- was seeing things cos there couldn't be reflections of building etc as the place was pretty devoid of
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19:5 11:5 to Singapore casket just being round the corner. I guess God really does have a sense of humour.
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<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157600565197923/"><img src="http://farm
hspace="10" align="left" /></a> This thing drives like a dream... floats like a butterfly, stings like
href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157600565197923/">click here!</a> Got the c
RT right after getting the rims swapped with some guy who wanted the stock ones! Imagine stinky
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7- 7car was a "test" and i failed :( Interestingly, He did mention that credit from bank is like getting lo
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the road, how many people actually have fully paid up cars. Note to self: Be debt-free in X years!
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acceleration 2.Super quiet 3.Great sound system (2&3 combined gives a superb audio setup, n
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good.) 4.Sound positioning options for driver, front, rear or all 5.Keyless entry - Changes your life
Just damn cool can! 7.Dual air-con zones 8.Air-con in the seat - For those days u jump into the car
european-feel thing but i have to use more energy on the wheel and pedals - good thing i'm gaining
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200 200 home. Very convenient, and the decor actually impressed me as its got a good sense of design and
7- 7- again with the familiar mass order. Its also a good thing this time the priest spoke clearly so V can
16 07- 07- we've been to have very bad sound systems coupled with mumbling and its really hard to follow. N
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3 15 15 of a message from Him via my mum. "Its for my own salvation" is what He said. I guess that's a p
22:0 14:0 through another testing period. She even cleared out her fridge and didn't plan anything for lunch t
8:50 8:50 too much, surprisingly, and we majorly overate. Calamari, prawns, potato leaf, tom yam soup, herb
big step in the faith life would be to go to confession. Not sure when this will be though... Baby ste
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After 2 months of hell going for RT, i've knocked 1 min of the 2.4km timing. Still can't pass. I gue
7- 7really not accurate. The thing i found out at the last session which really pisses me off and is maki
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testing on our own before our birthday, and if we fail that one, we automatically re-enrol for the 2
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this one and volunteer for the 1 month one next year. Damnit, by some miracle i've gotta get throu
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because he couldn't clear his chinups. NS obligations really suck!
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So that i'll never forget, these things actually happened to me by divine intervention! Of course the
to, so here's the stuff i vow never to forget (and i'm writing these cos i really do forget stuff!!): - C
We're not doing anything great or anything but i think our eyes are truly opened. Hopefully in the
Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully employed and it is generally an uphill
disappearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the same time getting a new job via a S
reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale only a week, somebody already made a
200 200 offered. We got it. Also via newspaper ad btw. - Sale of Serangoon North flat. Trying to sell for 6
7- 7- agent, he takes over the sale. We do the NZ trip wondering how the hell we gonna pay for all this s
16 07- 07- all the bills. - New Zealand. The timing, the weather, the flying, the places we stayed. Everything w
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5 22 22 driving for 7 days straight. It only fell apart 2 days after i got back. - Bike. Sold it via online classi
20:5 12:5 middle of nowhere of Jeju. - Healing by the Holy Spirit. 19 April 2008. - Baptism by the Holy Spi
9:12 9:12 Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said "Trust in the Lord" and "Don't be so stubborn and God
was not in stock in SG, and was ordered from the US and flown in, arriving on the second day afte
done quickly. - Mum's angiogram in 2008 showing up 20% blockage on one artery when it used to
We traveled there right after the typhoon Kompas blew across Seoul. Weather was perfect right til
back to SG, we learnt that Seoul had flooded. I also write this in testimony to God's divine power w
some god-syndrome or whatever else psycho text definition you call attributing the good in your li
all these events coming together must be so astronomically small a number it has to be either luck
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7- 7- there is this NET open house coming up in Sept. NET stands for New Evangelization Team and th
16 07- 07- already been around for like 20 years and they basically put you through a 20 month program to eq
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7 29 29 i'm now checking out their <a href="http://www.catholicacma.org.sg/NET/">website</a> and am
22:2 14:2 where i feel i need to be involved somehow after witnessing what i have with my mum n all. As us
4:17 4:17 outcome will be, i guess we shall see... Anybody wanna join me? Sure beats going alone..
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7- 7- number of changes have happened: -The jetty at changi is now quite modern and when u get back
16 08- 08- seem to have modified themselves! I dun seem to recognise the trails anymore. -They are building
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3:33 3:33 src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1278/1072450165_2f7774dff7.jpg?v=1186764508" alt="" /> W
well heading to Noordin beach so we didn't manage to check out the revamped Chek Jawa. O well
Have been to BKK and back for a company offsite. It was mostly free and easy except for a depart
can say about it. Over the past 2 weeks we've been trying to attend a Divine Mercy session in chur
a small room with about 15 people. I guess I wasn't really comfortable being in a small group. So s
200 200 another church to check it out. This time its St Mary of the Angels. I must say the architecture and
7- 7- should be. I guess critics may say it has loss its tradition or whatever but i always say religion and
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22:2 14:2 enough to settle down abit. V also managed to get season 3 of Lost from a colleague, so the last fe
2:09 2:09 questions were answered but i guess there are still many unanswered ones for season 4. The island
ability to be rescued and thrown back to present day quashes that theory. Just wonder how they are
and Jacob. Mum also went through another testing period. We talked on the phone for a long time
Maybe its not such a good thing.
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7- 7- My last confession was like 12- 15 years ago. With that in mind, i thought the penance will be like
17 09- 09- something to the effect that because it was Mary's birthday, i should just say one hail mary. He als
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23:1 15:1 write up a letter and pass it on the your parish priest Seeing as the above doesn't really go well wit
7:47 7:47 for me to be obedient unto Him and actually pull this off. Its going to be a challenge indeed and sc
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celebration of their full moon festival. Its like CNY for them where all Koreans will go back to the
annual pilgrimage and the roads are all jammed throughout their country with all the people travel
200 200 normal for them. Navigating the roads there was indeed a heroic act and my hat's off to V's dad wh
7- 7- about what they do and its really a humbling experience to see the extremes people go through for
17 09- 09- something like this. You really can't do this just based on human will. Either something will get yo
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2 29 29 years there for them and i must say they have made alot of progress in this strange land from what
14:0 06:0 computing lessons, weekly services as well as bible classes and outreach programs with the local k
7:42 7:42 language , Khmer. They have also procured a piece of land in an outlying area in which the plan is
some legality because the govt is restricting the number of churches, so the plan is to start of as an
the road. They live frugally and don't even have air conditioning in their rooms. The only simple lu
their native channel. Respect. Well, <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157602
want to see our adventures. We basically arrived in Phnom Penh over the weekend, flew out to Sie
spent a last night in their home/church and came back the following evening. I actually ate more K
the Koreans form the largest group of tourists there, so alot of stuff there caters to them. <img
src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1207/1447840389_224863258e.jpg?v=0" alt="" hspace="10" a
in Siem Reap - <a href="http://www.atimes.com/atimes/Southeast_Asia/IC15Ae01.html" target="
exchange program where the prettiest, most talented girls from the communist state go over to wor
They sing karaoke, play musical instruments and dance as well as serve food in the traditional cost
Most of the patrons were the Korean tourists who see it as a chance to peek into the world of their
200 200 <div>Its still pretty simple going and the lessons are hovering around the "why" did you sign up fo
7- 7- expected heavier going stuff but i guess since its catered to all walks of life, you can't just jump int
17 10- 10- motley bunch with enough young people in the mix. Was afraid it'll mainly be retirees. Also a fair
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3 05 04 type mindset, so its not like a whole bunch of zealots coming into this with a divine mission. Make
00:1 16:1 outcome and stay on though. Based on a population of a few hundred thousand Catholics on this is
1:50 1:50 the Christian denominations who have highly active evangelical groups.</div> <div>O well, that's
<a title="More Pics" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157602177406733/" targ
src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1192/1445804239_7b4e3de5d2.jpg?v=0" alt="" hspace="10" a
celebration of their full moon festival. Its like CNY for them where all Koreans will go back to the
annual pilgrimage and the roads are all jammed throughout their country with all the people travel
normal for them. Navigating the roads there was indeed a heroic act and my hat's off to V's dad wh
about what they do and its really a humbling experience to see the extremes people go through for
something like this. You really can't do this just based on human will. Either something will get yo
years there for them and i must say they have made alot of progress in this strange land from what
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computing lessons, weekly services as well as bible classes and outreach programs with the local k
8- 8language , Khmer. They have also procured a piece of land in an outlying area in which the plan is
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some legality because the govt is restricting the number of churches, so the plan is to start of as an
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the road. They live frugally and don't even have air conditioning in their rooms. The only simple lu
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their native channel. Respect. Well, <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157602
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want to see our adventures. We basically arrived in Phnom Penh over the weekend, flew out to Sie
spent a last night in their home/church and came back the following evening. I actually ate more K
the Koreans form the largest group of tourists there, so alot of stuff there caters to them. <img
src="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1207/1447840389_224863258e.jpg?v=0" alt="" hspace="10" a
in Siem Reap - <a href="http://www.atimes.com/atimes/Southeast_Asia/IC15Ae01.html" target="
exchange program where the prettiest, most talented girls from the communist state go over to wor
They sing karaoke, play musical instruments and dance as well as serve food in the traditional cost
Most of the patrons were the Korean tourists who see it as a chance to peek into the world of their
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7- 7- <img title="Flock" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2411/1649039944_ad00c1d57b.jpg" alt="Fl
17 10- 10- Its sort of a social web browser type thingy that has good linkups with your Facebook, Flickr, Blog
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4 22 22 better <a href="http://theory.isthereason.com/?p=1918">review of it here.</a> Or download the <
20:0 12:0 comes with the flavours for Mac PC and Linux.
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<img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2285/1890283564_a159f8a99f_m.jpg" alt="" hspace="10
7- 7a geeky thing to do, but scrabble is one of my all-time favourite board games. I guess in the long r
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each player does 300 points and above. Using the computer to play does have its advantage becaus
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kinda strange that there is an official two-letter dictionary with words such as TI, ZA, RE...etc acc
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scoring letters on those beloved coloured squares using these babies. Anyway, c'mon make a move
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V starts her sessions today. Straight off the bat, i couldn't make the first session. So much for supp
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The job brief goes out to your development department to build a house. After years of developme
200 200 finished" product. You just need to do verify that this is a house and we can hand it over. "Where i
7- 7- there no rooms in the house?" Then u spend 20 days convincing them that a roof is essential becau
17 11- 11- guy around mark out the area where the walls will be because apparently they can't read blueprints
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7 17 17 lock should be accessible from the outside or the inside of the house. In between all these argumen
16:2 08:2 roof, put in the walls and the lock in the first place. Finally due to the lack of time, you let the first
2:15 2:15 2. And not only that, they need to draft the requirments they want for the roof, should it be brick, s
of cyber-coolies!
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7- 7- Just got some xrays done on my back today cos of the pain i've been getting and his verdict is that
17 11- 11- pain/tc/degenerative-disc-disease-topic-overview" target="_blank">disc degeneration.</a> Yet an
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8 26 26 stuff suppose to start happening when you hit your 40s or 50s. I guess i'm just too mature for my a
21:3 13:3 fitness zealots. And there goes the mountain biking and squash for good. Sigh.
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Things have kinda fallen nicely into place for the usual year-end lull. I must say i truly appreciate
you who are interested in my mum's story, well the past events about her time running out were tes
200 200 He won't say when. I kept wondering why the tests are so challenging and it seems based on books
7- 7- similar strange testing scenarios. I guess the big learning point for me is that life is really going to
17 12- 12- at it. Met up with an old friend today and he was telling me about how he's become jaded after inv
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9 14 13 humans are really the problem. The scene here seems to be quite dead and I'm just wondering how
00:4 16:4 energy to without getting burned out and jaded like him. We came up with an idea for next year an
4:15 4:15 assignment was mentioned about organising an event for an elderly club type thing. Everybody see
interaction anyway, but the thing that strikes me is that if nobody in a class of supposed "evangelis
arrowed to be in the committee. Just watch this space!
<img src="http://img305.rockyou.com/graffiti/5/5963/5963779/5963779_274507e51198206549.jp
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from me. It wasn't supposed to go out to absolutely everyody i know.. but alas i thought that it was
7- 7type the message and... voom it sent to all. So anyhow, it was kinda incomplete but i didn't want to
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milestone year for me, lots of things have happened in my life, in and out of the office, church, ban
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you have various changes happening too, new kids on the way, new houses, new career considerat
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enjoy Christmas as it was meant to be amidst all the parties. The baby in the manger is really the b
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may your wishes for the next year come true! Cheers!
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8- 8The year begins, people start making resolutions and all which i don't really do. So i'll do this my w
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I hope and pray that: I don't lose my faith Family unit remains strong US economy doesn't tank Oi
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not just for me but for all My back doesn't break Everybody around me has a little more fun in the
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18 200 200 The doc sent me for an MRI yesterday and its really quite an experience! I'm sure people who hav
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2 8- 8- mummy position and they slide you into the machine which is like 2 inches from your face, and w
01- 01- you feel like you're in some alien� movie where they suck you up into their mother ship and try
11 10 actually give you ear plugs... Imagine being stuck there motionless for 20 min. Anyhow, the scan c
00:4 16:4 a focal annular tear posteriorly. It shows a small central disc protrusion indenting the thecal sac bu
4:44 4:44 medical jargon... In my own words, four letters - ouch! So i finally get a letter to downgrade myse
being doing anything too twisty forever... sigh.
200 200 Since i'm no longer going to be climbing any hills with this, I've decided to put my beloved bike u
8- 8- href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157603699888266/"><img title="Klein Mantra"
18 01- 01- src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2118/2189363538_4f088b23db.jpg?v=0" alt="Klein Mantra" w
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3 13 13 (Medium) Headset: Klein Airheadset Fork: Manitou Spyder Rear Shock: Fox Float Stem: Stiffy H
18:2 10:2 Calipers: Avid SD 10 Shifters: Shimano Crank: Sugino Mighty 350 F/D: Shimano STX R/D: Deo
6:25 6:25 Wheelset: Maverick Tires: Kenda Karma 26x2.0 (new) Price:$1.8K Neg. (Bought at ~5K) Drop m
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8- 8- The bike is sold! Its kinda sad for me cos when i was a kid i always loved to cycle and always wan
18 02- 02- know. And we could never afford it, til i finally get my own job and i got my dream bike, cos its g
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4 02 01 i'm losing all my worldy interests one by one whether i'm ready to let go or not...Maybe its a step b
02:3 18:3 more band, no more bike, i wonder what is next... I've even stopped buying CDs on impulse! Well
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8- 818 02- 02- Someone once told me my Sunday lunches with my Mum are like those described in this book. Ab
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5 18 18 take a look at it. Speaking of which Til Tuesday's "Voices Carry" is still haunting til this day.
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8- 8<img title="Frump and Boo" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2057/2351856603_e2de6318b2_m
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got married on the 23rd of Feb. It was a beautiful morning Church ceremony and the dinner was su
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just waiting for them to get back and tell us where they went... After 8.5 yrs of courtship, it would
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8- 818 03- 03- That's goodbye in Korean! After surviving this hectic week in the office, we'll be off to K land for
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7 03 03 blows off...
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<a title="Seoul Pics" href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157604243464590/" target="_
714.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v192/40/31/720042714/n720042714_693837_4744.jpg" borde
200 200 /></a>Here�s our travelogue of our Korean getaway which lasted 2 weeks. The trip started with
8- 8- supposed to have separate seats, but when we got to the gate, the lady mumbled something about t
18 03- 03- <strong>Day 1</strong> Landed in Korea in the morning and we roamed around Itaewon killing t
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8 23 23 was a quaint little place known for having many side dishes with the meal. We counted 22! The ev
23:0 15:0 We took a river cruise to view the scenery and we ended up in Building 63 for a Japanese dinner a
4:22 4:22 ended with more scenic views from the 63rd floor. <strong>Day 2</strong> Checked out the cathe
district. Lunch was Soujebe, a sort of �hand-torn� rice noodle. We then made our way to take
the city. Dinner was a pork-rib BBQ back in Myeongdong. <strong>Day 3</strong> Lotte World ï
building linked to another outdoor area with rides surrounding a lake. Went on the scariest ride of
round device doing a Viking swing. And its huge! Dinner was at the TGIFridays in the shopping p
Shopping at Coex mall. Lunch was a cool fusion place called Omuto Tomato which creates many
checking up on news and mails. <strong>Day 5</strong> Spa heaven at Icheon Termeden Spa &a
Notable ones were the strawberry, lemon type soaks, which make you feel like fruit in a cocktail. E
type musical. Simple storyline but really cool and funky moves. Dancers are really world class and
wanna jump! <strong>Day 6</strong> We got off a train and had lunch at Kyochon chicken in som
beats KFC flat man! Its a fried chicken and beer place and has branches all over. Yum! The afterno
scariest ride of my life yet again. This time its called � Top Spin. We thought it was similar to th
is when they rotate you forward �slowly� till you are upside down and then the whole giant m
was pretty wild and you can feel all the blood slowly rush to your head before everything runs amo
didn�t get to play with other rides, so we just walked around in awe of the giant devices before h
restaurant � Jackie�s Kitchen. Not really fantastic and the prices are steep. <strong>Day 7</s
room treatment with just two orders of a set menu. Real good fresh crab. All nicely carved and cra
them with a small thin device and all the meat is out. No mess! Later we wandered around the Roy
handicraft district famed for its authentic tea houses. Dinner was at a cosy Korean place and I tried
Topoki � A type of rice cake in orange sauce was lunch for the day and we roamed around the S
Lots of shops around the streets. Made our way to City Hall and had a famous Ginseng Chicken fo
famous Namdemoon � South Gate, which was recently burned down by a disgruntled old man.
from head to toe for reconstruction work. So we had Haggan Daz ice cream to cool off. <strong>D
then chilled at an expensive tea place called O�sulloc before catching a domestic flight to Jeju is
flight was less than an hour and when we arrived there, we found out we couldn�t rent a car bec
seriously get this done before we fly the next time. Anyhow, it�s also a relief cos the roads were
on a long ride through the mountains before heading to dinner to catch the views we would otherw
BBQ style at a place called Hedongga. Black pig meat was quite yummy and it really goes well wi
have a look. Think its like the sex expo thing in Singapore recently. Just a bunch of sex inspired sc
lots of exhibits of Kamasutra type poses as well as dildos and condoms and other sex paraphenelli
watching groups of aunties and uncles laughing their way through the exhibits while younger coup
the day go-karting on an empty track. Fun but pretty tiring after a while. Lunch was more pork in a
in a soup. We then took an hour-long bus ride to get to Minsokchon � which means traditional v
drama were filmed there. It was an authetic village mockup of the way the Koreans lived in the 18
gardens. Next we headed further east to this �Allin House�. This was a mocked-up church bu
were statues of the leading actors and actress all over the place as well as posters and other memor
nun but finds herself marrying this rich dude, hence the church thing. Pretty commercialized crap a
the area were great. We then took an agonizing two-hour bus ride which weaved in and out of the
though, we just didn�t want to wait for another bus in the cold. Had a late dinner at a seafood pl
a fish called � Calqi (hair-tailed fish) Very creamy texture, similar to cod fish. The holiday apar
place to retire after you get your money ? The one we stayed in was a nice little studio apartment w
Pretty nice. <strong>Day 11</strong> The day started with a yacht tour of the southern side of the
way to the sailing centre. It looked like it was a 2.5KM distance on the map but in real-life it was p
walking through parks and deserted roads,we spotted a cab in the middle of nowhere with the driv
the street, you call to make a booking in Jeju, so this was a god-send and we got to the centre just o
even have some fresh seafood for you to peck at. The ride was smooth but the winds were strong w
so many layers of coats and clothes. Back on land, we killed some time at Cheonjiyeon falls before
there�s only a couple of places in the world you can get into a submarine but I wasn�t that thr
zoom around, so that was a downer. It basically went on a straight line, had a diver wave schools o
then it went down to 20m and 40m to have a look at some coral and a shipwreck before heading ba
Jia jiang noodles for dinner which is the common dish the locals order all the time. The biker send
you�re done and they�ll collect it another time. Apparently the competition is so stiff that the
etc so all you need is your mobile phone and you won�t starve in Korea. <strong>Day 12</stron
Seoul. This time we checked into a nice business hotel � Hotel Kukdo. The location as it turns o
either way towards the Myeongdong and Insadong districts. Dinner was at a BBQ place called �
13</strong> We wanted to check out what the designer area � Apgujeong looked like, so we fou
dumplings � Mandu at a nearby eating house. The actual malls were like 15 min walk away and
chain outlet. They even name the area Rodeo street, after the famous US shopping district. Norma
� Galleria. We walked around one level of one of them and decided we couldn�t even afford
place � Stella Place. <strong>Day 14</strong> We started by walking down the Cheonggye Stre
now president basically revitalized a stream that was running across the city with nice new sidewa
bustle on the street level. We spent this day buying all the gifts and souvenirs and a last-minute su
Covered the usual areas of Myeongdong and Insadong and attended a Korean Good Friday mass w
sequence, as compared to reading it in SG. This made the mass exceptionally long :P Had a midnig
tasted better! <strong>Day 15</strong> The last day of our adventure. We had a quick lunch at a e
were headed back to the airport. For those of you who are thinking of exploring Korea, I hope the
and Jeju. I must summise to say that it would have been difficult getting a lot of the logistics done
some key phrases or language guides before you make a similar trip. Especially for Jeju which see
it was great fun and I was lucky to have V plan the activities and get the best deals from the local p
Reference Links:</strong> <a title="Hotel Vision" href="http://www.tripadvisor.com/Hotel_Revie
Seoul.html" target="_blank">Hotel Vision</a> <a title="Hotel Kukdo" href="http://book.bestwes
target="_blank">Hotel Kukdo</a> <a title="63City" href="http://www.63city.co.kr/63cityhome/e
title="Myeongdong Cathedral"
href="http://english.tour2korea.com/03Sightseeing/DestinationsByRegions/Depth04.asp?ADDRE
3_1&sight=sightseeing&sightseeing_id=169" target="_blank">Myeongdong Cathedral<
href="http://www.nseoultower.com/english/" target="_blank">NSeoul Tower</a> <a title="Lotte
World</a> <a title="Coex" href="http://www.coex.co.kr/eng/main/main.asp" target="_blank">Co
href="http://www.omutotomato.com/" target="_blank">Spa Termeden Bboy & Ballerina Seo
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<img src="http://photos-a.ak.facebook.com/photos-ak-sf2p/v191/40/61/829825701/n829825701_2
8- 8me!) Just saw <a title="Midnight Marvel" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/www.myspace.com/m
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Friday night at the home club. I must say its an entertaining set and i was pleasantly surprised to fi
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cranking out the stuff for the Baybeats gig! Also cool were the nifty merchandise including guitar
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All-in-all, a good showing. Rock on \m/
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Got a phonecall today to say my uncle's in hospital. Turns out, he went to check his heart and they
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main arteries was like 95% blocked. Apparently you have 3 main ones.. Anyhow, the amazing thin
8- 8guess getting your heart fixed these days is pretty routine stuff in our hospitals! He should be out o
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and exercise routines. Get well soon! In other medical related news, i read recently that they have
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get a 3D walkthrough of your intestines without the intrusive scope. Hooray! I hope this gets wide
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horrific scopes. Its not the scope that bugs you, its the night before purging and fasting process wh
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Yuck...Nuff said...
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19 8- 8- nothing happens. Of course the emotions running through her are even more intense than what we
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2 04- 04- written more about those days. For now, it seems those testing days are over. She's now fully occu
13 13 does work in mysterious ways.
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200 200 My NET experience is getting exciting! The most wonderous thing happened today. We were in a
8- 8- presence of the Spirit. 2 members prayed over me and the tears just kept on flowing.� If this is n
19 04- 04- come back to the Church, it has been a head-knowledge kinda journey where you just know its the
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3 19 19 best thing that has happened to me and i have been hoping for this since i was a kid. To all Catholi
21:5 13:5 Spirit Seminars in your parish and go for it! Its life changing. Interestingly, the sermon at mass tod
2:44 2:44 the fact that it has been "revealed" to us mortals... Jesus walked the earth and revealed the mystery
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8- 8- The second day of the retreat culminated with a Baptism by the Holy Spirit session which included
19 04- 04- heard, nearly everyone was touched in some way or other. Interestingly enough, I didn't get any gr
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4 20 20 href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?page_id=165" target="_self">i got a personal message</a> whe
22:3 14:3 i pray for the strength to see through this task. I truly pray for the strength to be obedient to thy wi
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8- 8- Have been doing some research on content management systems and <a href="http://www.joomla
19 05- 05- are a whole bunch of templates you can plug and play with that look really cool. Have been out of
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7 04 03 that could have cost up to 100k during the dot com days are now going for Free! Guess you really
00:4 16:4 software is going down...
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<img class="alignleft" style="float: left; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px;" src="http://www.
coming-soon.jpg" alt="" width="308" height="400" />Couple of weeks back V made me fall off m
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not?" I said,"What relative?" and she nonchalently said "Ironman lah, you metalman what..." So w
8- 8say its really entertaining. One of the best comics-to-movie type projects in my opinion. His suit is
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sized suit. I would have thought he needed to lug a container truck around of ammo and fuel just to
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the movie making business rather than just selling out the rights to Hollywood, so i guess in a matt
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to the big screen. Makes sense i guess, with comics, the whole concept, story and artwork is alread
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art direction and effects they desire. Much easier than starting something from scratch. Plus there's
already. Anyhow, Ironman rocks, so go watch it if you haven't!
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Was having dinner with V when i saw a maid crushing cans and putting them into bags around a tr
8- 8lady, about 70, came up to her and gave her more cans to crush. Can you believe it? I recognised h
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bugging me once a few months back to finish my drink. Is our country so affluent that even the "p
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a little weird and does this for fun, to pass time, or that she's so money-minded that she wants to m
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in collecting cans for scrap.. Bizarre...
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V went for her afternoon RCIA interview with the Priest today and she came out to tell me that the
8- 8our wedding outside the Church not only makes it non-recognisable by the Church but i'm kinda li
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go through a small rite of <a href="http://www.idotaketwo.com/marriage-convalidation.html" targ
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the altar to bring us back to the Church. Also interesting to know is that when that is done, they ac
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Seems like they really need a good oracle database to keep everything centralised! So I guess we'r
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200 200 Its been awhile since we went shopping but today has been crazy! V almost instantly fell in love w
20 8- 8- href="http://www.tiffany.com/shared/media/products/12060351_M.jpg" target="_blank">this ring
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1 05- 05- she was convinced that's the one, and I got a <a href="http://www.tiffany.com/shared/media/produ
12 11 match. The reason we wanted to get new rings was because� we bought fairly basic ones earlier
01:0 17:0 getting nice ones at maybe the 5th anniversary, but since we gotta appear at the altar again, now is
2:01 2:01 Nespresso machines in Taka. My cousin had this imported last year (we were quite impressed but
we saw it just now, we just had to get it :P <img src="http://www.servicevilla.com/products/produ
This is the most user-friendly coffee machine we've seen. It uses capsules costing about a buck a p
the capsule, forces a jet of hot water through and ejects the cartridge (sounds like a gun!). So the o
mechanism a couple of times i.e. pressing a button. No mess with filters or loose beans etc. Perfec
doesn't have any functional place for it except in the study right at the back. O well...Looking forw
<img style="vertical-align: top; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px;" src="http://farm4.static.
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width="500" height="333" /> Don't think many people can say this, but i got married again! And t
8- 8did the convalidation ceremony over the weekend. It was a rather non-event and so much so that th
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paperwork done and the helper in the church who was new, looked quite puzzled that people want
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march in or something... So after the initial briefing, the Priest bundled us into the smaller area wh
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follow. It was a short reading, a short homily and then the exchange of vows and rings and that's a
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Church under <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canon_law" target="_blank">Canon law </a>
Have been reading up a bit more about that <a href="http://joomla.org/" target="_blank">Joomla<
that there is now a� <a href="http://www.apachefriends.org/en/xampp.html" target="_blank">P
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run some of your webserver apps on your Mac! (There is however a security warning that you sho
8- 8PRD version because the security settings etc are not setup.) So that of course gave me great impe
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user-friendly, but because its a full CMS suite by nature, you need to understand the concepts of th
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category before you can get round to linking something up on a demo site. Its not so straight-forwa
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into this: <a href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task020/Joomla%21%20Core%20Features
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href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task048/joomla_15_quickstart.pdf" target="_blank">Jo
tool is capable of and the whole range of extensions it has for the platform, but first I've got to figu
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8- 8- For those of you who know me, you'll know that i'm not really into jewellery and i've probably not
20 07- 07- gave me a silver crucifix and V a pendant with Christ having outstretched arms as gifts for our Ch
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5 02 01 to keep them on us at all times. So since it'll be a waste to carry it around in my wallet, i've finally
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Recently, after going through about 4 months of physiotherapy for my aching back, I stumbled up
set me thinking and i started doing some readings on the art/science of <a href="http://en.wikipedi
what i've seen so far, the idea that pain is all caused by nerves not properly aligned etc and since y
spine would be a logical way of managing pain. Also the concepts of non-invasive, non-pill poppi
so far been alright, the massages were the most effective pain relief and the heat treatment also felt
200 200 treatments all my life, that's just relieving the symptoms and not really solving any problem. Henc
8- 8- bollocks. Just simply rubbing a magic stick around the affected area for awhile isn't going to do jac
20 07- 07- always has shoulder/neck pains) yesterday and we popped by the clinic. At first glance, it got my r
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6 06 06 there was this giant screen showing the wonders of it and a couple of rows of chairs which i assum
12:3 04:3 contact details, pain symptoms and medical history and went in to see the doc. He told us about ho
3:30 3:30 some initial questionings and examination which included probing the back and looking for pain s
seem knowledgeable enough and there were other people who were popping in for their sessions a
lack of privacy. Why did they have to put the treatment beds in the open - four in a row, being ove
step is to get our Xrays done next week and we'll pop back for the initial review and recommendat
"adjustments" - that's what they call the sessions where they fix your back.� Yesterday's damage
interested in this). Thus begins our chiro journey...
<img src="http://www.singaporeflyer.com/gallery/albums/ftp/20080514/PhotoContestSub/singapo
credit: singaporeflyer.com.sg It was Mum's birthday yesterday and we went for a nice cosy Jap din
200 200 convention of ordering set meals and instead went for a smorsgaboard of side dishes. Yum! V also
8- 8- something for her to remember, so after dinner we took a walk there to check it out. Surprisingly, i
20 07- 07- though swarms of people were in the vincinity for the National Day Parade rehearsals, the flyer wa
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7 13 13 get a whole cabin to herself! So the whole check-in and fly with us procedure was pretty novel and
12:4 04:4 smooth and fast. I even liked the instructional graphics on the TV screens. Very interesting. Finall
7:03 7:03 you can really see far and wide but the interesting sights for us were the NDP rehearsals, the Marin
humongous. I guess it was a great experience overall, and the only thing i could reocommend is to
be totally different. We ended the night with coffee at TCC back in Millenia and I'm glad my mum
Have you ever wondered if God really exists? Or if indeed he did, why doesn't he speak to me or g
I'd like to share this little story about how God "showed up" in my life. I was a cradle Catholic and
went through 10 years of mission school, the whole Catechism regime and was even in the Church
question why we had to go through so much rituals and I also began to question why people had to
abstaining from meat on Fridays when I enlisted in the army and eventually I stopped going to Chu
The funny thing was I always knew God was there, I was just too lazy to do anything about it. I co
financial crisis, it was generally an uphill trajectory surviving the dot com crash and I kept buildin
came when I met my wife. She was the daughter of a Christian missionary pastor and I knew that i
Church whether I liked it or not. But since I never really hated God or anything, I figured it'll be du
so ritualistic, which was one of the things that bugged me previously. After marriage, we started lo
Creation Church, which I found too simplistic. We went to a Presbytarian Church and eventually w
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eloquent, the message was logical and the service presentation had great music and was sleek enou
8- 8attack. She was devout her whole life but was never active in Church. She was near retirement and
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and suffer a second attack. Doctors also generally give you a statistical 5-7 years more to live after
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Once she got out of the rat race, she began to be called by God, she signed up for the Life In Spirit
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postponements but finished the course. One day after the course while she was thinking about how
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times in her head. She looked around, and there was nobody there. From then on, she got closer to
taught us a lot about God and what we're put on earth for. She was glad that I was finally back to a
pray for us. Eventually, God left me messages via my mum that he wanted me back in the one true
up the stairs at the Novena to make this "big" confession to come back home and a lady approache
target="_blank">NET</a> brochure at me. So that's how I ended up in NET. For me, NET gave m
praying over sessions' during a weekend retreat, the sudden uncontrollable bout of tearing, was my
was solid evidence that there is a higher being and it broke the cynicism in me once and for all. An
mum's guidance has brought about a change in my wife too, and she is now attending the Rite of C
October (2008). So if you're wondering how come God hasn't shown up in your life or if there real
for everyone of us, you just need to open up yourself and accept His will and get involved in Chur
imagined.
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8- 8- Currently in NET, we're in the middle of a module on public speaking conducted by some ex-toast
20 07- 07- speech on our conversion or faith story. So since i already wrote it out, its going to be a <a href="h
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9 16 15 page on this site</a> too :) I guess i've been telling this story in bits and pieces to the people aroun
00:1 16:1 whole thing into a coherent presentation format, it does seem to give a bigger picture feel to it all.
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18- 8- gonna cut it. So i surfed around aimlessly on bike sites til i <img class="alignright" style="float: ri
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07- 07- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3284/2681555301_575ff8e0e7.jpg?v=0" alt="" width="280" he
20 19 href="http://www.diginexx.com/Strida.html" target="_blank">local Strida site</a>. Its an interesti
00:2 16:2 Actually it feels a bit like riding a unicycle or something like that. And the best part is the folding
1:56 1:56 made of rubber so there its really a no mess affair with no oil and the only maintenance being a wi
and went down for a test ride at the shop today and now i'm the proud owner of a black Strida5! Ju
comments on this cool bike: The pros - Looks great, easy to fold/unfold, allows for straight back r
slopes and it was fine. The cons - Cost! Not cheap for a toy-like bike, compared to a regular full-fr
good speeds felt scary because the bike seems to pull towards the right. Initial riding on it also req
as tensing them made the bike wobble a lot. The 10kg weight was alright to lift up and down stairs
as the wheels kinda keeps running away from you unless you use a lot of strength to guide it, so yo
I'm still impressed with it but i really wished it handled better. Seems like i really have to stick to r
death situations along the roads. Anybody wanna go riding?
We did our Xrays last week and turned up for our review today. It was an interesting experience. F
This was produced by the American Chiropractioners' Industry president or something like that so
go to. The doc then explained in great detail what we should look out for in Xrays of the spine in g
individually reviewed our Xrays on the lightboard and it showed that my lower back, actually the t
is misaligned by 1cm which is probably why i'm getting the pains. My mid-back is out by 11 degre
neck also have some twists around the C4/C5 bones. That's as technical as i get! Likewise for V, h
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the cause of her perennial shoulder pains which also shoot pains down her arm when she is over-w
8- 8and he explained that our scans showed that its just phase 1 of degeneration problems so the treatm
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cos your discs in between the bones get dried up and the bones themselves start to have spurs arou
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on to the "adjustments" which was basically the doc twisting our backs and necks in the specific d
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"pops" just like when you crack your knuckles and I actually felt relieved because my back was pr
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day before. Everything's fine and good so far, the only negative aspect is as expected the costs! Th
times a week for the next 3 months and finally maybe a once a week or once a month for the rema
heavy financial burden. The sales pitch given was that just like training for a marathon, you can't j
similarly for the adjustments, the body needs the frequency for it to be corrected. Fair enough i gue
the more sessions you sign up for up-front, the bigger the discount on each session, but we're talkin
packages and see what happens after a month or two before committing such $$.
Its been 4 and a half years since mum had the heart attack. She has been complaining of breathless
200 200 they increase the stress on your heart to see if it functions properly. That didn't turn out too good, s
8- 8- href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angiogram" target="_blank">angiogram</a> for validation. Th
21 07- 07- arteries which is pretty common. And no other treatment is required except the usual medication. I
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2 26 26 and diet this year. She has been rather slack on the discipline and its now biting back at her. So fro
20:0 12:0 back to the daily walks around the parks etc again. Thanks to the many folks who have been prayin
6:35 6:35 sounded strange, so we spoke to her about it today and she said that after the initial attack 4 years b
she's been healed! Although that doesn't solve all problems cos she obviously still isn't feeling too
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I received an interesting SMS. I asked for directions and He answered. Who needs GPS... Praise b
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21 8- 8- Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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02 02 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> -
21:5 13:5 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
7:46 7:46 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov 21. Northern PCN - 14 De
Coast Park - 29 Dec 25. Northern PCN-half - 2 Jan 2011 26. Zoo-half - 4 Feb 2011 27. Lower Sele
href="http://runkeeper.com/user/metalman/activity/47468811" target="_blank">Yishun dam</a>
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story</a> to a group of 20 odd people and surprisingly it lasted a whole 9 minutes even though it w
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with.. the last 8 weeks was kinda stressful to have to come to class prepared with short speeches...
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<h5>Blessings for Obedience</h5> <span id="en-NIV-5613" class="sup">1</span> If you fully o
you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. <span id="en-NIV
and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God: <span id="en-NIV-5615" class="sup">3</s
id="en-NIV-5616" class="sup">4</span> The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops o
and the lambs of your flocks. <span id="en-NIV-5617" class="sup">5</span> Your basket and yo
200 200 class="sup">6</span> You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out. <span
8- 8- the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one
21 08- 08- class="sup">8</span> The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put yo
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6 11 11 you. <span id="en-NIV-5621" class="sup">9</span> The LORD will establish you as his holy pe
23:4 15:4 LORD your God and walk in his ways. <span id="en-NIV-5622" class="sup">10</span> Then all
7:33 7:33 LORD, and they will fear you. <span id="en-NIV-5623" class="sup">11</span> The LORD will
of your livestock and the crops of your ground�in the land he swore to your forefathers to give y
open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all
from none. <span id="en-NIV-5625" class="sup">13</span> The LORD will make you the head,
God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the b
aside from any of the commands I give you today, to the right or to the left, following other gods a
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Kudos to the women's table tennis team on the superb fight til the Silver! Though it does make you
8- 8honestly, what's so "olympic" about it. Its just like any other job of managing resources and HR fa
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watching table tennis cos i'm generally not a big sports fan. I guess its really one of the few sports
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Fencing looked pretty fun too, with all the electronic tags and all and the staged lighting which is s
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and poke the bugger!
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<img src="http://home.singtel.com/singtel/images/banner_iphone3g.jpg" alt="" width="325" heig
200 200 that the SG iPhone 3G launch experience for me has lived up to my Apple expectations of being u
8- 8- launch - Singtel created a website to accept interest Launch - The tier 1 customers were invited to
21 08- 08- appointments at various outlets over the next few weeks - Just one day before my appointed time,
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8 30 30 outlets to get one (I guess the crowds had dissipated and there wasn't a need to manage it so tightly
12:4 04:4 20 min which is pretty normal anyway, signed a couple of forms, paid up and got out. So now I've
5:16 5:16 That to me is great :) Can never imagine all those news reports of people queueing for days for the
have to await the number portability approval from M1.
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<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2811947294/"><img style="
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src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3275/2811947294_d9b8106057.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
9 08- 08via email on my new toy in just a few clicks. Woot! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gta
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8- 822 08- 08- Because He "lives", I can face tomorrow. Because He "lives", All fear is gone. Because I know He
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8- 8- After 12 sessions, there was a simple review session at the doc. He took pictures of my posture and
22 08- 08- Interestingly, my left and right weights are much more balanced than when i first showed up. Whi
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1 31 31 showing up in the way i stand... Overall i must say there has been a mark improvement in my back
22:3 14:3 going to start her treatment for her shoulder pain. Its not easy to commit 3 times a week at the doc
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8- 8- <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2848759948/"><img style="
22 09- 09- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3125/2848759948_3669a5da85.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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2 11 11 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2848759948/">Rage against the machine!</a> Origin
23:4 15:4 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span>
8:38 8:38
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<img style="border: 0; vertical-align: top;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3149/2852119579_
8- 8I'd just like to mark this day as the day we hear the news from events unfolding from <a href="http
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both can't believe it's happening so fast but here's to a new journey in life! On one hand, many thin
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Lessons in NET also coincidentally focused on the <a href="http://www.theologyofthebody.net/" t
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now it all makes sense at a big picture level. So now i'll just go live it out... :P
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<a href="http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59182&id=720042714&saved#
target="_blank"><img style="border: 0;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3137/2892093167_94
Ferrari going past at about 300km/h! Its an interesting shot for me because the TV screen also show
for snagging me a seat. I've got a chance to experience the big event of the year for our tiny red do
its pretty impressive to see the multi-million dollar lighting system lighting up our night sky. Espe
href="http://flickr.com/photos/oeyvind/2884182613/in/pool-f1_racing" target="_blank"> track fro
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for you. Really nice! I'm not a die-hard fan of F1 but i do enjoy the races occasionally, and the eng
8- 8own and it does push the manufacturers to improve the whole auto industry with all the new techn
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and third for the qualifiers so the fans will be happy as everyone has said that the track is difficult
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the race winners. Kudos to the organisers for pulling off this logistical miracle, all i can say is they
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the main exit everyone from various grandstands are leaving from. And of course, THE TICKETS
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concert, its priced like the royal ball or some millionaire's club night. Just that you get to sweat it o
in this country, the target audience are the tourists or the rich. Anecdotal evidence tells me that peo
tickets. If they can't afford it, who can? Ok i've made my point. Maybe in 5 years when the novelty
the meantime, can't wait for today's race on TV ... <a
href="http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59182&id=720042714&saved#/al
target="_blank">More photos here</a>
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8- 8- <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2895556532/"><img style="
22 09- 09- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3241/2895556532_14a4c8ba59.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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5 28 28 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2895556532/">Call to reception into the full commun
23:3 15:3 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a>
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V's RCIA class finally got baptised today! And she did her confirmation as a Catholic because her
200 200 mass and aunt C was her godparent. It brings us to the end of an 11 month journey through the inia
8- 8- workings of Church groups etc Its interesting to note how long and difficult it is to get baptised he
22 10- 10- water. I guess its kind of a test of committment for the newbies to show sincerity and the ability to
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6 12 11 lessons for 7 months or so. Its nice to know its really not a numbers driven game here to convert as
01:1 17:1 should really think about it more and possibly do it sometime down the road when they are ready.
1:02 1:02 them" syntax with V because we have had intense discussions over the differences between Catho
side of the fence. I just had this thought cross my mind that its kinda like KFC chicken, original vs
As with any of our new life projects, we start it all by doing some basic research. Surfing the net, r
200 200 baby hypermart in Kaki Bukit and Mothercare in Harbourfront to look-see and check out what sor
8- 8- the same thing where the guy gets to choose the stroller and car seat cos its a more gadgety thing to
22 10- 10- rear-facing, height-adjustable, 5-position, ISO fix etc The options are bewildering and you get cau
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7 19 19 with newborns, got brakes, bigger wheels etc� Which just shows how great the marketing of the
23:5 15:5 need is a blinking seat with 4 wheels which can hold a baby and fold up to be kept. So although its
7:11 7:11 going to keep my head and just go with something that works! And we figured that since the kid w
probably get the wheels after we get the kid home first...
200 200 <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3001105799/"><img style="
8- 8- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3292/3001105799_d85806acbd.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
22 11- 11- Esplanade and Swissotel made a great phallic shot. My opportunity came along when we were hea
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8 04 04 target="_blank">duck-tour</a> recently. Not sure how, but the iPhone even gave a little hazy fish
12:3 04:3 margin-top: 0px;">Some cynics may think this is the ultimate symbol of this country where the cit
5:56 5:56 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/"></a>
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<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3001507463/"><img style="
8- 8src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3205/3001507463_03ce5c6175.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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to go cycling about the east coast. This picture was taken before the sky came down on me! Had to
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wondering what the reason was for all the ships to be painted red and black. I'm sure there is a tech
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href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/"></a>
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<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0; float: left; margin: 10px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.c
width="375" height="500" />I'll be turning 35 in a couple of minutes and today at Church, i was ju
from God before finally coming back to believing in Him.� So i guess i owe the next 35 to Him
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going to be a long journey, but i guess we'll see how that turns out. Nothing is impossible. Have ha
8- 8Japanese ala carte buffet for a NET gathering yesterday, a seafood lunch this afternoon and finally
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about this Wagyu beef thing for so long and wondering what a $100 burger can taste like, i finally
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Square. Truly amazing! Softest and smoothest beef i've ever eaten.� I do recommend this to all
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guess the next step is to check out Kobe beef.� Although i don't think i'll be able to taste the diff
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href="http://www.dpreview.com/news/0809/08091702canon_g10.asp" target="_blank">Canon Po
and since V has given me the duties to be cameraman for our kids' precious moments, i've decided
jumbo aperture, ISO thingies to take better shots. As you can see from this pic, i really do need a lo
Over the past few months now, i have met the committees running NET and ACMA to talk about
phases. As a culmination of this episode, i got invited to a retreat that NET was organising. I've alr
and i know only the committee members were invited and not my classmates. So imagine my surp
200 200 alignment exercise. As in setting up mission statement and values and brainstorming what the orga
8- 8- surprise when towards the end of the day an org chart was flashed on screen with a newly created
23 11- 11- committee... And to seal the deal, mass in Church after that had the Gospel of the owner who left h
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1 15 15 made use of it and got another 5 while the owner was unhappy with the guy that just hid the 1 talen
23:0 15:0 bizarre thing was that the priest then went on to try to explain the parable by telling a story he hear
1:45 1:45 Herod. In that cave was a little cave spider who felt honored to have distinguished guests and was
them. This actually saved them from the search party because the soldeirs reckoned that if the entr
cave recently. Thus saving them from being discovered. He ended the explanation of the story alon
then just doing that is honoring God ..." I turned around to V and exclaimed "web making!" I gues
Wow, its been awhile since i've written anything. Many things have been happening in the office w
200 200 month or so. Just saw my previous post and wanted to post a link on my new project - <a title="NE
8- 8- the draft stage of this new site for NET and the basic info has been migrated from the old site. Gue
23 12- 12- bells and whistles to the site too. Joomla has been fairly easy to implement. As with all tech projec
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2 18 17 requires you to have a basic understanding of how to purchase a virtual host, domain name and use
00:5 16:5 might have been a bit confusing so i do recommend loading in the sample data so that all the navig
2:51 2:51 the content as necessary. So far i'm pretty impressed with the simple plug-ins i found so far, like th
allows text to be overlayed so you can create titles over it.
We finally found some time to do some Xmas shopping over the weekend as both of us took some
enough to take notes on some baby stuff so that we can compare them when the post-xmas sales co
200 200 go to Kaki Bukit again and were pleasantly surprised that most of the smaller stuff had 20% discou
8- 8- because they were clearing their 2007 stock. So after making a last minute head-check that we won
23 12- 12- booked our kid a <a href="http://www.maclarenbaby.com/asia/index.php?option=com_content&a
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3 22 22 target="_blank">Maclaren Techno XT</a> ($388) and <a href="http://www.inglesina.com/en/pro
23:1 15:1 target="_blank">Inglesina Moovy</a> ($238). That's a great price if you've seen the normal retail
7:06 7:06 href="http://www.pigeonbaby.info/index.php" target="_blank">Pigeon</a> fan because she recko
we've probably got 40% of the stuff we need today including sterilisers and breast pumps and play
list and it's almost a hundred items! How did people have kids before modern technology?
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9- 8- <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3154017346/"><img style="
23 01- 12- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3111/3154017346_4ba3d1c8a0.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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4 01 31 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3154017346/">Happy New Year !</a> Originally up
00:0 16:0 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span>
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We finally found some time to do some Xmas shopping over the weekend as both of us took some
enough to take notes on some baby stuff so that we can compare them when the post-xmas sales co
200 200 go to Kaki Bukit again and were pleasantly surprised that most of the smaller stuff had 20% discou
9- 9- because they were clearing their 2007 stock. So after making a last minute head-check that we won
23 06- 06- booked our kid a <a href="http://www.maclarenbaby.com/asia/index.php?option=com_content&a
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5 22 22 target="_blank">Maclaren Techno XT</a> ($388) and <a href="http://www.inglesina.com/en/pro
22:1 14:1 target="_blank">Inglesina Moovy</a> ($238). That's a great price if you've seen the normal retail
7:30 7:30 href="http://www.pigeonbaby.info/index.php" target="_blank">Pigeon</a> fan because she recko
we've probably got 40% of the stuff we need today including sterilisers and breast pumps and play
list and it's almost a hundred items! How did people have kids before modern technology?
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Have been reading up a bit more about that <a href="http://joomla.org/" target="_blank">Joomla<
that there is now a� <a href="http://www.apachefriends.org/en/xampp.html" target="_blank">P
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run some of your webserver apps on your Mac! (There is however a security warning that you sho
9- 9PRD version because the security settings etc are not setup.) So that of course gave me great impe
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user-friendly, but because its a full CMS suite by nature, you need to understand the concepts of th
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category before you can get round to linking something up on a demo site. Its not so straight-forwa
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into this: <a href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task020/Joomla%21%20Core%20Features
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href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task048/joomla_15_quickstart.pdf" target="_blank">Jo
tool is capable of and the whole range of extensions it has for the platform, but first I've got to figu
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8- 8- After 12 sessions, there was a simple review session at the doc. He took pictures of my posture and
24 08- 08- Interestingly, my left and right weights are much more balanced than when i first showed up. Whi
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0 31 31 showing up in the way i stand... Overall i must say there has been a mark improvement in my back
22:3 14:3 going to start her treatment for her shoulder pain. Its not easy to commit 3 times a week at the doc
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We did our Xrays last week and turned up for our review today. It was an interesting experience. F
This was produced by the American Chiropractioners' Industry president or something like that so
go to. The doc then explained in great detail what we should look out for in Xrays of the spine in g
individually reviewed our Xrays on the lightboard and it showed that my lower back, actually the t
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is misaligned by 1cm which is probably why i'm getting the pains. My mid-back is out by 11 degre
8- 8neck also have some twists around the C4/C5 bones. That's as technical as i get! Likewise for V, h
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the cause of her perennial shoulder pains which also shoot pains down her arm when she is over-w
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and he explained that our scans showed that its just phase 1 of degeneration problems so the treatm
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cos your discs in between the bones get dried up and the bones themselves start to have spurs arou
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on to the "adjustments" which was basically the doc twisting our backs and necks in the specific d
"pops" just like when you crack your knuckles and I actually felt relieved because my back was pr
day before. Everything's fine and good so far, the only negative aspect is as expected the costs! Th
times a week for the next 3 months and finally maybe a once a week or once a month for the rema
heavy financial burden. The sales pitch given was that just like training for a marathon, you can't j
similarly for the adjustments, the body needs the frequency for it to be corrected. Fair enough i gue
the more sessions you sign up for up-front, the bigger the discount on each session, but we're talkin
packages and see what happens after a month or two before committing such $$.
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Great! I've finally got my backup files to run properly on the server. Unfortunately, i've just lost
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9- 8- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3154017346/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
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3 01 31 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3154017346/">Happy New Year !</a> <br /> Origin
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We finally found some time to do some Xmas shopping over the weekend as both of us took some
enough to take notes on some baby stuff so that we can compare them when the post-xmas sales co
200 200 go to Kaki Bukit again and were pleasantly surprised that most of the smaller stuff had 20% discou
8- 8- because they were clearing their 2007 stock. So after making a last minute head-check that we won
24 12- 12- booked our kid a <a href="http://www.maclarenbaby.com/asia/index.php?option=com_content&a
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4 22 22 target="_blank">Maclaren Techno XT</a> ($388) and <a href="http://www.inglesina.com/en/pro
23:1 15:1 target="_blank">Inglesina Moovy</a> ($238). That's a great price if you've seen the normal retail
7:06 7:06 href="http://www.pigeonbaby.info/index.php" target="_blank">Pigeon</a> fan because she recko
we've probably got 40% of the stuff we need today including sterilisers and breast pumps and play
list and it's almost a hundred items! How did people have kids before modern technology?
Wow, its been awhile since i've written anything. Many things have been happening in the office w
200 200 month or so. Just saw my previous post and wanted to post a link on my new project - <a title="NE
8- 8- the draft stage of this new site for NET and the basic info has been migrated from the old site. Gue
24 12- 12- bells and whistles to the site too. Joomla has been fairly easy to implement. As with all tech projec
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5 18 17 requires you to have a basic understanding of how to purchase a virtual host, domain name and use
00:5 16:5 might have been a bit confusing so i do recommend loading in the sample data so that all the navig
2:51 2:51 the content as necessary. So far i'm pretty impressed with the simple plug-ins i found so far, like th
allows text to be overlayed so you can create titles over it.
Over the past few months now, i have met the committees running NET and ACMA to talk about
phases. As a culmination of this episode, i got invited to a retreat that NET was organising. I've alr
and i know only the committee members were invited and not my classmates. So imagine my surp
200 200 alignment exercise. As in setting up mission statement and values and brainstorming what the orga
8- 8- surprise when towards the end of the day an org chart was flashed on screen with a newly created
24 11- 11- committee... And to seal the deal, mass in Church after that had the Gospel of the owner who left h
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6 15 15 made use of it and got another 5 while the owner was unhappy with the guy that just hid the 1 talen
23:0 15:0 bizarre thing was that the priest then went on to try to explain the parable by telling a story he hear
1:45 1:45 Herod. In that cave was a little cave spider who felt honored to have distinguished guests and was
them. This actually saved them from the search party because the soldeirs reckoned that if the entr
cave recently. Thus saving them from being discovered. He ended the explanation of the story alon
then just doing that is honoring God ..." I turned around to V and exclaimed "web making!" I gues
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0; float: left; margin: 10px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.co
width="375" height="500" />I'll be turning 35 in a couple of minutes and today at Church, i was ju
from God before finally coming back to believing in Him. So i guess i owe the next 35 to Him to
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going to be a long journey, but i guess we'll see how that turns out. Nothing is impossible. Have ha
8- 8Japanese ala carte buffet for a NET gathering yesterday, a seafood lunch this afternoon and finally
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about this Wagyu beef thing for so long and wondering what a $100 burger can taste like, i finally
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Square. Truly amazing! Softest and smoothest beef i've ever eaten. I do recommend this to all me
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the next step is to check out Kobe beef. Although i don't think i'll be able to taste the difference. I
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href="http://www.dpreview.com/news/0809/08091702canon_g10.asp" target="_blank">Canon Po
and since V has given me the duties to be cameraman for our kids' precious moments, i've decided
jumbo aperture, ISO thingies to take better shots. As you can see from this pic, i really do need a l
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<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3001507463/"><img style="
8- 8src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3205/3001507463_03ce5c6175.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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to go cycling about the east coast. This picture was taken before the sky came down on me! Had to
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wondering what the reason was for all the ships to be painted red and black. I'm sure there is a tech
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href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/"></a>
5:35 5:35
200 200 <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3001105799/"><img style="
8- 8- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3292/3001105799_d85806acbd.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
24 11- 11- Esplanade and Swissotel made a great phallic shot. My opportunity came along when we were hea
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9 04 04 target="_blank">duck-tour</a> recently. Not sure how, but the iPhone even gave a little hazy fish
12:4 04:4 margin-top: 0px;">Some cynics may think this is the ultimate symbol of this country where the cit
4:50 4:50 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/"></a>
As with any of our new life projects, we start it all by doing some basic research. Surfing the net, r
200 200 baby hypermart in Kaki Bukit and Mothercare in Harbourfront to look-see and check out what sor
8- 8- the same thing where the guy gets to choose the stroller and car seat cos its a more gadgety thing to
25 10- 10- rear-facing, height-adjustable, 5-position, ISO fix etc The options are bewildering and you get cau
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0 19 19 with newborns, got brakes, bigger wheels etc Which just shows how great the marketing of these
23:5 15:5 need is a blinking seat with 4 wheels which can hold a baby and fold up to be kept. So although its
9:10 9:10 going to keep my head and just go with something that works! And we figured that since the kid w
probably get the wheels after we get the kid home first...
V's RCIA class finally got baptised today! And she did her confirmation as a Catholic because her
200 200 mass and aunt C was her godparent. It brings us to the end of an 11 month journey through the inia
8- 8- workings of Church groups etc Its interesting to note how long and difficult it is to get baptised he
25 10- 10- water. I guess its kind of a test of committment for the newbies to show sincerity and the ability to
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1 12 11 lessons for 7 months or so. Its nice to know its really not a numbers driven game here to convert as
01:1 17:1 should really think about it more and possibly do it sometime down the road when they are ready.
8:12 8:12 them" syntax with V because we have had intense discussions over the differences between Catho
side of the fence. I just had this thought cross my mind that its kinda like KFC chicken, original vs
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8- 8- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2895556532/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
25 09- 09- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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2 28 28 to reception into the full communion of the Catholic Church</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a
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<a href="http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59182&id=720042714&saved#
target="_blank"><img style="border: 0;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3137/2892093167_94
Ferrari going past at about 300km/h! Its an interesting shot for me because the TV screen also show
for snagging me a seat. I've got a chance to experience the big event of the year for our tiny red do
its pretty impressive to see the multi-million dollar lighting system lighting up our night sky. Espe
href="http://flickr.com/photos/oeyvind/2884182613/in/pool-f1_racing" target="_blank"> track fro
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for you. Really nice! I'm not a die-hard fan of F1 but i do enjoy the races occasionally, and the eng
8- 8own and it does push the manufacturers to improve the whole auto industry with all the new techn
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and third for the qualifiers so the fans will be happy as everyone has said that the track is difficult
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the race winners. Kudos to the organisers for pulling off this logistical miracle, all i can say is they
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the main exit everyone from various grandstands are leaving from. And of course, THE TICKETS
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concert, its priced like the royal ball or some millionaire's club night. Just that you get to sweat it o
in this country, the target audience are the tourists or the rich. Anecdotal evidence tells me that peo
tickets. If they can't afford it, who can? Ok i've made my point. Maybe in 5 years when the novelty
the meantime, can't wait for today's race on TV ... <a
href="http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=59182&id=720042714&saved#/al
target="_blank">More photos here</a>
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<img style="border: 0; vertical-align: top;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3149/2852119579_
8- 8I'd just like to mark this day as the day we hear the news from events unfolding from <a href="http
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both can't believe it's happening so fast but here's to a new journey in life! On one hand, many thin
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Lessons in NET also coincidentally focused on the <a href="http://www.theologyofthebody.net/" t
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now it all makes sense at a big picture level. So now i'll just go live it out... :P
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8- 8<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2848759948/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
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style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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against the machine!</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr
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Over the last few months, ever since my backaches became more manageable, I've had the green e
distraction from the major change in lifestyle ever since Je-In joined our coop. So i've done my rou
what's hot nowadays. Was pretty impressed with this bike - <a href="http://www.feltracing.com/0
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target="_blank">Felt Q720</a>. But i was majorly holding back the purchase because it was too e
9- 9Also, V wanted me to do test rides to make sure that my back could take the riding strains before b
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a test-ride with M at east coast, just before i leave the office, my colleague told me he had a friend
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awhile and if i liked it, he'd gladly sell it. Of course i jump at this great opportunity for a trial witho
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delivers this <a href="http://www.khcycle.com.sg/scott07_sportster_p4.htm" target="_blank">Sco
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with his friend and was going to send him home anyway. <img class="alignnone" title="Scott P4"
alt="" width="450" height="263" /> Now isn't that divine! Honestly, the bikes are not in the same
components, but well, i guess at some point i really have got to stop getting "good" stuff anyway. I
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9- 9- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3664190427/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
25 06- 06- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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7 27 27 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3664190427/">Bliss</a> <br /> Originally uploaded
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Over the last few months, ever since my backaches became more manageable, I've had the green e
distraction from the major change in lifestyle ever since Je-In joined our coop. So i've done my rou
200 200 what's hot nowadays. Was pretty impressed with this bike - <a href="http://www.feltracing.com/0
9- 9- target="_blank">Felt Q720</a>. But i was majorly holding back the purchase because it was too e
25 07- 07- Also, V wanted me to do test rides to make sure that my back could take the riding strains before b
1
9 11 11 a test-ride with M at east coast, just before i leave the office, my colleague told me he had a friend
22:0 14:0 awhile and if i liked it, he'd gladly sell it. Of course i jump at this great opportunity for a trial witho
9:57 9:57 delivers this <a href="http://scottusa.com/us_en/product/1668/11805/sportster_p4" target="_blank
drinks with his friend and was going to send him home anyway. Now isn't that divine! Honestly, th
and has lower-end components, but well, i guess at some point i really have got to stop getting "go
Over the last few months, ever since my backaches became more manageable, I've had the green e
distraction from the major change in lifestyle ever since Je-In joined our coop. So i've done my rou
what's hot nowadays. Was pretty impressed with this bike - <a href="http://www.feltracing.com/0
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target="_blank">Felt Q720</a>. But i was majorly holding back the purchase because it was too e
9- 9Also, V wanted me to do test rides to make sure that my back could take the riding strains before b
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a test-ride with M at east coast, just before i leave the office, my colleague told me he had a friend
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awhile and if i liked it, he'd gladly sell it. Of course i jump at this great opportunity for a trial with
22:1 14:1
delivers this <a href="http://www.khcycle.com.sg/scott07_sportster_p4.htm" target="_blank">Sco
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with his friend and was going to send him home anyway. <img class="alignnone" title="Scott P4"
alt="" width="450" height="263" /> Now isn't that divine! Honestly, the bikes are not in the same
components, but well, i guess at some point i really have got to stop getting "good" stuff anyway. I
Over the last few months, ever since my backaches became more manageable, I've had the green e
distraction from the major change in lifestyle ever since Je-In joined our coop. So i've done my rou
200 200 what's hot nowadays. Was pretty impressed with this bike - <a href="http://www.feltracing.com/0
9- 9- target="_blank">Felt Q720</a>. But i was majorly holding back the purchase because it was too e
26 07- 07- Also, V wanted me to do test rides to make sure that my back could take the riding strains before b
1
1 11 11 a test-ride with M at east coast, just before i leave the office, my colleague told me he had a friend
22:1 14:1 awhile and if i liked it, he'd gladly sell it. Of course i jump at this great opportunity for a trial witho
1:38 1:38 delivers this <a href="http://scottusa.com/us_en/product/1668/11805/sportster_p4" target="_blank
drinks with his friend and was going to send him home anyway. Now isn't that divine! Honestly, th
heavier and has lower-end components, but well, i guess at some point i really have got to stop get
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8- 826 08- 08- Because He "lives", I can face tomorrow. Because He "lives", All fear is gone. Because I know He
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2 31 31 God does have a sense of humour :)
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Recently, after going through about 4 months of physiotherapy for my aching back, I stumbled upo
set me thinking and i started doing some readings on the art/science of <a href="http://en.wikipedi
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what i've seen so far, the idea that pain is all caused by nerves not properly aligned etc and since y
8- 8spine would be a logical way of managing pain. Also the concepts of non-invasive, non-pill poppi
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so far been alright, the massages were the most effective pain relief and the heat treatment also felt
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treatments all my life, that's just relieving the symptoms and not really solving any problem. Henc
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bollocks. Just simply rubbing a magic stick around the affected area for awhile isn't going to do jac
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always has shoulder/neck pains) yesterday and we popped by the clinic. At first glance, it got my r
there was this giant screen showing the wonders of it and a couple of rows of chairs which i assum
contact details, pain symptoms and medical history and went in to see the doc. He told us about ho
some initial questionings and examination which included probing the back and looking for pain s
seem knowledgeable enough and there were other people who were popping in for their sessions a
lack of privacy. Why did they have to put the treatment beds in the open - four in a row, being ove
step is to get our Xrays done next week and we'll pop back for the initial review and recommendat
"adjustments" - that's what they call the sessions where they fix your back. Yesterday's damage in
interested in this). Thus begins our chiro journey...
<img src="http://www.singaporeflyer.com/gallery/albums/ftp/20080514/PhotoContestSub/singapo
credit: singaporeflyer.com.sg It was Mum's birthday yesterday and we went for a nice cosy Jap din
200 200 convention of ordering set meals and instead went for a smorsgaboard of side dishes. Yum! V also
8- 8- something for her to remember, so after dinner we took a walk there to check it out. Surprisingly, i
26 07- 07- though swarms of people were in the vincinity for the National Day Parade rehearsals, the flyer wa
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4 13 13 get a whole cabin to herself! So the whole check-in and fly with us procedure was pretty novel and
12:4 04:4 smooth and fast. I even liked the instructional graphics on the TV screens. Very interesting. Finall
7:03 7:03 you can really see far and wide but the interesting sights for us were the NDP rehearsals, the Marin
humongous. I guess it was a great experience overall, and the only thing i could reocommend is to
be totally different. We ended the night with coffee at TCC back in Millenia and I'm glad my mum
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8- 8- Currently in NET, we're in the middle of a module on public speaking conducted by some ex-toast
26 07- 07- speech on our conversion or faith story. So since i already wrote it out, its going to be a <a href="h
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5 16 15 page on this site</a> too :) I guess i've been telling this story in bits and pieces to the people aroun
00:1 16:1 whole thing into a coherent presentation format, it does seem to give a bigger picture feel to it all.
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Ever since i sold off the Klein Mantra, i've still been itching to do some cycling of some sort, but d
gonna cut it. So i surfed around aimlessly on bike sites til i <img class="alignright" style="float: ri
src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3284/2681555301_575ff8e0e7.jpg?v=0" alt="" width="280" he
href="http://www.diginexx.com/Strida.html" target="_blank">local Strida site</a>. Its an interesti
200 200 Actually it feels a bit like riding a unicycle or something like that. And the best part is the folding
8- 8- made of rubber so there its really a no mess affair with no oil and the only maintenance being a wi
26 07- 07- and went down for a test ride at the shop today and now i'm the proud owner of a black Strida5! Ju
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6 20 19 comments on this cool bike: The pros - Looks great, easy to fold/unfold, allows for straight back r
00:2 16:2 slopes and it was fine. The cons - Cost! Not cheap for a toy-like bike, compared to a regular full-fr
1:56 1:56 good speeds felt scary because the bike seems to pull towards the right. Initial riding on it also req
as tensing them made the bike wobble a lot. The 10kg weight was alright to lift up and down stairs
as the wheels kinda keeps running away from you unless you use a lot of strength to guide it, so yo
I'm still impressed with it but i really wished it handled better. Seems like i really have to stick to r
death situations along the roads. Anybody wanna go riding?
Its been 4 and a half years since mum had the heart attack. She has been complaining of breathless
200 200 they increase the stress on your heart to see if it functions properly. That didn't turn out too good, s
8- 8- href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angiogram" target="_blank">angiogram</a> for validation. Th
26 07- 07- arteries which is pretty common. And no other treatment is required except the usual medication. I
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7 27 27 and diet this year. She has been rather slack on the discipline and its now biting back at her. So fro
22:2 14:2 back to the daily walks around the parks etc again. Thanks to the many folks who have been prayin
1:50 1:50 sounded strange, so we spoke to her about it today and she said that after the initial attack 4 years b
she's been healed! Although that doesn't solve all problems cos she obviously still isn't feeling too
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I received an interesting SMS. I asked for directions and He answered. Who needs GPS... Praise b
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8- 8The public speaking/toastmasters module in NET finally ended tonight. I had to present <a href="h
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story</a> to a group of 20 odd people and surprisingly it lasted a whole 9 minutes even though it w
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with.. the last 8 weeks was kinda stressful to have to come to class prepared with short speeches...
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<h5>Blessings for Obedience</h5> <span id="en-NIV-5613" class="sup">1</span> If you fully o
you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. <span id="en-NIV
and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God: <span id="en-NIV-5615" class="sup">3</s
id="en-NIV-5616" class="sup">4</span> The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops o
and the lambs of your flocks. <span id="en-NIV-5617" class="sup">5</span> Your basket and yo
200 200 class="sup">6</span> You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out. <span
8- 8- the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one
27 09- 09- class="sup">8</span> The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put yo
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0 08 08 you. <span id="en-NIV-5621" class="sup">9</span> The LORD will establish you as his holy pe
14:5 06:5 LORD your God and walk in his ways. <span id="en-NIV-5622" class="sup">10</span> Then all
7:50 7:50 LORD, and they will fear you. <span id="en-NIV-5623" class="sup">11</span> The LORD will
your livestock and the crops of your ground—in the land he swore to your forefathers to give you.
open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all
from none. <span id="en-NIV-5625" class="sup">13</span> The LORD will make you the head,
God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the b
aside from any of the commands I give you today, to the right or to the left, following other gods a
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Kudos to the women's table tennis team on the superb fight til the Silver! Though it does make you
8- 8honestly, what's so "olympic" about it. Its just like any other job of managing resources and HR fa
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watching table tennis cos i'm generally not a big sports fan. I guess its really one of the few sports
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Fencing looked pretty fun too, with all the electronic tags and all and the staged lighting which is s
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and poke the bugger!
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<img src="http://home.singtel.com/singtel/images/banner_iphone3g.jpg" alt="" width="325" heig
200 200 that the SG iPhone 3G launch experience for me has lived up to my Apple expectations of being u
8- 8- launch - Singtel created a website to accept interest Launch - The tier 1 customers were invited to
27 08- 08- appointments at various outlets over the next few weeks - Just one day before my appointed time,
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2 30 30 outlets to get one (I guess the crowds had dissipated and there wasn't a need to manage it so tightly
12:4 04:4 20 min which is pretty normal anyway, signed a couple of forms, paid up and got out. So now I've
5:16 5:16 That to me is great :) Can never imagine all those news reports of people queueing for days for the
have to await the number portability approval from M1.
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<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2811947294/"><img style="
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src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3275/2811947294_d9b8106057.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
3 08- 08via email on my new toy in just a few clicks. Woot! <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gta
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8- 8- For those of you who know me, you'll know that i'm not really into jewellery and i've probably not
27 07- 07- gave me a silver crucifix and V a pendant with Christ having outstretched arms as gifts for our Ch
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4 02 01 to keep them on us at all times. So since it'll be a waste to carry it around in my wallet, i've finally
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Have been reading up a bit more about that <a href="http://joomla.org/" target="_blank">Joomla<
there is now a <a href="http://www.apachefriends.org/en/xampp.html" target="_blank">PHP/My
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some of your webserver apps on your Mac! (There is however a security warning that you shouldn
8- 8version because the security settings etc are not setup.) So that of course gave me great impetus to
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friendly, but because its a full CMS suite by nature, you need to understand the concepts of the hie
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before you can get round to linking something up on a demo site. Its not so straight-forward as a W
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<a href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task020/Joomla%21%20Core%20Features%20V1.2
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href="http://help.joomla.org/ghop/feb2008/task048/joomla_15_quickstart.pdf" target="_blank">Jo
tool is capable of and the whole range of extensions it has for the platform, but first I've got to figu
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width="500" height="333" /> Don't think many people can say this, but i got married again! And t
8- 8did the convalidation ceremony over the weekend. It was a rather non-event and so much so that th
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paperwork done and the helper in the church who was new, looked quite puzzled that people want
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march in or something... So after the initial briefing, the Priest bundled us into the smaller area wh
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follow. It was a short reading, a short homily and then the exchange of vows and rings and that's a
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Church under <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Canon_law" target="_blank">Canon law </a>
<img class="alignleft" style="float: left; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px;" src="http://www.
coming-soon.jpg" alt="" width="308" height="400" />Couple of weeks back V made me fall off m
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not?" I said,"What relative?" and she nonchalently said "Ironman lah, you metalman what..." So w
8- 8say its really entertaining. One of the best comics-to-movie type projects in my opinion. His suit is
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sized suit. I would have thought he needed to lug a container truck around of ammo and fuel just to
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the movie making business rather than just selling out the rights to Hollywood, so i guess in a matt
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to the big screen. Makes sense i guess, with comics, the whole concept, story and artwork is alread
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direction and effects they desire. Much easier than starting something from scratch. Plus there's a w
Anyhow, Ironman rocks, so go watch it if you haven't!
Its been awhile since we went shopping but today has been crazy! V almost instantly fell in love w
href="http://www.tiffany.com/shared/media/products/12060351_M.jpg" target="_blank">this ring
she was convinced that's the one, and I got a <a href="http://www.tiffany.com/shared/media/produ
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match. The reason we wanted to get new rings was because we bought fairly basic ones earlier on
8- 8getting nice ones at maybe the 5th anniversary, but since we gotta appear at the altar again, now is
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Nespresso machines in Taka. My cousin had this imported last year (we were quite impressed but
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we saw it just now, we just had to get it :P <img src="http://www.servicevilla.com/products/produ
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This is the most user-friendly coffee machine we've seen. It uses capsules costing about a buck a p
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the capsule, forces a jet of hot water through and ejects the cartridge (sounds like a gun!). So the o
mechanism a couple of times i.e. pressing a button. No mess with filters or loose beans etc. Perfec
doesn't have any functional place for it except in the study right at the back. O well...Looking forw
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V went for her afternoon RCIA interview with the Priest today and she came out to tell me that the
8- 8our wedding outside the Church not only makes it non-recognisable by the Church but i'm kinda li
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go through a small rite of <a href="http://www.idotaketwo.com/marriage-convalidation.html" targ
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the altar to bring us back to the Church. Also interesting to know is that when that is done, they ac
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Seems like they really need a good oracle database to keep everything centralised! So I guess we'r
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Was having dinner with V when i saw a maid crushing cans and putting them into bags around a tr
8- 8lady, about 70, came up to her and gave her more cans to crush. Can you believe it? I recognised h
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bugging me once a few months back to finish my drink. Is our country so affluent that even the "p
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a little weird and does this for fun, to pass time, or that she's so money-minded that she wants to m
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in collecting cans for scrap.. Bizarre...
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8- 8- Have been doing some research on content management systems and <a href="http://www.joomla
28 05- 05- are a whole bunch of templates you can plug and play with that look really cool. Have been out of
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1 04 03 that could have cost up to 100k during the dot com days are now going for Free! Guess you really
00:4 16:4 software is going down...
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8- 8- The second day of the retreat culminated with a Baptism by the Holy Spirit session which included
28 10- 10- heard, nearly everyone was touched in some way or other. Interestingly enough, I didn't get any gr
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2 19 19 href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?page_id=165" target="_self">i got a personal message</a> whe
23:5 15:5 i pray for the strength to see through this task. I truly pray for the strength to be obedient to thy wi
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8- 8- presence of the Spirit. 2 members prayed over me and the tears just kept on flowing. If this is not
28 04- 04- come back to the Church, it has been a head-knowledge kinda journey where you just know its the
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3 19 19 best thing that has happened to me and i have been hoping for this since i was a kid. To all Catholi
21:5 13:5 Spirit Seminars in your parish and go for it! Its life changing. Interestingly, the sermon at mass tod
2:44 2:44 the fact that it has been "revealed" to us mortals... Jesus walked the earth and revealed the mystery
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8- 8- Over the past year or so, we've been told by my mum a couple of times that she might be taken bac
28 04- 04- nothing happens. Of course the emotions running through her are even more intense than what we
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4 13 13 written more about those days. For now, it seems those testing days are over. She's now fully occu
21:0 13:0 does work in mysterious ways.
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Got a phonecall today to say my uncle's in hospital. Turns out, he went to check his heart and they
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main arteries was like 95% blocked. Apparently you have 3 main ones.. Anyhow, the amazing thin
8- 8guess getting your heart fixed these days is pretty routine stuff in our hospitals! He should be out o
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and exercise routines. Get well soon! In other medical related news, i read recently that they have
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get a 3D walkthrough of your intestines without the intrusive scope. Hooray! I hope this gets wide
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horrific scopes. Its not the scope that bugs you, its the night before purging and fasting process wh
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Yuck...Nuff said...
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6 8- 8- me!) Just saw <a title="Midnight Marvel" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/www.myspace.com/m
04- 04- Friday night at the home club. I must say its an entertaining set and i was pleasantly surprised to fi
13 13 cranking out the stuff for the Baybeats gig! Also cool were the nifty merchandise including guitar
19:1 11:1 All-in-all, a good showing. Rock on \m/
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<a title="Seoul Pics" href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157604243464590/" target="_
714.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v192/40/31/720042714/n720042714_693837_4744.jpg" borde
/></a>Here’s our travelogue of our Korean getaway which lasted 2 weeks. The trip started with a
to have separate seats, but when we got to the gate, the lady mumbled something about transit, scr
<strong>Day 1</strong> Landed in Korea in the morning and we roamed around Itaewon killing t
was a quaint little place known for having many side dishes with the meal. We counted 22! The ev
We took a river cruise to view the scenery and we ended up in Building 63 for a Japanese dinner a
ended with more scenic views from the 63rd floor. <strong>Day 2</strong> Checked out the cathe
district. Lunch was Soujebe, a sort of “hand-torn” rice noodle. We then made our way to take a cab
city. Dinner was a pork-rib BBQ back in Myeongdong. <strong>Day 3</strong> Lotte World – Th
building linked to another outdoor area with rides surrounding a lake. Went on the scariest ride of
device doing a Viking swing. And its huge! Dinner was at the TGIFridays in the shopping part at t
Shopping at Coex mall. Lunch was a cool fusion place called Omuto Tomato which creates many
checking up on news and mails. <strong>Day 5</strong> Spa heaven at Icheon Termeden Spa &a
Notable ones were the strawberry, lemon type soaks, which make you feel like fruit in a cocktail. E
type musical. Simple storyline but really cool and funky moves. Dancers are really world class and
wanna jump! <strong>Day 6</strong> We got off a train and had lunch at Kyochon chicken in som
beats KFC flat man! Its a fried chicken and beer place and has branches all over. Yum! The afterno
200 200 scariest ride of my life yet again. This time its called – Top Spin. We thought it was similar to the
8- 8- when they rotate you forward “slowly” till you are upside down and then the whole giant mechani
28 04- 04- wild and you can feel all the blood slowly rush to your head before everything runs amok and you
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7 13 13 with other rides, so we just walked around in awe of the giant devices before heading back to Coex
12:0 04:0 Kitchen. Not really fantastic and the prices are steep. <strong>Day 7</strong> Lunch was deliciou
7:43 7:43 orders of a set menu. Real good fresh crab. All nicely carved and cracked out and laid out in front
and all the meat is out. No mess! Later we wandered around the Royal Palace in the city and check
authentic tea houses. Dinner was at a cosy Korean place and I tried a new type of rice wine – Tong
orange sauce was lunch for the day and we roamed around the Sinchon district which housed a fam
Made our way to City Hall and had a famous Ginseng Chicken for dinner. Really nice and brothy.
which was recently burned down by a disgruntled old man. Actually, there was nothing to see sinc
work. So we had Haggan Daz ice cream to cool off. <strong>Day 9</strong> Mass at Myeongdon
called O’sulloc before catching a domestic flight to Jeju island. The tea was just so-so but the déco
arrived there, we found out we couldn’t rent a car because I didn’t have the international driving li
Anyhow, it’s also a relief cos the roads were quite confusing and it’s left-hand drive. We hired a c
dinner to catch the views we would otherwise miss. This was the famous “black pig” of Jeju, also
quite yummy and it really goes well with soju. We had tix to this place called Loveland, so we pop
recently. Just a bunch of sex inspired sculptures, with a whole gallery selling dicks sculpted out of
and condoms and other sex paraphenellia. Nothing you can’t get online really :P The funny part w
the exhibits while younger couples were shyly ogling the stuff. <strong>Day 10</strong> We start
while. Lunch was more pork in a soup, V had some pig intestines stuffed with rice type of a dish, a
Minsokchon – which means traditional village. Apparently parts of the famous “Jewel in the Palac
way the Koreans lived in the 1800s. We sighted some cherry blossoms among the plant life and ga
mocked-up church building on a cliff. And it was the main site of a popular drama, so there were s
posters and other memorabellia. The storyline was a about some babe who was going to be a nun b
commercialized crap and abit on the sacrilegious side for me, but overall the views around the area
weaved in and out of the little towns before heading back to our district. The driver did warn us th
dinner at a seafood place near our “Pension” before heading home. Korea is famous for a fish calle
The holiday apartments here are called “Pensions” interestingly. Sounds like a place to retire after
apartment with kitchen, floor heating and even a PC for you to do your surfing. Pretty nice. <stron
side of the island. Another miracle happened when we were trying to walk our way to the sailing c
it was pretty far. So, after seemingly getting nowhere near the centre after walking through parks a
driver just chatting on his handphone. Normally you don’t hail cabs off the street, you call to make
on time. The cruise was very nice with free-flow of wine, beer and they even have some fresh seaf
when you’re on the deck, check out the “fat” versions of us with so many layers of coats and cloth
heading to the next activity – a Submarine ride! They claim there’s only a couple of places in the w
how small it was. The submarine also didn’t get to zoom around, so that was a downer. It basically
your bubble windows so you can take nice photos, then it went down to 20m and 40m to have a lo
nonetheless, it was an interesting experience. We ordered-in Jia jiang noodles for dinner which is t
food in real bowls and you just leave them at the door when you’re done and they’ll collect it anot
to outdoor locations like a certain tree on a uni campus etc so all you need is your mobile phone an
cup noodle lunch before catching our flight back to Seoul. This time we checked into a nice busine
to the nearest train station, and 15 min walks either way towards the Myeongdong and Insadong di
yummy as always. <strong>Day 13</strong> We wanted to check out what the designer area – Ap
cold noodles – NyengMien and dumplings – Mandu at a nearby eating house. The actual malls we
laptop at a local electronic chain outlet. They even name the area Rodeo street, after the famous U
labels were in two malls – Galleria. We walked around one level of one of them and decided we co
was at a quiet pasta place – Stella Place. <strong>Day 14</strong> We started by walking down th
The then-mayor, now president basically revitalized a stream that was running across the city with
the hustle and bustle on the street level. We spent this day buying all the gifts and souvenirs and a
in SG. Covered the usual areas of Myeongdong and Insadong and attended a Korean Good Friday
sequence, as compared to reading it in SG. This made the mass exceptionally long :P Had a midnig
tasted better! <strong>Day 15</strong> The last day of our adventure. We had a quick lunch at a e
were headed back to the airport. For those of you who are thinking of exploring Korea, I hope the
and Jeju. I must summise to say that it would have been difficult getting a lot of the logistics done
key phrases or language guides before you make a similar trip. Especially for Jeju which seemed m
great fun and I was lucky to have V plan the activities and get the best deals from the local portals
Reference Links:</strong> <a title="Hotel Vision" href="http://www.tripadvisor.com/Hotel_Revie
Seoul.html" target="_blank">Hotel Vision</a> <a title="Hotel Kukdo" href="http://book.bestwes
target="_blank">Hotel Kukdo</a> <a title="63City" href="http://www.63city.co.kr/63cityhome/e
title="Myeongdong Cathedral"
href="http://english.tour2korea.com/03Sightseeing/DestinationsByRegions/Depth04.asp?ADDRE
3_1&sight=sightseeing&sightseeing_id=169" target="_blank">Myeongdong Cathedral<
href="http://www.nseoultower.com/english/" target="_blank">NSeoul Tower</a> <a title="Lotte
World</a> <a title="Coex" href="http://www.coex.co.kr/eng/main/main.asp" target="_blank">Co
href="http://www.omutotomato.com/" target="_blank">Spa Termeden Bboy & Ballerina Seo
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got married on the 23rd of Feb. It was a beautiful morning Church ceremony and the dinner was su
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just waiting for them to get back and tell us where they went... After 8.5 yrs of courtship, it would
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8- 829 04- 04- Someone once told me my Sunday lunches with my Mum are like those described in this book. Ab
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8- 8- The bike is sold! Its kinda sad for me cos when i was a kid i always loved to cycle and always wan
29 02- 02- know. And we could never afford it, til i finally get my own job and i got my dream bike, cos its g
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1 02 01 i'm losing all my worldy interests one by one whether i'm ready to let go or not...Maybe its a step b
02:3 18:3 more band, no more bike, i wonder what is next... I've even stopped buying CDs on impulse! Well
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8- 8- href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157603699888266/"><img width="346" height="25
29 01- 01- src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2118/2189363538_4f088b23db.jpg?v=0" /></a>Frame: Klein M
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2 13 13 Rear Shock: Fox Float Stem: Stiffy Handlebar: Bontrager Comp II Brake Levers: Avid AD1-0L B
18:3 10:3 350 F/D: Shimano STX R/D: Deore XT Seatpost: Graphite Series Saddle: Selle Royal Xsenium W
6:22 6:22 (Bought at ~5K) Drop me a note if anyone is interested.
The doc sent me for an MRI yesterday and its really quite an experience! I'm sure people who hav
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mummy position and they slide you into the machine which is like 2 inches from your face, and w
8- 8you feel like you're in some alien movie where they suck you up into their mother ship and try to
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give you ear plugs... Imagine being stuck there motionless for 20 min. Anyhow, the scan confirms
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annular tear posteriorly. It shows a small central disc protrusion indenting the thecal sac but not ca
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jargon... In my own words, four letters - ouch! So i finally get a letter to downgrade myself in the a
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doing anything too twisty forever... sigh.
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8- 8The year begins, people start making resolutions and all which i don't really do. So i'll do this my w
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I hope and pray that: I don't lose my faith Family unit remains strong US economy doesn't tank Oi
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not just for me but for all My back doesn't break Everybody around me has a little more fun in the
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<img align="top" src="http://img305.rockyou.com/graffiti/5/5963/5963779/5963779_274507e511
7- 7me. It wasn't supposed to go out to absolutely everyody i know.. but alas i thought that it was a 2-s
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the message and... voom it sent to all. So anyhow, it was kinda incomplete but i didn't want to spam
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milestone year for me, lots of things have happened in my life, in and out of the office, church, ban
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you have various changes happening too, new kids on the way, new houses, new career considerat
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enjoy Christmas as it was meant to be amidst all the parties. The baby in the manger is really the b
may your wishes for the next year come true! Cheers!
Things have kinda fallen nicely into place for the usual year-end lull. I must say i truly appreciate
you who are interested in my mum's story, well the past events about her time running out were te
200 200 He won't say when. I kept wondering why the tests are so challenging and it seems based on books
7- 7- similar strange testing scenarios. I guess the big learning point for me is that life is really going to
29 12- 12- at it. Met up with an old friend today and he was telling me about how he's become jaded after inv
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6 14 13 humans are really the problem. The scene here seems to be quite dead and I'm just wondering how
00:4 16:4 energy to without getting burned out and jaded like him. We came up with an idea for next year an
4:15 4:15 assignment was mentioned about organising an event for an elderly club type thing. Everybody see
interaction anyway, but the thing that strikes me is that if nobody in a class of supposed "evangelis
arrowed to be in the committee. Just watch this space!
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8- 8- Just got some xrays done on my back today cos of the pain i've been getting and his verdict is that
29 07- 07- pain/tc/degenerative-disc-disease-topic-overview" target="_blank">disc degeneration.</a> Yet an
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7 06 06 stuff suppose to start happening when you hit your 40s or 50s. I guess i'm just too mature for my a
12:3 04:3 fitness zealots. And there goes the mountain biking and squash for good. Sigh.
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The job brief goes out to your development department to build a house. After years of developme
200 200 finished" product. You just need to do verify that this is a house and we can hand it over. "Where i
7- 7- there no rooms in the house?" Then u spend 20 days convincing them that a roof is essential becau
29 11- 11- guy around mark out the area where the walls will be because apparently they can't read blueprints
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8 17 17 lock should be accessible from the outside or the inside of the house. In between all these argumen
16:2 08:2 roof, put in the walls and the lock in the first place. Finally due to the lack of time, you let the first
3:19 3:19 2. And not only that, they need to draft the requirments they want for the roof, should it be brick, s
of cyber-coolies!
The job brief goes out to your development department to build a house. After years of developme
200 200 finished" product. You just need to do verify that this is a house and we can hand it over. "Where i
9- 9- there no rooms in the house?" Then u spend 20 days convincing them that a roof is essential becau
29 07- 07- guy around mark out the area where the walls will be because apparently they can't read blueprints
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9 11 11 lock should be accessible from the outside or the inside of the house. In between all these argumen
22:2 14:2 roof, put in the walls and the lock in the first place. Finally due to the lack of time, you let the first
8:21 8:21 2. And not only that, they need to draft the requirments they want for the roof, should it be brick, s
of cyber-coolies!
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V starts her sessions today. Straight off the bat, i couldn't make the first session. So much for supp
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a geeky thing to do, but scrabble is one of my all-time favourite board games. I guess in the long r
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each player does 300 points and above. Using the computer to play does have its advantage becaus
1 04- 04kinda strange that there is an official two-letter dictionary with words such as TI, ZA, RE...etc acc
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scoring letters on those beloved coloured squares using these babies. Anyway, c'mon make a move
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7- 7- <img align="top" alt="Flock" title="Flock" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2411/1649039944_
30 10- 10- Its sort of a social web browser type thingy that has good linkups with your Facebook, Flickr, Blog
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2 22 22 better <a href="http://theory.isthereason.com/?p=1918">review of it here.</a> Or download the <
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<div align="left">Its still pretty simple going and the lessons are hovering around the "why" did y
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I must say i expected heavier going stuff but i guess since its catered to all walks of life, you can't
7- 7align="left">I'm glad that on the people side its a motley bunch with enough young people in the m
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were in the "let's try it out and see how long it lasts" type mindset, so its not like a whole bunch of
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me i guess. I do hope many will get a positive outcome and stay on though. Based on a population
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30+ folks seems pretty paltry when u compare to the Christian denominations who have highly act
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align="left">O well, that's it for now...</div>
200 200 The date finally arrived. My aunt came along to see what its all about. I guess it does sound quite s
7- 7- only one who signed my life away :) Anyway, here's my understanding of what this is all about: 30 09- 09- evangelisation to public speaking to comparative religions, the sacraments, marionlogy etc - It also
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5 16 16 mission trip in the region - Its essentially to equip you with basic skills so that after you "graduate"
23:1 15:1 write up a letter and pass it on the your parish priest Seeing as the above doesn't really go well wit
7:47 7:47 for me to be obedient unto Him and actually pull this off. Its going to be a challenge indeed and sc
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7- 7- My last confession was like 12- 15 years ago. With that in mind, i thought the penance will be like
30 09- 09- something to the effect that because it was Mary's birthday, i should just say one hail mary. He als
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6 09 08 surprise... So i've finally done it... been putting it off for awhile but i got round to it and its like a w
02:3 18:3 keep the slate clean...
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Have been to BKK and back for a company offsite. It was mostly free and easy except for a depart
can say about it. Over the past 2 weeks we've been trying to attend a Divine Mercy session in chur
a small room with about 15 people. I guess I wasn't really comfortable being in a small group. So s
200 200 another church to check it out. This time its St Mary of the Angels. I must say the architecture and
7- 7- should be. I guess critics may say it has loss its tradition or whatever but i always say religion and
30 09- 09- location looks like. <IMG SRC="http://www.stmary.sg/cm2/images/stories/stmary_images/smota_
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7 02 02 session and also realised its in a small room, so i guess we're moving on to our next target next we
22:2 14:2 enough to settle down abit. V also managed to get season 3 of Lost from a colleague, so the last fe
2:09 2:09 questions were answered but i guess there are still many unanswered ones for season 4. The island
ability to be rescued and thrown back to present day quashes that theory. Just wonder how they are
and Jacob. Mum also went through another testing period. We talked on the phone for a long time
Maybe its not such a good thing.
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7- 7- to do but chill. An old fren suggested we cycle Ubin cos things have changed abit and its been qui
30 08- 08- have happened: -The jetty at changi is now quite modern and when u get back to shore still must s
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8 11 10 modified themselves! I dun seem to recognise the trails anymore. -They are building a stunt-bike p
00:5 16:5 interesting. Well, here's some pics: <IMG SRC="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1150/1072336651_
3:33 3:33 SRC="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1426/1072335707_618717452f.jpg?v=1186763736"> <IMG
SRC="http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1278/1072450165_2f7774dff7.jpg?v=1186764508"> We wer
heading to Noordin beach so we didn't manage to check out the revamped Chek Jawa. O well, till
200 200 Yesterday was a rare occasion where i popped by the Novena in the afternoon and an interesting th
7- 7- there is this NET open house coming up in Sept. NET stands for New Evangelization Team and th
30 07- 07- already been around for like 20 years and they basically put you through a 20 month program to eq
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9 29 29 i'm now checking out their <A HREF="http://www.catholicacma.org.sg/NET/">website</A> and
22:2 14:2 time where i feel i need to be involved somehow after witnessing what i have with my mum n all.
4:37 4:37 the outcome will be, i guess we shall see... Anybody wanna join me? Sure beats going alone..
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7- 731 07- 07- Tried taking stock of the amazing things that happened to me in recent years. There are really quit
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0 22 22 HREF="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?page_id=165">permanent link here</A>. Reminder to keep t
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After 2 months of hell going for RT, i've knocked 1 min of the 2.4km timing. Still can't pass. I gue
7- 7really not accurate. The thing i found out at the last session which really pisses me off and is maki
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testing on our own before our birthday, and if we fail that one, we automatically re-enrol for the 2
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this one and volunteer for the 1 month one next year. Damnit, by some miracle i've gotta get throu
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because he couldn't clear his chinups. NS obligations really suck!
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Finally finished the stupid 2 month RT regime and as i promised the man upstairs, i will go back to
200 200 home. Very convenient, and the decor actually impressed me as its got a good sense of design and
7- 7- again with the familiar mass order. Its also a good thing this time the priest spoke clearly so V can
31 07- 07- we've been to have very bad sound systems coupled with mumbling and its really hard to follow. N
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2 15 15 of a message from Him via my mum. "Its for my own salvation" is what He said. I guess that's a p
22:0 14:0 through another testing period. She even cleared out her fridge and didn't plan anything for lunch t
8:50 8:50 too much, surprisingly, and we majorly overate. Calamari, prawns, potato leaf, tom yam soup, herb
big step in the faith life would be to go to confession. Not sure when this will be though... Baby ste
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You take care too. ~Feeling melodramatic.
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<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157600565197923/"><img src="http://farm
hspace="10" align="left" /></a> This thing drives like a dream... floats like a butterfly, stings like
href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157600565197923/">click here!</a> Got the c
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RT right after getting the rims swapped with some guy who wanted the stock ones! Imagine stinky
8- 8O well, at least the air-con vents in the seat helped. Took a day off to bring my mum out for a spin
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car was a "test" and i failed :( Interestingly, He did mention that credit from bank is like getting lo
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So i'm going to just enjoy this while it lasts, but its always a visual reminder for me about not bein
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the road, how many people actually have fully paid up cars. Note to self: Be debt-free in X years!
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acceleration 2.Super quiet 3.Great sound system (2&3 combined gives a superb audio setup, n
good.) 4.Sound positioning options for driver, front, rear or all 5.Keyless entry - Changes your life
Just damn cool can! 7.Dual air-con zones 8.Air-con in the seat - For those days u jump into the car
european-feel thing but i have to use more energy on the wheel and pedals - good thing i'm gaining
enough !!s in one post for now...
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7- 7- Mum told us a story today. She was in the car going by the lavender road area when she suddenly
31 06- 06- was seeing things cos there couldn't be reflections of building etc as the place was pretty devoid of
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5 24 24 looked up again. They were still there. She asked Him in prayer, "am i seeing things, are they real?
19:5 11:5 to Singapore casket just being round the corner. I guess God really does have a sense of humour.
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7- 7- V is coming back in an hour after visiting her sick grandma back in Korea. She's already been back
31 06- 06- thing about this story is when my mum heard about her grandma, she started to pray for her. She h
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6 19 19 grandma will be taken, but it turns out she got better, apparently this was a case of transference wh
22:5 14:5 person went "home". A story like this is hard to belive but i leave it up to you. I'm glad it ends wel
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The nightmare continues...
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Trial run today took 15 min for 2.4km! And i didn't stop...There is no hope for Tuesday...
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After years of evading "Remedial Training" by doing the IPPTs in-camp and "just" passing, i've fi
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because i was on a 6mnth MC no less, and after being fined $100! So anyway, the last few weeks
7- 7tuesdays. It basically consists of 2 groups of people - those who like me, have a chance of passing
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and whatever, and those that do not give a damn and will walk the whole way of a 3km running se
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on Tues, and i'm going to try my darnest to pass it and get out of this freaking program, its a blood
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do explain exercise tips and how you can improve your fitness etc but sweating is just not for me,
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this crap like i need a hole in my head! Wish me luck!
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9- 9<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3712025518/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
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style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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first smile :)</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">
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9- 9Usually on the weekends, there'll be some time when V needs to get out of the house for an appoin
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with Je-in. This weekend, i noticed he has stopped crying indiscriminately and is able to play on h
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always in full swing. Guess he'll be a very active up and about guy in the future. He's also started t
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9- 9Usually on the weekends, there'll be some time when V needs to get out of the house for an appoin
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with Je-in. This weekend, i noticed he has stopped crying indiscriminately and is able to play on h
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always in full swing. Guess he'll be a very active up and about guy in the future. He's also started t
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with Je-in. This weekend, i noticed he has stopped crying indiscriminately and is able to play on h
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always in full swing. Guess he'll be a very active up and about guy in the future. He's also started t
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1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
1- 1href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 32 08- 081
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
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href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
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href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
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East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov 21. Northern PCN - 14 De
Coast Park - 29 Dec 25. Northern PCN-half - 2 Jan 2011 26. Zoo-half - 4 Feb 2011 27. Lower Sele
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6 20 20 Nov 6. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/67In72PlcZCXNUVmxbba" target="_blank">
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200 200 Was chatting with my fren online and he recommended this iPhone mapping software - <a title="R
9- 9- target="_blank">RunKeeper</a> which allows you to track your running/cycling trips. Best of all
32 07- 07- Fwah, the iPhone is indeed changing the world one app at a time! Very cool indeed. Installation w
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7 20 20 address and password and you're up. Amazingly the app is Free! There's a paid version with some
22:5 14:5 getting the distance, speed, location and timing mapped out digitally. Made my maiden run with th
0:23 0:23 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/Y4mJqVjXZl0debF55Npp" target="_blank">Sample ro
200 200 Was chatting with my fren online and he recommended this iPhone mapping software - <a title="R
9- 9- target="_blank">RunKeeper</a> which allows you to track your running/cycling trips. Best of all
32 07- 07- Fwah, the iPhone is indeed changing the world one app at a time! Very cool indeed. Installation w
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8 20 20 address and password and you're up. Amazingly the app is Free! There's a paid version with some
22:4 14:4 getting the distance, speed, location and timing mapped out digitally. Made my <a href="http://ww
8:30 8:30 target="_blank">maiden run</a> today. Good stuff.
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9- 91. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
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Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/p
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Jul 9. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/Y4mJqVjXZl0debF55Npp">East Coast Park</
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3:34 3:34
200 200 Was chatting with my fren online and he recommended this iPhone mapping software - <a title="R
9- 9- target="_blank">RunKeeper</a> which allows you to track your running/cycling trips. Best of all
32 07- 07- Fwah, the iPhone is indeed changing the world one app at a time! Very cool indeed. Installation w
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9 24 24 address and password and you're up. Amazingly the app is Free! There's a paid version with some
23:0 15:0 getting the distance, speed, location and timing mapped out digitally. Made my <a href="http://ww
0:06 0:06 target="_blank">maiden run</a> with the app today on the Scott P4. Good stuff...
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<img id="image154" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/06/lex_70_lcars_f
hspace=10>You know, after all that i've been experiencing lately with my mum and stuff, the last
200 200 major negative equity on the current Altezza, i never expected to find a way to change rides, in fac
7- 7- considering anything. But i went to service my car over the weekend and i decided to just try my lu
33 06- 06- to changing cars for good. Reason 1: The dealer was giving me a too good to be true deal on the ex
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1 07 07 profit margin so although i wanted the next car to be more modest, it was financially impossible. N
21:2 13:2 way more finance deals than a couple years back, you can most certainly drive away with one with
7:53 7:53 We're still evaluating the options but i hope not to go down that route ever. A little pain upfront is
benefit we have which would make the monthly $$ the same as what we pay now. Reason 4: Its an
the story of why we're jumping from one car to the other. I really do have mixed feelings about thi
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/"><img id="image152" src="http://www.gr3g.com
alt="RIMG1891.jpg" /></a> We finally got back into Singapore at about midnight. Its been a real
of the great scenery and how my family works together as a unit. We travelled close to 1400 kms b
Mount Cook. The only regret i have is lugging the laptop half way around the world and not being
style="text-decoration: underline;">Day 1</span> Landed in Christchurch, picked up the car in th
href="http://www.heritagechristchurch.nz-hotels.com/">Heritage Christchurch </a>. We stayed fo
200 200 Government building - really nice cosy place and if you get a good deal over the net, is really wort
8- 8- too much in the city as its mainly restaurants and souvenir shops. Dinner was at a stone grill place
33 04- 04- Room</a>. The food was great and we were pleasantly surprised when the bill was only $113 for
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2 13 13 underline;"> Day 2</span> Drove 5 hours straight from Christchurch to <a href="http://www.cityo
12:0 04:0 many international students staying there so the makeup is quite cosmopolitan though i hear the w
8:41 8:41 out partying and half drunk. Met up with Anwar here as he is on a business trip and he brought us
the night in NZ's only castle - <a href="http://www.larnachcastle.co.nz/">Larnach Castle</a>. The
other guests staying the night. This was quite a social challenge, as you can tell, my family doesn't
conversation going with all the small talk :) There was an interesting Irish guest who was on a 3-m
through russia, australia, new zealand and the US etc Must be the time of his life! <span style="tex
beach and the supermarket to stock up on food before we drove 4 hours to <a href="http://www.th
near Queenstown. The lodge was beautiful! This place was valued at 3-4 million bucks and it cost
of a valley and a river below us. The place was fully-equipped - automatic heaters, Sky TV, dishw
double showers! <span style="text-decoration: underline;"> Day 4</span> We awoke to find the h
the electrical system :) The owner had to call in an electrician but we went out to explore Queensto
href="http://www.skyline.co.nz/">Skyline gondola</a> .This had lovely views of the whole area a
a AJ Hackett bungy near the top. I also did the luge ride which seemed more interesting than the o
href="http://www.gvwines.co.nz/">Gibbston Valley</a> for a wine tour as well as some cheese ta
barrels of wines in the caves. The wine was good so we just had to bring back 5 bottles even thoug
we had pasta with lovely mussels and mushrooms. Pity we couldn't make use of the outdoor jacuzz
decoration: underline;"> Day 5</span> We drove another 3 hours to Lake Tekapo for our next des
href="http://theresidence.co.nz/">The Residence</a>. Very modern stand-alone apartments in a co
do around here except to visit a small church building by the water's edge and some dog statue wh
settlers. The strange thing about this location was that it was a second choice to Mount Cook itself
mountain ranges. We didn't know this at the time of planning but Val picked up the brochure in Qu
see the mountains. <span style="text-decoration: underline;"> Day 6</span> We called the <a hre
weather was just nice for flying. It costs $260 per head which wasn't too exorbitant considering yo
been the best experience of the whole trip. The plane was a small 13-seater Nomad and it was fairl
the mountains. You can see why Mount Cook is called "Cloud Piercer" and glaciers aren't that big
the air before we headed back to Christchurch. We checked into <a href="http://www.questchristc
another double-storey setup right in the middle of the city. The rest of the afternoon was spent sho
href="http://www.worldsbestbars.com/city/christchurch/coyote-street-bar-christchurch.htm">Coyo
Checked out of the apartment and spent an hour at the <a href="http://www.christchurchartgallery
market so that was our last stop before we returned the car and flew out. Overall its been a brillian
granted. It also gave me more insight into how He is there with us in our travels. The weather ama
down to 5 degrees the week before we were there but when we got over, the temperatures were jus
past week. There was not a drop of rain all the way we were driving. Which really helped cos it wo
It only rained twice, over night, while we were staying at the lodge which was fine cos we were in
amazingly smooth and i didn't feel fatigue even though i have been driving 3-5 hour stretches. Eve
amazing. The other incident which opened my eyes was the one about flying. We originally never
were just heading to that town with the airfield the next day. I then found out from my mum that sh
into place. That's about it. Photos of this trip can be <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gta
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7- 733 05- 05- In a couple of hours, we'll be flying off to our NZ getaway. Since it's going to be a pretty relaxing
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3 06 06 see some nice pics posted along our way. Hope it doesn't rain too much..
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Over the last few weeks, an idea just popped into our heads. Since my mum's got a reprieve, we ca
doing something in june or july but because there was going to be work clashes on V's end and my
200 200 $100 fine for not doing IPPT last year (With a valid 6 mnth MC mind you, something is really wro
7- 7- week of may 7, so that's when we'll do it. The location will be the "everyone-says-its-beautiful" Ne
33 04- 04- drive off for a week. Thanks to Anwar, we managed to get plane tix for the dates we wanted! Mos
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4 21 20 dun get scammed by anybody :) Transport will be a <A
00:3 16:3 HREF="https://www.avis.com/AvisWeb/rentalsupport/ShowCarGroupDetails?ACTION=RESERV
1:41 1:41 _ELEMENT_INDEX=6&RATE=100.44+NZD&DAYS=1+Day&JS_FORM_NAME=CAR_AVA
ta Prado from Avis</A> and the highlight will be a 2 night stay <A HREF="http://www.thecanyon
and I can't wait to get out of here...
We're kinda settled in already. Finally got broadband so i can upload more pics. Everything that w
not to have anything on the "to-do" list anymore! Most of our things are out of the boxes but its sti
following pics are just from "safe" angles :) Our cool view: <img id="image127" src="http://www
alt="RIMG1512.jpg" / width=500> AV stuff: <img id="image134" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blo
width=500> Foyer/ Bike storage: <img id="image146" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-conten
width=300> Volume table & Daydream chair: <img id="image137" src="http://www.gr3g.com/bl
/ width=500> Custom shelves: <img id="image138" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/u
Walk-in-wardrobe entrance: <img id="image140" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/upl
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7- 7- wardrobe/ ikea drawers: <img id="image145" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/upload
33 04- 04- in-wardrobe top shelves: <img id="image135" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/upload
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5 14 14 Kitchen: <img id="image147" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG
15:3 07:3 rear: <img id="image129" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG15
8:12 8:12 id="image144" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1519.jpg" alt=
src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1520.jpg" alt="RIMG1520.jp
src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1521.jpg" alt="RIMG1521.jp
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After a whole week of watching contractors come in and out of the place, i'm glad to say its almos
hours and we're almost done - though the carpenter is still suppose to rectify the tightly-fitting kitc
Here's the newly painted study: <img id="image126" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/
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width=400> I thought i could get away with a week of leisurely unpacking and physically sorting
7- 7learn experience from how to change the light bulbs (believe me its not as straight-forward as you
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Some minor reno dramas that presented themselves were: - Hot shower tap started to leak because
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running a few weeks back. Luckily this was fixed within hours so we just lost a few cupfuls of wa
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on the wooden door are too thick for the tracks. - Vanity area glass top cracked while plumber was
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- Dented fridge door was duely replaced for a $100. Whew... - Curtain which we thought we mis-c
us once more. :) Free internet at Coffee Bean doesn't really get up to speed with loading pics, so i'l
actually know me and are curious about what the place looks like, just wait for those house-warmi
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In a couple of hours we'll be hauling ourselves over to the new place to clean it up as best as we ca
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crazy last day and there are still some outstanding reno items: - Kitchen top is in today but the plum
7- 7dishwasher yet. - Grill on main door arrived today but they realised its the wrong way round cos th
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inform them that we switched sides on the hinge. So off they went grumbling... - Glass shower scr
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Frustrations which everybody seems to have when they go through reno, but we've been quite luck
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ID never gave specifics on distance between tap and drainage etc so we got sinks which were too l
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so the glass cutters can cut the required holes on the counter top for it while they were still here. K
cutter/kitchen top folks were arrowed to help move our fridge into position and they dented the ma
hope the manufacturer can replace a door... - Study was supposed to be painted white, but in show
white and grey but they appeared all grey. Essentially the changes that we made along the way we
We thought we ordered a curtain to divide the room but it showed up at the wardrobe door instead
can't install anything for two weeks, unless i do the wifi thing at coffee shops... Darn, no wifi on th
they'll let me plug in my mac to their network. Don't trust public terminals with all those keylogge
week so if anybody wants to chill by the village and see the place etc just give me a buzz, i'm just
into boxes isn't fun. Let's hope taking them out of it would be.
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7- 7- Went down to survey the progress after work today. Am quite amazed at the progress. Just today, t
33 03- 03- built-in dishwasher, kitchen and bathroom sinks. The audio-visual cabinet was also installed along
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9 26 26 floor is finally cleared of bulky objects so you can see the whole open layout. Not bad... No pics to
22:1 14:1 although there is no electricity yet so nothing can be tested. Keep it up!
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The workers are going to be working hard this week! As you can tell from the pics below that its n
200 200 the clock is ticking... We kinda have faith that they can deliver so let's hope there are no major roa
7- 7- up. <img id="image117" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/RIMG1472
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22:3 14:3 Lights Kitchen cabinets Sinks Aircon Wardrobe hangars and shelves Blinds + curtain Main door f
0:34 0:34 far... Even in the hottest of afternoon sun, its not as warm as the current place. Water pressure is al
long. Its the simple things like these that make a home feel complete.
<img id="image116" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/Tristan.jpg" al
Prettyman gig at the <A HREF="http://www.mosaicmusicfestival.com/mosaic-tristanprettyman.ht
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describe it! Its the loudest acoustic guitar, bass and drum set i've seen and sonically its really balan
7- 7start filling it with string ensembles ala MTV unplugged. But Tristan's fingerstyle with the guitar m
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strum mute strum type guitarist. She's also really got a great voice and the thing about good singer
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good. Just that the instruments are lively. Lots of in-between banter and funny anecdotes about how
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She also did a ditty about Lindsay Lohan and rehab. Quite hilarious! Opening act was Jack and Ra
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pleasantly surprised that they are coming up with an album in a month or so and they did a set of o
coming soon. The Observatory and Concave Scream are playing at the Esplanade in the comng tw
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7- 7Here's the previously mentioned shower area mod which wasn't quite clear. Plan view. <img id="i
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content/uploads/2007/03/shower1.gif" alt="shower1.gif" /> Work has resumed after the long CNY
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in about 2 weeks if nothing is delayed...
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9- 9Here's the previously mentioned shower area mod which wasn't quite clear. Plan view. <img id="i
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content/uploads/2007/03/shower1.gif" alt="shower1.gif" /> Work has resumed after the long CNY
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in about 2 weeks if nothing is delayed...
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34 200 200 The date which could not be named has come and gone. It was an emotional rollercoaster. The wh
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4 7- 7- But through reasons only He will truly know, it didn't end. Maybe it was just a test of faith, maybe
03- 03- well for now. The event still looms, but the next time round there won't be any warning. I guess al
06 06 she was just thinking how we'd cope with increased living expenses. Today it seems an offer was m
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if you found out your loved one had X amount of time left on earth? Its really an emotional and ye
sense of impending lost that will never be replaced, and yet sobering because we are only mortal a
what can you do to maximise the time left... I guess ultimately when u get over the initial crazy ide
thing. Spending qualty time with the person. I wanted to take a week off and just take my family o
be able to talk and recap the times we had together. But that was not to be... With the new place an
200 200 boss at work, i just didn't feel responsible enough by taking a week off. Same with V, she was fini
7- 7- importantly, my mum asked God if she should be traveling anywhere and the answer was no. I gue
34 02- 02- work. The convenience and safety of home was much more suitable. So i did the next best thing i c
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5 22 21 conversations with her in my whole life. i picked her up at 10 in the morning and dropped her off a
00:5 16:5 jammed for an hour due to the crowds thronging the island on the 3rd day of cny. Had a long lunch
5:38 5:38 Walked about some more, had a drink at a hotel lobby lounge and finally had a long dinner at a nic
notes about where she lived when she was younger, her first job, how she met my dad etc But mai
while speaking with Him and the work she has been doing. Its truly an amazing spiritual journey s
privilege. The message i received from all this is simple. It has been said many times before. I can
the story. Surprisingly, the day ended without a single tear. There were moments of sadness and si
for this opportunity to be able to share my innermost thoughts with my mum and to hear her life st
<img id="image101" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/02/RIMG1239.jpg
this year. We kicked it off with the reunion dinner at Jumbo seafood in Serangoon Gardens. The v
booked out a few months back! It was noisy and we couldn't really hear each other. The food was
out: <img id="image102" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/02/RIMG124
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limited to the game of "in-between" which we played at my cousin's house. Here's what the pool lo
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such: Dealer goes round the table opening up 2 cards per player, you bet whether the 3rd card is "i
and if the 3rd card is similar to the 2 open ones, you pay double your bet.
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Wild prawns BBQ chicken wings Potato, carrot, onion soup
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After 4 weeks of work, this is what the place looks like: <img id="image94" src="http://www.gr3g
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alt="RIMG0767.JPG" / width=500> The tiles have been laid and the first coat of paint is up on the
7- 7content/uploads/2007/02/RIMG0769.JPG" alt="RIMG0769.JPG" / width=500> You can finally se
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shower stall to include a little passageway in. <img id="image96" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog
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width=500> The view from the side of the kitchen entrance. You can see our walk-in-wardrobe. <
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content/uploads/2007/02/RIMG0789.JPG" alt="RIMG0789.JPG" / width=500> A clearer view of
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so now the whole house is just one level ground. Kudos to the team for the initiative! They didn't a
a week to inspect the work and its been quite smooth so far. Mayne when we get down to the final
Thanks to the man upstairs!
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7- 7- V's friend has been staying with us the past 2 weeks. She flew in from Korea cos she was sick of th
34 02- 02- but its to do with a single gal hitting a certain age and their male dominated culture just doesn't wo
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9 07 07 was here and today it seems that interview worked out and they made her an offer. So all that's left
22:3 14:3 must really be looking up in the job market. That's a 100% hit rate :)
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7- 7Haven't been updating these stuff much cos there really isn't anything to shout about. We popped b
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laid out. The "L" shaped shower area is structually there and the toilets are tiled on the wall too. N
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Tues when i go there to catch the aircon piping in action during the day, i'll try to snap a few shots
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7- 7- Bua Keluah Ayam Some fried fish in belachan Winter melon soup Fried toufu Beansprouts and sa
35 02- 02- pray over us individually today. Seems it was something she needed to do. I've never had anyone p
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1 19 19 this way. In her whole life you would have never imagined her doing something like this. Even tho
20:4 12:4 devotion. We never had family prayers or anything. You can really see the Lord working in his my
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7- 7Its nice to meet up with old friends again. Especially when stories you tell strike a chord and sudde
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maybe someday sooner than later i will go back to my roots. Of course the lamb and tiramisu didn
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for that arm! Keep the faith.
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Roast Beef Mashed Potatoes Mango Salad Winter Melon Soup Qn: Are there any good restaurants
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7- 7Chicken Bryani Lentil Dahl She speaks about her week as usual. This time she's passing messages
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prayer. The word needs to be spread. Visions of the afterlife. Family members are there, there's als
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for your return". Be not afraid.
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7- 7- the current proposal is basically a shower curtain dividing the stall into two with one half encompa
35 01- 01- screen every time u wanna take a shower or brush your teeth etc. So we brainstormed and our ID,
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5 20 20 new hole in the wall where the fridge now stands so that there is a little passageway once you shift
22:5 14:5 create a proper shower screen for the wet area. So it becomes a "L" shaped shower stall like this (p
9:30 9:30 content/uploads/2007/01/shower.jpg" alt="shower.jpg" / width=300> Great idea! Now let's hope th
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7- 7<img src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/01/RIMG0971.JPG" alt="Smashe
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and this is the result of all that whacking! I'm just so glad i'm nowhere near enough to hear the sou
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Well, the place does look much bigger now.
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Hokkien mee
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We're kinda settled in already. Finally got broadband so i can upload more pics. Everything that w
not to have anything on the "to-do" list anymore! Most of our things are out of the boxes but its sti
following pics are just from "safe" angles :) Our cool view: <img id="image127" src="http://www
alt="RIMG1512.jpg" width="500" /> AV stuff: <img id="image134" src="http://www.gr3g.com/b
alt="RIMG1526.jpg" width="500" /> Foyer/ Bike storage: <img id="image146" src="http://www.
alt="RIMG1528.jpg" width="300" /> Volume table & Daydream chair: <img id="image137"
content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1533.jpg" alt="RIMG1533.jpg" width="500" /> Custom shelves: <
content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1534.jpg" alt="RIMG1534.jpg" width="500" /> Walk-in-wardrobe
content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1506.jpg" alt="RIMG1506.jpg" width="500" /> Walk-in-wardrobe
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content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1507.jpg" alt="RIMG1507.jpg" width="500" /> Walk-in-wardrobe
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After a whole week of watching contractors come in and out of the place, i'm glad to say its almos
hours and we're almost done - though the carpenter is still suppose to rectify the tightly-fitting kitc
Here's the newly painted study: <img id="image126" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/
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/> I thought i could get away with a week of leisurely unpacking and physically sorting out my life
9- 9experience from how to change the light bulbs (believe me its not as straight-forward as you imagi
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minor reno dramas that presented themselves were: - Hot shower tap started to leak because plumb
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a few weeks back. Luckily this was fixed within hours so we just lost a few cupfuls of water. - Cab
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wooden door are too thick for the tracks. - Vanity area glass top cracked while plumber was trying
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Dented fridge door was duely replaced for a $100. Whew... - Curtain which we thought we mis-co
once more. :) Free internet at Coffee Bean doesn't really get up to speed with loading pics, so i'll ju
know me and are curious about what the place looks like, just wait for those house-warming invite
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<img id="image123" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/04/RIMG1504.thu
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In a couple of hours we'll be hauling ourselves over to the new place to clean it up as best as we ca
crazy last day and there are still some outstanding reno items: - Kitchen top is in today but the plum
dishwasher yet. - Grill on main door arrived today but they realised its the wrong way round cos th
inform them that we switched sides on the hinge. So off they went grumbling... - Glass shower scr
Frustrations which everybody seems to have when they go through reno, but we've been quite luck
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ID never gave specifics on distance between tap and drainage etc so we got sinks which were too l
9- 9so the glass cutters can cut the required holes on the counter top for it while they were still here. K
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cutter/kitchen top folks were arrowed to help move our fridge into position and they dented the ma
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hope the manufacturer can replace a door... - Study was supposed to be painted white, but in show
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white and grey but they appeared all grey. Essentially the changes that we made along the way we
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We thought we ordered a curtain to divide the room but it showed up at the wardrobe door instead
can't install anything for two weeks, unless i do the wifi thing at coffee shops... Darn, no wifi on th
they'll let me plug in my mac to their network. Don't trust public terminals with all those keylogge
week so if anybody wants to chill by the village and see the place etc just give me a buzz, i'm just
into boxes isn't fun. Let's hope taking them out of it would be.
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9- 9- Went down to survey the progress after work today. Am quite amazed at the progress. Just today,
36 07- 07- built-in dishwasher, kitchen and bathroom sinks. The audio-visual cabinet was also installed along
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2 20 20 floor is finally cleared of bulky objects so you can see the whole open layout. Not bad... No pics to
22:5 14:5 although there is no electricity yet so nothing can be tested. Keep it up!
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The workers are going to be working hard this week! As you can tell from the pics below that its n
200 200 the clock is ticking... We kinda have faith that they can deliver so let's hope there are no major roa
9- 9- up. <img id="image117" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/03/RIMG1472
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22:5 14:5 Lights Kitchen cabinets Sinks Aircon Wardrobe hangars and shelves Blinds + curtain Main door f
6:56 6:56 far... Even in the hottest of afternoon sun, its not as warm as the current place. Water pressure is al
long. Its the simple things like these that make a home feel complete.
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We met up with the ID again today and ran through all the specs of the components and carpentary
7- 7material for the kitchen top. We were concerned about solid surface tops and their getting scratche
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homogenous glass! Its amazing how many material options are out there in the market. Apparently
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they don't lose their shine. And of course they look great. The white coloured sample we saw was
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so i guess we gotta extend our wait. Anyways our fridge and dining set won't be delivered til Marc
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36 7- 7- <A HREF="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/March_4">1966 - John Lennon says The Beatles are "mo
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5 02- 02- states.</A>
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Work starts next monday. Yipee!
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Did more shopping for the new house. Total damage about $4k plus this time. Here's some more n
200 200 SRC="http://www.mayer.sg/www/storefront/imagesOnline/KBT-6114D-BI.jpg"> This is an Arist
7- 7- induction ones, they heat up faster but u require special magnetic based pots n pans. We decided o
36 01- 01- can see its bright red colour when its hot. With the induction ones, there is usually just a digital sym
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7 07 07 hands! <IMG SRC ="http://www.mayer.sg/www/storefront/imagesOnline/AML_125.jpg"> Aristo
22:1 14:1 understand and operate... 'Nuff said. <IMG SRC ="http://www.fisherpaykel.com.sg/admin/images
7:50 7:50 idea of having a dishwasher ever since we used one in one of the lodges we stayed in during our h
Lovely if you're lazy!
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<img src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/01/3d1.jpg" width=500 >
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7- 7On the work front, the tidal wave is moving and political lines are being redrawn. Let's hope i live
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impending tsunami. Damn it, i really enjoyed the current structure. My ex-boss once drilled into u
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generation now. Cest la vie.
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7- 7The paperwork for the actual sale is finally complete. We now have the keys and we own the place
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throughout the whole process. Anybody need to buy/sell/rent house etc I'd gladly recommend them
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approval to go and the hacking begins...
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200 200 I'd say they were miracles in themselves cos i dun believe in luck: 1. Val - We met online, we got
7- 7- HREF="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/881559/">Driving a dreamcar</A> on our honeymo
37 01- 01- ran the shop was pure justice 3. Climbing a rung on the corporate ladder - I've always joked that i'v
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1 01 01 should be no.1 but i'm going by chronological order - Rediscovering God and my mum's connectio
23:2 15:2 done/ discovered in His time, well, i do think the number of senior pastors/ religious folks at the w
0:23 0:23 if you're reading this, I wish you a blessed and great year ahead! Cheers!
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Pasta in Pesto Roast chicken with orange sauce Famous stuffing
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7- 7- src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2007/01/volume.gif" alt="Volume Dining Ta
37 01- 01- Matches well with the glass coffee table we currently have in the house. <img id="image67" src="
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3 01 01 alt="Daydream Dining Chair" / width=500> See-through plastic chairs to complete the transparent
12:1 04:1 we were mocking up colour schemes in Photoshop and realised that any coloured table, even white
5:04 5:04 going with the transparent approach.
We met our designer today and started our shopping spree for the house fixtures. Total damage tod
dining/study/cove/toilets etc - Sinks/Showers/Mixers/Heater for the toilets Also, popped by the Ro
splurged on a pillow, quilt and new sheets. We were hoping that the big discounts would apply to
200 200 we settled for a micro-gel quilt which sorta feels like the feather type but at 1/3 the price! Cool cat
6- 6- SRC="http://www.hansgrohe.com.sg/pictures/files/hpb00035_345px.jpg"> Since our ceiling is too
37 12- 12- is a good alternative. Its essentially a regular hand-shower but with a wide spray to simulate the w
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4 30 30 turning any knobs etc, just push and it slides along smoothly. Somehow it just looks much better th
22:1 14:1 Lumiere and Lookz (both also along Balestier) have been very friendly and helpful. Its definitely b
4:10 4:10 glitch was Lookz was really crowded so we had to wait a fair bit for someone to serve. So if you a
customers around. We also stopped by a row of tile shops along Balestier. We ended up here cos w
enough the first time round. So we changed our minds on the selected tiles and went with a new on
textures there are)
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This is what we're doing for the walk-in wardrobe. (Details erased so that nobody can say we spoil
6- 6content/uploads/2006/12/wardrobe.jpg" alt="Wardrobe" /> Essentially, if you're trying to cut cost
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the frame and hanging rods as shown, and just buy some cheaper chest of drawers for the lower po
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be about 4m of custom costs, we're only paying about $1500 for the structure and probaly another
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second half shows the plan view from the side.
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200 200 We met up with the designer yesterday morning and spent about 2 hours discussing some finishing
6- 6- going to be smooth and greyish homogenous tiles for the living and kitchen and a rougher version
37 12- 12- next meeting she'll give us some 3D drawings and colourings to help visualise better. We're quite s
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6 25 24 the TV wall/walk in wardrobe will be grey too. This is the revised floorplan. We switched the war
00:4 16:4 past the bed to get to the kitchen from the previous iteration. <img id="image60" src="http://www
6:18 6:18 alt="Floorplan" />
<IMG SRC="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/125/332774941_d8815e345f.jpg?v=0" width=400> Cr
200 200 cared for photographs of family events. Even our wedding photos haven't really been scrutinised b
7- 7- such events and its almost a herculean task to just look at each and every photo and give comment
37 02- 02- family pics: <IMG SRC="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/123/332774942_efdf4295a9.jpg?v=0" wid
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7 19 19 the USA for Africa song must be playing somewhere - "Feed the world...Let them know its Christ
20:5 12:5 pastas, cake, wine, beer, juices, its almost like we didn't have lunch in the first place! <IMG SRC=
1:12 1:12 width=400> This Christmas is kinda special for 2 reasons: its probably the last time we'll celebrate
posts.
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37 6- 6- <IMG SRC="http://static.flickr.com/141/328131940_0dbedaa79f.jpg?v=0" width=400> Just one o
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8 12- 12- business trip.
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0:55 0:55
I wrote this fairly long account of our son Je-in's birth on this blog, but i lost some data when i trie
remember what i wrote and this time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the las
birth be induced because the baby was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us
Friday 15 May. We checked into the hospital at midnight and the nurses settled us in and began wi
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but no they told us to get a good night's sleep, which was highly impossible for me since it was a v
9- 9said she was 1.5 cm dilated. 830 am, the contractions were about 3 min apart and they started a Oc
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about 925 to break the water bag. 11 am was when the full contractions started and the pain w
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begged her to take the epidural but she refused. She had prayed that it will be over quickly and her
23:2 15:2
15 min because she was screaming and buzzing her to call the doctor but she kept saying its still to
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and the other equipment. 130pm she started coaching V on the pushing as the dilation was 8cm. Th
in again and she was smiling that things were going well. She coached V for 2 pushes and Je-in po
We have heard of so many other stories of 10,12, 16 hour labour pains. The 4 hours that V went th
Je-in was born.
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9- 9I wrote this fairly long account of our son Je-in's birth on this blog, but i lost some data when i trie
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time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the last checkup before the due date, th
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was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us to pick a date and we chose the da
23:1 15:1
4:31 4:31
I wrote this fairly long account of our son Je-in's birth on this blog, but i lost some data when i trie
time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the last checkup before the due date, th
200 200 was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us to pick a date and we chose the da
9- 9- the hospital at midnight and the nurses settled us in and began with the inducing tablet. We though
38 07- 07- night's sleep, which was highly impossible for me since it was a very small chair. By 620 in the m
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1 20 20 am, the contractions were about 3 min apart and they started a Ocitocin drip. At 9am there was som
23:2 15:2 bag. 11Â am was when the full contractions started and the pain was intense. I could see in her fa
2:42 2:42 but she refused. She had prayed that it will be over quickly and her immense faith kept her going.
screaming and buzzing her to call the doctor but she kept saying its still too early. 1pm dilation wa
130pm she started coaching V on the pushing. This went on for almost an hour. At about 230 pm t
I wrote this fairly long account of our son Je-in's birth on this blog, but i lost some data when i trie
remember what i wrote and this time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the las
birth be induced because the baby was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us
Friday 15 May. We checked into the hospital at midnight and the nurses settled us in and began wi
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but no they told us to get a good night's sleep, which was highly impossible for me since it was a v
9- 9said she was 1.5 cm dilated. 830 am, the contractions were about 3 min apart and they started a Oc
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about 925 to break the water bag. 11 am was when the full contractions started and the pain w
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begged her to take the epidural but she refused. She had prayed that it will be over quickly and her
23:2 15:2
15 min because she was screaming and buzzing her to call the doctor but she kept saying its still to
9:39 9:39
and the other equipment. 130pm she started coaching V on the pushing as the dilation was 8cm. Th
in again and she was smiling that things were going well. She coached V for 2 pushes and Je-in po
We have heard of so many other stories of 10,12, 16 hour labour pains. The 4 hours that V went th
Je-in was born.
38 200 200 I wrote this fairly long account of our son Je-in's birth on this blog, but i lost some data when i trie
1
3 9- 9- remember what i wrote and this time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the las
07- 07- birth be induced because the baby was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us
20 20 Friday 15 May. We checked into the hospital at midnight and the nurses settled us in and began wi
23:3 15:3 but no they told us to get a good night's sleep, which was highly impossible for me since it was a v
1:51 1:51 said she was 1.5 cm dilated. 830 am, the contractions were about 3 min apart and they started a Oc
about 925 to break the water bag. 11 am was when the full contractions started and the pain w
begged her to take the epidural but she refused. She had prayed that it will be over quickly and her
15 min because she was screaming and buzzing her to call the doctor but she kept saying its still to
and the other equipment. 130pm she started coaching V on the pushing as the dilation was 8cm. Th
in again and she was smiling that things were going well. She coached V for 2 pushes and Je-in po
We have heard of so many other stories of 10,12, 16 hour labour pains. The 4 hours that V went th
Je-in was born.
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9- 91. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
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Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 6. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/p
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Jul
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Was chatting with my fren online and he recommended this iPhone mapping software - <a title="R
9- 9target="_blank">RunKeeper</a> which allows you to track your running/cycling trips. Best of all
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Fwah, the iPhone is indeed changing the world one app at a time! Very cool indeed. Installation w
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address and password and you're up. Amazingly the app is Free! There's a paid version with some
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getting the distance, speed, location and timing mapped out digitally. Made my maiden run with th
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9- 9- target="_blank">RunKeeper</a> which allows you to track your running/cycling trips. Best of all
38 07- 07- Fwah, the iPhone is indeed changing the world one app at a time! Very cool indeed. Installation w
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5 20 20 address and password and you're up. Amazingly the app is Free! There's a paid version with some
22:5 14:5 getting the distance, speed, location and timing mapped out digitally. Made my <a href="http://ww
0:23 0:23 target="_blank">maiden run</a> with the app today on the Scott P4. Good stuff...
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6- 6Things to count down to: 1. Major thing in office that will give my life back to me next week! 2. J
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apparently will be a girl - see reading blogs is informational! Its the new paper, they should make a
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will give her back our life! 5. A long awaited break somewhere with sun sand sea after we get our
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6- 6musical partner in crime. After ditching all the other low-end gear, I've decided to get something th
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warrant such a beautiful piece of art. And the irony is that it sounds so good on its own that my Ha
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previous guitar now makes this sound bad. So the pedal is going to stay home alone till i find a new
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5pm at the Esplanade park. Think its near the war memorial structure thingy opposite Raffles City
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39 6- 6- Wonder if there's a band by that name. Its been a bad week for both V and me, we've been taking t
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6- 6Seem to be in a strange mood of letting my instruments go. First the bass amp, then the acoustic gu
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tool. I guess when you're in an equipment-upgrading mood, it does help to let go of the older stuff
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you're wasting money on something u already have... Cos now u don't :)
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6- 6- Swee Lee today and played with a Ibanez SR900 for a bit. i didn't like the look of it but the Bartoli
39 05- 05- and the active EQ really gives u a whole range to play with. Am now gas-sing for this beauty on th
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2 28 27 model numbers anyway? No wonder they need to give you a catalogue, so u can point out exactly
01:1 17:1 bass guitars, but I guess unless they can bring in a simple Warwick Corvette to SG, i'll have to sett
9:42 9:42 and Vampyre shaped ones. Maybe I'm not good enough to handle these boutique brands yet :) Sim
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6- 6- Some guy didn't check some other guy's work... Some member of the public got a stray email. And
39 05- 05- was the usual 10% off something somewhere. This is F#$%ing ridiculous. I mean c'mon, u get hun
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3 24 24 button M#$%F@$$ker. Its like u tripped over a stone that fell off a truck on the road and then u ca
22:2 14:2 people should transport stones in a safe manner. F@$^ u man. Why are some people just so free!
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6- 6- Apparently we are. Offbeat gem causes musical mayhem in the OK camp! After repeated playing
39 05- 05- nailed my part. All I can say is maybe we should plug the mp3 into the studio somehow so we can
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4 24 24 different in everybody's head so trying to get a consensus would be harder. Another weekend flies
22:2 14:2 episodes of "lost". Now we've got a void of episodes 9-17!
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6- 6chords for it. But its all good, we managed to finish the song as a group. Its always a nice feeling t
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everybody needs some form of release. Been thinking about my musical journey recently, its stran
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never really got anywhere with it, cept for the few gigs in the JC band which was an official ECA
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jumped on it and picked up the bass in a jiffy and have found my "voice".
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the almost complete series of Lost - Season 1 and are about to begin on a quest to find what lies in
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well as the Season 1 episodes on disc. We're gonna get real lost!
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6- 6refreshing to see an up-and-coming female fronted band in the likes of Wendi Koh or Tanya. They
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bad they were plagued by bad sound. There was basically no sound engineer, and the guitarist from
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success. Hopped on down to Bar None and caught Enigma. Must be the new Energy, very polished
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passion. Just too clinical for my liking.
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6- 6- Business User: Can we do this? Project Manager: Its not in the requirements. Business User: But t
39 05- 05- the requirements. I always wondered, if absolutely everything has to be in the requirements docum
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9 12 12 english then the actual lines of programming code in the application. In which case, requirements w
18:0 10:0 Hence all current models of timelines used to manage projects are void.
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6- 6- Had this weird dream last night which i actually remembered... This is indeed strange as i hardly r
40 05- 05- suicide kit. Its like one of those blood pressure kits in the doctor... The metal longish ones.. They o
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1 09 09 you're dead in a couple of minutes. Its supposed to be painless. Funny thing was it had to be bough
22:5 14:5 following a guy to watch him "off" himself at a pub where he bought it under the counter, but i lef
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6- 6- <IMG SRC="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/RIMG0700.JPG"> <IMG S
40 12- 12- content/uploads/2006/12/RIMG0706.JPG"> Finally got round to plugging the camera into the Mac
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2 20 20 from 30 years ago. We're gonna meet up with the designer again this Saturday. She's going to run
22:4 14:4 on the carpentary and more drawings etc Can't wait...
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That was the theme for the office party i had to organise. More pics can be seen in <A HREF="htt
Flickr site</A> I guess it turned out well enough, everybody seemed to have a good time and the d
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xmas party and the people seem really hyped up about dressing up and playing games and such... S
6- 6got the Lilac Saints down for 2 sets at Hideout. Kudos to them for their professionalism. The first
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playing cards rather loudly. But by the end of the evening, the folks that stayed longer kinda warm
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that made the night for me. <IMG SRC="http://static.flickr.com/144/323160954_b069e45c66.jpg?
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around, people were streaming in at all times and we delayed the start for about 2 hours. So we im
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managed to get through the whole programme in one piece. O well, i'm glad its over, hopefully i w
parties! Barely went to any when i was young, and the only parties i threw had people eating and s
Renovation loans have an amazingly small cap of $30K. Before doing the homework, I've always
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home. But apparently the MAS regulates that you can only get up to $30K, and that is per project.
6- 6is all you can get (6x your salary is what they advertise, whichever is lower). To do up a 3-roomer
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better have lots of cash on hand. Not to mention when you start adding appliances, furniture etc ca
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items into the reno loan and pay off one loan, but instead it actually makes more sense to try to get
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reno loans are about 6-8% per annum and they also have penalties on early payments, so u might a
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T&Cs...
<a class="imagelink" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/floor-2.gif" ti
src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2006/12/floor-2.gif" width=500 alt="floorpla
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File</A> We haven't ironed out the final details and actual numbers but we're suitably impressed w
6- 6rounds of mockups, we gave some comments and Kelly sketched this layout out in 5 min. We mes
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layout. Now the important tasks are to get our dream layout on budget and on time! We hope to m
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2 weeks, so it'll be a longer wait once you miss that deadline. We've only bounced around 2 design
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all you've got are weekends and some occasional week nights. Really can't imagine trying to brief
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that all the ideas are also in your own head and you're brainstorming this with your partner and bei
not like the stand-alone sink in the bedroom cos it reminds me of prison" :)
This is a sad post. Lunch with my family today was anything but routine. Yes, the food was delicio
my mum suffered a heart attack about three years back. Ever since then, it was the turning point of
miraculously seem to be better though smaller ailments started to plague her like the weakening of
your ears that controls balance, so now she can't get up suddenly or move too fast as it will cause h
spiritually. Over the years, she was always the one that had prenominations in dreams and then som
visions and they prompted her towards joining a Catholic prayer group, and now she prayers every
200 200 pray for all the things happening around us as well as for the salvation of souls. She has been conv
7- 7- contact meant she was truly saved. The thing is, she has gotten news that she will soon be gone fro
40 02- 02- estimated time frame of when it will happen and that it probably will be another heart attack. Skep
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7 19 19 maybe she's just gone nuts. But i do have long conversations with her, and she is as lucid as you or
20:5 12:5 doesn't really want to speak of it and dismisses it. Well, i'm just writing this down so that when it d
1:37 1:37 event as testimony to the existence of God. In her daily conversations she has been asking many qu
anyone is interested i can always share some of these privately. These are not politically correct an
thoughts are now turned to how i can give her the best christmas gift this world can offer before sh
many sacrifices she has endured for me. Those of you who grew up with me will know that i have
item or two that was the in-thing. This was really a miracle in itself, she's been an amazing mother
neither were we poor because she gave us her all, she never bought herself nice gifts or dresses or
I am eternally grateful. I am also very sad...
<IMG SRC="http://static.flickr.com/121/295511076_19a1a2f177.jpg?v=0"> Took the Friday off a
Sentosa. I must admit i wasn't expecting much because you've seen the Rasa and The Sentosa over
HREF="http://www.silosobeachresort.com/">Siloso Beach Resort's</A> architecture is excellent
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architecture... Especially those with lots of clean lines. Their website totally doesn't do them justic
6- 6usability issues like having no covered walkway from the reception to the rooms - hello, this is tro
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quite interesting with a 4-storey high waterfall on one end, so you can take a shower below :) Parts
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functional yet, but that was no biggie cos there's food along the beach. The uncompleted villas loo
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the top-end ones which come with your own private jacuzzi with a view!! Room design was damn
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second level u can stretch out in your own private water heaven overlooking the siloso beach. Very
rained in the afternoon. Overall, that was my best gift ever! I've been telling people that i'll visit V
Sentosa, we popped by for a bit of shopping... so I guess that's how i turned 33 :P
We've gone to two IDs over the weekend to get quotations. Both were recommended by colleague
hassle of visiting ah beng contractor type shops. I know people who visit like 10 IDs to get quotati
200 200 what would they need to know in order to come up with a design? So I came up with a "brief" that
6- 6- everything starts with a brief :) So here's the list we came up with: - Need to make the apartment lo
40 12- 12- Willing to have a studio effect, everything is just one large living area - Willing to forgo a sofa - D
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23:3 15:3 Cater for 1 bicycle storage - Cater for a 27” LCD TV , DVD player and 3 piece Hi-fi and 2 book s
6:06 6:06 for ease of maintenance for hidden trunking etc Well, let's see what these 2 IDs can come up with!
build from scratch starting with hacking away all the walls possible.. One guy was telling us that c
furniture and add some wall features. Anyway, we'll get the first proposals and costings in 2 weeks
Ok Kev, this one's for you :) What's the book about you ask? Well its split into the following sectio
God's pleasure Purpose #2 You were formed for God's family Purpose #3 You were created to bec
#5 You were made for a mission Every section has a couple of chapters and there are detailed argu
gonna do to "sell" Christianity, all those who do not believe or who get offended with religious tal
200 200 and i must say shallow knowledge about the faith, and cynical worldviews that have shaped me. T
6- 6- complicated ecosystem with complicated bio-organisms all existing and co-existing to support eac
41 11- 11- believe in a superior being after witnessing how everything just works seemlessly together. That ta
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0 02 01 create us? I've always seen ourselves as tiny creatures in his snowglobe and every once in a while
00:2 16:2 put here to worship him. It can't get any simpler. Imagine, if you were yourself a God and created
5:30 5:30 be thankful for you etc.. He doesn't need us, he doesn't need our money, our fame etc This was ess
should live our lives, get along as a community, support each other and focus towards our eternal l
because its like the owner's manual to life. With the bible, it's more like a compilation of stories et
just states everything point blank. And if you have some Christian background and knowledge, thi
one thing to read and understand, but to live it out is damn difficult. Well, at least i've got my who
Friends who know me long enough probably think i've gone nuts to actually blog about this, but re
HREF="http://www.purposedrivenlife.com/">Purpose Driven Life</A> book which was some be
the church which i'm attending actually gave them out at service and is using it as a guide for the n
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good cause. You know if you've grown up like me cruising through my entire youth-hood attendin
6- 6yourself why you're on this earth? The answer isn't there. I'm not sure if i'm dense or inattentive bu
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blah... and nobody actually gave you the answer. So anyway, this book is pretty concise and its lik
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day(40 in total) and though i still don't think i'm fully up to adhering to what i'm supposed to, it is
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place. Make sense :) There was a recent article in <A HREF="http://wired.com/">Wired</A> whi
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going on the offense to "preach" and sign up believers of there being no higher power, and that the
ended with a poignant note from the author himself: What if you bet wrongly? Its an intresting tho
in the next life, if u believe there is one. So the Christians are the ones that are "gambling" ... and w
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6- 6- The first appointment with HDB has been set. Its at the end of Nov. As i understand, even though
41 12- 12- does nothing till then! That's super-fantastic efficient service from the SG government for you!! B
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23:3 15:3 Anyway, we're kinda taking two recommendations for interior decorators, hope to start briefing th
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Ok after months of toying with options of renting and buying all sorts of living spaces from flats to
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Holland Village. I'm not terribly excited about the space but i think the location is great. It overloo
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everything really. Cheap food, expensive food, 24-hour supermarket, tons of shops and Wala Wala
3 12- 12some effort hunting down flats, we learned a thing about Holland V which swayed me. At any one
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for most other estates, which means when its time to sell, it shouldn't be on the market for too long
23:3 15:3 piece of land back since its prime location. The potential payout should be good. Lastly, even if i d
6:34 6:34 the place, I'm assuming the rental income would be decent so i can hopefully use it as allowance d
generating passive income. Otherwise, really dunno how to retire. We're definitely gonna make thi
though... The adventure begins...
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Yes that's what i am! Went back to camp to endorse my MC because my fitness test is due in Nov
6- 6defaulter and call me back again for an explanation on why i didn't do it during the year. I asked if
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trouble to drive all the way back to the West for this, but No, technically i haven't defaulted since i
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the SAF reads this, give me a break man! You think long term MC so easy to take one ah. Why sti
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of the yearly cycle so we can siam the stupid test. Doesn't the doctors' word count. If doctor MC no
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6- 6Seems like I'm not the only one with health problems, if you saw the blog yesterday, it was display
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and fixed it pretty quickly. I must say webhosting companies are pretty responsive when it comes
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the office :P
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If you don't know the meaning of that. Look it up :) That's what i went through yesterday. As usua
200 200 government hospital was an eye-opener. For my first appointment, getting myself to the clinic to g
6- 6- total. Small queue at the clinic and no queue at the specialist. Even the carparking only cost $2. W
41 09- 09- waiting, 5 min with the doctor, fifteen more minutes to pay and half an hour more for the pharmac
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00:2 16:2 is good reason to work for an organisation that pays your medical bills. Guess its the closest thing
7:50 7:50 polyp in me and removed it. Guess this would be my kryptonite. Well i guess if that averages out t
catches up and we can zap them sonically. This process majorly sucks. Yucks!
Yep, nothing major is happening now so its kinda quiet here. Have gone for my third lesson alread
instead of this half hour bullshit.. Its almost like just having a conversation and before you know it
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Defintely not half an hour! Asked the guy about combining 2 lessons in one but becos he's booked
6- 6building is so packed on Sundays I take half an hour just to park the car !! On the house-front, its a
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am kinda sad to leave this place having been here almost 20 years. But the morning traffic and the
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probably not have a dedicated study/music room anymore. Defintely miss the space... Managed to
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two weeks ago at Wala. Boy were they in their element! Guess they really do rock big time when t
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entertaining pub act and they really blew the crowd away doing non-conventional 70s rock amidst
other bands should strive for. After all its not called a "show" for nothing :)
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<IMG SRC="http://kevin.spleck.net/uploaded_images/black_ipod-797703.jpg" width="204" heigh
6- 6justify to myself why i need a portable mp3 player, I've decided to finally bite the bullet and get th
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thanks to V! I guess the only good thing about getting it this late in the game is that now, it comes
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capacity... Its amazing how u can bring your music everywhere u go...office/driving/jogging. Almo
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also have more time to explore those CDs which i've only spun a couple of times. Woot!
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6- 6- The story made it to the front page of The New Paper today. Was a 2-page feature on the incident
41 08- 08- and hit at a car containing 3 women. Apparently the case was dropped as there wasn't enough evid
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9 10 09 admit any wrong-doing. Well at least the 3 ladies weren't hurt. Let's hope with this added publicity
00:0 16:0 jail time and a caning.
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<img src="http://static.flickr.com/81/209100474_8519e5317d_m.jpg" alt="" hspace="10" align="
rooftop bar at the Baiyoke Sky Hotel where we stayed 2. Shopping at Siam centre - Siam Paragon,
Tom Yam soup and green curry 6. Thai massage 7. Swedish massage What sucked: 1. The band at
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8- 8- swedish version to recover from the thai one :) The local band at RCA rocked! I guess they must b
42 04- 04- behind them. RCA is the "happening" place to be i presume from the crowds.. Its like Zouk X10 is
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0 13 13 with Hip-hop, Techno, Live band, Top40 types. The guys liked it so much they were there all 3 nig
12:1 04:1 soda water mixes cost about $70. Amazingly cheap. Nobody really knows where the address is bu
1:18 1:18 government is trying to clean up the place so most of the pubs close at 2am. At RCA the music sto
people heading to the main road to catch cabs. Overall the trip was quite good as it was mainly fre
had more fun doing their shopping and other stuff in their own time. The group I hanged out with
days with clubbing nites.
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6- 6Still don't understand why Bangkok is called the city of angels.. Isn't that Los Angeles? Anyway, I
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and bonding. Had to organise some drink session while we're there, so hopefully we get to check o
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HREF="http://www.bedsupperclub.com">Bed Supper Club</A> is about. Cheers!
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On a more serious note, good friend Isaiah was assaulted over the weekend and is now in hospital
because he horned at a car filled with 3-4 guys that overtook him suddenly. The driver seemed to w
but as soon as he got out of the car, a caucasian dude pounced on him and said he "wanted to settle
chokehold till he blacked out. Luckily a bystander managed to pull away the attacker's hand and he
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the guy said "C'mon c'mon you already blacked out once!" The guy was still itching for a fight but
6- 6consciousness. Apparently, some other folks who were watching the incident did not bother to call
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just sat around and waited for the police to arrive. The attacker and friends then milled around and
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story worked out. Wat's more amazing is the police came and took statements and everyone was fr
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F##$%ing bizarre! Singapore is the premiere "authoritarian" state known for its draconian laws etc
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of the public! Its been 48 hours and the police haven't even gotten in touch with him to follow up o
gets discharged. WTF, its not like its some street brawl between some kids or something, this is a c
gave statements. Well, it looks like if you have some grievance with a neighbour or something, jus
can just work out a story for the form-filling and you're done. All in a day's work.
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6- 6V couldn't get out of work for the week, so we had to KIV the plans for Bali. Guess I'm not totally
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looking forward to it. O well, I have a whole week more of chilling out. Need to do more! The last
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of cycling.
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I wonder how come the last two times i planned a trip, something happens like a week before the f
200 200 week before we flew, the beach riots happened in Sydney. Now before we fly on Sunday, a Tsuna
6- 6- later. Not to mention, I've been helping out with a company outing to KL soon, the haze comes bac
42 07- 07- can write-off, cos it happened last year and we had to change plans the day before to head to the ea
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4 21 20 be in the office is also spooked by it cos the happy couple also have plans for a Bali getaway next
01:1 17:1 spooked level for her by telling her I switched hotels to be on a different side of the island. I guess
9:06 9:06 I joked with some colleagues that I should bring along some floats...but they said it won't save me
hopefully some nice pics of the place!
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HREF="http://www.baybeats.com.sg">Baybeats</A> was back. Lennat made her debut on SG's l
200 200 HREF="http://www.myspace.com/abcdetc">etc</A> played a good set. The crowd was generally
6- 6- can u ask for in Singapore :) <A HREF="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157594201
42 07- 07- HREF="http://www.concavescream.com">Concave Scream</A> played the larger stage and they
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5 17 16 you can feel all the hair on your body move whenever the bass thumps. Overheard a funny convers
02:0 18:0 leh...Is it rock?" "Yah its rock wat...must be dream rock lah!" Noticed all the guitars are new too. M
5:11 5:11 the crowd was generally wowed by the double-kicking bass drums of the last song. Hooray Dean!
really knew their music, but i do remember seeing reviews of them a long way back. Regardless, y
energy throughout the set and the singer ended the whole thing by ripping out his strings. Guess th
<IMG SRC="http://www.undercover.com.au/pics/coldplay2006_1.jpg" align=left hspace=10>An
tickets to Coldplay. I was like WOOOOHOOO! We met for dinner with a couple of his other frien
BEST concert I have ever seen on our shores! Most of the bands that drop by SG just use minimal
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and the band. But this was worldclass entertainment! Widescreen videowall as backdrop, lasers tha
6- 6up the suspended rig to just point the spots at the band members. I must say they spared no expens
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excuse for the promoter and band to make $$, we are after all being charged world class prices. Vi
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were great for those upstairs who could hardly make out the members on stage. Kudos to the visua
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swirling hand-written text in the background when Chris was singing "swallowed in the sea" really
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when u buy a concert DVD :) Apart from the visuals, the music was of course excellent! Must dig
place. I've always liked the band, not "fanatical-like" but now after watching them live, is a good r
wearing the same outfit and using the same guitar on their hit single - Yellow. Its amazing how 10
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It's not supposed to rain in July. That's what Ah Boy the sound guy said. Well, I guess it did, and t
6- 6went on as scheduled, the turn-out would probably be quite bad as its quite an isolated location and
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vie. The OKs end up having coffee in the Esplanade library and dinner in Marina Square instead. T
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yakking about cars and their maintenance towards the end of the night, it somehow jinxed my own
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the drive home. When we got home, we saw that the front left tyre is flat. V thinks she's been putti
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The madness is the office is mostly over. Now its time to get some semblance of a life back :) Firs
6- 6rock the stage at the <A HREF="http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel.php?trav
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pm. We'll be playing after I-can-never-remember-the-other-band's-name cos its too long, so if you
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organised by <A HREF="http://www.musicforgood.org">Music For Good</A> and NParks. My g
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your dog, your grandma, watever :) Set-list includes the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Interpol and of cos the
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42 06- 06- Quite a few of us will spend the night in the office waiting for the domain name to switch over... A
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9 24 24 content to disclaimers to graphics to blah.. Its also <A HREF="http://canican.blogspot.com">Nico
15:5 07:5 guest-list from the dinner table :P Well, I guess the remainder few of us will just have to drink mo
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Anyone seen <A HREF="http://www.stomp.com.sg"> Stomp </A>yet? its like the dot com days a
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DESIGN! I hear its a 2 million dollar venture! C'mon, I'm sure you can spend a couple of Ks for a
6- 6survived the dot bomb, you couldn't afford to hire one to give it a professional make-over. I bet it w
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not art-school trained but to me that's a non-design. Have you seen the tabs they have for navigatio
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(1024x768) Haven't they heard of mouse-overs or drop-down menus or FLASH! Just take a look a
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guys</A> have done! It rightfully has a section called "Stink". I think that's probably the portal's ta
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Stomp - Just has to be another acronym right. CTE AYE CBD not enough, now got ST Online Mo
of the different blog quotes in the front it looks more like a Star Forum. Content - You mean kids j
crime story and some court case! What kind of bloody mix of news is this? And what the hell is a
enough PopAgenda in the ST itself. And why the hell would anyone want to know what May and
suppose to be about your online dairy? i want to know what they did yesterday or who they did it w
those poor folks.. here's a topic a day... give me 500 words or you're dead! Have you seen the stom
car on fire on the ECP or something! WTF, they should at least put that Tammy video online! You
to see fire so much, I can start one in a bucket and film one minute of it for submission... Sigh, you
would not be possible... All I can say is two words - Project Eyeball!
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This thing which we've been counting down for in the office just got postponed by a week, so its b
6- 6clean up the never-ending mess, bad because everybody's quite tired out of this long drawn affair a
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end, she just spent a whole 24-hours working on a Final Year submission for a design degree! Wh
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help in crafting out advertising campaigns and all... She's definitely not gonna ace it this time roun
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at Timbre and catch the Typewriter gig, but she's so burned out after the submission we decided to
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We have been attending 3 sunday sessions of prepatory lessons, apparently organised by the north
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is all about, how important are god-parents etc. Fairly informational with some sharing sessions th
9- 9after the 11 am mass, the ceremony was held. It was a pretty subdued affair with 5 babies present.
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other kid who was wailing away throughout the whole half and hour event. Even the priest joked t
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Catholics baptise their children without their consent? Its because as parents, we want what we thi
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restaurant for dinner, you wouldn't just leave the kid at the door just because he can't eat solid food
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the evening after getting some nightmares.. Indeed a blessed day.
We have been attending 3 sunday sessions of prepatory lessons, apparently organised by the north
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is all about, how important are god-parents etc. Fairly informational with some sharing sessions th
9- 9after the 11 am mass, the ceremony was held. It was a pretty subdued affair with 5 babies present.
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other kid who was wailing away throughout the whole half and hour event. Even the priest joked t
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Catholics baptise their children without their consent? Its because as parents, we want what we thi
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restaurant for dinner, you wouldn't just leave the kid at the door just because he can't eat solid food
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the evening after getting some nightmares.. Indeed a blessed day.
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Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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43 08- 08- Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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8 07 07 Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
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I'm in and out of the house in an hour or two riding around the area which is well endowed with ni
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too. </span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Am really thankful to Him that thi
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disc episode and all those chiro sessions i've attended. So far i've done about six rides and the back
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0px;">Alleluia :) </span>
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src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3509/3806840489_04cf6de9e7.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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I'm in and out of the house in an hour or two riding around the area which is well endowed with ni
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too. </span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Am really thankful to Him that thi
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disc episode and all those chiro sessions i've attended. So far i've done about six rides and the back
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0px;">Alleluia :) </span>
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1
1 10 10 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3806840489/">Runs</a> <br /> Originally uploaded
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1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
9- 9Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
2 10 10
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 17:4 09:4
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
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44 9- 9- Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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0:52 0:52 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
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44 08- 08- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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4 30 30 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/3870018613/">Yum!</a> <br /> Originally uploaded
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5 16 16 in Seoul</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3
11:0 03:0 wedding this weekend. Nice view from our<br /> mcheriville apartment.</p>
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Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
9- 9Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
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href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 6 29 29
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
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href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
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href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/"><img class="alignleft
src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2492/3953104348_f10d8c4df4.jpg" alt="" width="375" height=
overall he's been quite a good baby. He just follows his usual cycle of eat, play, sleep etc So we ju
on the plane though was that every time there was turbulence and the seat belt signs came on, we h
seat belt on mum's lap. Of course this will wake up the baby and make him cry out. Now we know
200 200 simply overcome this requirement by modifying the bassinet to include some sort of safety harnes
9- 9- strange things as usual. Just some highlights from the trip: 1. Wedding ceremony - Beautiful and c
44 09- 09- making 3 costume changes for the main ceremony, greeting the guests in the eating area and the tr
1
7 25 25 where V's aunt lives and got to see how a typical apartment out of Seoul looks like. Very modern w
19:2 11:2 guardroom, even the sink had sensors for the foot to tap so you do not have to "turn on" the tap. 3.
8:42 8:42 identify the person because most other tombs have been raided over time. This guy was buried 150
the learnings they gleaned from this discovery. 4. Acorns - Was brought to a diner where everythin
noodles. Not much of a taste though, rather plain. 5. Duck BBQ - Fairly rare even in Korea, everyt
innards. 6. Getting my hair permed - Although i must have swore never to do this, it did turn out p
is now there with her parents and Je-in making up for lost time from her home country while i've g
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<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/"><img class="alignleft
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overall he's been quite a good baby. He just follows his usual cycle of eat, play, sleep etc So we ju
9- 9on the plane though was that every time there was turbulence and the seat belt signs came on, we h
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seat belt on mum's lap. Of course this will wake up the baby and make him cry out. Now we know
8 25 25
simply overcome this requirement by modifying the bassinet to include some sort of safety harnes
19:2 11:2
strange things as usual. Just some highlights from the trip: 1. Wedding ceremony - Beautiful and c
8:35 8:35
making 3 costume changes for the main ceremony, greeting the guests in the eating area and the tr
where V's aunt lives and got to see how a typical apartment out of Seoul looks like. Very modern w
guardroom, even the sink had sensors for the foot to tap so you do not have to "turn on" the tap. V
her home country. <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/" targ
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/"><img class="alignleft
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overall he's been quite a good baby. He just follows his usual cycle of eat, play, sleep etc So we ju
on the plane though was that every time there was turbulence and the seat belt signs came on, we h
seat belt on mum's lap. Of course this will wake up the baby and make him cry out. Now we know
200 200 simply overcome this requirement by modifying the bassinet to include some sort of safety harnes
9- 9- strange things as usual. Just some highlights from the trip: 1. Wedding ceremony - Beautiful and c
44 09- 09- making 3 costume changes for the main ceremony, greeting the guests in the eating area and the tr
1
9 25 25 where V's aunt lives and got to see how a typical apartment out of Seoul looks like. Very modern w
19:3 11:3 guardroom, even the sink had sensors for the foot to tap so you do not have to "turn on" the tap. 3.
7:45 7:45 identify the person because most other tombs have been raided over time. This guy was buried 150
the learnings they gleaned from this discovery. 4. Acorns - Was brought to a diner where everythin
noodles. Not much of a taste though, rather plain. 5. Duck BBQ - Fairly rare even in Korea, everyt
innards. 6. Getting my hair permed - Although i must have swore never to do this, it did turn out p
is now there with her parents and Je-in making up for lost time from her home country while i've g
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<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/"><img class="alignleft
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overall he's been quite a good baby. He just follows his usual cycle of eat, play, sleep etc So we ju
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on the plane though was that every time there was turbulence and the seat belt signs came on, we h
9- 9seat belt on mum's lap. Of course this will wake up the baby and make him cry out. Now we know
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simply overcome this requirement by modifying the bassinet to include some sort of safety harnes
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strange things as usual. Just some highlights from the trip: 1. Wedding ceremony - Beautiful and c
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making 3 costume changes for the main ceremony, greeting the guests in the eating area and the tr
8:42 8:42
where V's aunt lives and got to see how a typical apartment out of Seoul looks like. Very modern w
guardroom, even the sink had sensors for the foot to tap so you do not have to "turn on" the tap. V
her home country. <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/" targ
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/"><img class="alignleft
src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2492/3953104348_f10d8c4df4.jpg" alt="" width="375" height=
overall he's been quite a good baby. He just follows his usual cycle of eat, play, sleep etc So we ju
on the plane though was that every time there was turbulence and the seat belt signs came on, we h
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seat belt on mum's lap. Of course this will wake up the baby and make him cry out. Now we know
9- 9simply overcome this requirement by modifying the bassinet to include some sort of safety harnes
45 09- 091
strange things as usual. Just some highlights from the trip: 1. Wedding ceremony - Beautiful and c
1 25 25
making 3 costume changes for the main ceremony, greeting the guests in the eating area and the tr
19:3 11:3
where V's aunt lives and got to see how a typical apartment out of Seoul looks like. Very modern w
2:52 2:52
guardroom, even the sink had sensors for the foot to tap so you do not have to "turn on" the tap. 3.
identify the person because most other tombs have been raided over time. This guy was buried 150
the learnings they gleaned from this discovery. V is now there with her parents and Je-in making u
back here in SG. <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157622326845227/" targe
200 200 V's 4 months of maternity leave are over and for now, she still has some leave for the year so she's
45 9- 9- months. So mum comes over every other day and looks after Je-in while we're both at work. The a
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07 07 She picked up the baby from the floor and her back went "pop". Intense pain shot through her mid
22:2 14:2 and Dad sent her to the chinese doc who promptly referred her to the A&E for x-rays. The sca
6:21 6:21 killers and sent her home. Even though it was a trying day, we thank God for all the small things li
otherwise perpetually full carpark.
V's 4 months of maternity leave are over and for now, she still has some leave for the year so she's
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months. So mum comes over every other day and looks after Je-in while we're both at work. The a
9- 9Dec will be challenging once she goes back to the 5-day work week. We'll have to see how that pa
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She picked up the baby from the floor and her back went "pop". Intense pain shot through her mid
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and Dad sent her to the chinese doc who promptly referred her to the A&E for x-rays. The sca
22:2 14:2
killers and sent her home. Even though it was a trying day, we thank God for all the small things li
6:11 6:11
perpetually full carpark.
V's 4 months of maternity leave are over and for now, she still has some leave for the year so she's
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months. So mum comes over every other day and looks after Je-in while we're both at work. The a
9- 9Dec will be challenging once she goes back to the 5-day work week. We'll have to see how that pa
45 11- 111
She picked up the baby from the floor and her back went "pop". Intense pain shot through her mid
4 07 07
and Dad sent her to the chinese doc who promptly referred her to the A&E for x-rays. The sca
22:2 14:2
killers and sent her home. Even though it was a trying day, we thank God for all the small things li
6:21 6:21
otherwise perpetually full carpark.
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9- 945 11- 11- 1. child family 2. kids better than one? 3. thirty-something... 4. string Warwick Corvette is the curr
1
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11:5 03:5
7:12 7:12
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/"><img style="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4054/4239589563_3fa219058c.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">That's Je-in with his modified room. We changed it aro
<span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">I ended the old year with a fortnight of leave bu
all the way while V is back at work. Thank god for my mum who pops by for short periods during
201 201 I've never camped out so much on my living room floor before... </span> <span style="font-size: 0
0- 0- now he's able to spritely crawl/drag himself around the house, always going for places he shouldn'
46 01- 01- play-mats around. He's also started to stand on his own using the couch or whatever else he can ha
1
0 03 03 toys. He's already done it with his bare hands.</span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top:
17:4 09:4 whirled our lives around him, moving house and all. I finally completed the <a title="NET" href="
7:24 7:24 now helping them with their web communications. The day-job seems stable enough even though
holding up and she's able to look after the baby while we are both at work. Its been tough because
style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Even though we dropped off the entertainment radar a
visit Wala 3 times during the year :) So there are many blessings to be thankful for. </span> <span
<span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">And since you're reading this, a Happy New Ye
</span>
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9- 9<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4171353315/"><img style="
45 12- 121
src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2523/4171353315_aced1e2f54.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style="
8 09 09
some Xmas festivities have begun! Cheap and good headgear for party-wear if you ev </span>
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45 12- 12- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
1
9 09 09 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4171353315/">photo.jpg</a> <br /> Originally uploa
23:3 15:3 </span> <br clear="all" /> <p></p>
6:47 6:47
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0- 0- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
46 01- 01- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
1
1 03 03 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/">photo.jpg</a> <br /> Originally uploa
17:4 09:4 </span> <br clear="all" /> <p></p>
7:24 7:24
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/"><img style="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4054/4239589563_3fa219058c.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">That's Je-in with his modified room. We changed it aro
<span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">I ended the old year with a fortnight of leave bu
all the way while V is back at work. Thank god for my mum who pops by for short periods during
201 201 I've never camped out so much on my living room floor before... </span> <span style="font-size: 0
0- 0- now he's able to spritely crawl/drag himself around the house, always going for places he shouldn'
46 01- 01- play-mats around. He's also started to stand on his own using the couch or whatever else he can ha
1
2 04 03 toys. He's already done it with his bare hands.</span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top:
00:0 16:0 whirled our lives around him, moving house and all. I finally completed the <a title="NET" href="
8:01 8:01 now helping them with their web communications. The day-job seems stable enough even though
holding up and she's able to look after the baby while we are both at work. Its been tough because
style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Even though we dropped off the entertainment radar a
visit Wala 3 times during the year :) So there are many blessings to be thankful for. </span> <span
<span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">And since you're reading this, a Happy New Ye
</span>
201 201
0- 0- <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/"><img style="
46 01- 01- src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4054/4239589563_3fa219058c.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
1
3 03 03 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/">photo.jpg</a> Originally uploaded by
18:1 10:1 </span>
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1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
9- 9Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
46 09- 091
Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
4 25 25
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 18:3 10:3
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
0:37 0:37
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4239589563/"><img style="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4054/4239589563_3fa219058c.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">That's Je-in with his modified room. We changed it aro
<span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">I ended the old year with a fortnight of leave bu
all the way while V is back at work. Thank god for my mum who pops by for short periods during
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I've never camped out so much on my living room floor before... </span> <span style="font-size: 0
0- 0now he's able to spritely crawl/drag himself around the house, always going for places he shouldn'
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play-mats around. He's also started to stand on his own using the couch or whatever else he can ha
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toys. He's already done it with his bare hands.</span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top:
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whirled our lives around him, moving house and all. I finally completed the NET program and am
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stable enough even though the mother-ship gets rocked time and again. Mum's health has been hol
Its been tough because she's not as strong as before but so far it all seems good. </span> <span sty
the entertainment radar and have not been to a movie or the pub or whatever, i still managed to vis
thankful for. </span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Goodbye o-nine!</span>
reading this, a Happy New Year to you too and may the blessings of the Lord be upon you this yea
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style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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0- 0- Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
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2 04 03 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
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East Coast Park - 29 Dec
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style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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V</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</
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In my new life, though i've been convinced that doing God's Will is the way to go, assuming you k
to get through life. It might involve giving up some things, changing a habit/lifestyle, going agains
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for the longest time i've been thinking i must be the most unhappy Christian on earth because the m
0- 0more painful it is. I always even wonder why i need to know anything in the first place? Wouldn't
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all wrong. Sometimes i'd much rather do that. But recently it has been revealed to me through a vis
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for us. When i first heard that, something clicked in my brain! An "aha" moment if you may.. A
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life and we painfully go around dodging things. But if you take the positive spin on it, He actually
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walk it. And of course he doesn't cast down fire and brimstone on us when we deviate from the pa
the path, things just get that much harder. But that is where prayer comes in and we can ask anythi
201 201 <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4281212071/"><img style="
0- 0- src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2768/4281212071_35f835b215.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
47 01- 01- discovered <a href="http://gizmodo.com/5437708/official-iphone-lego-app-converts-reality-into-a
1
2 17 17 nifty app which brings the whole brand proposition + fun to an app. In this day and age, nobody ne
23:1 15:1 that's quite cool :)</span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Really nifty stuff. No
2:43 2:43 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span>
In my new life, though i've been convinced that doing God's Will is the way to go, assuming you k
to get through life. It might involve giving up some things, changing a habit/lifestyle, going agains
201 201
for the longest time i've been thinking i must be the most unhappy Christian on earth because the m
0- 0more painful it is. I always even wonder why i need to know anything in the first place? Wouldn't
48 03- 031
all wrong. Sometimes i'd much rather do that. But recently it has been revealed to me through a vis
0 07 07
for us. When i first heard that, something clicked in my brain! An "aha" moment if you may.. A
10:1 02:1
life and we painfully go around dodging things. But if you take the positive spin on it, He actually
0:57 0:57
walk it. And of course he doesn't cast down fire and brimstone on us when we deviate from the pa
the path, things just get that much harder. But that is where prayer comes in and we can ask anythi
201 201 <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4281212071/"><img style="
0- 0- src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2768/4281212071_35f835b215.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
47 01- 01- discovered <a href="http://gizmodo.com/5437708/official-iphone-lego-app-converts-reality-into-a
1
5 17 17 nifty app which brings the whole brand proposition + fun to an app. In this day and age, nobody ne
23:2 15:2 that's quite cool :)</span> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;">Really nifty stuff. No
4:08 4:08 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span>
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0- 0<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4281212071/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
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style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
6 17 17
Me</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan<
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2:43 2:43
<img class="alignright" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="je-in" src="http://farm3.stat
height="500" />Je-in is about 9 months now. I'd like to say time flies but i don't feel it flying. Thou
201 201 energy. Thank god for our parents who are always willing to sub us whenever something crops
0- 0- christmas and yesterday to watch Avatar. The movie was already only showing in the mornings bu
47 02- 02- animation thing up close. So its the first lunar new year for Je-in and he's got his taste of an ang ba
1
7 15 15 poor family so he won't be able to get all the fancy toys etc. That's gonna really be a challenge i gu
18:4 10:4 from middle class families. I can understand the parents too cos sometimes i get so caught up in w
8:57 8:57 him so that i can see his face light up when i get home. But the reality is that he doesn't need all th
boxes. O well, i digress from a cny posting, so here's wishing you a prosperous new year and all th
double-dip recession. gongxifacai!
<img class="alignright" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="je-in" src="http://farm3.stat
201 201 height="500" />Je-in is about 9 months now. I'd like to say time flies but i don't feel it flying. Thou
0- 0- energy. Thank god for our parents who are always willing to sub us whenever something crops
47 02- 02- christmas and yesterday to watch Avatar. The movie was already only showing in the mornings bu
1
8 15 15 animation thing up close. So its the first lunar new year for Je-in and he's got his taste of an ang ba
18:4 10:4 poor family so he won't be able to get all the fancy toys etc. That's gonna really be a challenge i gu
8:34 8:34 from middle class families. I can understand the parents too cos sometimes i get so caught up in w
him so that i can see his face light up when i get home. But the reality is that he doesn't need all th
boxes. O well, i digress from a cny posting, so here's wishing you a prosperous new year and all th
double-dip recession or some gongxifacai!
<img class="alignright" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="je-in" src="http://farm3.stat
height="500" />Je-in is about 9 months now. I'd like to say time flies but i don't feel it flying. Thou
201 201 energy. Thank god for our parents who are always willing to sub us whenever something crops
0- 0- christmas and yesterday to watch Avatar. The movie was already only showing in the mornings bu
47 02- 02- animation thing up close. So its the first lunar new year for Je-in and he's got his taste of an ang ba
1
9 15 15 poor family so he won't be able to get all the fancy toys etc. That's gonna really be a challenge i gu
18:5 10:5 from middle class families. I can understand the parents too cos sometimes i get so caught up in w
1:00 1:00 him so that i can see his face light up when i get home. But the reality is that he doesn't need all th
boxes. O well, i digress from a cny posting, so here's wishing you a prosperous new year and all th
double-dip recession. gongxifacai!
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V's medical result is out. Its not good. And its not even the 13th.
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5:10 5:10
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V's medical result is out. Its not good.
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23:2 15:2
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Well since there are some cancer cells on the spine, the doc also confirmed that technically its at S
makes not much of a diff to us right now. I've been crazily busy the last two weeks or so at work a
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him to sleep a couple o times. He seems to be sleeping earlier at about 9ish these days. Probably b
0- 0been trying to walk and can go a few steps on his own before coming back down to all fours. Its re
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were a few days of gastric symptoms and the doc confirmed its a common side-effect of one of the
9 16 16
another drug to fight the first drug that fought the chemo! She's still strong and sticking to her rout
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what's giving her strength. Her parents are also staying strong and they are taking it all in as a bles
5:29 5:29
get to bond to make up for the lost time since they left the daughters here to go and do their missio
him, i can see this clearly at work and am humbled. One more week til the next chemo session.
Yesterday V's biopsy results showed that the tumour is cancerous. We were referred to a cancer sp
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start chemotherapy immediately. And they will decide on the next steps once the cycle of 6 session
0- 0they basically pump medicines into you to help kill the cancer cells. Now we know what chemo en
48 03- 031
to be flying in every time the old lady needs a session of chemo. Can't imagine the expenses they h
6 13 13
started and the doc had to call it off saying it was probably a reaction to the chemo. She rested the
21:5 13:5
We're still in abit of a shock at the quick turn of events for us. We didn't think it was so severe and
9:35 9:35
the chemo as she lies in bed now. Do keep us in your prayers.
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48 0- 0- Yesterday V's biopsy results showed that the tumour is cancerous. We were referred to a cancer sp
1
7 03- 03- start chemotherapy immediately today. So V sat through an almost 4-hour infusion session where
13 13
21:4 13:4
7:21 7:21
201 201 Yesterday V's biopsy results showed that the tumour is cancerous. We were referred to a cancer sp
0- 0- start chemotherapy immediately. And they will decide on the next steps once the cycle of 6 session
48 03- 03- they basically pump medicines into you to help kill the cancer cells. Now we know what chemo en
1
8 13 13 to be flying in every time the old lady needs a session of chemo. Can't imagine the expenses they h
21:5 13:5 started and the doc had to call it off saying it was probably a reaction to the chemo. She rested the
7:38 7:38 We're still in abit of a shock at the quick turn of events for us. And V is starting to feel the effects
Yesterday V's biopsy results showed that the tumour is cancerous. We were referred to a cancer sp
201 201
start chemotherapy immediately. And they will decide on the next steps once the cycle of 6 session
0- 0they basically pump medicines into you to help kill the cancer cells. Now we know what chemo en
48 03- 031
to be flying in every time the old lady needs a session of chemo. Can't imagine the expenses they h
9 13 13
started and the doc had to call it off saying it was probably a reaction to the chemo. She rested the
21:5 13:5
We're still in abit of a shock at the quick turn of events for us. We didn't think it was so severe and
8:35 8:35
the chemo as she lies in bed now. Do keep us in your prayers.
Yesterday V's biopsy results showed that the tumour is cancerous. We were referred to a cancer sp
201 201
start chemotherapy immediately. And they will decide on the next steps once the cycle of 6 session
0- 0they basically pump medicines into you to help kill the cancer cells. Now we know what chemo en
49 03- 031
to be flying in every time the old lady needs a session of chemo. Can't imagine the expenses they h
1 13 13
started and the doc had to call it off saying it was probably a reaction to the chemo. She rested the
21:5 13:5
We're still in abit of a shock at the quick turn of events for us. We didn't think it was so severe and
9:35 9:35
the chemo as she lies in bed now. Do keep us in your prayers.
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0- 049 03- 031
V's medical result is out. Its not good. And its not even the 13th.
2 12 12
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5:10 5:10
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Third day after chemo was bad for V. Her backaches which she originally was suffering from was
0- 0and could hardly sit up to eat her meals. The doc suggested taking some left over pain killers from
49 03- 031
improvement. Finally in the evening, the doc suggested taking 2 panadols. An hour later, she could
3 15 15
relieve her pain for good. Its gut wrenching watching someone writhe in pain. Everyone is rallying
22:4 14:4
staying over. Her mum is flying in tomorrow which hopefully will bring some relief too.
9:44 9:44
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Third day after chemo was bad for V.Her backaches which she originally was suffering from was
0- 0and could hardly sit up to eat her meals. The doc suggested taking some left over pain killers from
49 03- 031
improvement. Finally in the evening the doc suggested doing 2 panadols. An hour later, she could
4 15 15
relieve her pain. Its gut wrenching watching someone writhe in pain. Everyone is rallying around u
22:4 14:4
hope that brings some relief too.
8:54 8:54
Third day after chemo was bad for V. Her backaches which she originally was suffering from was
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and could hardly sit up to eat her meals. The doc suggested taking some left over pain killers from
49 0- 01
improvement. Finally in the evening, the doc suggested taking 2 panadols. An hour later, she could
5 03- 03relieve her pain for good. Its gut wrenching watching someone writhe in pain. Everyone is rallying
15 15
staying over. Her mum is flying in tomorrow w hope that brings some relief too.
22:5 14:5
2:38 2:38
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Third day after chemo was bad for V.Her backaches which she originally was suffering from was
0- 0and could hardly sit up to eat her meals. The doc suggested taking some left over pain killers from
49 03- 031
improvement. Finally in the evening the doc suggested doing 2 panadols. An hour later, she could
6 15 15
relieve her pain. Its gut wrenching watching someone writhe in pain. Everyone is rallying around u
22:4 14:4
Her mum is flying in tomorrow. I hope that brings some relief too.
9:44 9:44
Things have been better the last two days. V is able to get up and move about as the pain is less ex
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heart scan done today. The doc just needed this as reference data. She's also trying to be brave and
0- 0the back of her throat seems dry or something, i guess different days will bring about different sym
49 03- 031
popped into Novena to seek intercession. After tumbling through all these private clinics in the do
7 19 19
business. There are tons of foreigners seeking treatment. Most come with their whole families too.
16:0 08:0
are lounges, comfortable waiting areas. And the nurses generally talk nicely to you. Contrast this t
2:59 2:59
cold sterile environment, wait forever and the nurses tend to just scream your name when its your
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0- 0Things have been better the last two days. V is able to get up and move about as the pain is less ex
49 03- 031
heart scan done today. The doc just needed this as reference data. After tumbling through all these
8 19 19
business. The clinics are done
15:2 07:2
5:33 5:33
Things have been better the last two days. V is able to get up and move about as the pain is less ex
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heart scan done today. The doc just needed this as reference data. She's also trying to be brave and
0- 0the back of her throat seems dry or something, i guess different days will bring about different sym
49 03- 031
popped into Novena to seek intercession. After tumbling through all these private clinics in the do
9 19 19
business. There are tons of foreigners seeking treatment. Most come with their whole families too.
16:0 08:0
are lounges, comfortable waiting areas. And the nurses generally talk nicely to you. Contrast this t
2:31 2:31
cold sterile environment, wait forever and the nurses tend to just scream your name when its your
201 201 The last few days have been quite incredible. V has been speaking to both our mums often and sha
0- 0- to us spiritually. We understand that this will be a conversion period as well as a cleansing sort of
50 03- 03- strong now and is praying fervently everyday ever since mum told her to "storm heaven" with pray
1
0 27 27 peace of mind. On the physical side of things, an ulcer has popped up on her upper lip and seems p
12:2 04:2 it. Will need to go look for a bandana of sorts soon. Her back has at least been relieved bit by bit, d
2:50 2:50 that she be healed in God's time with his Divine Mercy.
201 201 The last few days have been quite incredible. V has been speaking to both our mums often and sha
0- 0- to us spiritually. We understand that this will be a conversion period as well as a cleansing sort of
50 03- 03- strong now and is praying fervently everyday ever since mum told her to "storm heaven" with pray
1
1 27 27 peace of mind. On the physical side of things, an ulcer has popped up on her upper lip and seems p
12:2 04:2 it. Will need to go look for bandana of sorts soon. Her back has at least been relieved bit by bit, da
2:39 2:39 that she be healed in God's time with his Mercy.
201 201 The last few days have been quite incredible. V has been speaking to both our mums often and sha
50 0- 0- to us spiritually. We understand that this will be a conversion period as well as a cleansing sort of
1
2 03- 03- strong now and is praying fervently everyday ever since mum told her to "storm heaven" with pray
27 27 peace of mind. On the physical side of things, an ulcer has popped up on her upper lip and seems p
12:2 04:2 it. Will need to go look for bandana of sorts soon. Her back has at least been relieved bit by bit, da
2:50 2:50 that she be healed in God's time with his Divine Mercy.
Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. The lady's experi
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makes you weak and destroys your immunity. So her method was to eat well and to keep on exerc
0- 0regularly. Even when she was really weak after the first two chemos, she decided that she would e
50 03- 031
mountain was a better choice. That lady survived 9 sessions of chemo and is doing well now. Of c
3 28 28
uncle then made the offer to ask V to stay with them as they are closer to nature and fresh air etc a
12:0 04:0
can get some welfare coverage since she holds a Korean passport even though she doesn't live ther
5:33 5:33
are people out there who really care. Not forgetting numerous other advice and offers we got to ba
bless them.
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0- 0Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
50 03- 031
that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. Her experience w
4 28 28
you weak and destroys your immunity
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0:29 0:29
Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
201 201 that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. The lady's experi
0- 0- makes you weak and destroys your immunity. So her method was to eat well and to keep on exerc
50 03- 03- regularly. Even when she was really weak after the first two chemos, she decided that she would e
1
5 28 28 mountain was a better choice. That lady survived 9 sessions of chemo and is doing well now. Of c
12:0 04:0 V to stay with them as they are closer to nature and fresh air etc and aunt can look after Je-in.He e
4:48 4:48 since she holds a Korean passport even though she doesn't live there. We probably won't take up th
care. God bless them.
Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. The lady's experi
201 201
makes you weak and destroys your immunity. So her method was to eat well and to keep on exerc
0- 0regularly. Even when she was really weak after the first two chemos, she decided that she would e
50 03- 031
mountain was a better choice. That lady survived 9 sessions of chemo and is doing well now. Of c
6 28 28
uncle then made the offer to ask V to stay with them as they are closer to nature and fresh air etc a
12:5 04:5
can get some welfare coverage since she holds a Korean passport even though she doesn't live ther
7:47 7:47
are people out there who really care. Not forgetting numerous other advice and offers we got to ba
some timeout. God bless them.
Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
201 201 that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. The lady's experi
0- 0- makes you weak and destroys your immunity. So her method was to eat well and to keep on exerc
50 03- 03- regularly. Even when she was really weak after the first two chemos, she decided that she would e
1
7 28 28 mountain was a better choice. That lady survived 9 sessions of chemo and is doing well now. Of c
12:0 04:0 uncle then made the offer to ask V to stay with them as they are closer to nature and fresh air etc a
5:33 5:33 can get some welfare coverage since she holds a Korean passport even though she doesn't live ther
are people out there who really care. God bless them.
201 201 Once the news of V's troubles reached her relatives in Korea, her uncle whom we stayed with in th
50
10- 0- that some church member also went through chemo and survived stage 3 cancer. The lady's experi
8
03- 03- makes you weak and destroys your immunity. So her method was to eat well and to keep on exerc
28 28 regularly. Even when she was really weak after the first two chemos, she decided that she would e
12:5 04:5 mountain was a better choice. That lady survived 9 sessions of chemo and is doing well now. Of c
6:42 6:42 uncle then made the offer to ask V to stay with them as they are closer to nature and fresh air etc a
can get some welfare coverage since she holds a Korean passport even though she doesn't live ther
are people out there who really care. Not forgetting numerous other advice and offers we got to ba
some timeout. God bless them.
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2
height="222" /> Normally people go for a scan to see how bad the cancer has spread before the do
was quite advanced, we started on chemo immediately when the doc first saw her since that would
cycle of chemo was the time to do the full scan because the body would have more or less have rec
relatively painless, she just had to stop food the night before and show up at the clinic. They inject
body before they put her into a scanner which is similar to an MRI. The results were out in a coupl
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tumour seems to have shrunk a little and she responded well to the first round of chemo without
0- 0affirmation of the drugs chosen. The bad news though, is that the scan actually shows cancer activ
50 04- 041
causing all the backpain that she was suffering the last few months. I am quite in shock as the spin
9 01 01
out and if it gets serious, you'll probably get severe pain and mobility problems. We talked with th
18:3 10:3
attention you can't get at a govt hospital. The doc was informative and cheerful and it helped to lift
8:31 8:31
good medical advisor in comfortable settings and not shopped around like sheep. The gameplan re
decent size to be operated on and other options like radiotherapy might kick in on some remnant c
has come into contact with cancer cells in the milk as the digestive system will destroy it and canc
no docs can say why it occurs just that there are people with higher risk factors and that there is a l
getting it because of the huge change in hormones in your body. We are trying to be strong, and sh
healing. Please continue to pray on.
Normally people go for a scan to see how bad the cancer has spread before the doc will recommen
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we started on chemo immediately when the doc first saw her since that would have been a given tr
0- 0the time to do the full scan because the body would have more or less have recovered from the sho
51 04- 041
stop food the night before and show up at the clinic. They injected her with some "dye", she waited
0 01 01
scanner which is similar to an MRI. The results were out in a couple of hours and doc debriefed us
18:2 10:2
little and she responded well to the first round of chemo without further side effects. Doc reckon
2:56 2:56
The bad news though, is that the scan actually shows cancer activity on the breast, lymph node and
Normally people go for a scan to see how bad the cancer has spread before the doc will recommen
we started on chemo immediately when the doc first saw her since that would have been a given tr
the time to do the full scan because the body would have more or less have recovered from the sho
stop food the night before and show up at the clinic. They injected her with some "dye", she waited
scanner which is similar to an MRI. The results were out in a couple of hours and doc debriefed us
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little and she responded well to the first round of chemo without further side effects. Doc reckon
0- 0The bad news though, is that the scan actually shows cancer activity on the breast, lymph node and
51 04- 041
was suffering the last few months. I am quite in shock as the spine is an area you really don't want
1 01 01
probably get severe pain and mobility problems. We talked with the doc for almost an hour and in
18:3 10:3
hospital. The doc was informative and cheerful and it helped to lift some spirits. Am truly grateful
7:59 7:59
settings and not shopped around like sheep. The gameplan remains the same - 6 cycles of chemo. H
options like radiotherapy might kick in on some remnant cells. We have also confirmed that Je-in
in the milk as the digestive system will destroy it and cancer is not infectious. It has to start from s
there are people with higher risk factors and that there is a little known fact that pregnancy actually
hormones in your body. We are trying to be strong, and she is, more than me i guess, and still has
Normally people go for a scan to see how bad the cancer has spread before the doc will recommen
we started on chemo immediately when the doc first saw her since that would have been a given tr
the time to do the full scan because the body would have more or less have recovered from the sho
stop food the night before and show up at the clinic. They injected her with some "dye", she waited
scanner which is similar to an MRI. The results were out in a couple of hours and doc debriefed us
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little and she responded well to the first round of chemo without further side effects. Doc reckon
0- 0The bad news though, is that the scan actually shows cancer activity on the breast, lymph node and
51 04- 041
was suffering the last few months. I am quite in shock as the spine is an area you really don't want
2 01 01
probably get severe pain and mobility problems. We talked with the doc for almost an hour and in
18:3 10:3
hospital. The doc was informative and cheerful and it helped to lift some spirits. Am truly grateful
8:31 8:31
settings and not shopped around like sheep. The gameplan remains the same - 6 cycles of chemo. H
options like radiotherapy might kick in on some remnant cells. We have also confirmed that Je-in
in the milk as the digestive system will destroy it and cancer is not infectious. It has to start from s
there are people with higher risk factors and that there is a little known fact that pregnancy actually
hormones in your body. We are trying to be strong, and she really is, more than me at least, and sti
201 201
0- 0Je-in's 1st birthday is coming up this Sat! We've managed to plan a little BBQ get-together at <a
52 05- 051
target="_blank">Alchemy</a>. So if you're not doing anything happening on Sat evening, do drop
6 10 10
awhile longer for V to get over, but she's ok now, so its all good. Hope she enjoys this event as mu
23:1 15:1
4:08 4:08
Normally people go for a scan to see how bad the cancer has spread before the doc will recommen
we started on chemo immediately when the doc first saw her since that would have been a given tr
the time to do the full scan because the body would have more or less have recovered from the sho
she just had to stop food the night before and show up at the clinic. They injected her with some "d
put her into a scanner which is similar to an MRI. The results were out in a couple of hours and do
201 201 have shrunk a little and she responded well to the first round of chemo without further side effec
0- 0- drugs chosen. The bad news though, is that the scan actually shows cancer activity on the breast, ly
51 04- 04- backpain that she was suffering the last few months. I am quite in shock as the spine is an area you
1
6 01 01 gets serious, you'll probably get severe pain and mobility problems. We talked with the doc for alm
18:3 10:3 get at a govt hospital. The doc was informative and cheerful and it helped to lift some spirits. Am t
9:31 9:31 in comfortable settings and not shopped around like sheep. The gameplan remains the same - 6 cyc
operated on and other options like radiotherapy might kick in on some remnant cells. We have also
contact with cancer cells in the milk as the digestive system will destroy it and cancer is not infect
say why it occurs just that there are people with higher risk factors and that there is a little known
of the huge change in hormones in your body. We are trying to be strong, and she really is, more th
continue to pray on.
201 201
0- 0Je-in's 1st birthday is coming up this Sat! We've managed to plan a little BBQ get-together at <a
52 05- 051
target="_blank">Alchemy</a>. So if you're not doing anything happening on Sat evening, do drop
9 10 10
awhile longer for V to get over, but she's ok now, so its all good. Hope she enjoys this event as mu
23:1 15:1
6:56 6:56
201 201 Je-in's 1st birthday is coming up this Sat! We've managed to plan a little BBQ get-together at <a
52
10- 0- target="_blank">Alchemy</a>. So if you're not doing anything happening on Sat evening, do drop
8
05- 05- awhile longer for V to get over, but she's ok now, so its all good. Hope she enjoys this event as mu
10 10
23:1 15:1
4:08 4:08
201 201
0- 0Je-in's 1st birthday is coming up this Sat! We've managed to plan a little BBQ get-together at <a
52 05- 051
target="_blank">Alchemy</a>. So if you're not doing anything happening on Sat evening, do drop
7 10 10
awhile longer for V to get over, but she's ok now, so its all good. Hope she enjoys this event as mu
23:1 15:1
2:25 2:25
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0- 0- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4489325180/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
51 04- 04- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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8 04 04 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4489325180/">:(</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by
17:4 09:4 <br clear="all" /> <p></p>
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Well since there are some cancer cells on the spine, the doc also confirmed that technically its at S
makes not much of a diff to us right now. I've been crazily busy the last two weeks or so at work a
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him to sleep a couple o times. He seems to be sleeping earlier at about 9ish these days. Probably b
0- 0been trying to walk and can go a few steps on his own before coming back down to all fours. Anyw
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symptoms and the doc confirmed its a common side-effect of one of the drugs used to prevent ano
0 16 16
drug that fought the chemo! She's still strong and sticking to her routine of a morning walk and 2 i
23:1 15:1
Her parents are also staying strong and they are taking it all in as a blessing because they are finall
4:36 4:36
the lost time since they left the daughters here to go and do their mission. You sometimes hear how
work and am humbled. One more week til the next chemo session.
I've been thinking, you know how you always felt you had to drag yourself to mass when you were
201 201 Well, today its just the direct opposite. With God's grace, V's mum decided to stay for the weekend
0- 0- some time with their family, and we could never attend mass together because initially she was
52 04- 04- with him around. But today, she was up and about and we could go together! Her 3rd chemo sessio
1
1 24 24 postponed it til Monday. This itself is another blessing as we couldn't spend time on the weekends
22:4 14:4 change, we'll now have more weekends to do simple stuff like having lunch out. Je-in has started t
5:04 5:04 times he still comes back down to all fours but is quite keen to get up and try again :) He can also m
really the simple things in life that are meaningful.
I've been thinking, you know how you always felt you had to drag yourself to mass when you were
201 201 Well, today its just the direct opposite. With God's grace, V's mum decided to stay for the weekend
0- 0- some time with their family, and we could never attend mass together because initially she was
52 04- 04- with him around. But today, she was up and about and we could go together! Her 3rd chemo sessio
1
2 24 24 postponed it til Monday. This itself is another blessing as we couldn't spend time on the weekends
22:4 14:4 change, we'll now have more weekends to do simple stuff like having lunch out. Je-in has started t
4:36 4:36 times he still comes back down to all fours but is quite keen to get up and try again :) He can also m
the simple things in life that are meaningful.
I've been thinking, you know how you always felt you had to drag yourself to mass when you were
201 201
Well, today its just the direct opposite. With God's grace, V's mum decided to stay for the weekend
52 0- 01
some time with their family, and we could never attend mass together because initially she was
3 04- 04with him around. But today, she was up and about and we could go together! Her 3rd chemo sessio
24 24
postponed it til Monday. This itself is another blessing as we couldn't spend time on the weekends
22:4 14:4 change, we'll now have more weekends to do simple stuff like having lunch out. Je-in has started t
5:04 5:04 times he still comes back down to all fours but is quite keen to get up and try again :) He can also m
really the simple things in life that are meaningful.
201 201 V just did #3 yesterday. Her mum wanted to go with her so i didn't take the day off. Dropped them
0- 0- to be done, they got home only in the late afternoon. A rather long day but it gave good news. The
52 04- 04- that everything was going well, so despite the chemo killing cells within her, her immunity is still
1
4 27 27 need for intermediate scans as its obviously getting smaller which means the medicines are suitabl
22:1 14:1 session of chemo. Its day 2 today so she's still feeling the effects of the chemo, being drowsy and n
2:18 2:18 who have been praying for us and please continue to do so.
201 201 V just did #3 yesterday. Her mum wanted to go with her so i didn't take the day off. Dropped them
0- 0- to be done, they got home only in the late afternoon. A rather long day but it gave good news. The
52 04- 04- that everything was going well, so despite the chemo killing cells within her, her immunity is still
1
5 27 27 need for intermediate scans as its obviously getting smaller which means the medicines are suitabl
22:1 14:1 session of chemo. Its day 2 today so she's still feeling the effects of the chemo, being drowsy and n
1:34 1:34 who have been praying for us and please continue to do so.
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0- 0src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3361/4614717948_8899030e70.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
53 05- 051
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is really happy that the tumour is obviously smaller and it's also softer. She does not need to do an
14:3 06:3
naseous at the beginning but some nuggets and fries from Mc D helped! Junk food to the rescue..
0:37 0:37
201 201
0- 0<a href="http://www.catholicnews.sg/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id
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for everyone of us.
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0- 0<a href="http://www.catholicnews.sg/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id
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for everyone of us.
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201 201 <img class="alignnone" title="IS250" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4049/4650064524_b51e0
0- 0- toying with the idea of trading in the car for awhile now. Since the COE prices went up tremendou
53 05- 05- refuse to admit it and stubbornly attribute it to market forces), I've been checking the resale value o
1
4 29 29 However, upon checking them in the real-world at auto-dealers, the numbers are like lower by 10%
22:0 14:0 with some cash because V will eventually stop working and any $$ saved in the long term is better
4:40 4:40 trying it out on the existing car as the dimensions are also larger than a normal saloon. So over the
on our next ride. We've signed on the dotted line and will probably get the keys within a month. G
expected but now its time to let you go...
<img class="alignnone" title="IS250" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4049/4650064524_b51e0
201 201 toying with the idea of trading in the car for awhile now. Since the COE prices went up tremendou
0- 0- refuse to admit it and stubbornly attribute it to market forces), I've been checking the resale value o
53 05- 05- However, upon checking them in the real-world at auto-dealers, the numbers are like down 10%. S
1
5 29 29 with some cash because V will eventually stop working and any $$ saved is better than nothing. S
22:0 14:0 existing car as the dimensions are also larger than a normal saloon. So over the long weekend, we'
3:55 3:55 We've signed on the dotted line and will probably get the keys within a month. Goodbye L. Its bee
to let you go...
<img class="alignnone" title="IS250" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4049/4650064524_b51e0
201 201 toying with the idea of trading in the car for awhile now. Since the COE prices went up tremendou
0- 0- refuse to admit it and stubbornly attribute it to market forces), I've been checking the resale value o
53 05- 05- However, upon checking them in the real-world at auto-dealers, the numbers are like lower by 10%
1
6 29 29 with some cash because V will eventually stop working and any $$ saved in the long term is better
22:0 14:0 trying it out on the existing car as the dimensions are also larger than a normal saloon. So over the
4:40 4:40 on our next ride. We've signed on the dotted line and will probably get the keys within a month. G
expected but now its time to let you go...
<img class="alignnone" title="IS250" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4049/4650064524_b51e0
201 201 toying with the idea of trading in the car for awhile now. Since the COE prices went up tremendou
0- 0- refuse to admit it and stubbornly attribute it to market forces), I've been checking the resale value o
53 05- 05- However, upon checking them in the real-world at auto-dealers, the numbers are like lower by 10%
1
7 29 29 with some cash because V will eventually stop working and any $$ saved in the long term is better
22:0 14:0 trying it out on the existing car as the dimensions are also larger than a normal saloon. So over the
6:47 6:47 on our next ride. We've signed on the dotted line and will probably get the keys within a month. G
expected but now its time to let you go...
The fifth session came and went pretty quickly. She's now asleep back at home. Its almost like a ro
blood test. We hang out for an hour or so for the lab results, doc runs us through the updates and c
are able to tackle this via the private healthcare system and everything is pleasant and convenient.Â
201 201 clinical environments and waiting lines with hordes of others. So for those of you who are in the p
0- 0- and see if there are ways to upgrade. We now know first hand that the medishield plan reimbursem
53 06- 06- have to do these repeated treatments, you don't want to be shuffled around like some statistic. The
1
8 07 07 like $4k per session. My colleague told me her mum's was $12k per session at one point. The num
18:0 10:0 My suggestion: upgrade the medishield plan to the private ones which deduct from your CPF and
4:33 4:33 year.(a few hundred i reckon) This usually covers "as charged" expenses which mean you are free
the math,you probably get your money's worth within your lifetime and more but the peace of min
hardly feel the edges of the tumour anymore. Her immunity is also stronger than the last session w
last session. The gameplan is still to finish chemo #6 and do the PET scan again before the surgeon
The fifth session came and went pretty quickly. She's now asleep back at home. Its almost like a ro
201 201 blood test. We hang out for an hour or so for the lab results, doc runs us through the updates and c
0- 0- are able to tackle this via the private healthcare system and everything is pleasant and convenient.Â
53 06- 06- clinical environments and waiting lines with hordes of others. So for those of you who are in the p
1
9 07 07 and see if there are ways to upgrade. We now know first hand that the medishield plan reimbursem
18:0 10:0 have to do these repeated treatments, you don't want to be shuffled around like some statistic. The
4:20 4:20 like $4k per session. My colleague told me her mum's was $12k per session at one point. The num
My suggestion: upgrade the medishield plan to the private ones which deduct from your CPF and
year.(a few hundred i reckon) This usually covers "as charged" expenses which mean you are free
the math,you probably get your money's worth within your lifetime and more but the peace of min
hardly feel the edges of the tumour anymore. Her immunity is also stronger than the last session w
the last session. The gameplan is still to finish chemo #6 and do the PET scan again before the sur
The fifth session came and went pretty quickly. She's now asleep back at home. Its almost like a ro
blood test. We hang out for an hour or so for the lab results, doc runs us through the updates and c
are able to tackle this via the private healthcare system and everything is pleasant and convenient.Â
201 201 clinical environments and waiting lines with hordes of others. So for those of you who are in the p
0- 0- and see if there are ways to upgrade. We now know first hand that the medishield plan reimbursem
54 06- 06- have to do these repeated treatments, you don't want to be shuffled around like some statistic. The
1
0 07 07 like $4k per session. My colleague told me her mum's was $12k per session at one point. The num
18:0 10:0 My suggestion: upgrade the medishield plan to the private ones which deduct from your CPF and
4:33 4:33 year.(a few hundred i reckon) This usually covers "as charged" expenses which mean you are free
the math,you probably get your money's worth within your lifetime and more but the peace of min
hardly feel the edges of the tumour anymore. Her immunity is also stronger than the last session w
the last session. The gameplan is still to finish chemo #6 and do the PET scan again before the sur
201 201
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4614717948/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
0- 0style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
54 05- 051
href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4614717948/">#4</a> <br /> Originally uploaded by
1 17 17
</span> <br clear="all" /> <p>Doc is really happy that the tumour is obviously smaller and it's als
14:3 06:3
Praise<br /> God! This time round V felt a bit naseous at the beginning but some<br /> nuggets an
0:37 0:37
201 201
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4614717948/"><img style="
0- 0src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3361/4614717948_8899030e70.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
54 06- 061
href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4614717948/">#4</a></span> Originally uploaded b
2 07 07
is really happy that the tumour is obviously smaller and it's also softer. She does not need to do an
21:3 13:3
naseous at the beginning but some nuggets and fries from Mc D helped! Junk food to the rescue..
1:58 1:58
This is the last prescribed session and everything seemed faster. The session itself was about an ho
201 201
she was up and about on the second day. Doc said the same thing as last time about the size of the
0- 0little and she did say the results are quite exceptional. Next step is to do the PET scan again and to
54 06- 061
for all the blessings so far. There were hardly any major side effects from the chemo apart from th
3 30 30
session. We continue to pray for a miracle. V's mum is currently ill in Cambodia too. She couldn't
22:2 14:2
Apparently she got attacked by amoeba which is common in third-world countries. She was in the
4:44 4:44
challenges.
201 201 This is the last prescribed session and it came and went pretty quickly. The session itself was abou
0- 0- as she was up and about the second day. Doc said the same thing as last time about the size of the
54 06- 06- little and she did say the results are quite exceptional. Next step is to do the PET scan again and to
1
4 30 30 for all the blessings so far. There were hardly any major side effects from the chemo apart from th
22:2 14:2 session. We continue to pray for a miracle. V's mum is currently ill in Cambodia too. She couldn't
3:58 3:58 Apparently she got attacked by amoeba which is common in third-world countries. We hear she w
201 201 This is the last prescribed session and it came and went pretty quickly. The session itself was abou
54 0- 0- as she was up and about the second day. Doc said the same thing as last time about the size of the
1
5 06- 06- little and she did say the results are quite exceptional. Next step is to do the PET scan again and to
30 30 for all the blessings so far. There were hardly any major side effects from the chemo apart from th
22:2 14:2 session. We continue to pray for a miracle. V's mum is currently ill in Cambodia too. She couldn't
4:44 4:44 Apparently she got attacked by amoeba which is common in third-world countries. She was in the
challenges.
Today was in a way, a day of reckoning for us. V was scheduled for the PET scan after completing
first, so she ran up again to get it, the roads were peak-hour packed and we were late. So we rushed
She went into the scanning area and i was left to wait out front. I wandered around the mall for an
then off to her regular clinic for one more round of Zometa (the chemo that focused on strengtheni
in the day for the results of the earlier scan. When we came back later and were called into the roo
on her spinal area were all gone! Its clearly shown on the scans as they placed them on side-by-sid
201 201
cancer cells on the breast itself were only about 10% of the original scans, but there was also some
0- 0were taken, so she's not a 100% sure on that bit. She then told us that she was still recommending
54 07- 071
ultimately that decision will be made by the breast specialist as she was only handling the oncolog
7 16 16
year or two just to be safe. And the first thing that popped into my head was "and how much is tha
23:5 15:5
heart sank abit. It took me awhile to register that her spine is given the all clear! That's the most im
1:11 1:11
a funny story on God's healing. My mum has heard that when God is doing his healing work on yo
whole life, V doesn't really sneeze, but all throughout the chemo there are just days when she wou
burping, farting and yawning so maybe everything is just getting expelled :) Next appointment is o
not need to undergo any surgery. Medical evidence seems to point that she does need to cut some t
received from the beginning, that there will be no surgery. This has lifted our spirits somewhat. W
with us right now. I'll prob put that up on Monday so you can see for yourself the contrast)
201 201
0- 0- Today was in a way, a day of reckoning for us. V was scheduled for the PET scan after completing
54 07- 07- first, so she ran up again to get it, the roads were peak-hour packed and we were late. So we rushed
1
8 16 16 She went into the scanning area and i was left to wait out front. I wandered around the mall for an
23:2 15:2 off to her regular clinic for one more round of Zometa (the chemo that focused on strengthening th
7:26 7:26
Today was in a way, a day of reckoning for us. V was scheduled for the PET scan after completing
first, so she ran up again to get it, the roads were peak-hour packed and we were late. So we rushed
She went into the scanning area and i was left to wait out front. I wandered around the mall for an
then off to her regular clinic for one more round of Zometa (the chemo that focused on strengtheni
in the day for the results of the earlier scan. When we came back later and were called into the roo
on her spinal area were all gone! Its clearly shown on the scans as they placed them on side by sid
201 201
cancer cells on the breast itself were only about 10% of the original scans, but there was also some
0- 0were taken, so she's not a 100% sure on that bit. She then told us that she was still recommending
54 07- 071
ultimately that decision will be made by the breast specialist as she was only handling the oncolog
9 16 16
year or two just to be safe. And the first thing that popped into my head was "and how much is tha
23:4 15:4
heart sank abit. It took me awhile to register that her spine is given the all clear! That's the most im
9:52 9:52
a funny story on God's healing. My mum has heard that when God is doing his healing work on yo
whole life, V doesn't really sneeze, but all throughout the chemo there are just days when she wou
burping, farting and yawning so maybe everything is just getting expelled :) Next appointment is o
not need to undergo any surgery. Medical evidence seems to point that she does need to cut some t
received from the beginning, that there will be no surgery. This has lifted our spirits somewhat. W
with us right now. I'll prob put that up on Monday so you can see for yourself the contrast)
201 201 Today was in a way, a day of reckoning for us. V was scheduled for the PET scan after completing
55
10- 0- first, so she ran up again to get it, the roads were peak-hour packed and we were late. So we rushed
0
07- 07- She went into the scanning area and i was left to wait out front. I wandered around the mall for an
17 17 then off to her regular clinic for one more round of Zometa (the chemo that focused on strengtheni
11:3 03:3 in the day for the results of the earlier scan. When we came back later and were called into the roo
4:58 4:58 on her spinal area were all gone! Its clearly shown on the scans as they placed them on side-by-sid
cancer cells on the breast itself were only about 10% of the original scans, but there was also some
were taken, so she's not a 100% sure on that bit. She then told us that she was still recommending
ultimately that decision will be made by the breast specialist as she was only handling the oncolog
year or two just to be safe. And the first thing that popped into my head was "and how much is tha
heart sank abit. It took me awhile to register that her spine is given the all clear! That's the most im
a funny story on God's healing. My mum has heard that when God is doing his healing work on yo
whole life, V doesn't really sneeze, but all throughout the chemo there are just days when she wou
burping, farting and yawning so maybe everything is just getting expelled :) Next appointment is o
not need to undergo any surgery. Medical evidence seems to point that she does need to cut some t
received from the beginning, that there will be no surgery. This has lifted our spirits somewhat. W
with us right now. I'll prob put that up on Monday so you can see for yourself the contrast)
Today was in a way, a day of reckoning for us. V was scheduled for the PET scan after completing
first, so she ran up again to get it, the roads were peak-hour packed and we were late. So we rushed
She went into the scanning area and i was left to wait out front. I wandered around the mall for an
then off to her regular clinic for one more round of Zometa (the chemo that focused on strengtheni
in the day for the results of the earlier scan. When we came back later and were called into the roo
on her spinal area were all gone! Its clearly shown on the scans as they placed them on side by sid
201 201
cancer cells on the breast itself were only about 10% of the original scans, but there was also some
0- 0were taken, so she's not a 100% sure on that bit. She then told us that she was still recommending
55 07- 071
ultimately that decision will be made by the breast specialist as she was only handling the oncolog
1 16 16
year or two just to be safe. And the first thing that popped into my head was "and how much is tha
23:5 15:5
heart sank abit. It took me awhile to register that her spine is given the all clear! That's the most im
1:11 1:11
a funny story on God's healing. My mum has heard that when God is doing his healing work on yo
whole life, V doesn't really sneeze, but all throughout the chemo there are just days when she wou
burping, farting and yawning so maybe everything is just getting expelled :) Next appointment is o
not need to undergo any surgery. Medical evidence seems to point that she does need to cut some t
received from the beginning, that there will be no surgery. This has lifted our spirits somewhat. W
with us right now. I'll prob put that up on Monday so you can see for yourself the contrast)
201 201 V is in good health now. We're just waiting for the effects of the last chemo to wear off before we
0- 0- its nice to have their whole family together again. Je-in seems to know what he wants these days a
56 08- 08- basically have to keep distracting him with something else to get his mind off whatever it is he wa
1
9 07 07 to let V drive the new car. She's done two short trips already and its nerve-wrecking for me as muc
22:5 14:5 out of daily mass early in the morning before i leave for work. So God pls be with her when she dr
5:21 5:21 well, mergers and splits come and go. That's life.
201 201
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0- 0- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4808837946/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
55 07- 07- style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;
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5 19 19 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4808837946/">Spine recovered</a> <br /> Originall
22:0 14:0 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span> <br clear="all" /> <p></p>
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0- 0- We went to see the surgeon today and she laid out the options of : 1. Masectomy 2. Mammogram /
55 07- 07- or 2 Initially the doc's preference was option 1 over option 2 as it would give her the fullest confid
1
6 19 19 option 3 was presented because she hasn't max-ed out her chemo threshold yet. So tomorrow she g
22:1 14:1 The thought of losing your arm or leg or breast for the matter is really a tough decision to make if
3:32 3:32
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0- 0- We went to see the surgeon today and she laid out the options of : 1. Masectomy 2. Mammogram /
55 07- 07- or 2 Initially the doc's preference was option 1 over option 2 as it would give her the fullest confid
1
7 19 19 option 3 was presented because she hasn't max-ed out her chemo threshold yet. So tomorrow she g
22:1 14:1 The thought of losing your arm or leg or breast for the matter is really a tough decision to make if
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Business As Usual is what we call it at work. I guess life is fairly back to normal for now. Even V'
0- 0getaway with the whole family, so hopefully we get to relax a little and enjoy the company. This ti
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island. Apparently, Nami is the location set for the very successful Winter Sonata drama and is no
4 30 30
sure the scenery will be enchanting. On a sadder note, a good friend M, is having some problems i
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prayers.
8:22 8:22
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Business As Usual is what we call it at work. I guess life is fairly back to normal for now. Even V'
0- 0getaway with the whole family, so hopefully we get to relax a little and enjoy the company. This ti
59 08- 081
island. Apparently, Nami is the location set for the very successful Winter Sonata drama and is no
5 30 30
sure the scenery will be enchanting. On a sadder note, a good friend M, is having some problems i
23:3 15:3
prayers.
0:32 0:32
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4097/4820589491_da362f16b2_m.jpg" alt="" width="300" hei
i guess its time to just do a little show and tell! Its a Golf 1.4 TSI. Sporty hatchback from "Volksw
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Subaru Impreza hatchback, but just decided to pop into the VW showroom to have one look at the
0- 0is it. Didn't really think this was within budget, but the salesguy explained the current offer which
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take in the old ride for a slightly better price then previous offers. So we took the plunge, and boy,
0 23 23
Went to check out the local VW forums and i read articles on 7-speed DSG gearbox failures. Doub
22:0 14:0
up and gotten VW to throw in a 5-year warranty on the DSGs or 100,000 miles. They are just basi
8:54 8:54
even got the keys, i was already feeling queasy about the whole thing - Me being paranoid android
deal. Suffice to say that for now, the car still runs great, the 1.4L saves on your insurance and road
The technology is simply amazing. It just needs to hold up :) Only peeve is that at low speeds, its g
converter (no idea what that means but i read it!) so it doesn't just cruise when you release the acce
give her the confidence and maybe soon i can get chauffeured around on weekends.
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4097/4820589491_da362f16b2_m.jpg" alt="" width="300" /><
time to just do a little show and tell! Its a Golf 1.4 TSI. Sporty hatchback from "Volkswagen" (also
Impreza hatchback, but just decided to pop into the VW showroom to have one look at the Polo. T
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Didn't really think this was within budget, but the salesguy explained the current offer which broug
0- 0in the old ride for a slightly better price then previous offers. So we took the plunge, and boy, God
56 07- 071
check out the local VW forums and i read articles on 7-speed DSG gearbox failures. Double-check
2 23 23
gotten VW to throw in a 5-year warranty on the DSGs or 100,000 miles. They are just basically on
22:3 14:3
the keys, i was already feeling queasy about the whole thing - Me being paranoid android and all.
3:58 3:58
Suffice to say that for now, the car still runs great, the 1.4L saves on your insurance and roadtax in
technology is simply amazing. It just needs to hold up :) Only peeve is that at low speeds, its got th
(no idea what that means but i read it!) so it doesn't just cruise when you release the accelerator. V
the confidence and maybe soon i can get chauffeured around on weekends.
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0- 0- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
56 07- 07- alt="" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top
1
3 23 23 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/">Golf 1.4 TSI</a> <br /> Originally up
22:0 14:0 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span> <br clear="all" /> <p>blah</p
8:54 8:54
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4097/4820589491_da362f16b2_m.jpg" alt="" width="300" /><
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time to just do a little show and tell! Its a Golf 1.4 TSI. Sporty hatchback from "Volkswagen" (also
0- 0Impreza hatchback, but just decided to pop into the VW showroom to have one look at the Polo. T
56 07- 071
Didn't really think this was within budget, but the salesguy explained the current offer which broug
4 23 23
in the old ride for a slightly better price then previous offers. So we took the plunge, and boy, God
22:2 14:2
check out the local VW forums and i read many articles on 7-speed DSG gearbox failures. Double
4:35 4:35
and gotten VW to throw in a 5-year warranty on the DSGs or 100,000 miles. So before we even go
being paranoid android and all. Didn't want to lose the deposit so we didn't back out on the deal.
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4820589491/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4097/4820589491_da362f16b2_m.jpg" alt="" width="300" /><
time to just do a little show and tell! Its a Golf 1.4 TSI. Sporty hatchback from "Volkswagen" (also
Impreza hatchback, but just decided to pop into the VW showroom to have one look at the Polo. T
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Didn't really think this was within budget, but the salesguy explained the current offer which broug
0- 0in the old ride for a slightly better price then previous offers. So we took the plunge, and boy, God
56 07- 071
check out the local VW forums and i read articles on 7-speed DSG gearbox failures. Double-check
5 23 23
gotten VW to throw in a 5-year warranty on the DSGs or 100,000 miles. They are just basically on
22:3 14:3
the keys, i was already feeling queasy about the whole thing - Me being paranoid android and all.
2:55 2:55
Suffice to say that for now, the car still runs great, the 1.4L saves on your insurance and roadtax in
technology is simply amazing. It just needs to hold up :) Only peeve is that at low speeds, its got th
(no idea what that means but i read it!) so it doesn't just cruise when you release the accelerator. V
the confidence and maybe soon i can get chauffeured around on weekends.
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V did her mammogram and one more shot at chemo already.She's also decided to start going for d
10- 06
apparently she sneezed quite a few times. Remember my last posts on sneezing.. Anyway, mum ga
07- 07-
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0- 056 07- 07- V did her mammogram and one more shot at chemo already.She's also decided to start going for d
1
7 23 23 apparently she sneezed quite a few times. Remember my last posts on sneezing.. Anyway, mum ga
23:2 15:2
8:03 8:03
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0- 056 07- 07- V did her mammogram and one more shot at chemo already.She's also decided to start going for d
1
8 23 23 apparently she sneezed quite a few times. Remember my last posts on sneezing.. Anyway, mum ga
23:2 15:2
9:11 9:11
201 201 V is in good health now. We're just waiting for the effects of the last chemo to wear off before we
0- 0- its nice to have their whole family together again. Je-in seems to know what he wants these days a
57 08- 08- basically have to keep distracting him with something else to get his mind off whatever it is he wa
1
0 07 07 to let V drive the new car. She's done two short trips already and its nerve-wrecking for me as muc
22:5 14:5 out of daily mass early in the morning before i leave for work. So God pls be with her when she dr
5:00 5:00 well, mergers and splits come and go. That's life.
201 201 V is in good health now. We're just waiting for the effects of the last chemo to wear off before we
0- 0- its nice to have their whole family together again. Je-in seems to know what he wants these days a
57 08- 08- basically have to keep distracting him with something else to get his mind off whatever it is he wa
1
1 07 07 to let V drive the new car. She's done two short trips already and its nerve-wrecking for me as muc
22:5 14:5 out of daily mass early in the morning before i leave for work. So God pls be with her when she dr
7:00 7:00 well, mergers and splits come and go. That's life.
201 201 V is in good health now. We're just waiting for the effects of the last chemo to wear off before we
0- 0- its nice to have their whole family together again. Je-in seems to know what he wants these days a
57 08- 08- basically have to keep distracting him with something else to get his mind off whatever it is he wa
1
2 07 07 to let V drive the new car. She's done two short trips already and its nerve-wrecking for me as muc
22:5 14:5 out of daily mass early in the morning before i leave for work. So God pls be with her when she dr
5:21 5:21 well, mergers and splits come and go. That's life.
<dl> <dd style="text-align: left;"><strong>"For behold, from this day all generations will call me
mighty one has done great things to me, and holy is his name.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-alig
generation to generation."</strong></dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-alig
201 201 Solemnity of The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> ------------------------0- 0- </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">For those of you who have been reading my blog, you might h
58 08- 08- doing His work via intercessory prayers. In major life events, we tend to naturally ask her to seek h
1
4 15 15 left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">Today after lunch, mum again said that the message is i
23:3 15:3 week in Church and at adoration rooms. Even Mary has appeared to say to "trust in Him". </dd> <
7:19 7:19 mum's nature is a worry-wot, and she doesn't trust easily. Especially when she also knows that V's
see from the previous post. So she probes further to ask "And what about all those things still there
left;">The answer is that "in layman terms, its just like scabs, of what's left". </dd> <dd style="tex
resolute in not wanting to go for surgery. Not because she's afraid of the knife, but because He has
</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">So today, on the feast of The Assumption of Mary our heavenl
treatment. We'll use the example of Mary's faithfulness to God's will to guide us through this. We
style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">The doctors may think we're crazy. B
safe. But this is beyond science. We have been given a test of faith. And we believe.</dd> <dd sty
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We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
0- 0with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
60 09- 091
external lumps started to grow and bleed. We sought my mum for a message and decided to go
1 23 22
mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
00:3 16:3
too young to undergo the particular procedure.
1:32 1:32
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
discussing the outcome of the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we
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just go away?" The doctor's sketch on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There
0- 0density seen at the 10 o'clock position. Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined o
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measure less than 10mm each in size and may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions" says th
6 15 15
but she was willing to try a "sub-optimal" plan of just taking out the main mass and trying to get as
22:1 14:1
time we were in this chair, V had the guidance to insist on not opting for surgery yet. A lifeline wa
8:07 8:07
we sat here thinking, "there is no way out". V again had the inspiration to ask, "are you certain the
know for sure when you cut it out and test it. I asked what would happen if we just left it as is and
said she had seen a case where the patient did the surgery but didn't do the chemo and it came back
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
discussing the outcome of the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we a
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just go away?" The doctor's sketch on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There
0- 0density seen at the 10 o'clock position. Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined o
57 08- 081
measure less than 10mm each in size and may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions" says th
8 15 15
but she was willing to try a "sub-optimal" plan of just taking out the main mass and trying to get as
22:4 14:4
time we were in this chair, V had the guidance to insist on not opting for surgery yet. A lifeline wa
0:12 0:12
we sat here thinking, "there is no way out". V again had the inspiration to ask, "are you certain the
know for sure when you cut it out and test it. I asked what would happen if we just left it as is and
said she had seen a case where the patient did the surgery but didn't do the chemo and it came back
201 201
0- 0- <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/" title="photo sharing"><img src="h
57 08- 08- alt="" style="border: solid 2px #000000;" /></a> <br /> <span style="font-size: 0.9em; margin-top
1
9 15 15 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/">V is healed</a> <br /> Originally upl
22:1 14:1 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span> <br clear="all" /> <p></p>
8:07 8:07
201 201 <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
0- 0- src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
58 08- 08- the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we are not worthy for a miracl
1
0 15 15 on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There is basically "a 31.2x11.5x26.4mm
22:2 14:2 Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined oval shapes are scattered throughout the
5:30 5:30 may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions".
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
discussing the outcome of the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we a
201 201
just go away?" The sketch on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There is basic
0- 0the 10 o'clock position. Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined oval shapes are s
58 08- 081
10mm each in size and may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions" says the report. The surg
1 15 15
to try a "sub-optimal" plan of just taking out the main mass and trying to get as much else as possi
22:3 14:3
chair, V had the guidance to insist on not opting for surgery yet. A lifeline was thrown and one mo
6:08 6:08
"there is no way out". V again had the inspiration to ask, "are you certain these are all cancer cells
cut it out and test it. I asked what would happen if we just left it as is and it turned out to be cancer
where the patient did the surgery but didn't do the chemo and it came back in 9 mnths. We said we
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
discussing the outcome of the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we
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just go away?" The doctor's sketch on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There
0- 0density seen at the 10 o'clock position. Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined o
58 08- 081
measure less than 10mm each in size and may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions" says th
2 15 15
but she was willing to try a "sub-optimal" plan of just taking out the main mass and trying to get as
22:4 14:4
time we were in this chair, V had the guidance to insist on not opting for surgery yet. A lifeline wa
0:26 0:26
we sat here thinking, "there is no way out". V again had the inspiration to ask, "are you certain the
know for sure when you cut it out and test it. I asked what would happen if we just left it as is and
said she had seen a case where the patient did the surgery but didn't do the chemo and it came back
<a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/4894072690/"><img class="
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4119/4894072690_2b54c5f229_m.jpg" alt="" width="180" hei
discussing the outcome of the latest mammograms and ultrasounds, my thoughts were "surely we a
201 201
just go away?" The doctor's sketch on the left shows the areas with questionable substances. There
0- 0density seen at the 10 o'clock position. Nine smaller hypoechoic nodules with fairly well defined o
58 08- 081
measure less than 10mm each in size and may represent complicated cysts or solid lesions" says th
3 15 15
but she was willing to try a "sub-optimal" plan of just taking out the main mass and trying to get as
22:4 14:4
time we were in this chair, V had the guidance to insist on not opting for surgery yet. A lifeline wa
0:34 0:34
we sat here thinking, "there is no way out". V again had the inspiration to ask, "are you certain the
know for sure when you cut it out and test it. I asked what would happen if we just left it as is and
said she had seen a case where the patient did the surgery but didn't do the chemo and it came back
<dl><dd style="text-align: left;">"For behold, from this day all generations will call me blessed;<
things to me, and holy is his name.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;">And his mercy is on those w
left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;"><em>From Today's Gospel of the Solemnity of The Ass
---------------------------------------------------------------- </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">For those
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my mum is able to receive divine messages and is doing His work via intercessory prayers. In maj
0- 0show us the way. </dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">Today aft
58 08- 081
has gotten this message several times this week in Church and at adoration rooms. Even Mary has
5 15 15
</dd><dd style="text-align: left;">My mum's nature is a worry-wot, and she doesn't trust easily. E
23:3 15:3
masses all over the breast as you can see from the previous post. So she probes further to ask "And
4:46 4:46
left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">The answer is that "in layman terms, its just like scabs, o
new revelations, V has been pretty resolute in not wanting to go for surgery. Not because she's afra
necessary.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">So today, on the f
decision that V will not be going for further treatment. We'll use the example of Mary's faithfulnes
word to us that V is healed.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">
cut out the unknown masses - to be safe. But this is beyond science. We have been given a test of f
<dl> <dd style="text-align: left;"><strong>"For behold, from this day all generations will call me
mighty one has done great things to me, and holy is his name.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-alig
generation to generation."</strong></dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-alig
Solemnity of The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> ------------------</dd>
my blog, you might have known that my mum is able to receive divine messages and is doing His
201 201 ask her to seek help from God and to show us the way. </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd>
0- 0- the message is indeed "V is healed". She has gotten this message several times this week in Churc
58 08- 08- Him". </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">My mum's nature is
1
6 15 15 knows that V's scans have showed up the little masses all over the breast as you can see from the p
23:5 15:5 things still there?"</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">The ans
0:46 0:46 <dd style="text-align: left;">Even without these new revelations, V has been pretty resolute in not
because He has said that it won't be necessary.</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style
our heavenly mother, we validate the decision that V will not be going for further treatment. We'll
through this. We give complete trust to His word to us that V is healed.</dd> <dd style="text-align
we're crazy. Because the textbook answer is to cut out the unknown masses - to be safe. But this is
believe.</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> </dl>
<dl><dd style="text-align: left;">"For behold, from this day all generations will call me blessed;<
things to me, and holy is his name.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;">And his mercy is on those w
left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;"><em>From Today's Gospel of the Solemnity of The Ass
---------------------------------------------------------------- </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">For those
my mum is able to receive divine messages and is doing His work via intercessory prayers. In maj
201 201 show us the way. </dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">Today aft
0- 0- has gotten this message several times this week in Church and at adoration rooms. Even Mary has
58 08- 08- </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">My mum's nature is a worry-wot, and she doesn't trust easily. E
1
7 15 15 masses all over the breast as you can see from the previous post. So she probes further to ask "And
23:3 15:3 left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">The answer is that "in layman terms, its just like scabs, o
7:19 7:19 new revelations, V has been pretty resolute in not wanting to go for surgery. Not because she's afra
necessary.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">So today, on the f
decision that V will not be going for further treatment. We'll use the example of Mary's faithfulnes
word to us that V is healed.</dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;">
cut out the unknown masses - to be safe. But this is beyond science. We have been given a test of f
style="text-align: left;"> </dd></dl>
<dl> <dd style="text-align: center;">"For behold, from this day all generations will call me blesse
great things to me, and holy is his name.</dd> <dd style="text-align: center;">And his mercy is on
style="text-align: left;"> </dd><dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"><e
201 201 Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> </dd><dd>-------------------------------------------------------0- 0- of you who have been reading my blog, you might have known that my mum is able to receive div
58 08- 08- life events, we tend to naturally ask her to seek help from God and to show us the way. </dd> <dd
1
8 15 15 after lunch, mum again said that the message is indeed "V is healed". She has gotten this message
23:4 15:4 has appeared to say to "trust in Him". </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-a
0:25 0:25 easily. Especially when she also knows that V's scans have showed up the little masses all over the
ask "And what about all those things still there?"</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd st
scabs, of what's left". </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">Even without these new revelations, V h
she's afraid of the knife, but because He has said that it won't be necessary.</dd> <dd style="text-a
of The Assumption of Mary our heavenly mother, we validate the decision that V will not be going
God's will to guide us through this. We give complete trust to His word to us that V is healed.</dd
doctors may think we're crazy. Because the textbook answer is to cut out the unknown masses - to
And we believe.</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> </d
<dl> <dd style="text-align: left;"><strong>"For behold, from this day all generations will call me
mighty one has done great things to me, and holy is his name.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-alig
generation to generation."</strong></dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-alig
Solemnity of The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> </dd> <dd style="te
might have known that my mum is able to receive divine messages and is doing His work via inter
201 201 seek help from God and to show us the way. </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style=
0- 0- is indeed "V is healed". She has gotten this message several times this week in Church and at ador
59 08- 08- <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">My mum's nature is a worry-wot
1
1 15 15 scans have showed up the little masses all over the breast as you can see from the previous post. S
23:4 15:4 there?"</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">The answer is that
8:42 8:42 style="text-align: left;">Even without these new revelations, V has been pretty resolute in not wan
because He has said that it won't be necessary.</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style
our heavenly mother, we validate the decision that V will not be going for further treatment. We'll
through this. We give complete trust to His word to us that V is healed.</dd> <dd style="text-align
we're crazy. Because the textbook answer is to cut out the unknown masses - to be safe. But this is
believe.</dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> </dl>
<dl> <dd style="text-align: left;"><strong>"For behold, from this day all generations will call me
mighty one has done great things to me, and holy is his name.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-alig
generation to generation."</strong></dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-alig
Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> </dd> <dd>-------------------------------align: left;">For those of you who have been reading my blog, you might have known that my mu
201 201 intercessory prayers. In major life events, we tend to naturally ask her to seek help from God and t
0- 0- style="text-align: left;">Today after lunch, mum again said that the message is indeed "V is healed
58 08- 08- at adoration rooms. Even Mary has appeared to say to "trust in Him". </dd> <dd style="text-align:
1
9 15 15 worry-wot, and she doesn't trust easily. Especially when she also knows that V's scans have showe
23:4 15:4 previous post. So she probes further to ask "And what about all those things still there?"</dd> <dd
3:56 3:56 answer is that "in layman terms, its just like scabs, of what's left". </dd> <dd style="text-align: lef
not wanting to go for surgery. Not because she's afraid of the knife, but because He has said that it
style="text-align: left;">So today, on the feast of The Assumption of Mary our heavenly mother, w
We'll use the example of Mary's faithfulness to God's will to guide us through this. We give compl
left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">The doctors may think we're crazy. Because the textboo
beyond science. We have been given a test of faith. And we believe.</dd> <dd style="text-align: l
<dl> <dd style="text-align: left;"><strong>For behold, from this day all generations will call me b
mighty one has done great things to me, and holy is his name.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-alig
201 201 generation to generation.</strong></dd> <dd style="text-align: left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align
0- 0- Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary.</em></dd> <dd> </dd> <dd>-------------------------------59 08- 08- align: left;">For those of you who have been reading my blog, you might have known that my mu
1
0 15 15 intercessory prayers. In major life events, we tend to naturally ask her to seek help from God and t
23:4 15:4 style="text-align: left;">Today after lunch, mum again said that the message is indeed "V is healed
7:16 7:16 at adoration rooms. Even Mary has appeared to say to "trust in Him". </dd> <dd style="text-align:
worry-wot, and she doesn't trust easily. Especially when she also knows that V's scans have showe
previous post. So she probes further to ask "And what about all those things still there?"</dd> <dd
answer is that "in layman terms, its just like scabs, of what's left". </dd> <dd style="text-align: lef
not wanting to go for surgery. Not because she's afraid of the knife, but because He has said that it
style="text-align: left;">So today, on the feast of The Assumption of Mary our heavenly mother, w
We'll use the example of Mary's faithfulness to God's will to guide us through this. We give compl
left;"> </dd> <dd style="text-align: left;">The doctors may think we're crazy. Because the textboo
beyond science. We have been given a test of faith. And we believe.</dd> <dd style="text-align: l
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Business As Usual is what we call it at work. I guess life is fairly back to normal for now. Even V
0- 0getaway with the whole family, so hopefully we get to relax a little and enjoy the company. This ti
59 08- 081
island. Apparently, Nami is the location set for the very successful Winter Sonata drama and is no
3 30 30
sure the scenery will be enchanting. On a sadder note, a good friend M, is having some problems i
23:2 15:2
prayers.
9:28 9:28
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157625011852096/"><img class="alignleft
src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4088/5014616817_c68e177001_s.jpg" alt="" width="150" /></
for all the help and support they have given over the months babysitting Je-in and helping her cope
over cancer but it wasn't really the way we wanted it to be. Days before we got on the plane, the ex
answer and was told to go visit a doctor at NUH. She was referred to a head of dept. and she m
201 201 papers a while back. The head referred her to the specialist that was featured but he said she was to
0- 0- another specialist. The last doctor took a look and recommended possibly more chemo but it wasn
60 09- 09- from the trip. So we made the trip with a heavy heart and bleeding breast. It was a fairly tough trip
1
0 23 22 being able to sit in his pram, so the 5 adults had to take turns to carry him screaming around the wh
01:2 17:2 chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc on lower back and breast cancer patients. Not exactly Amazing
2:14 2:14 island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to Gapyeong to visit Nami island (where they shot the famous W
Seoul. <a title="Korea 2010" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/721576250118520
from the constant grumbling in my brain. It was a really fun trip! Galilee pension (they call them "
be by the sea and we wouldn't mind making a future trip there just to chill and eat all sorts of shell
NUH. So we're trying to book an appointment to see someone from there. They journey seems to h
questioning her faith, but we all kinda know we just need to hang on because that's all we've got. D
201 201 <h5>The Festival of Shelters</h5> <sup id="en-NLT-5331">13</sup> “You must observe the
0- 0- href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy%2016&version=NLT#f
59 09- 09- season, after the grain has been threshed and the grapes have been pressed. <sup id="en-NLT-533
1
7 06 06 sons and daughters, your male and female servants, and the Levites, foreigners, orphans, and wido
21:4 13:4 days you must celebrate this festival to honor the Lord your God at the place he chooses, for it is h
2:58 2:58 your work. This festival will be a time of great joy for all.
201 201 <h5>The Festival of Shelters</h5> <sup id="en-NLT-5331">13</sup> “You must observe the
0- 0- href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy%2016&version=NLT#f
59 09- 09- season, after the grain has been threshed and the grapes have been pressed. <sup id="en-NLT-533
1
8 06 06 sons and daughters, your male and female servants, and the Levites, foreigners, orphans, and wido
21:4 13:4 days you must celebrate this festival to honor the Lord your God at the place he chooses, for it is h
2:52 2:52 your work. This festival will be a time of great joy for all.
201 201 <h5>The Festival of Shelters</h5> <sup id="en-NLT-5331">13</sup> “You must observe the
0- 0- href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy%2016&version=NLT#f
59 09- 09- season, after the grain has been threshed and the grapes have been pressed. <sup id="en-NLT-533
1
9 06 06 sons and daughters, your male and female servants, and the Levites, foreigners, orphans, and wido
21:4 13:4 days you must celebrate this festival to honor the Lord your God at the place he chooses, for it is h
4:03 4:03 your work. This festival will be a time of great joy for all.
We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
external lumps started to expand and bleed. We sought my mum for a message and decided to g
201 201 mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
0- 0- too young to undergo the particular procedure and passed her on to another specialist. The last doc
60 09- 09- proper consultation so we have to see her when she gets back after the trip. So we made the trip wi
1
2 23 22 phase of being cranky and not even being able to sit in his pram, so the 5 adults had to take turns to
00:4 16:4 we've got a heart attack survivor, chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc on lower back and breast can
2:03 2:03 managed to rent a car to explore the island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to Gapyeong to visit Nami
ended with shopping in Seoul. You can see the pics here. So anyway, apart from the constant grum
them pensions instead of chalets) was really a nice place to be by the sea and we wouldn't mind ma
seafood.
We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
external lumps started to expand and bleed. We sought my mum for an answer and was told t
mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
201 201 too young to undergo the particular procedure and passed her on to another specialist. The last doc
0- 0- proper consultation, so we should see her formally once we get back from the trip. So we made the
60 09- 09- physically. Je-in began a new phase of being cranky and not even being able to sit in his pram, so
1
3 23 22 of Korea. Between us five, we've got a heart attack survivor, chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc o
00:4 16:4 contestants material. We managed to rent a car to explore the island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to
8:13 8:13 Sonata cover pose) and caught a train back for some shopping in Seoul. You can see the pics here.
really fun trip! Galilee pension (they call them pensions instead of chalets) was really a nice place
chill and eat all sorts of shells and seafood. We're back now and again the message was to go to N
They journey seems to have only begun again. V is quite drained from the whole ordeal and is que
because that's all we've got. Do continue to pray for us.
We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
external lumps started to expand and bleed. We sought my mum for an answer and was told t
mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
201 201 too young to undergo the particular procedure and passed her on to another specialist. The last doc
0- 0- proper consultation, so we should see her formally once we get back from the trip. So we made the
60 09- 09- physically. Je-in began a new phase of being cranky and not even being able to sit in his pram, so
1
4 23 22 of Korea. Between us five, we've got a heart attack survivor, chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc o
00:4 16:4 contestants material. We managed to rent a car to explore the island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to
9:39 9:39 Sonata cover pose) and caught a train back for some shopping in Seoul. You can see the pics here.
really fun trip! Galilee pension (they call them pensions instead of chalets) was really a nice place
chill and eat all sorts of shells and seafood. We're back now and again the message was to go to NU
They journey seems to have only begun again. V is quite drained from the whole ordeal and is que
because that's all we've got. Do continue to pray for us.
201 201 We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
0- 0- with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
60 09- 09- external lumps started to expand and bleed. We sought my mum for an answer and was told t
1
5 23 22 mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
00:5 16:5 too young to undergo the particular procedure and passed her on to another specialist. The last doc
3:19 3:19 proper consultation, so we should see her formally once we get back from the trip. So we made the
physically. Je-in began a new phase of being cranky and not even being able to sit in his pram, so
of Korea. Between us five, we've got a heart attack survivor, chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc o
contestants material. We managed to rent a car to explore the island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to
Sonata cover pose) and caught a train back for some shopping in Seoul. You can see the pics here.
really fun trip! Galilee pension (they call them "pensions" instead of chalets or B&Bs) was re
trip there just to chill and eat all sorts of shells and seafood. We're back now and again the messag
someone from there. They journey seems to have only begun again. V is quite drained from the wh
need to hang on because that's all we've got. Do continue to pray for us.
We made a trip back to Korea again. V wanted to thank my parents for all the help and support the
with the chemo schedules etc. The idea was to celebrate V's victory over cancer but it wasn't really
external lumps started to expand and bleed. We sought my mum for an answer and was told t
mentioned reading about some new technology that was featured in the papers a while back. The h
too young to undergo the particular procedure and passed her on to another specialist. The last doc
201 201
proper consultation, so we should see her formally once we get back from the trip. So we made the
0- 0physically. Je-in began a new phase of being cranky and not even being able to sit in his pram, so
60 09- 091
of Korea. Between us five, we've got a heart attack survivor, chronic diabetes, disintegrated disc o
6 23 22
contestants material. We managed to rent a car to explore the island of Ganghwa-do, took a bus to
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Sonata cover pose) and caught a train back for some shopping in Seoul. <a title="Korea 2010" hre
2:14 2:14
target="_blank">You can see the pics here</a>. So anyway, apart from the constant grumbling in
"pensions" instead of chalets or B&Bs) was really a nice place to be by the sea and we would
and seafood. We're back now and again the message was to go to NUH. So we're trying to book an
only begun again. V is quite drained from the whole ordeal and is questioning her faith, but we all
continue to pray for us.
Well, the fateful day arrived again and we braced ourselves as we went into the NUH cancer centr
hospital vs a private clinic. Actually it wasn't bad, they had leather chairs in the waiting room so it
handed around from this room to that and its very much part of a textbook process. Of course, the
not comparing apple to apple. Also, seeing many other patients doing chemo is not an uplifting sig
201 201
doing a biopsy and a 5-hour session of chemo. The doc actually said it was 2 hours, but the nurse l
0- 0procedure which also took a fair amount of time. When we first met the doc, V showed her some p
61 10- 101
particular piece was missing, the doc told her to do a biopsy there and then. The strange thing abou
0 02 02
but the biopsy doc said she shouldn't and should just dig up the old records. So in the end, it was d
21:4 13:4
another surgery but the oncologist managed to get V to just jump in and take 15 min of her time.Â
9:35 9:35
The chemo itself was as expected except for the longer first session. Gladly, the after-effects of the
walk steadily on her own and we even had a meal at the foodcourt before heading home. The next
but thankfully there were no other side effects. Again, the gameplan is to do chemo til the swelling
this is going to take but doc reckons a month or two. So our lives go on hold again...
<h5>Today's mass readings resonated:</h5> <sup id="en-NIV-12906">1</sup> After this, Job op
12907">2</sup> He said: <sup id="en-NIV-12908">3</sup> "May the day of my birth perish, an
201 201 12909">4</sup> That day—may it turn to darkness; may God above not care about it; may no lig
0- 0- deep shadow <sup title=""See">[<a title="See footnote a" href="http://www.biblegateway.c
60 09- 09- 12910a">a</a>]</sup> claim it once more; may a cloud settle over it; may blackness overwhelm i
1
8 28 28 darkness seize it; may it not be included among the days of the year nor be entered in any of the m
23:1 15:1 may no shout of joy be heard in it. <sup id="en-NIV-12913">8</sup> May those who curse days
0:09 0:09 href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Job+3&version=NIV#fen-NIV-12913b
Leviathan. <sup id="en-NIV-12914">9</sup> May its morning stars become dark; may it wait for
12915">10</sup> for it did not shut the doors of the womb on me to hide trouble from my eyes. <
die as I came from the womb? <sup id="en-NIV-12917">12</sup> Why were there knees to recei
12918">13</sup> For now I would be lying down in peace; I would be asleep and at rest <sup id=
who built for themselves places now lying in ruins, <sup id="en-NIV-12920">15</sup> with ruler
12921">16</sup> Or why was I not hidden in the ground like a stillborn child, like an infant who
the wicked cease from turmoil, and there the weary are at rest. <sup id="en-NIV-12923">18</sup
shout. <sup id="en-NIV-12924">19</sup> The small and the great are there, and the slave is freed
given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul, <sup id="en-NIV-12926">21</sup> to those
hidden treasure, <sup id="en-NIV-12927">22</sup> who are filled with gladness and rejoice whe
life given to a man whose way is hidden, whom God has hedged in? <sup id="en-NIV-12929">24
like water. <sup id="en-NIV-12930">25</sup> What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded
peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil." ----------------------------------------------------He has led us to and starts a whole treatment of chemo again this Thursday. There are many emoti
sanity is to trust and go through with this. Lord have mercy.
<h5>Today's mass readings resonated:</h5> <sup id="en-NIV-12906">1</sup> After this, Job op
12907">2</sup> He said: <sup id="en-NIV-12908">3</sup> "May the day of my birth perish, an
12909">4</sup> That day—may it turn to darkness; may God above not care about it; may no lig
deep shadow <sup title=""See">[<a title="See footnote a" href="http://www.biblegateway.c
12910a">a</a>]</sup> claim it once more; may a cloud settle over it; may blackness overwhelm i
darkness seize it; may it not be included among the days of the year nor be entered in any of the m
may no shout of joy be heard in it. <sup id="en-NIV-12913">8</sup> May those who curse days
href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Job+3&version=NIV#fen-NIV-12913b
Leviathan. <sup id="en-NIV-12914">9</sup> May its morning stars become dark; may it wait for
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12915">10</sup> for it did not shut the doors of the womb on me to hide trouble from my eyes. <
0- 0die as I came from the womb? <sup id="en-NIV-12917">12</sup> Why were there knees to recei
60 09- 091
12918">13</sup> For now I would be lying down in peace; I would be asleep and at rest <sup id=
9 28 28
who built for themselves places now lying in ruins, <sup id="en-NIV-12920">15</sup> with ruler
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12921">16</sup> Or why was I not hidden in the ground like a stillborn child, like an infant who
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the wicked cease from turmoil, and there the weary are at rest. <sup id="en-NIV-12923">18</sup
shout. <sup id="en-NIV-12924">19</sup> The small and the great are there, and the slave is freed
given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul, <sup id="en-NIV-12926">21</sup> to those
hidden treasure, <sup id="en-NIV-12927">22</sup> who are filled with gladness and rejoice whe
life given to a man whose way is hidden, whom God has hedged in? <sup id="en-NIV-12929">24
like water. <sup id="en-NIV-12930">25</sup> What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded
peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil." ----------------------------------------------------He has led us to and starts a whole treatment of chemo again this Thursday. There are many emoti
sanity is to trust and go through with this. Lord have mercy.
Well, the fateful day arrived again and we braced ourselves as we went into the NUH cancer centr
hospital vs a private clinic. Actually it wasn't bad, they had leather chairs in the waiting room so it
201 201
handed around from this room to that and its very much part of a textbook process. Also, seeing m
0- 011am for the first consult but only left at 730pm after doing a biopsy and a 5-hour session of chem
61 10- 101
to say that's only for the meds, there was the flushing procedure which also took a fair amount of t
1 02 02
documentation which she had requested. But because a particular piece was missing, the doc told h
21:3 13:3
was that V actually wanted to do it in the previous consult but the biopsy doc said she shouldn't an
8:07 8:07
hoc and immediate. The biopsy doc was rushing off to another surgery but the oncologist managed
that the biopsy results will show some new light on things.
Well, the fateful day arrived again and we braced ourselves as we went into the NUH cancer centr
hospital vs a private clinic. Actually it wasn't bad, they had leather chairs in the waiting room so it
handed around from this room to that and its very much part of a textbook process. Of course, the
not comparing apple to apple. Also, seeing many other patients doing chemo is not an uplifting sig
201 201
doing a biopsy and a 5-hour session of chemo. The doc actually said it was 2 hours, but the nurse l
0- 0procedure which also took a fair amount of time. When we first met the doc, V showed her some p
61 10- 101
particular piece was missing, the doc told her to do a biopsy there and then. The strange thing abou
2 02 02
but the biopsy doc said she shouldn't and should just dig up the old records. So in the end, it was d
21:4 13:4
another surgery but the oncologist managed to get V to just jump in and take 15 min of her time.Â
9:17 9:17
The chemo itself was as expected except for the longer first session. Gladly, the after-effects of the
walk steadily on her own and we even had a meal at the foodcourt before heading home. The next
but thankfully there were no other side effects. Again, the gameplan is to do chemo til the swelling
long this is going to take but doc reckons a month or two. So our lives go on hold again...
Well, the fateful day arrived again and we braced ourselves as we went into the NUH cancer centr
hospital vs a private clinic. Actually it wasn't bad, they had leather chairs in the waiting room so it
handed around from this room to that and its very much part of a textbook process. Of course, the
not comparing apple to apple. Also, seeing many other patients doing chemo is not an uplifting sig
201 201
doing a biopsy and a 5-hour session of chemo. The doc actually said it was 2 hours, but the nurse l
0- 0procedure which also took a fair amount of time. When we first met the doc, V showed her some p
61 10- 101
particular piece was missing, the doc told her to do a biopsy there and then. The strange thing abou
3 02 02
but the biopsy doc said she shouldn't and should just dig up the old records. So in the end, it was d
21:5 13:5
another surgery but the oncologist managed to get V to just jump in and take 15 min of her time.Â
0:38 0:38
The chemo itself was as expected except for the longer first session. Gladly, the after-effects of the
walk steadily on her own and we even had a meal at the foodcourt before heading home. The next
but thankfully there were no other side effects. Again, the gameplan is to do chemo til the swelling
this is going to take but doc reckons a month or two. So our lives go on hold again...
201 201
0- 062 10- 10- Thankfully nothing eventful has been happening. I guess the only thing to complain about is it take
1
4 16 16 blood test, one more appointment to see the doc a couple of hours later, and then the actual chemo
21:5 13:5
7:19 7:19
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0- 061 10- 10- This week's chemo seem to have taken the whole day again because the wrong time was given. V
1
5 08 07 have gone up. She's also taking panadols every day now to sleep.
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0- 061 10- 10- This week's chemo seem to have taken the whole day again because the wrong time was given. V
1
6 08 07 have gone up. She's also taking panadols every day now to sle.
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0- 061 10- 10- <span style="font-size: xx-small;">Peace is flowing like a river. Flowing out through you and me1
8 08 08 all the captives free. </span>
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0- 061 10- 10- <span style="font-size: small;">Peace is flowing like a river. Flowing out through you and me--. S
1
9 08 08 the captives free. </span>
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0- 062 10- 10- <span style="font-size: xx-small;">Peace is flowing like a river. Flowing out through you and me1
0 08 08 all the captives free. </span>
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5:47 5:47
So that i'll never forget, these things actually happened to me by divine intervention! Of course the
to, so here's the stuff i vow never to forget (and i'm writing these cos i really do forget stuff!!): - C
We're not doing anything great or anything but i think our eyes are truly opened. Hopefully in the
Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully employed and it is generally an uphill
dissapearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the same time getting a new job via a S
reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale only a week, somebody already made a
201 201 offered. We got it. Also via newspaper ad btw. - Sale of Serangoon North flat. Trying to sell for 6
0- 0- agent, he takes over the sale. We do the NZ trip wondering how the hell we gonna pay for all this s
62 10- 10- all the bills. - New Zealand. The timing, the weather, the flying, the places we stayed. Everything w
1
1 08 08 driving for 7 days straight. It only fell apart 2 days after i got back. - Bike. Sold it via online classi
23:0 15:0 middle of nowhere of Jeju. - Healing by the Holy Spirit. 19 April 2008. - Baptism by the Holy Spi
0:33 0:33 Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said "Trust in the Lord" and "Don't be so stubborn and God
was not in stock in SG� and was ordered from the US and flown in, arriving on the second day a
ceremony done quickly. - Mum's angiogram in 2008 showing up 20% blockage on one artery whe
Sep. 2010. We traveled there right after the typhoon Kompas blew across Seoul. Weather was perf
we got back to SG, we learnt that Seoul had flooded. I also write this in testimony to God's divine
these are some god-syndrome or whatever else psycho text definition you call attributing the good
probability of all these events coming together must be so astronomically small a number it has to
200 200 So that i'll never forget, these things actually happened to me by divine intervention! Of course the
8- 8- to, so here's the stuff i vow never to forget (and i'm writing these cos i really do forget stuff!!): - C
62 08- 08- We're not doing anything great or anything but i think our eyes are truly opened. Hopefully in the
1
2 02 02 Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully employed and it is generally an uphill
22:0 14:0 dissapearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the same time getting a new job via a S
2:50 2:50 reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale only a week, somebody already made a
offered. We got it. Also via newspaper ad btw. - Sale of Serangoon North flat. Trying to sell for 6
agent, he takes over the sale. We do the NZ trip wondering how the hell we gonna pay for all this s
all the bills. - New Zealand. The timing, the weather, the flying, the places we stayed. Everything w
driving for 7 days straight. It only fell apart 2 days after i got back. - Bike. Sold it via online classi
middle of nowhere of Jeju. - Healing by the Holy Spirit. 19 April 2008. - Baptism by the Holy Spi
Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said "Trust in the Lord" and "Don't be so stubborn and God
was not in stock in SG and was ordered from the US and flown in, arriving on the second day afte
done quickly. - Mum's angiogram in 2008 showing up 20% blockage on one artery when it used to
testimony to God's divine power without whom we are nought. Detractors will always say all these
call attributing the good in your life to a divine power but seriously, if you do the math, the probab
small a number it has to be either luck or divine intervention. And i don't believe in luck.
So that i'll never forget, these things actually happened to me by divine intervention! Of course the
to, so here's the stuff i vow never to forget (and i'm writing these cos i really do forget stuff!!): - C
We're not doing anything great or anything but i think our eyes are truly opened. Hopefully in the
Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully employed and it is generally an uphill
dissapearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the same time getting a new job via a S
reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale only a week, somebody already made a
201 201 offered. We got it. Also via newspaper ad btw. - Sale of Serangoon North flat. Trying to sell for 6
0- 0- agent, he takes over the sale. We do the NZ trip wondering how the hell we gonna pay for all this s
62 10- 10- all the bills. - New Zealand. The timing, the weather, the flying, the places we stayed. Everything w
1
3 08 08 driving for 7 days straight. It only fell apart 2 days after i got back. - Bike. Sold it via online classi
23:0 15:0 middle of nowhere of Jeju. - Healing by the Holy Spirit. 19 April 2008. - Baptism by the Holy Spi
4:08 4:08 Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said "Trust in the Lord" and "Don't be so stubborn and God
was not in stock in SG� and was ordered from the US and flown in, arriving on the second day a
ceremony done quickly. - Mum's angiogram in 2008 showing up 20% blockage on one artery whe
Sep. 2010. We traveled there right after the typhoon Kompas blew across Seoul. Weather was perf
we got back to SG, we learnt that Seoul had flooded. I also write this in testimony to God's divine
these are some god-syndrome or whatever else psycho text definition you call attributing the good
probability of all these events coming together must be so astronomically small a number it has to
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1
5 16 16 blood test, one more appointment to see the doc a couple of hours later, and then the actual chemo
21:5 13:5
6:47 6:47
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0- 0- we were kinda bored and went into a mini house-enhancement mode. Finally put in glass windows
62 11- 11- compound, the insecticides come right into our kitchen because the original design of the place ha
1
9 07 07 were also quite sick of our cherry wood dining set with red cushions and decided to get something
21:4 13:4 was actually a freebie from my Aunt's developer when she got her place, so there's no sentiment at
2:14 2:14 but o well... I guess we're human.
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Another Wednesday came and went. V spent the whole day there again. She finished reading a bo
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she has to at least do 3 more cycles of the 3 week chemos, so i guess the rest of the year's calendar
7 10- 10turns out well.
21 21
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0- 062 10- 10- Another Wednesday came and went. V spent the whole day there again. She finished reading a bo
1
8 21 21 she has to at least do 3 more cycles of the 3 week chemos, so i guess the rest of the year's calendar
21:5 13:5
9:45 9:45
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0- 0- we were kinda bored and went into a mini house-enhancement mode. Finally put in glass windows
63 11- 11- compound, the insecticides come right into our kitchen because the original design of the place ha
1
0 07 07 were also quite sick of our cherry wood dining set with red cushions and decided to get something
21:4 13:4 was actually a freebie from my Aunt's developer when she got her place, so there's no sentiment at
1:52 1:52 but o well... I guess we're human.
201 201 Life is just passing by us. We're kinda in zombie mode just waiting for the weeks to disappear. Ev
0- 0- we were kinda bored and went into a mini house-enhancement mode. Finally put in glass windows
63 11- 11- compound, the insecticides come right into our kitchen because the original design of the place ha
1
1 07 07 were also quite sick of our cherry wood dining set with red cushions and decided to get something
21:4 13:4 was actually a freebie from my Aunt's developer when she got her place, so there's no sentiment at
3:18 3:18 but o well... I guess we're human.
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Been crazy busy at work hence the lack of updates. Just launched a couple of web revamps and its
0- 0finished her 9th session and she told the doc that its not working out. The tumour seems bigger, an
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the chemo medcines. So starting next week, its going to be fortnightly cycles. Not sure for how lon
3 05 04
she does get upset every once in awhile. Hopefully the christmas season can cheer her up. Six mor
00:0 16:0
more time together as a family.
7:43 7:43
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Been crazy busy at work hence the lack of updates. Just launched a couple of web revamps and its
0- 0finished her 9th session and she told the doc that its not working out. The tumour seems bigger, an
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the chemo medcines. So starting next week, its going to be fortnightly cycles. Not sure for how lon
4 05 04
she does get upset every once in awhile. Hopefully the christmas season can cheer her up. Six mor
00:0 16:0
more time together as a family.
7:40 7:40
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Been crazy busy at work hence the lack of updates. Just launched a couple of web revamps and its
0- 0finished her 9th session and she told the doc that its not working out. The tumour seems bigger, an
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the chemo medcines. So starting next week, its going to be fortnightly cycles. Not sure for how lon
5 05 04
she does get upset every once in awhile. Hopefully the christmas season can cheer her up. Six mor
00:0 16:0
more time together as a family.
8:46 8:46
My usual year-end leave has begun and I accompanied V for the weekly chemo. And for the first t
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could technically go for surgery now, but she still wanted to give this new chemo a shot. And she e
0- 0in the lump and whatever treatment that worked for the lump would work on any other area, if any
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more like a its all gloom and doom but i just wanted to see that you're all coping etc in contrast, th
0 20 19
gave more assurance and came off more confident and positive. I guess that sums up the experienc
00:3 16:3
because the bills come weeks later, and i realise the difference between the two is actually not that
9:42 9:42
guess God only knows...
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0- 0- Today V went for the new round of chemo. It turns out the doc is now switching her to a oral-base
63 12- 12- infusion once a fortnight. Every third week is a week of rest. I guess its a good thing she doesn't ha
1
7 08 08 and there is a bruise after they take it out. The nurses there also seem to suck at needle technique, b
23:4 15:4 arms and some of it itches. It never happened at the Paragon doc. Round 3... Fight!
7:09 7:09
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0- 0- Today V went for the new round of chemo. It turns out the doc is now switching her to a oral-base
63 12- 12- infusion once a fortnight. Every third week is a week of rest. I guess its a good thing she doesn't ha
1
8 08 08 and there is a bruise after they take it out. The nurses there also seem to suck at needle technique, b
23:4 15:4 arms and some of it itches. It never happened at the Paragon doc. Round 3... Fight!
7:06 7:06
1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
201 201 Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
0- 0- Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
63 03- 03- href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 1
9 07 07 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
10:2 02:2 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
3:15 3:15 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010
My usual year-end leave has begun and I accompanied V for the weekly chemo. And for the first t
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could technically go for surgery now, but she still wanted to give this new chemo a shot. And she e
0- 0in the lump and whatever treatment that worked for the lump would work on any other area, if any
64 12- 121
more like a its all gloom and doom but i just wanted to see that you're all coping etc in contrast, th
1 20 19
gave more assurance and came off more confident and positive. I guess that sums up the experienc
00:3 16:3
because the bills come weeks later, and i realise the difference between both is actually not that gr
9:00 9:00
God only knows...
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0- 0The past few weeks have been disconcerting to both V and myself. V was in doubt over all the eve
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wrong path in our decisions. So she did a 3-day prayer retreat of sorts on her own. I took care of th
6 30 29
mass. She has also been fasting for this. I truly respect her strength in prayer. The 3 days are over a
02:0 18:0
2:17 2:17
1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
201 201 Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
0- 0- Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
64 12- 12- href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 1
4 08 08 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
23:5 15:5 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
1:48 1:48 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov
201 201 1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
64 0- 0- Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
1
5 12- 12- Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
20 19 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> -
00:4 16:4 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
2:27 2:27 href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov 21. Northern PCN - 14 De
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0- 0The past few weeks have been disconcerting to both V and myself. V was in doubt over all the eve
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wrong path in our decisions. So she did a 3-day prayer retreat of sorts on her own. I took care of th
7 30 29
has also been fasting for this. I truly respect her strength in prayer. The 3 days are over and she has
02:0 18:0
1:30 1:30
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1- 1By this time tomorrow evening, the surgery would have been completed. Truly we pray that this w
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the body and blood, soul and divinity of our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those
8 12 12
have mercy on us and on the whole world.</em>"
23:1 15:1
6:32 6:32
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="Swissbike x50" src="http://sp
snc4/hs1385.snc4/163710_10150154102392715_720042714_8364060_6848038_n.jpg" alt="" wid
some time to do some cycling again to try to do some good to my back, and as usual was bitten by
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forums. After a few rides on my humble Scott P4 , I decided the larger 700c wheels make me more
1- 1Strida and Scott within a day of posting them online, and got myself a <a title="Swissbike" href="
64 01- 011
bikes.html" target="_blank">full-size MTB</a> that also folds in half! Been eye-ing this foldie fo
9 02 02
boot of the car rather than by mounting a rack on the rear. God must have blessed this buy, becaus
19:4 11:4
on a forum which he found too large, so we drove down to lakeside MRT to check it out and it wa
5:53 5:53
especially harder if you're just eye-ing one particular model. Anyway, the next few days were spen
comfortable ride level. Turns out there is now a bike shop just 5 min down the road from home. So
the feel of it. Goodbye <a href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?p=439" target="_self">Scotty</a>.
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1- 165 01- 011
0 02 02
21:4 13:4
7:36 7:36
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="Swissbike x50" src="http://sp
snc4/hs1385.snc4/163710_10150154102392715_720042714_8364060_6848038_n.jpg" alt="" wid
some time to do some cycling again to try to do some good to my back, and as usual was bitten by
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forums. After a few rides on my humble Scott P4 , I decided the larger 700c wheels make me more
1- 1Strida and Scott within a day of posting them online, and got myself a <a title="Swissbike" href="
65 01- 011
bikes.html" target="_blank">full-size MTB</a> that also folds in half! Been eye-ing this foldie fo
1 02 02
boot of the car rather than by mounting a rack on the rear. God must have blessed this buy, becaus
22:0 14:0
on a forum which he found too large, so we drove down to lakeside MRT to check it out and it wa
3:28 3:28
especially harder if you're just eye-ing one particular model. Anyway, the next few days were spen
comfortable ride level. Turns out there is now a bike shop just 5 min down the road from home. So
the feel of it. Goodbye <a href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?p=439" target="_self">Scotty</a>.
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1- 1- During the year-end break, I finally had some time to do some cycling again to try to do some goo
65 01- 01- or GAS as I've seen mentioned in forums. After a few rides on my humble Scott P4 , I decided the
1
2 02 02 as agile as before. So I sold off the Strida and Scott within a day of posting them online, and got m
19:4 11:4 awhile now as it's really more convenient to transport around in the boot of the car rather than by m
5:53 5:53
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="Swissbike x50" src="http://sp
snc4/hs1385.snc4/163710_10150154102392715_720042714_8364060_6848038_n.jpg" alt="" wid
some time to do some cycling again to try to do some good to my back, and as usual was bitten by
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forums. After a few rides on my humble Scott P4 , I decided the larger 700c wheels make me more
1- 1Strida and Scott within a day of posting them online, and got myself a <a title="Swissbike" href="
65 01- 011
bikes.html" target="_blank">full-size MTB</a> that also folds in half! Been eyeing this foldie for
3 02 02
boot of the car rather than by mounting a rack on the rear. God must have blessed this buy, becaus
21:5 13:5
on a forum which he found too large, so we drove down to lakeside mrt to check it out and it was m
6:43 6:43
especially harder if you're just eyeing one particular model. Anyway, the next few days were spent
comfortable ride level. Turns out there is now a bike shop just 5 min down the road from home. So
the feel of it. Goodbye Scotty.
<img class="alignleft" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="Swissbike x50" src="http://sp
snc4/hs1385.snc4/163710_10150154102392715_720042714_8364060_6848038_n.jpg" alt="" wid
some time to do some cycling again to try to do some good to my back, and as usual was bitten by
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forums. After a few rides on my humble Scott P4 , I decided the larger 700c wheels make me more
1- 1Strida and Scott within a day of posting them online, and got myself a <a title="Swissbike" href="
65 01- 011
bikes.html" target="_blank">full-size MTB</a> that also folds in half! Been eyeing this foldie for
4 02 02
boot of the car rather than by mounting a rack on the rear. God must have blessed this buy, becaus
22:0 14:0
on a forum which he found too large, so we drove down to lakeside mrt to check it out and it was m
0:50 0:50
especially harder if you're just eyeing one particular model. Anyway, the next few days were spen
comfortable ride level. Turns out there is now a bike shop just 5 min down the road from home. So
the feel of it. Goodbye <a href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?p=439" target="_self">Scotty</a>.
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1- 1- Today, the regular doc is back from the year-end holidays and confirmed that the chemo isn't work
65 01- 01- Masectomy 3. Masectomy / Reconstruction Doc recommends 2 as usual, as 1 won't be good enoug
1
5 04 04 radiotherapy that has to come along with this. So within the next week we've got to line up a PET
21:2 13:2 pray for V.
4:54 4:54
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1- 1- Today, the regular doc is back from the year-end holidays and confirmed that the chemo isn't work
65 01- 01- Masectomy 3. Masectomy / Reconstruction Doc recommends 2 as usual, as 1 won't be good enoug
1
6 04 04 radiotheraphy that has to come along with this. So within the next week we've got to line up a PET
21:2 13:2 Do pray for V.
4:30 4:30
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1- 1- Today, the regular doc is back from the year-end holidays and confirmed that the chemo isn't work
65 01- 01- Masectomy 3. Masectomy / Reconstruction Doc recommends 2 as usual, as 1 won't be good enoug
1
7 04 04 radiotheraphy that has to come along with this. So within the next week we've got to line up a PET
21:2 13:2 Do pray for V.
4:54 4:54
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1- 1By this time tomorrow evening, the surgery would have been completed. Truly we pray that this w
65 01- 011
the body and blood, soul and divinity of our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those
9 12 12
have mercy on us and on the whole world.</em>
23:1 15:1
5:32 5:32
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1- 1By this time tomorrow evening, the surgery would have been completed. Truly we pray that this w
66 01- 011
the body and blood, soul and divinity of our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those
0 12 12
have mercy on us and on the whole world.</em>"
23:1 15:1
6:33 6:33
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1- 1- The tubes they put into V to drain the excess fluids came off as expected on Mon and Fri. Finally,
66 01- 01- movement for the right arm is still weak, but overall its much better. V's parents were nice enough
1
9 22 22 our own and V could get some air as she has been cooped up pretty much the whole week in the ho
23:0 15:0 around town abit and had a great Italian lunch and Crab dinner!
2:51 2:51
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1- 166 01- 01- Everything seems ok for now... Just that the orderly that wheeled her out to her ward, slammed the
1
2 14 13 had to be the side with the stitches and all. Ouch!
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5:43 5:43
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1- 166 01- 01- Everything seems ok for now... Just that the orderly that wheeled her out to her ward, slammed the
1
3 14 13 had to be the side with the stitches and all. Ouch!
00:1 16:1
5:38 5:38
V is now convalescing at her sister's place after having the operation. Its been good so far, no com
move about too much but i'm quite surprised she can at least move the arm about a little. The woun
arm-pit. The physio-therapist also gave her a range of workouts to keep the muscles on the arm fro
mobility. We couldn't let her rest at home because she now has two tubes attached to the wound w
in is so active and violent with everything around him, we can't risk having him around her as he m
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the nurse said it'll be 5-10 days of this ball and chain, literally. Recalling the op itself, we checked
1- 1theater at 4pm and she was back out by 8pm. It was a knockout op so she was put on general anest
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disorienting til the nurse woke her up by hurting her hand accidentally. The next morning she puke
4 16 16
some newbies. And they were scrambling about to get the puke bags but too late. So they had to gi
21:4 13:4
from then on. She was discharged by the second day even though we requested to stay a day more
7:32 7:32
apparently because they are afraid you catch some other infection (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.or
target="_blank">MRSA</a>) in your stay. I've never seen so many ceiling fans in hospitals before
above every bed in a 6-bedder room had one. I guess they are really serious about air re-circulation
attending to a patient" continuously during the day and there are hand disinfectants at every bed. H
days already and I think Je-in really misses his mum. We try to distract him throughout the day bu
no avail. This morning he got up at 5 and threw a fit screaming and banging on the door. He would
to sleep again. I hope he starts to feel better soon too.
V is now convalescing at her sister's place after having the operation. Its been good so far, no com
201 201 tubes attached to the wound which drains out the extra fluids during the recovery period. She carri
1- 1- this ball and chain. Because Je-in is so active and violent with everything around him, we can't risk
66 01- 01- op itself, we checked in at 230pm on a Thursday. They wheeled her into the operation theatre at 4p
1
5 16 16 on general anesthesia and didn't remember a thing. Once she got out, it was still disorienting til the
21:3 13:3 she puked her breakfast out onto the tray as the doc was doing her rounds with some newbies. So t
1:13 1:13 held food in from then on. She was discharged by the second day even though we requested to stay
people asap apparently because they are afraid you catch some other infection (MRSA) in your sta
V is now convalescing at her sister's place after having the operation. Its been good so far, no com
move about too much but i'm quite surprised she can at least move the arm about a little. The woun
arm-pit. The physio-therapist also gave her a range of workouts to keep the muscles on the arm fro
mobility. We couldn't let her rest at home because she now has two tubes attached to the wound w
in is so active and violent with everything around him, we can't risk having him around her as he m
the nurse said it'll be 5-10 days of this ball and chain, literally. Recalling the op itself, we checked
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theater at 4pm and she was back out by 8pm. It was a knockout op so she was put on general anest
1- 1disorienting til the nurse woke her up by hurting her hand accidentally. The next morning she puke
66 01- 011
some newbies. And they were scrambling about to get the puke bags but too late. So they had to gi
6 16 16
from then on. She was discharged by the second day even though we requested to stay a day more
21:4 13:4
apparently because they are afraid you catch some other infection (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.or
6:50 6:50
target="_blank">MRSA</a>) in your stay. I've never seen so many ceiling fans in hospitals before
above every bed in a 6-bedder room had one. I guess they are really serious about air re-circulation
attending to a patient" continuously during the day and there are hand disinfectants at every bed. H
days already and I think Je-in really misses his mum. We try to distract him throughout the day bu
no avail. This morning he got up at 5 and threw a fit screaming and banging on the door. He would
to sleep again. I hope he starts to feel better soon too.
The day after the op, my mum gave V a message reluctantly, as she conveyed that the earlier mess
Looking back, it was indeed miraculous that she has dropped from a stage 4 to a localised tumour.
201 201 one stage and changing hospitals taking half a year more than the initial plan. I think as humans, it
1- 1- phase sometimes. Especially when we recall the merry-go-round we did which increased the suffe
66 01- 01- message that "He loves you very much" and that things are happening according to His plan. For t
1
7 16 16 in an adoration room in a church with about 4 other people. At one point, all of them left and her p
22:1 14:1 off or silent but in this case, she saw the question and prayed for the answer. He told her to deliver
0:31 0:31 believe these things or not, from my vantage point, i can see that God is testing V because He has
continue to pray for her so that she can have the strength and wisdom to accept whatever comes al
year, the op is a milestone in this journey, though its not over yet.
The day after the op, my mum gave V a message reluctantly, as she conveyed that the earlier mess
201 201 Looking back, it was indeed miraculous that she has dropped from a stage 4 to a localised tumour.
1- 1- one stage and changing hospitals taking half a year more than the initial plan. I think as humans, it
66 01- 01- phase sometimes. Especially when we recall the merry-go-round we did which increased the suffe
1
8 16 16 message that "He loves you very much" and that things are happening according to His plan. For t
22:1 14:1 in an adoration room in a church with about 4 other people. At one point, all of them left and her p
0:10 0:10 off or silent but in this case, she saw the question and prayed for the answer. He told her to deliver
believe these things or not, from my vantage point, i can see that God is testing V because He has
continue to pray for her so that she can have the strength and wisdom to accept whatever comes al
year, the op is a milestone in this journey, though its not over yet.
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1- 1- The tubes they put into V to drain the excess fluids came off as expected on Mon and Fri. Finally,
67 01- 01- movement for the right arm is still weak, but overall its much better. V's parents were nice enough
1
0 22 22 our own and V could get some air as she has been cooped up pretty much the last week in the hous
23:0 15:0 around town abit and had a great Italian lunch and Crab dinner!
2:30 2:30
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1- 1- The tubes they put into V to drain the excess fluids came off as expected on Mon and Fri. Finally,
67 01- 01- movement for the right arm is still weak, but overall its much better. V's parents were nice enough
1
1 22 22 our own and V could get some air as she has been cooped up pretty much the whole week in the ho
23:0 15:0 around town abit and had a great Italian lunch and Crab dinner!
3:56 3:56
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V's wounds seem to be healing alright. We take it one day at a time and she still doesn't have stren
1- 1normal. We met the surgeon last week and she said it looks alright and would not have to see her t
67 02- 021
expect there will still be radiotherapy recommended but are praying that there will be no more che
6 06 06
time of gathering with the family and we managed to do a reunion dinner with both sets of parents
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enjoyed it. Hope you had a good break too!
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1- 167 01- 01- In every situation in life you need courage & you need more courage when you face terminal
1
3 30 30 you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situations and not to give up hope. Your fai
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1- 1- radiotherapy sessions for awhile now. Its really a chore for her as the hospital isn't near home. But
70 03- 03- on the commute. The daily dose of radiation is actually quite harsh on the skin and its all reddish a
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1- 1- radiotherapy sessions for awhile now. Its really a chore for her as the hospital isn't near home. But
70 03- 03- on the commute. The daily dose of radiation is actually quite harsh on the skin and its all reddish a
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to remember what i wrote and this time it gets stuck as a permanent page: When V went in for the
birth be induced because the baby was getting bigger and she wanted to play it safe. So she told us
Friday 15 May. We checked into the hospital at midnight and the nurses settled us in and began wi
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but no they told us to get a good night’s sleep, which was highly impossible for me since it wa
1- 1they said she was 1.5 cm dilated. 830 am, the contractions were about 3 min apart and they started
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in about 925 to break the water bag. 11 am was when the full contractions started and the pain
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even begged her to take the epidural but she refused. She had prayed that it will be over quickly an
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every 15 min because she was screaming and buzzing her to call the doctor but she kept saying its
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the bed and the other equipment. 130pm she started coaching V on the pushing as the dilation was
popped in again and she was smiling that things were going well. She coached V for 2 pushes and
granted! We have heard of so many other stories of 10,12, 16 hour labour pains. The 4 hours that V
15, 2009 Je-in was born.
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1- 1hand, or some part of it breaks off and she can't piece it back together. Recently, the one i own tha
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href="http://thedivinemercy.org/">Divine Mercy</a> medal attached to it, keeps falling off. I didn
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So i didn't think much of it but V told my mum the story and she was curious what the message wa
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talents i have working in the online space. I'm now wrecking my brain on exactly what to do, but w
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1- 1hand, or some part of it breaks off and she can't piece it back together. Recently, the one i own tha
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notice it til someone picked it up and left it on the desk for me to see. So i didn't think much of it b
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watch this space... There are some initial thoughts.
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I'd like to share this little story about how God "showed up" in my life. I was a cradle Catholic and
went through 10 years of mission school, the whole Catechism regime and was even in the Church
question why we had to go through so much rituals and I also began to question why people had to
abstaining from meat on Fridays when I enlisted in the army and eventually I stopped going to Chu
The funny thing was I always knew God was there, I was just too lazy to do anything about it. I co
financial crisis, it was generally an uphill trajectory surviving the dot com crash and I kept buildin
came when I met my wife. She was the daughter of a Christian missionary pastor and I knew that i
Church whether I liked it or not. But since I never really hated God or anything, I figured it'll be du
so ritualistic, which was one of the things that bugged me previously. After marriage, we started lo
Creation Church, which I found too simplistic. We went to a Presbytarian Church and eventually w
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eloquent, the message was logical and the service presentation had great music and was sleek enou
1- 1attack. She was devout her whole life but was never active in Church. She was near retirement and
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and suffer a second attack. Doctors also generally give you a statistical 5-7 years more to live after
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Once she got out of the rat race, she began to be called by God, she signed up for the Life In Spirit
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postponements but finished the course. One day after the course while she was thinking about how
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times in her head. She looked around, and there was nobody there. From then on, she got closer to
taught us a lot about God and what we're put on earth for. She was glad that I was finally back to a
pray for us. Eventually, God left me messages via my mum that he wanted me back in the one true
up the stairs at the Novena to make this "big" confession to come back home and a lady approache
target="_blank">NET</a> brochure at me. So that's how I ended up in NET. For me, NET gave m
praying over sessions' during a weekend retreat, the sudden uncontrollable bout of tearing, was my
was solid evidence that there is a higher being and it broke the cynicism in me once and for all. An
mum's guidance has brought about a change in my wife too, and she is now attending the Rite of C
October (2008). So if you're wondering how come God hasn't shown up in your life or if there real
for everyone of us, you just need to open up yourself and accept His will and get involved in Chur
imagined.
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09 09 bearing. - My career. Started off in the Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully
23:3 15:3 heart attack - My IBS suddenly disappearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the sam
9:35 9:35 Nuff’ said. - Honeymoon Porsche reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale o
want to let go unless it was 1k more. We offered. We got it. Also via newspaper ad btw. - Sale of S
outcome. Turns out a cousin is a property agent, he takes over the sale. We do the NZ trip wonderi
new place and all. Its sold just in time to pay all the bills. - New Zealand. The timing, the weather,
left leg totally holding up with no problems driving for 7 days straight. It only fell apart 2 days afte
viewing. - Korea. Business class seats. Taxi in the middle of nowhere of Jeju. - Healing by the Ho
Richard gave me a Word of Knowledge “Peace― Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said
will bless your family―. - Wedding ring that needed “4-6 weeks― as it was not in stock in
second day after placing the order. This will help us to get the convalidation ceremony done quick
artery when it used to be 30%, 40% and 70% on 3 of them 4 years back. - Korea, Sep. 2010. We tr
Weather was perfect right til the taxi ride back to the airport when the rain started. When we got ba
testimony to God’s divine power without whom we are nought. Detractors will always say all
you call attributing the good in your life to a divine power but seriously, if you do the math, the pr
small a number it has to be either luck or divine intervention. And i don’t believe in luck.
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4:25 4:25 Christmas mass! The funny thing was I always knew God was there, I was just too lazy to do anyt
in the Asian financial crisis, it was generally an uphill trajectory surviving the dot com crash and I
turning point came when I met my wife. She was the daughter of a Christian missionary pastor and
dragged back to Church whether I liked it or not. But since I never really hated God or anything, I
churches were not so ritualistic, which was one of the things that bugged me previously. After mar
checked out the New Creation Church, which I found too simplistic. We went to a Presbytarian C
because the pastor was eloquent, the message was logical and the service presentation had great m
mum suffered a heart attack. She was devout her whole life but was never active in Church. She w
want her to get stressed and suffer a second attack. Doctors also generally give you a statistical 5-7
working till you’re dead. Once she got out of the rat race, she began to be called by God, she signe
after a few postponements but finished the course. One day after the course while she was thinking
“Intercessor!” 3 times in her head. She looked around, and there was nobody there. From then on,
she spoke and taught us a lot about God and what we’re put on earth for. She was glad that I was f
continued to pray for us. Eventually, God left me messages via my mum that he wanted me back i
remember climbing up the stairs at the Novena to make this “big” confession to come back home a
href="http://www.catholicacma.org.sg/NET" target="_blank">NET</a> brochure at me. So that’s
“experience” God personally because at the praying over sessions during a weekend retreat, the su
with God. To me, that was my epiphany. It was solid evidence that there is a higher being and it br
about this whole conversion process is that, my mum’s guidance has brought about a change in my
Adults (RCIA) to be converted to a Catholic this October (2008). So if you’re wondering how com
he does everything in His time and he has a plan for everyone of us, you just need to open up your
will reveal himself to you in ways never imagined.
So that i'll never forget, these things actually happened to me by divine intervention! Of course the
to, so here's the stuff i vow never to forget (and i'm writing these cos i really do forget stuff!!): - C
We're not doing anything great or anything but i think our eyes are truly opened. Hopefully in the
Asian financial crisis, survived the dot bomb. Still gainfully employed and it is generally an uphill
disappearing - Meeting V. Needle in haystack situation. At the same time getting a new job via a S
reverse-con job - Holland V flat. The place was up for sale only a week, somebody already made a
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4:35 4:35 Peggy prayed over me in tongues and said "Trust in the Lord" and "Don't be so stubborn and God
was not in stock in SG� and was ordered from the US and flown in, arriving on the second day a
ceremony done quickly. - Mum's angiogram in 2008 showing up 20% blockage on one artery whe
Sep. 2010. We traveled there right after the typhoon Kompas blew across Seoul. Weather was perf
we got back to SG, we learnt that Seoul had flooded. I also write this in testimony to God's divine
these are some god-syndrome or whatever else psycho text definition you call attributing the good
probability of all these events coming together must be so astronomically small a number it has to
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0 11 11 forums..I searched using the keyword "ipad + 3g" and lo and behold, there was one on sale. Brand
23:4 15:4 shop! Not only that, the guy wanted to do the deal just at the mrt station round our place. As my ca
1:51 1:51 Really didn't have time to go shopping or hunting for this... So i picked it up on my way home like
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alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
1- 1would cry but still be able to say "bye bye" and go into the school. Guess he's a big boy now! <img
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and we didn't wanna make a big deal out of it. We just had lunch at mum's and let him open presen
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primary school cos that's how she grew up. I told her since his May 15 birth date is round about ex
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:)
We started sending Je-in to a nearby playschool so that he can pick up some social skills and hope
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alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
1- 1would cry but still be able to say "bye bye" and go into the school. Guess he's a big boy now! <img
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and we didn't wanna make a big deal out of it. We just had lunch at mum's and let him open presen
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primary school cos that's how she grew up. I told her since his May 15 birth date is round about ex
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:)
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1- 1- V went for a PET scan again last Friday and the scans seem to show no trace of cancer on the affec
75 06- 06- in the pelvis area. The doc reckoned its just an anomaly as the scans occasionally do this, but a sen
1
6 01 01 Regardless though, doc still wants her to do a last round of chemo. Her blood count was low last w
23:5 15:5 fluids and 2 weeks of pills. We pray that the end of this episode is truly near.
9:01 9:01
We started sending Je-in to a nearby playschool so that he can pick up some social skills and hope
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alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
1- 1would cry but still be able to say "bye bye" and go into the school. Guess he's a big boy now! <a h
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alt="" width="177" height="300" /></a>He recently turned 2 years old and we didn't wanna make
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presents.V says we won't throw anymore birthday parties til he goes to primary school cos that's ho
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exam times, he won't get a party til 21 cos all his friends will be studying :)
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We started sending Je-in to a nearby playschool so that he can pick up some social skills and hope
1- 1alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
75 05- 051
would cry but still be able to say "bye bye" and go into the school. Guess he's a big boy now! He r
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it. We just had lunch at mum's and let him open presents.V says we won't throw anymore birthday
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her since his May 15 birth date is round about exam times, he won't get a party til 21 cos all his fri
1:48 1:48
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1- 1- alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
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make a big deal out of it. We just had lunch at mum's and let him open presents.V says we won't th
how she grew up. I told her since his May 15 birth date is round about exam times, he won't get a p
201 201 We started sending Je-in to a nearby playschool so that he can pick up some social skills and hope
1- 1- alone time from 9am-12pm. Thankfully the separation anxiety was only bad for the first 2 days wh
75 05- 05- would cry but still be able to say "bye bye" and go into the school. Guess he's a big boy now! <BR
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00:1 16:1 a big deal out of it. We just had lunch at mum's and let him open presents.V says we won't throw a
2:27 2:27 she grew up. I told her since his May 15 birth date is round about exam times, he won't get a party
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1- 1- <img src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/cars-300x187.png" alt="" title="cars" w
76 06- 06- 762" /> Must say I'm pretty impressed with a child development update the school did for Je-in. T
1
1 29 29 of him in the different lessons and summarised what he has been learning / playing with in school.
22:3 14:3 20 kids...Not an easy task! And i guess its unanimous, Je-in loves cars!
3:47 3:47
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1- 1Finally, some good news! Doc stopped the chemo treatment. They still don't know what the two br
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for next month and another PET scan the following month to confirm nothing is wrong with those
9 04 03
will stop today. She got her prayer answered.
00:2 16:2
6:10 6:10
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1- 1Finally, some good news! Doc stopped the chemo treatment. They still don't know what the two br
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for next month and PET scan the following month to confirm nothing is wrong with those two area
0 04 03
today. She got her prayer answered.
00:2 16:2
5:22 5:22
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1- 177 07- 07- Then the LORD said to Joshua, “Today I have rolled away the reproach of Egypt from you.―
1
6 31 31 href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Joshua+5&version=NIV#fen-NIV-594
21:1 13:1
8:58 8:58
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1- 1- V did an x-ray again on Friday and it turns out negative. Yay! Just one more round of PET scan in
76 07- 07- other hand, has been going in and out of fevers this week. He started by saying his ear hurt, and af
1
7 03 02 inflammation within. 2 days after, went back to KK again to do a blood test, turns out negative. Bu
00:4 16:4 hours later his head is hot...sigh And 10 seconds ago, he just said "gwee apa" which is "ear pain" a
2:52 2:52
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1- 1- V did an x-ray again on Friday and it turns out negative. Yay! Just one more round of PET scan in
76 07- 07- other hand, has been going in and out of fevers this week. He started by saying his ear hurt, and af
1
8 03 02 inflammation within. 2 days after, went back to KK again to do a blood test, turns out negative. Bu
00:4 16:4 hours later his head is hot...sigh And 10 seconds ago, he said "gwee apa" which is "ear pain" again
2:26 2:26
<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/72157627190757125/"><img class="alignleft
title="ayara" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/ayara-224x300.jpg" alt="" widt
201 201 weeks of leave to recharge. It's been great so far! V's parents were in town and offered to babysit J
1- 1- and chilled at the <a title="Ayara Kamala" href="http://www.ayarakamalaresort.com/" target="_b
76 07- 07- sleep, swim, watch videos and get massages. V found a good deal on the place as it was low seaso
1
9 29 28 indoor infinity pool in the room. Amazingly again, it didn't rain til the last morning even though th
01:2 17:2 Also managed to drag myself to doing a full health check including the dreaded endoscopy which
8:37 8:37 gave me a clean slate! No polyps this time round, even after five years! That to me is a miracle ind
last one. But since it's clear now, I can do it again in three years. So even though both V and myse
that technically we're doing ok.
Odds and ends I've finally gotten round to taking two weeks of leave to recharge. It's been great so
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could take a much needed break. We flew out to Phuket and chilled at the Ayarna Kamala resort fo
1- 1massages. V found a good deal on the place as it was low season so it was about half the normal p
77 07- 071
Amazingly again, it didn't rain til the last morning even though the driver said it was raining heavi
0 29 28
doing a full health check including the dreaded endoscopy which was badly needed as my last one
01:2 17:2
this time round, even after five years! That to me is a miracle indeed. The doc said i should have b
8:37 8:37
can do it again in three years. So even though both V and myself have aches and pains all over our
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-773" title="ayara" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/
height="300" />I've finally gotten round to taking two weeks of leave to recharge. It's been great s
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could take a much needed break. We flew out to Phuket and chilled at the <a title="Ayara Kamala
1- 1Kamala</a> resort for five days. All we did was eat, sleep, swim, watch videos and get massages.
77 07- 071
half the normal price and we had the luxury of an indoor infinity pool in the room. Amazingly aga
1 29 29
raining heavily the two days before we arrived. Also managed to drag myself to doing a full health
15:1 07:1
my last one was five years back. Praise God he gave me a clean slate! No polyps this time round, e
0:35 0:35
should have been checking it every year since the last one. But since it's clear now, I can do it agai
pains all over our worn-out bodies, we're still grateful that technically we're doing ok.
I've finally gotten round to taking two weeks of leave to recharge. It's been great so far! V's parent
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much needed break. We flew out to Phuket and chilled at the Ayarna Kamala resort for five days.
1- 1found a good deal on the place as it was low season so it was about half the normal price and we h
77 07- 071
it didn't rain til the last morning even though the driver said it was raining heavily the two days bef
2 29 28
check including the dreaded endoscopy which was badly needed as my last one was five years bac
01:2 17:2
even after five years! That to me is a miracle indeed. The doc said i should have been checking it e
9:17 9:17
in three years. So even though both V and myself have aches and pains all over our worn-out bodi
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1- 177 07- 071
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15:1 07:1
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I've finally gotten round to taking two weeks of leave to recharge. It's been great so far! V's parent
201 201 much needed break. We flew out to Phuket and chilled at the <a title="Ayara Kamala" href="http:
1- 1- resort for five days. All we did was eat, sleep, swim, watch videos and get massages. V found a go
77 07- 07- normal price and we had the luxury of an indoor infinity pool in the room. Amazingly again, it did
1
4 29 29 heavily the two days before we arrived. Also managed to drag myself to doing a full health check
11:4 03:4 one was five years back. Praise God he gave me a clean slate! No polyps this time round, even afte
3:00 3:00 been checking it every year since the last one. But since it's clear now, I can do it again in three ye
our worn-out bodies, we're still grateful that technically we're doing ok.
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-773" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="a
224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224" height="300" />I've finally gotten round to taking two weeks of
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offered to babysit Je-in so that we could take a much needed break. We flew out to Phuket and chi
1- 1href="http://www.ayarakamalaresort.com/" target="_blank">Ayara Kamala</a> resort for five day
77 07- 071
found a good deal on the place as it was low season so it was about half the normal price and we h
5 29 29
it didn't rain til the last morning even though the driver said it was raining heavily the two days bef
15:1 07:1
check including the dreaded endoscopy which was badly needed as my last one was five years bac
1:04 1:04
even after five years! That to me is a miracle indeed. The doc said i should have been checking it e
in three years. So even though both V and myself have aches and pains all over our worn-out bodi
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1- 177 07- 07- Then the LORD said to Joshua, “Today I have rolled away the reproach of Egypt from you.―
1
7 31 31 href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Joshua+5&version=NIV#fen-NIV-594
21:1 13:1
7:53 7:53
201 201 We went for the second chemo session today, but it didn't get done. Doc figured its been a month o
1- 1- to drain the fluid from her lungs, which she apparently saw in the earlier x-ray and got confirmed i
79 08- 08- a little in comparison. So immediately she was asked to be warded. Apparently the hospitals are cr
1
6 26 26 Managed to sneak home in the meantime so she could grab her stuff and say goodbye to Je-in inste
22:5 14:5 apparently what they will do is to poke a hole in the lung and attach some sort of bag to allow the
7:48 7:48 her manic cough. The presidential elections are tomorrow. I don't give a damn anymore. Lee Kuan
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11- 1- Currently, there is suggestion of pleural involvement within the right hemithorax associated with t
9
08- 08- the FDG-avid mediastinal and hilar adenopathy. 3. Suspcion of FDG-avid hepatic lesion in segmen
05 05 multiphasic CT / MR is recommended if clinically indicated. 4. Hypermetabolic lytic lesion involv
22:2 14:2 Correlation with whole body bone scan is suggested.
8:32 8:32
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Compared to the previous study dated 27/5/2011, there is an overall progression of the metastatic d
1- 1Currently, there is suggestion of pleural involvement within the right hemithorax associated with t
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the FDG-avid mediastinal and hilar adenopathy. 3. Suspcion of FDG-avid hepatic lesion in segmen
0 05 05
multiphasic CT / MR is recommended if clinically indicated. 4. Hypermetabolic lytic lesion involv
22:2 14:2
Correlation with whole body bone scan is suggested.
7:41 7:41
201 201 Today's Mass readings: Opening Hymn : <a href="http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtdFP
1- 1- God</a> First Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=1
78 08- 08- target="_blank">1 Kings 19:9, 11-13</a> Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.as
1
1 07 07 target="info">Psalm 85:9-14</a> Second Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.
16:5 08:5 target="info">Romans 9:1-5</a> Gospel: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=
6:34 6:34 target="info">Matthew 14:22-33</a>    
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Today's Mass readings: Opening Hymn : Glory and Praise to you First Reading: <a
1- 1href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=19&bv1=9&ev1=
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Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Ps&ch=85&bv1=9&amp
2 07 07
href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Rom&ch=9&bv1=1&ev1=5"
16:5 08:5
href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Matt&ch=14&bv1=22&ev1=3
4:37 4:37
201 201 Today's Mass readings: Opening Hymn : <a href="http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtdFP
1- 1- God</a> First Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=1
78 08- 08- target="_blank">1 Kings 19:9, 11-13</a> Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.as
1
3 07 07 target="info">Psalm 85:9-14</a> Second Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.
16:5 08:5 target="info">Romans 9:1-5</a> Gospel: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=
9:58 9:58 target="info">Matthew 14:22-33</a>    
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Today's Mass readings: Opening Hymn : <a href="http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtdFP
1- 1God</a> First Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=1
78 08- 081
target="info">1 Kings 19:9, 11-13</a> Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?a
4 07 07
85:9-14</a> Second Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Rom&amp
16:5 08:5
Gospel: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Matt&ch=14&bv1=22&
6:34 6:34
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Today's Mass readings: Opening Hymn : <a href="http://www.musicnotes.com/sheetmusic/mtdFP
1- 1God</a> First Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=
78 08- 081
19:9, 11-13</a> Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Ps&ch=85&
5 07 07
Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Rom&ch=9&bv1=1&
16:5 08:5
href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=Matt&ch=14&bv1=22&ev1=3
8:07 8:07
201 201 What do you do when the doctor says you have about 2 years to live. I can only think of the scenar
1- 1- in a game of musical chairs when everyone has their seats...You think "Damn, I'm it". I can't even
78 08- 08- cancer had spread to her lungs and spine. We were optimistically hoping the scans will all turn out
1
6 12 12 went through. I didn't even go to the review with her. That's how routine we thought it'll be. Guess
21:3 13:3 were devastated. Now we're kinda resigned to it. The problem now is she's wrecked with a cough t
6:15 6:15 And all this is not likely cancer-related. I can't think how much worse it can get. We met the doc to
mortality rate. She said for this sort of advanced cancer, its usually 2-3 yrs. She was amazed how w
holding it all together. She wondered how V could have so strong faith, i said "her parents are mis
best to make it as comfortable for V as possible. Then she prescribed Morphine for the pain and co
stories and hospital scenes with people dying. I guess that's another reality check. So a new round
knows, but doc did say they wouldn't recommend any more surgery as these aggressive ones tend
her. Please help to storm heaven with your prayers. <em>O Blood and Water, which gushed forth
You!</em>  
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1- 178 08- 08- What do you do when the doctor says you have about 2 years to live. I can only think of the scenar
1
7 12 12 in a game of musical chairs when everyone has their seats...You think "Damn, I'm it".   &nb
20:4 12:4
0:46 0:46
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1- 1What do you do when the doctor says you have about 2 years to live. I can only think of the scenar
78 08- 081
in a game of musical chairs when everyone has their seats...You think "Damn, I'm it". I can't even
8 12 12
cancer had spread. We were optimistically hoping the scans will all turn out well and there will be
20:4 12:4
2:49 2:49
What do you do when the doctor says you have about 2 years to live. I can only think of the scenar
in a game of musical chairs when everyone has their seats...You think "Damn, I'm it". I can't even
cancer had spread to her lungs and spine. We were optimistically hoping the scans will all turn out
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went through. I didn't even go to the review with her. That's how routine we thought it'll be. Guess
1- 1we were devastated. Now we're kinda resigned to it. The problem now is she's wrecked with a cou
78 08- 081
pain. And all this is not likely cancer-related. I can't think how much worse it can get. We met the
9 12 12
about the mortality rate. She said for this sort of advanced cancer, its usually 2-3 yrs. She was ama
21:2 13:2
only thing holding it all together. She wondered how V could have so strong faith, i said "her pare
4:50 4:50
would do her best to make it as comfortable for V as possible. Then she prescribed Morphine for t
in war stories and hospital scenes with people dying. I guess that's a reality check. So a new round
knows, but doc did say they wouldn't recommend any more surgery as these aggressive ones tend
What do you do when the doctor says you have about 2 years to live. I can only think of the scenar
in a game of musical chairs when everyone has their seats...You think "Damn, I'm it". I can't even
cancer had spread to her lungs and spine. We were optimistically hoping the scans will all turn out
went through. I didn't even go to the review with her. That's how routine we thought it'll be. Guess
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were devastated. Now we're kinda resigned to it. The problem now is she's wrecked with a cough t
1- 1And all this is not likely cancer-related. I can't think how much worse it can get. We met the doc to
79 08- 081
mortality rate. She said for this sort of advanced cancer, its usually 2-3 yrs. She was amazed how w
0 12 12
holding it all together. She wondered how V could have so strong faith, i said "her parents are mis
21:3 13:3
best to make it as comfortable for V as possible. Then she prescribed Morphine for the pain and co
4:05 4:05
stories and hospital scenes with people dying. I guess that's another reality check. So a new round
knows, but doc did say they wouldn't recommend any more surgery as these aggressive ones tend
her. Please help to storm heaven with your prayers. <em>O Blood and Water, which gushed forth
You!</em>  
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79
11- 1- or lie in any comfortable position. She made it to a polyclinic where a doctor finally diagnosed the
1
08- 08- but also said that there would be no easy way out of that. And no specialist can really help either. W
20 20 time round it was as a subsidised patient of NUH. The room was sparse but huge. It was eye-ope
15:1 07:1 too. A grim thought occurred to me that most of us will end up in that chair at some point in our liv
6:20 6:20 The only difference was that for the first time, she felt pain as the medcines flowed into her veins.
blood. She said" this medicine quite strong, even grown men cry". True enough, she had to ask
But luckily this fiery dose was only for about a half hour. Just half an hour ago, she got an attack o
for it. I pray it resolves it. <em>Hail Mary full of grace the lord is with you, blessed are you amon
<em>Holy Mary mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and forever. Amen.</em>
That's what Je-in says a couple of times a day now. V goes into coughing fits pretty often and it's h
or lie in any comfortable position. She made it to a polyclinic where a doctor finally diagnosed the
201 201 but also said that there would be no easy way out of that. And no specialist can really help either. W
1- 1- time round it was as a subsidised patient of NUH. The room was sparse but huge. It was eye-ope
79 08- 08- too. A grim thought occurred to me that most of us will end up in that chair at some point in our liv
1
2 20 20 The only difference was that for the first time, she felt pain as the medcines flowed into her veins.
15:2 07:2 blood. She said" this medicine quite strong, even grown men cry". True enough, she had to ask
8:42 8:42 But luckily this fiery dose was only for about a half hour. Just half an hour ago, she got an attack o
for it. I pray it resolves it. <em>Hail Mary full of grace the lord is with you, blessed are you amon
<em>Holy Mary mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and forever. Amen.</em>
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1- 1- That's what Je-in says a couple of times a day now. V goes into coughing fits pretty often and it's h
79 08- 08- or lie in any comfortable position. She made it to a polyclinic where a doctor finally diagnosed the
1
3 20 20 but also said that there would be no easy way out of that. And no specialist can really help either. W
15:1 07:1 time round it was in a lower class
6:20 6:20
That's what Je-in says a couple of times a day now. V goes into coughing fits pretty often and it's h
201 201 or lie in any comfortable position. She made it to a polyclinic where a doctor finally diagnosed the
1- 1- but also said that there would be no easy way out of that. And no specialist can really help either. W
79 08- 08- time round it was as a subsidised patient of NUH. The room was sparse but huge. It was eye-ope
1
4 20 20 too. A grim thought occurred to me that most of us will end up in that chair at some point in our li
15:2 07:2 The only difference was that for the first time, she felt pain as the medcines flowed into her veins.
3:38 3:38 blood. She said" this medicine quite strong, even grown men cry". True enough, she had to ask
But luckily this fiery dose was only for about a half hour.
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Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
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Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
1- 1href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/4vFFTf94zoY3pL3oToYV" target="_blank">Zoo</a> 79 02- 021
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/rIet5ZsVsAxiubRrCN5V" target="_blank">Mandai Loo
5 06 06
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/LiaFPfnCo03fyHm7IVKu" target="_blank">East Coast
21:5 13:5
href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/SLQHiVbXEUxYEOmRcsM1" target="_blank">Yishu
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East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov 21. Northern PCN - 14 De
Coast Park - 29 Dec 25. Northern PCN-half - 2 Jan 2011 26. Zoo-half - 4 Feb 2011
201 201 We went for the second chemo session today, but it didn't get done. Doc figured its been a month o
1- 1- to drain the fluid from her lungs, which she apparently saw in the earlier x-ray and got confirmed i
79 08- 08- a little in comparison. So immediately she was asked to be warded. Apparently the hospitals are cr
1
7 26 26 Managed to sneak home in the meantime so she could grab her stuff and say goodbye to Je-in inste
22:5 14:5 apparently what they will do is to poke a hole in the lung and attach some sort of bag to allow the
7:39 7:39 her manic cough. The presidential elections are tomorrow. I don't give a damn anymore. Lee Kuan
V and i had a good talk last night and she told me about 2 incidents in her life regarding the divine
her parents in Taiwan, a neighbouring missionary couple who were really close to God, told her to
doing God's work". She was angry and forced that memory out of her til only a few years back. 2.M
wanted to sit there, hence there is a cat. She then told V about doing intercessory work. I have no i
201 201 diligently letting go of everything of the here and now. She prays as much as she can and she takes
1- 1- were reversed, I would be cursing and swearing my way through every attack. As it is, watching h
80 09- 09- frequently enough. Right now, the coughing is still around and the back pain is still tremendous. W
1
6 04 04 whom Mum recommended. Its ironic, but she's suffering alot more from the back pain than the can
22:0 14:0 masectomy that hasn't really recovered, affecting the muscles on her back and now another punctu
1:42 1:42 turns out to be the solution because all the other avenues kept turning her away. She also told me t
href="http://www.amazon.com/Lessons-School-Suffering-Priest-Teaches/dp/0867164557/ref=sr_1
target="_blank">Lessons from the School of Suffering</a> - To understand what she is going thro
Kempis/dp/1456497081/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1315144454&sr=1-1
the #2 must-read after the Bible.
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<p>It's been almost 3 days and V is still in hospital. We checked in on Friday evening and was sup
1- 1probably due to the chemo from the week before.</p> <p>So Monday morning, they checked agai
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holiday, they wanted her to go home and come back again on Thursday.</p> <p>But God has bee
9 29 29
doc said she can do an endoscope today.</p> <p>So here I am whiling my time away on my own
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lungs. I pray this will give her the relief she badly needs.</p>
9:12 9:12
She finally got out of the operation room 3 hours later. Apparently it was torture. The doc stuck ne
201 201 felt they were basically ripping flesh out of her and i guess she screamed. They tried to give more
1- 1- awkward position, it came off. The doc then had to redo the darn thing himself and she said her oth
80 08- 08- When she got back to the ward, they turned on some sort of suction device attached to her sides an
1
0 29 29 explained that they laced the lungs with some sort of powder to prevent it from sticking together a
23:3 15:3 The powder was the irritant and so she'd have to bear with the bad effects for a day or so. She fina
8:35 8:35 hours later. So she now lies there with tubes sticking out of the side with fluids flowing out of her
decade or two down the road that i should never take life or breathing for granted.
She finally got out of the operation room 3 hours later. Apparently it was torture. The doc stuck ne
201 201 felt they were basically ripping flesh out of her and i guess she screamed. They tried to give more
1- 1- awkward position, it came off. The doc then had to redo the darn thing himself and she said her oth
80 08- 08- When she got back to the ward, they turned on some sort of suction device attached to her sides an
1
1 29 29 explained that they laced the lungs with some sort of powder to prevent it from sticking together a
23:3 15:3 The powder was the irritant and so she'd have to bear with the bad effects for a day or so. She fina
7:42 7:42 hours later. So she now lies there with tubes sticking out of the side with fluids flowing out of her
decade or two down the road that should never take life or breathing for granted.
From Fr Christopher Soh, SJ sermon Readings: Jeremiah 20:7-9; Psalm 62:2-6,8-9; Romans 12:1you make decisions? Is the decision-making process something that interests you? As you may hav
201 201 Counselling–that building located behind this church–hosted a forum on decision-making acc
1- 1- organizers were expecting a modest number of participants–maybe 30 or 40 at most. But more t
80 08- 08- something that interests us. And yet, we may wonder what exactly it is we think we are doing whe
1
2 29 29 that, very often, we equate decision-making with figuring out what we ought to do. We want to kn
23:4 15:4 course, an important question. But is decision-making really only about knowledge? Isn’t it tru
8:09 8:09 so much with knowing which course of action to choose, as it is with finding the courage and stren
that person who is already married to someone else. But I don’t really want to do it. Hence the
like to do it. Take, for another example, yesterday’s polling for the Elected President. We had
provided about each one. Enough, at least, for each of us to make an informed choice. And yet, wh
38,000 Singaporeans decided to spoil their votes. Why? Did they not know which candidate came
But I wonder if the problem was perhaps not so much knowing who to choose, as it was being wil
choice among options that we may not like, we often shy away from choosing. Not realizing that n
deciding to let others choose for me. Quite clearly, then, decision-making involves more than just
inner resources that we need, to do what needs to be done. Especially if what needs to be done is v
kind of situation, that we find in our Mass readings today. In the gospel, Peter has already acknow
Jesus must die a most shameful and painful death, but that Peter himself is being called to follow i
says, let him renounce himself and take up his cross and follow me. The choice is clear. There is n
then he too needs to walk the Way of the Cross. But knowing what needs to be done is not the sam
happen to you. As a result, Jesus rebukes him. The situation in the first reading is similar. God had
after some initial hesitation, Jeremiah had responded generously. But now, Jeremiah is beginning t
often than not he has to tell people what they do not wish to hear. And people respond not just by r
word of the Lord, he laments, has meant for me insult, derision, all day long. Again, as with Peter,
to be done–that’s clear enough–but how to find the strength to do it. Thankfully, our readi
approach to decision-making. Notice first what he does not do. He does not simply go about trying
hear, namely, that he can change his profession, that he can stop speaking on God’s behalf. Ins
even goes to the extent of claiming that God has seduced him. In another translation, the word use
false lover might deceive the beloved by whispering sweet nothings into her ear. Bold accusation.
fashion, something begins to happen to Jeremiah. Underneath all his hurt feelings, he discovers a h
his complaining, he himself cannot extinguish. What Jeremiah discovers is that his call to be a pro
God. Rather, his call is a deep hunger within him, something he himself yearns to do. In the words
soul is thirsting, O Lord my God. And it is only after we, like Jeremiah, have tapped into this inner
what we are told in the second reading. Having gotten in touch with our own deep hunger and thirs
can then begin to let our behaviour change, modelled by our new mind. We can begin to think in G
us, this is the only way to discover the will of God and know what is good, what it is that God wan
Christian decision-making moves from the heart, to the head, to the hands. It involves not just tryin
the One whom we love. And then in gradually learning to see things the way God sees them. It is o
Way of the Cross, to choose to continue doing God’s will, even when we may not like it. And,
when the Son of Man comes in the glory of his Father with his angels. Sisters and brothers, what c
strength to take up your cross today?
From Fr Christopher Soh, SJ sermon Readings: Jeremiah 20:7-9; Psalm 62:2-6,8-9; Romans 12:1you make decisions? Is the decision-making process something that interests you? As you may hav
Counselling–that building located behind this church–hosted a forum on decision-making acc
organizers were expecting a modest number of participants–maybe 30 or 40 at most. But more t
something that interests us. And yet, we may wonder what exactly it is we think we are doing whe
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that, very often, we equate decision-making with figuring out what we ought to do. We want to kn
1- 1course, an important question. But is decision-making really only about knowledge? Isn’t it tru
80 08- 081
so much with knowing which course of action to choose, as it is with finding the courage and stren
3 29 29
that person who is already married to someone else. But I don’t really want to do it. Hence the
23:4 15:4
like to do it. Take, for another example, yesterday’s polling for the Elected President. We had
8:04 8:04
provided about each one. Enough, at least, for each of us to make an informed choice. And yet, wh
38,000 Singaporeans decided to spoil their votes. Why? Did they not know which candidate came
But I wonder if the problem was perhaps not so much knowing who to choose, as it was being wil
choice among options that we may not like, we often shy away from choosing. Not realizing that n
deciding to let others choose for me. Quite clearly, then, decision-making involves more than just
inner resources that we need, to do what needs to be done. Especially if what needs to be done is v
kind of situation, that we find in our Mass readings today. In the gospel, Peter has already acknow
Jesus must die a most shameful and painful death, but that Peter himself is being called to follow i
says, let him renounce himself and take up his cross and follow me. The choice is clear. There is n
then he too needs to walk the Way of the Cross. But knowing what needs to be done is not the sam
happen to you. As a result, Jesus rebukes him. The situation in the first reading is similar. God had
after some initial hesitation, Jeremiah had responded generously. But now, Jeremiah is beginning t
often than not he has to tell people what they do not wish to hear. And people respond not just by r
word of the Lord, he laments, has meant for me insult, derision, all day long. Again, as with Peter,
to be done–that’s clear enough–but how to find the strength to do it. Thankfully, our readi
approach to decision-making. Notice first what he does not do. He does not simply go about trying
hear, namely, that he can change his profession, that he can stop speaking on God’s behalf. Ins
even goes to the extent of claiming that God has seduced him. In another translation, the word use
false lover might deceive the beloved by whispering sweet nothings into her ear. Bold accusation.
fashion, something begins to happen to Jeremiah. Underneath all his hurt feelings, he discovers a h
his complaining, he himself cannot extinguish. What Jeremiah discovers is that his call to be a pro
God. Rather, his call is a deep hunger within him, something he himself yearns to do. In the words
soul is thirsting, O Lord my God. And it is only after we, like Jeremiah, have tapped into this inner
what we are told in the second reading. Having gotten in touch with our own deep hunger and thirs
can then begin to let our behaviour change, modelled by our new mind. We can begin to think in G
us, this is the only way to discover the will of God and know what is good, what it is that God wan
Christian decision-making moves from the heart, to the head, to the hands. It involves not just tryin
the One whom we love. And then in gradually learning to see things the way God sees them. It is o
Way of the Cross, to choose to continue doing God’s will, even when we may not like it. And,
when the Son of Man comes in the glory of his Father with his angels. Sisters and brothers, what c
strength to take up your cross today?
Got this message of hope today. Every little thing gives us something to cling on to and we are gra
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as bad as the backpain which came back because she's been lying around for so long. The doc fina
1- 1called in another doc who called in another doc who finally got her a physio therapist which we ha
80 09- 091
muscle issue and gave her some massage which relieved it and put her onto a weekly program. Wh
4 01 01
nurse what was the point of poking her lungs if it was for 2 days relief only. Surprisingly, she took
21:2 13:2
as the lungs are now back on their own minus machine, So it's adjusting and it'll be bad for awhile
6:35 6:35
so that's some good news.
Got this message of hope today. Every little thing gives us something to cling on to and we are gra
201 201
as bad as the backpain which came back because she's been lying around for so long. The doc fina
1- 1called in another doc who called in another doc who finally got her a physio therapist which we ha
80 09- 091
muscle issue and gave her some massage which relieved it and put her onto a weekly program. Wh
5 01 01
nurse what was the point of poking her lungs if it was for 2 days relief only. Surprisingly, she took
21:2 13:2
as the lungs are now back on their own minus machine, So it's adjusting and it'll be bad for awhile
6:35 6:35
so that's some good news.
201 201 V and i had a good talk last night and she told me about 2 incidents in her life regarding the divine
1- 1- her parents in Taiwan, a neighbouring missionary couple who were really close to God, told her to
80 09- 09- doing God's work". She was angry and forced that memory out of her til only a few years back. 2.M
1
7 04 04 wanted to sit there, hence there is a cat. She then told V about doing intercessory work. I have no i
22:0 14:0 diligently letting go of everything of the here and now. She prays as much as she can and she takes
1:27 1:27 were reversed, I would be cursing and swearing my way through every attack. As it is, watching h
frequently enough. Right now, the coughing is still around and the back pain is still tremendous. W
whom Mum recommended. Its ironic, but she's suffering alot more from the back pain than the can
masectomy that hasn't really recovered, affecting the muscles on her back and now another punctu
turns out to be the solution because all the other avenues kept turning her away. She also told me t
href="http://www.amazon.com/Lessons-School-Suffering-Priest-Teaches/dp/0867164557/ref=sr_1
target="_blank">Lessons from the School of Suffering</a> - To understand what she is going thro
Kempis/dp/1456497081/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1315144454&sr=1-1
the #2 must-read after the Bible.
201 201
V was scheduled for chemo again today, but it didn't happen. The doc acknowledged that she was
1- 1so she needed something to make it more bearable. We told her we were going to start on chiro to
81 09- 091
not working out. So she recommended one more round of radiotherapy just for the spinal area. Up
2 12 12
realised its in the same region as the pain. So back she goes tomorrow for another $1000 laser gun
23:0 15:0
effects. Let's pray this works out.
5:43 5:43
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Its been a tough week for V. Still alternating between coughing her lungs out and major backpain.
1- 1fluid seem to close up nicely, according to the doc. It tool us a long while before V finally decided
80 09- 091
hunt for one and it turns out Harvey Norman stocks the LaZboys, immediately i got her to come
9 10 10
href="http://www.la-z-boy.com/product/11-3345/Rialto-Chaise-Recilner/" target="_blank">got on
22:5 14:5
chairs and a quick foodcourt dinner wore her out. She was coughing and panting all the way back
2:35 2:35
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1- 181 09- 09- Its been a tough week for V. Still alternating between coughing her lungs out and major backpain.
1
0 10 10 fluid seem to close up nicely according to the doc.
22:4 14:4
2:12 2:12
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Its been a tough week for V. Still alternating between coughing her lungs out and major backpain.
1- 1fluid seem to close up nicely, according to the doc. It tool us a long while before V finally decided
81 09- 091
hunt for one and it turns out Harvey Norman stocks the LaZboys, immediately i got her to come
1 10 10
href="http://www.la-z-boy.com/product/11-3345/Rialto-Chaise-Recilner/" target="_blank">got on
22:5 14:5
chairs and a quick foodcourt dinner wore her out. She was coughing and panting all the way back
2:25 2:25
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1- 1- V was scheduled for chemo again today, but it didn't happen. The doc acknowledged that she was
81 09- 09- so she needed something to make it more bearable. We told her we were going to start on chiro to
1
3 12 12 not working out. So she recommended one more round of radiotherapy just for the spinal area. Up
23:0 15:0 realised its in the same region as the pain. So back she goes tomorrow for another $1000 laser gun
4:48 4:48
Its been 4 days at the hospital, not much has happened yet. V went for numerous scans as the docs
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seems to show 10% water level but CT scan shows 50-60%. So the docs were even debating wheth
1- 1do that and chemo together and that might be tomorrow. Meanwhile, V has been on heavier morph
81 09- 091
awhile. Breathing is still laboured but aided with oxygen. Suddenly everyone around is giving lots
9 22 22
and I guess its just a reaction to being concerned with her well-being etc but seriously, eating healt
23:3 15:3
if even the chemo can't do it. Everyone should just chill! Mum has been receiving mixed messages
8:58 8:58
of anything. Its up to how we live it out ourselves.
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1- 1The new recliner seems to work somewhat to help V sleep for a couple of hours on and off. At lea
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the combination of the radiotherapy and chair that helped ease the backpain. Not to say its gone, b
5 17 17
back in full force. Been coughing a lot these 2 days again, which also disrupts the sleep and causes
23:2 15:2
5:38 5:38
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1- 1The new recliner seems to work somewhat to help V sleep for a couple of hours on and off. At lea
81 09- 091
the combination of the radiotherapy and chair that helped ease the backpain. Not to say its gone, b
6 17 17
back in full force. Been coughing a lot these 2 days again, which also disrupts the sleep and causes
23:2 15:2
5:02 5:02
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1- 181 09- 09- V is back in the hospital again. Went for chemo today but because the coughing and breathlessnes
1
7 19 19 round, the left lung is 25% filled with fluids. Probably will have to do the endoscopy tomorrow to
21:5 13:5
1:03 1:03
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1- 181 09- 09- V is back in the hospital again. Went for chemo today but because the coughing and breathlessnes
1
8 19 19 round, the left lung is 25% filled with fluids. Probably will have to do the endoscopy tomorrow to
21:5 13:5
0:41 0:41
Its been 4 days at the hospital, not much has happened yet. V went for numerous scans as the docs
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seems to show 10% water level but CT scan shows 50-60%. So the docs were even debating wheth
1- 1do that and chemo together and that might be tomorrow. Meanwhile, V has been on heavier morph
82 09- 091
awhile. Breathing is still laboured but aided with oxygen. Suddenly everyone around is giving lots
0 22 22
and I guess its just a reaction to being concerned with her well-being etc but seriously, eating healt
23:3 15:3
if even the chemo can't do it. Everyone should just chill! Mum has been receiving mixed messages
8:46 8:46
of anything. Its up to how we live it out ourselves.
We went for the scheduled chemo session today, but made the decision to stop it for good. It wasn
had a long chat with the doc and she also concurred that if there was no real benefit of going throu
there, spend hours waiting and then getting drained from the side-effects, then we should just stop
getting it confirmed by the main oncologist did give V a sting. I could see her slightly shaken that
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noticed that was hardly any veins left to do chemo even if she wanted to. I asked the doc again wh
1- 1months. I also spoke to the doc about the Advance Medical Directive and we got it signed with her
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resuscitated if he/she is unconscious and in an emergency situation. She also wrote me a letter to g
3 01 30
said that if an ambulance was called to the house, they would be obligated to try to revive her. So i
00:2 16:2
done so far and she actually gave me her mobile # to let her know if anything happens. The differe
2:11 2:11
gave us her mobile on the first visit, not the last. Doc then came out of the room to confirm with V
both their eyes were teary. V asked to see her scans, and the doc went through with V, her mum an
half of her lungs in white, unlike healthy lungs which were supposed to be more black. So now its
back there. The Assisi hospice team has been assigned to visit us on Monday, and i've got a letter t
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1- 1- Managed to get the drainage going on the lung today, so she has tubes sticking out of her again. A
82 09- 09- for V. At the end of the day, she seemed slightly better than before and her colleagues came and ch
1
2 23 23 3-5 days as there is a controlled limit on fluids exiting the body, something like 500ml per 8 hours
23:1 15:1 hour.
5:53 5:53
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1- 1- Managed to get the drainage going on the lung today, so she has tubes sticking out of her again. A
82 09- 09- for V. At the end of the day, she seemed slightly better than before and her colleagues came and ch
1
3 23 23 3-5 days as there is a controlled limit on fluids exiting the body, something like 500ml per 8 hours
23:1 15:1 hour.
5:49 5:49
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1- 1- Managed to get the drainage going on the lung today, so she has tubes sticking out of her again. A
82 09- 09- for V. At the end of the day, she seemed slightly better than before and her colleagues came and ch
1
4 23 23 3-5 days as there is a controlled limit on fluids exiting the body, something like 500ml per 8 hours
23:1 15:1 hour.
6:58 6:58
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-827" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="b
224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224" height="300" />V's breathing today is still laboured. 600ml of fl
last night. She felt intense heat on her back while she slept, and for some reason, today the backpa
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vanished. This was the pain that has led her to A&E, polyclinic, acupuncture and a chiropract
1- 1her shoulder in the past and we believe it is His mercy and love that has done this. Ironically, no o
82 09- 091
suddenly forgotten how terrible her pains were? When i told this to her Mum, her initial reaction w
5 25 25
massaging gave some relief. I said" you've been massaging for months and there was no effect". A
21:4 13:4
now due to the tube sticking out of her and its hard to assess how she really feels. Good benchmar
7:47 7:47
also attribute it to the one shot of radiotherapy that is working is magic.However in these matters,
Christ! Thank you for small mercies. Note: There is a special meaning to the empty bench in the n
makes sense. Note 2: The same night i typed this, she SMS me to say the pain returned. I guess it w
V's breathing today is still laboured. 600ml of fluids have come out of her left lung so far. But a st
201 201 she slept, and for some reason, today the backpain which has been dogging her for more than a yea
1- 1- A&E, polyclinic, acupuncture and a chiropractor. My mum received a similar healing for her
82 09- 09- mercy and love that has done this. Ironically, no one else around us seems to think it was a big dea
1
6 25 25 i told this to her Mum, her initial reaction was that it could be the painkillers being too strong and
21:3 13:3 months and there was no effect". Anyway, I'm not a 100% sure its gone too, because she's bedridd
8:30 8:30 she really feels. Good benchmark is to check once she's up and about again. For the realists, they c
magic.However in these matters, I trust the word of V and my mum. Glory and praise to you Lord
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1- 182 09- 091
7 25 25
21:4 13:4
5:52 5:52
82 201 201 <img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-827" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="b
1
8 1- 1- 224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224" height="300" />V's breathing today is still laboured. 600ml of fl
09- 09- last night. She felt intense heat on her back while she slept, and for some reason, today the backpa
25 25 vanished. This was the pain that has led her to A&E, polyclinic, acupuncture and a chiropract
21:4 13:4 her shoulder in the past and we believe it is His mercy and love that has done this. Ironically, no o
7:15 7:15 suddenly forgotten how terrible her pains were? When i told this to her Mum, her initial reaction w
massaging gave some relief. I said" you've been massaging for months and there was no effect". A
now due to the tube sticking out of her and its hard to assess how she really feels. Good benchmar
also attribute it to the one shot of radiotherapy that is working is magic.However in these matters,
Christ! Thank you for small mercies. Note: There is a special meaning to the empty bench in the n
 
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-827" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="b
224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224" height="300" />V's breathing today is still laboured. 600ml of fl
last night. She felt intense heat on her back while she slept, and for some reason, today the backpa
201 201
vanished. This was the pain that has led her to A&E, polyclinic, acupuncture and a chiropract
1- 1her shoulder in the past and we believe it is His mercy and love that has done this. Ironically, no o
82 09- 091
suddenly forgotten how terrible her pains were? When i told this to her Mum, her initial reaction w
9 25 25
massaging gave some relief. I said" you've been massaging for months and there was no effect". A
21:4 13:4
now due to the tube sticking out of her and its hard to assess how she really feels. Good benchmar
7:47 7:47
also attribute it to the one shot of radiotherapy that is working is magic.However in these matters,
Christ! Thank you for small mercies. Note: There is a special meaning to the empty bench in the n
makes sense.  
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-827" style="border: 0pt none; margin: 5px;" title="b
224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224" height="300" />V's breathing today is still laboured. 600ml of fl
last night. She felt intense heat on her back while she slept, and for some reason, today the backpa
201 201
vanished. This was the pain that has led her to A&E, polyclinic, acupuncture and a chiropract
1- 1her shoulder in the past and we believe it is His mercy and love that has done this. Ironically, no o
83 09- 091
suddenly forgotten how terrible her pains were? When i told this to her Mum, her initial reaction w
0 26 26
massaging gave some relief. I said" you've been massaging for months and there was no effect". A
23:1 15:1
now due to the tube sticking out of her and its hard to assess how she really feels. Good benchmar
9:49 9:49
also attribute it to the one shot of radiotherapy that is working is magic.However in these matters,
Christ! Thank you for small mercies. Note: There is a special meaning to the empty bench in the n
makes sense. Note 2: The same night i typed this, she SMS me to say the pain returned. I guess it w
I guess I've been fairly optimistic and staying as strong as I can be, but today, my heart sinks even
few days, and V SMSed to say she wanted to go home, and that the doc said it was ok. I knew she
aircon and the oxygen made her air passage very dry. So off i go back to the hospital to pick them
the ward doc had a chat with her and told her she shouldn't go back in Oct or something to this effe
doc came by again and asked me if i knew what was going on. I said, "well, i know she has cancer
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what i don't know.." Then he dropped it on me saying that the fluids are drained and left only abou
1- 1all over, there are large masses and plenty of smaller ones. They don't reckon she'll go on much lon
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tears. I don't think i've ever had a sadder conversation in my life... So all this hope in praying for a
1 26 26
think now we really have got to start praying for less suffering too. She's taken it fairly well so far
23:5 15:5
stopped today but the breathing seems to be harder. We managed to bring her home without incide
7:59 7:59
(i'm fairly impressed they can do this immediately). We also needed to get a spare oxygen tank for
really the life giver at this point. During lunch, her mum casually remarked to me about how is JeI was pretty miffed and in my mind was thinking "WTF does he need to learn Korean for, who the
my life. Mum's interpretation of her own messages have also swung to a darker tone and she sees a
told her to go find a priest for the rites of the anointing of the sick. I guess when he comes around,
201 201 I guess I've been fairly optimistic and staying as strong as I can be, but today, my heart sinks even
1- 1- few days, and V SMSed to say she wanted to go home, and that the doc said it was ok. I knew she
83 09- 09- aircon and the oxygen made her air passages very dry. So off i go back to the hospital to pick them
1
2 26 26 the ward doc had a chat with her and told her she shouldn't go back in Oct or something to this effe
23:2 15:2 came by again and asked me if i knew what was going on. I said, "well, i know she has cancer and
9:36 9:36 i don't know
I guess I've been fairly optimistic and staying as strong as I can be, but today, my heart sinks even
few days, and V SMSed to say she wanted to go home, and that the doc said it was ok. I knew she
aircon and the oxygen made her air passage very dry. So off i go back to the hospital to pick them
the ward doc had a chat with her and told her she shouldn't go back in Oct or something to this effe
doc came by again and asked me if i knew what was going on. I said, "well, i know she has cancer
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what i don't know.." Then he dropped it on me saying that the fluids are drained and left only abou
1- 1all over, there are large masses and plenty of smaller ones. They don't reckon she'll go on much lon
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tears. I don't think i've ever had a sadder conversation in my life... So all this hope in praying for a
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think now we really have got to start praying for less suffering too. She's taken it fairly well so far
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stopped today but the breathing seems to be harder. We managed to bring her home without incide
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(i'm fairly impressed they can do this immediately). We also needed to get a spare oxygen tank for
really the life giver at this point. During lunch, her mum casually remarked to me about how is JeI was pretty miffed and in my mind was thinking "WTF does he need to learn Korean for, who the
my life. Mum's interpretation of her own messages have also swung to a darker tone and she sees a
told her to go find a priest to the rites of the anoiting of the sick. I guess when he comes around, th
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Mum went to Novena yesterday and spoke to Fr Simon Lim and found out that we have to go back
moment, and offered to drive her around. So she managed to get Fr JJ Fenellon from Our Lady Sta
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strange and coincidental that Fr JJ is the only priest that i knew from a long time back. From the ti
1- 1Paul in our teen years. And he was still studying to be a priest. So now he's a full-fledged one adm
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supposed to be dropped from this sacrament. I don't think i'm able to get that out of my head. Pray
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on our address to the neighbourhood committee too. Immediately on the same night, a lady living
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a rosary from Lourdes and a bottle of the water from there. Every night for us has been a dread so
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the loo every hour or gets up to pop morphine. When she finally goes off to sleep, i look for signs
other, we pray for God's will to be done soon.
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83 1- 1- moment, and offered to drive her around. So she managed to get Fr JJ Fenellon from Our Lady Sta
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28 28 Paul in our teen years. And he was still studying to be a priest. So now he's a full-fledged one adm
11:0 03:0 supposed to be dropped from this sacrament. I don't think i'm able to get that out of my head. Pray
0:11 0:11 on our address to the neighbourhood committee too. Immediately on the same night, a lady living
a rosary from Lourdes and a bottle of the water from there. Every night for us has been a dread so
the loo every hour or gets up to pop morphine. When she finally goes off to sleep, i look for signs
other, we pray for God's will to be done soon.
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1- 1- accounts etc to me and basically let go of all worldly possessions. Yesterday, i had a deja vu day w
84 09- 09- only two important things that mattered when she goes: 1. A Catholic funeral 2. Everyone in the fa
1
1 29 29 School-Suffering-Priest-Teaches/dp/0867164557" target="_blank">The School of Suffering</a> I
22:3 14:3 awhile back, most of the logistical / financial issues were already pinned to me so it was a simple d
8:18 8:18 world. Big question is will i be able to let go when the time comes...
201 201 I'm not sure if i blogged about it earlier but when my mum was faced with impending death years
1- 1- accounts etc to me and basically let go of all worldly possessions. Yesterday, i had a deja vu day w
84 09- 09- only two important things that mattered when she goes: 1. A Catholic funeral 2. Everyone in the fa
1
2 29 29 School-Suffering-Priest-Teaches/dp/0867164557" target="_blank">The School of Suffering</a> I
22:3 14:3 awhile back, most of the logistical / financial issues were already pinned to me so it was a simple d
7:00 7:00 world. Big question is will i be able to let go when the time comes...
We went for the scheduled chemo session today, but made the decision to stop it for good. It wasn
had a long chat with the doc and she also concurred that if there was no real benefit of going throu
201 201 there, spend hours waiting and then getting drained from the side-effects, then we should just stop
1- 1- getting it confirmed by the main oncologist did give V a sting. I could see her slightly shaken that
84 10- 09- noticed that was hardly any veins left to do chemo even if she wanted to. I spoke to the doc about
1
4 01 30 witness. This documents the patient's wish not to be resuscitated if he/she is unconscious and in an
00:1 16:1 home doc to certify the death when it happens. She said that if an ambulance was called to the hou
4:56 4:56 funeral home directly. I thanked her for all she's done so far and she actually gave me her mobile #
hospital and private clinic was that the private doc gave us her mobile on the first visit, not the last
wasn't going to do any more chemo and both their eyes were teary. V asked to see her scans and th
and CT scans showing the lower half of her lungs in white, unlike healthy lungs which were sup
"open", there is no real need to go back there. The Assissi hospice team has been assigned to visit
We went for the scheduled chemo session today, but made the decision to stop it for good. It wasn
had a long chat with the doc and she also concurred that if there was no real benefit of going throu
there, spend hours waiting and then getting drained from the side-effects, then we should just stop
getting it confirmed by the main oncologist did give V a sting. I could see her slightly shaken that
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noticed that was hardly any veins left to do chemo even if she wanted to. I asked the doc again wh
1- 1months. I also spoke to the doc about the Advance Medical Directive and we got it signed with her
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resuscitated if he/she is unconscious and in an emergency situation. She also wrote me a letter to g
5 01 30
said that if an ambulance was called to the house, they would be obligated to try to revive her. So i
00:2 16:2
done so far and she actually gave me her mobile # to let her know if anything happens. The differe
0:13 0:13
gave us her mobile on the first visit, not the last. Doc then came out of the room to confirm with V
both their eyes were teary. V asked to see her scans, and the doc went through with V, her mum an
half of her lungs in white, unlike healthy lungs which were supposed to be more black. So now its
back there. The Assisi hospice team has been assigned to visit us on Monday, and i've got a letter t
We went for the scheduled chemo session today, but made the decision to stop it for good. It wasn
had a long chat with the doc and she also concurred that if there was no real benefit of going throu
there, spend hours waiting and then getting drained from the side-effects, then we should just stop
getting it confirmed by the main oncologist did give V a sting. I could see her slightly shaken that
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noticed that was hardly any veins left to do chemo even if she wanted to. I asked the doc again wh
1- 1months. I also spoke to the doc about the Advance Medical Directive and we got it signed with her
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resuscitated if he/she is unconscious and in an emergency situation. She also wrote me a letter to g
6 01 30
said that if an ambulance was called to the house, they would be obligated to try to revive her. So i
00:2 16:2
done so far and she actually gave me her mobile # to let her know if anything happens. The differe
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gave us her mobile on the first visit, not the last. Doc then came out of the room to confirm with V
both their eyes were teary. V asked to see her scans, and the doc went through with V, her mum an
half of her lungs in white, unlike healthy lungs which were supposed to be more black. So now its
back there. The Assisi hospice team has been assigned to visit us on Monday, and i've got a letter t
The Counsellor also spoke to V about making a will and she decided to go ahead and do one. Alth
201 201 and one land-banking title deed (which to me is a write-off), I guess its just good piece of mind no
1- 1- dropped by today to get her signature and got the papers witnessed and done up. Apparently they a
86 10- 10- compassionate freelance work and the price was a fraction of what a law firm would charge. I gues
1
4 08 08 readings for the mass and her favourite photo to be used at the funeral. Thankfully there were no p
22:1 14:1 increase her oxygen level to just drink a packet of milk and she almost couldn't finish her bath. Ev
1:29 1:29 seemed particularly ominous. I think after i get through this whole experience, i can be the <a href
emotional rollercoasters. I probably can do it with my eyes wide open and hands up in the air ...an
<img class="alignleft" style="margin: 5px; border: 0pt none;" src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6
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height="240" />NUH handed V's case over to <a href="http://www.assisihospice.org.sg/" target="
1- 1the initial visit. I've heard of their name in the past and was never sure where they are. Apparently
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consisting of a nurse, a doc and a counsellor. Now i know first-hand what they are about and I h
8 04 04
emotional one too. Doc changed the morphine from the liquid form to a pill which was slow-acting
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little longer as she can numb the backpain. Thank God for that. The counsellor also gave interestin
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for Je-in. Those thoughts never really crossed our minds, but i don't think she's up to it. We'll see h
201 201 <img class="alignleft" style="margin: 5px; border: 0pt none;" src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6
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11- 1- height="240" />NUH handed V's case over to <a href="http://www.assisihospice.org.sg/" target="
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10- 10- the initial visit. I've heard of their name in the past and was never sure where they are. Apparently
04 04 consisting of a nurse, a doc and a counsellor. Now i know first-hand what they are about and I d
17:0 09:0 one too. Doc changed the morphine from the liquid form to a pill which was slow-acting and longe
1:11 1:11 as she can numb the backpain. Thank God for that.
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<img class="alignnone" src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6099/6209621793_65857e849e_m.jpg
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<img class="alignleft" style="margin: 5px; border: 0pt none;" src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6
201 201 height="240" />NUH handed V's case over to <a href="http://www.assisihospice.org.sg/" target="
1- 1- the initial visit. I've heard of their name in the past and was never sure where they are. Apparently
85 10- 10- consisting of a nurse, a doc and a counsellor. Now i know first-hand what they are about and I h
1
3 04 04 emotional one too. Doc changed the morphine from the liquid form to a pill which was slow-acting
21:3 13:3 little longer as she can numb the backpain. Thank God for that. The counsellor also gave interestin
5:34 5:34 for Je-in. Those thoughts never really crossed our minds, but i don't think she's up to it. We'll see h
cannular (the oxygen tube)
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1- 1We had minor drama with the first changing of the nasal cannular (the oxygen tube). The replacem
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nose like the one she got from the hospital. So because of this, she was breathing heavily til i mana
5 04 04
from the ward. Now she can breathe better.
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<img class="alignleft" style="margin: 5px; border: 0pt none;" src="http://farm7.static.flickr.com/6
height="240" />NUH handed V's case over to <a href="http://www.assisihospice.org.sg/" target="
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the initial visit. I've heard of their name in the past and was never sure where they are. Apparently
1- 1consisting of a nurse, a doc and a counsellor. Now i know first-hand what they are about and I h
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emotional one too. Doc changed the morphine from the liquid form to a pill which was slow-acting
4 04 04
little longer as she can numb the backpain. Thank God for that. The counsellor also gave interestin
22:4 14:4
for Je-in. Those thoughts never really crossed our minds, but i don't think she's up to it. We'll see h
4:23 4:23
cannular (the oxygen tube). The replacement one was a of a slightly different length and did not cu
to drive down to NUH to get the e
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1- 1We had minor drama with the first changing of the nasal cannular (the oxygen tube). The replacem
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nose like the one she got from the hospital. So because of this, she was breathing heavily til i mana
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from the ward. Now she can breathe better.
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Seeking to live in joyful acceptance of God's will, Desiring His will above all else. (Pray with St F
1- 1Him is a soul who lives accordance with the will of God. It thereby gives very great glory to God.
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alone is everything to me, I live by and die by it and it is the holy will of God. It is my daily food.
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asks of me, although my nature often quakes and I feel the magnitude of these things is beyond my
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grace of God is, which supports me. (Diary 652)  
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Seeking to live in joyful acceptance of God's will, desiring His will above all else. (Pray with St Fa
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Seeking to live in joyful acceptance of God's will, Desiring His will above all else. (Pray with St F
1- 1Him is a soul who lives accordance with the will of God. It thereby gives very great glory to God.
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alone is everything to me, I live by and dieby it and it is the holy will of God. It is my daily food. M
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asks of me, although my nature often quakes and I feel the magnitude of these things is beyond my
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grace of God is, which supports me. (Diary 652)  
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1- 186 10- 10- First glimpse of what could be the end today..Was choking on her own phlegm which somehow de
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1 07 06 min in the evening. Guess we're all shaken, including Je-in who saw it up close...
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1- 186 10- 10- First glimpse of what could be the end today..Was choking on her own phlegm which somehow de
1
2 07 06 min in the evening. Guess we're all shaken, including Je-in who saw it up close...
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About the same time today, a similar phlegm attack happened again... Not as severe as yesterday's
1- 1already. I'm supposed to give it to him if he makes it to the altar boys .. Didn't read mine either. W
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background etc .. Just the sofa, but that's the best we can do. Doc switched her to a morphine patch
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etc but V is still popping the liquid morphine every 4 hours. I guess her level of pain is ever increa
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Lord, give me strength to bear this cross. It is nothing compared to what V is bearing ..
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11- 1- and one land-banking title deed (which to me is a write-off), I guess its just good piece of mind no
5
10- 10- dropped by today to get her signature and got the papers witnessed and done up. Apparently they a
08 08 compassionate freelance work and the price was a fraction of what a law firm would charge. I gues
22:1 14:1 readings for the mass and her favourite photo to be used at the funeral. Thankfully there were no p
1:08 1:08 increase her oxygen level to just drink a packet of milk and she almost couldn't finish her bath. Ev
seemed particularly ominous. I think after i get through this whole experience, i can be the evil ken
wide open and hands up in the air
The Counsellor also spoke to V about making a will and she decided to go ahead and do one. Alth
201 201 and one land-banking title deed (which to me is a write-off), I guess its just good piece of mind no
1- 1- dropped by today to get her signature and got the papers witnessed and done up. Apparently they a
86 10- 10- compassionate freelance work and the price was a fraction of what a law firm would charge. I gues
1
6 08 08 readings for the mass and her favourite photo to be used at the funeral. Thankfully there were no p
22:1 14:1 increase her oxygen level to just drink a packet of milk and she almost couldn't finish her bath. Ev
4:19 4:19 seemed particularly ominous. I think after i get through this whole experience, i can be the Evil Kn
wide open and hands up in the air ...and throw in a baby claspsed between my legs too...
The Counsellor also spoke to V about making a will and she decided to go ahead and do one. Alth
201 201 and one land-banking title deed (which to me is a write-off), I guess its just good piece of mind no
1- 1- dropped by today to get her signature and got the papers witnessed and done up. Apparently they a
86 10- 10- compassionate freelance work and the price was a fraction of what a law firm would charge. I gues
1
7 08 08 readings for the mass and her favourite photo to be used at the funeral. Thankfully there were no p
22:1 14:1 increase her oxygen level to just drink a packet of milk and she almost couldn't finish her bath. Ev
1:29 1:29 seemed particularly ominous. I think after i get through this whole experience, i can be the evil ken
wide open and hands up in the air ...
The Counsellor also spoke to V about making a will and she decided to go ahead and do one. Alth
201 201 and one land-banking title deed (which to me is a write-off), I guess its just good piece of mind no
1- 1- dropped by today to get her signature and got the papers witnessed and done up. Apparently they a
86 10- 10- compassionate freelance work and the price was a fraction of what a law firm would charge. I gues
1
8 08 08 readings for the mass and her favourite photo to be used at the funeral. Thankfully there were no p
22:1 14:1 increase her oxygen level to just drink a packet of milk and she almost couldn't finish her bath. Ev
3:13 3:13 seemed particularly ominous. I think after i get through this whole experience, i can be the evil ken
wide open and hands up in the air ...and throw in a baby claspsed between my legs too...
You know how I really hate public speaking... But this is the last thing I can do for my beloved Va
thoughtful person I’ve met. When I first met her and found out that she was a pastor’s dau
and guide me to heaven. I’d like to thank her parents for doing such a great job raising a daugh
does, knowing that He will guide her unto what is good for her. Not materially, but spiritually. She
her. She never hankered for diamonds or branded stuff and she never hesitated with donations if th
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read up the A-Z on taking care of babies and put her whole heart into loving him. As a wife, she w
1- 1make a great team. In Korea on a driving trip, she’d read out the navigation while I drove the c
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mirror, and she made me a better person. During her battle with cancer, I saw how she grew spiritu
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She persevered in getting everything done and never once complained about God or blamed Him.
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had to repeatedly poke her with needles as her veins were hard to get and they had to try numerous
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walked down it bravely. Towards the end of the journey she had totally surrendered herself to God
Heaven. She prayed constantly the Divine Mercy chaplet and trusted in Him. So if you want to rem
along the way. Val, I miss you and I’ll have you in my heart forever. You’ve fought a reall
journey wasn’t so short, but I’m happy that you’re in a better place. Jesus, we now han
her eternal peace and happiness. Jesus, I trust in you. Jesus, I trust in you. Jesus, I trust in you. Cho
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1- 1Morning, afternoon and night-time cough / phlegm attacks. Its been a rough day. Her back hurts an
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own anymore. She's still keeping the faith and has prayed the Divine Mercy for souls in purgatory
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bless her soul.
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1- 1Morning, afternoon and night-time cough / phlegm attacks. Its been a rough day. Her back hurts an
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own anymore. She's still keeping the faith and has prayed the Divine Mercy for souls in purgatory.
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bles
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1- 1Morning, afternoon and night-time cough / phlegm attacks. Its been a rough day. Her back hurts an
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own anymore. She's still keeping the faith and has prayed the Divine Mercy for souls in purgatory
2 09 09
bless her soul.
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I guess i gotta stop numbering them already, can see the intensity of things building up. She also h
again and recommended we consider sending her in to stay so that she can get round the clock doc
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front. I asked about a private nurse at home but they can't prescribe or change your meds etc and c
1- 1today. Its good to have the whole family around. Apparently, she managed to get them to all say
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had Je-in with us so that they could pray. Bearing in mind they are not Catholic, but Missionaries a
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ecumenical get-together. We truly believe in the promise of the <a href="http://www.eadmcanada.
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her family members was to bring them in union with that promise. The night is almost over, she ju
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she's with me in the same bed because we're likely to bring her into the hospice tomorrow where s
emotionally...
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I guess i gotta stop numbering them already, can see the intensity of things building up. She also h
1- 1again and recommended we consider sending her in to stay so that she can get round the clock doc
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front. I asked about a private nurse at home but they can't prescribe or change your meds etc and c
4 10 10
today. Its good to have the whole family around. Apparently, she managed to get them to all say
23:5 15:5
had Je-in with us so that they could pray. Bearing in mind they are not Catholic, but a Missionarie
4:47 4:47
I guess i gotta stop numbering them already, can see the intensity of things building up. She also h
201 201 again and recommended we consider sending her in to stay so that she can get round the clock doc
1- 1- front. I asked about a private nurse at home but they can't prescribe or change your meds etc and c
87 10- 10- today. Its good to have the whole family around. Apparently, she managed to get them to all say
1
5 11 10 had Je-in with us so that they could pray. Bearing in mind they are not Catholic, but Missionaries a
00:1 16:1 ecumenical get-together. We truly believe in the promise of the <a href="http://www.eadmcanada.
5:10 5:10 her family members was to bring them in union with that promise. The night is almost over, she ju
she's with me in the same bed because we're likely to bring her into the hospice tomorrow where s
201 201 I guess i gotta stop numbering them already, can see the intensity of things building up. She also h
87 1- 1- again and recommended we consider sending her in to stay so that she can get round the clock doc
1
6 10- 10- front. I asked about a private nurse at home but they can't prescribe or change your meds etc and c
11 10 today. Its good to have the whole family around. Apparently, she managed to get them to all say
00:1 16:1 had Je-in with us so that they could pray. Bearing in mind they are not Catholic, but Missionaries a
9:17 9:17 ecumenical get-together. We truly believe in the promise of the <a href="http://www.eadmcanada.
her family members was to bring them in union with that promise. The night is almost over, she ju
she's with me in the same bed because we're likely to bring her into the hospice tomorrow where s
emotionally...
<p>The homecare team popped by again this morning and were concerned about stabalising her co
201 201 because she was obviously still in pain, and also had a fever yesterday. I am honestly pretty frighte
1- 1- warded because at least there will be immediate medical support should she go into major pain or
87 10- 10- felt like they would send her off to die. So she voiced her concerns and I let the doc do the convinc
1
7 12 11 up a look-see session so she will feel more at ease, but she eventually decided its probably for the
00:3 16:3 hospice. Building is pretty old but decent facilities and a private room with enough space does mak
1:00 1:00 pretty close by.</p> <p>Mum had a strange dream of grandma in the morning and when she arrive
name.</p>
<p>The homecare team were concerned about stabalising her condition and asked us to consider p
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and also had a fever yesterday. I was honestly pretty frightened on how to react in an emergency, s
1- 1immediate medical support should she go into major pain or discomfort.</p> <p>Her mum was pr
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So she voiced her concerns and I let the doc do the convincing cos I didn't want to push any agend
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more at ease, but she eventually decided its probably for the best and dropped her reservations.</p
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decent facilities and a private room with enough space does make it comfortable enough. It's not a
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strange dream of grandma in the morning and when she arrived, it struck her - St Elizabeth's room
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1- 1- Her condition seems to be going downhill day by day. The breathing has gotten worse today, she u
87 10- 10- in the past few days it was 3 or 4. Today it jumped to 8. Basically her lungs are not getting enough
1
9 12 12 the machine at home could only go up to 5. They also switched her from the nasal cannular (tube-l
23:4 15:4 also ordered some medication to help with the breathing but its administered by a slow-drip sort of
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1- 1- Her condition seems to be going downhill day by day. The breathing has gotten worse today, she u
88 10- 10- in the past few days it was 3 or 4. Today it jumped to 8. Basically her lungs are not getting enough
1
0 12 12 the machine at home could only go up to 5. They also switched her from the nasal cannular (tube-l
23:4 15:4 also ordered some medication to help with the breathing but its administered by a slow-drip sort of
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After 24 hours of being in a coma, Valeryn finally gave in to the illness and went back to the Lord
today asking for water because her throat must be so dry, but the nurse advised that we can only w
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nurses changed her clothing and cleaned her and we could tell she was lucid enough to hear and un
1- 1turns to talk to her."Val, just go in peace with the Lord, you have fought a good fight, now its time
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mission is complete.. I love you" At about 925 am, she seemed to want to raise her arms and legs,
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for a long time. Her father prayed over her in Korean. I prayed the Divine Mercy one last time for
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was complete. My mum heard angelic singing today, she also recognised it was Val's voice. With
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journey of purification has been intense, not many can go through this with the sort of resolve and
this will suffice. Je-in, when you finally get to read this, this is how your mother went back to Jesu
After 24 hours of being in a coma, Valeryn finally gave in to the illness and went back to the Lord
today asking for water because her throat must be so dry, but the nurse advised that we can only w
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nurses changed her clothing and cleaned her and we could tell she was lucid enough to hear and un
1- 1turns to talk to her."Val, just go in peace with the Lord, you have fought a good fight, now its time
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mission is complete.. I love you" At about 925 am, she seemed to want to raise her arms and legs,
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for a long time. Her father prayed over her in Korean. I prayed the Divine Mercy one last time for
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was complete. My mum heard angelic singing today, she also recognised it was Val's voice. With
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journey of purification has been intense, not many can go through this with the sort of resolve and
this will suffice. Je-in, when you finally get to read this, this is how your mother went back to Jesu
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who know and love Val and want to share some final moments and remember her, the wake will b
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from 15 Oct 8pm. (Church closes every day at 10pm) Funeral mass is on Tuesday 18 Oct 11 am an
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for those that don't drive)</p>
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who know and love Val and want to share some final moments and remember her, the wake will b
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from 15 Oct 8pm. (Church closes every day at 10pm) Funeral mass is on Tuesday 18 Oct 11 am an
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for those that don't drive)</p>
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who know and love Val and want to share some final moments and remember her, the wake will b
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from 15 Oct 8pm. (Church closes every day at 10pm) Funeral mass is on Tuesday 18 Oct 11 am an
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for those that don't drive)</p>
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21:3 13:3 at 10pm) Funeral mass is on Tuesday, 18 Oct 11 am and thereafter we will proceed to Mandai crem
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who know and love Val and want to share some final moments and remember her, the wake will b
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from 15 Oct 8pm. (Church closes every day at 10pm) Funeral mass is on Tuesday 18 Oct 11 am an
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for those that don't drive)</p>
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3 14 14 some final moments and remember her, the wake will be held at The Oratory - Holy Spirit Church
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You know how I really hate public speaking... But this is the last thing I can do for my beloved Va
thoughtful person I’ve met. When I first met her and found out that she was a pastor’s dau
and guide me to heaven. I’d like to thank her parents for doing such a great job raising a daugh
does, knowing that He will guide her unto what is good for her. Not materially, but spiritually. She
her. She never hankered for diamonds or branded stuff and she never hesitated with donations if th
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read up the A-Z on taking care of babies and put her whole heart into loving him. As a wife, she w
1- 1make a great team. In Korea on a driving trip, she’d read out the navigation while I drove the c
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mirror, and she made me a better person. During her battle with cancer, I saw how she grew spiritu
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She persevered in getting everything done and never once complained about God or blamed Him.
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had to repeatedly poke her with needles as her veins were hard to get and they had to try numerous
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walked down it bravely. Towards the end of the journey she had totally surrendered herself to God
Heaven. She prayed constantly the Divine Mercy chaplet and trusted in Him. So if you want to rem
along the way. Val, I miss you and I’ll have you in my heart forever. You’ve fought a reall
journey wasn’t so short, but I’m happy that you’re in a better place. Jesus, we now han
her eternal peace and happiness. Jesus, I trust in you. Jesus, I trust in you. Jesus, I trust in you. Cho
201 201 Retrieved from her iPhone Notes application. I guessed she kept this as a diary of sorts. Once i get
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11- 1- 10:55pm Mission accomplished at day 40 Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:
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10- 10- 잔치를 위해 이런 예복을 입어야 ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처ë
20 20 ê·¸ 예복은 사랑, ì •ì˜, 흉화, 겸솕, ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입
21:0 13:0 입어야 그 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and m
5:21 5:21 soul... Guide me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to w
to me. Let me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surre
can take me back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me &
long. Please be merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank
All the glory to u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for your holy will. I am happy that i can be
Until your will be done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united t
definitely take me back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in
temptation. I am waiting for you to take me to your kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u
overjoyed. Even though i have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know your with
2:35am 주님 오만한 ì €ë¥¼ 용서하소서 스스로 ë”ê°€ 띜거 마냥 착객솝ì
배우게 하소서 ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ì ˆ 불쌝히 여기시어 몇시간의 ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소ì
as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up
urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lun
How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protruding o
have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God about this: does he pre
answer is no but my mom says yes. We have diff view point about god so i'm really confused. She
do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage your back?" But i tho
getting this luxurious body relief just because i'm in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain le
He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i don't break down, i pass the str
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldn't sleep until my body was so exhausted
down so i shout in Jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap ove
Jesus protect me. It was scary n didn't stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to ea
felt real..i think i was shouting Jesus. What happened? I'm afraid God is not happy with me. I felt u
passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:14am 우리의 생활 태띄띄 복음을 받아들
띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 그대로의 나를 예수님 망씀으로 ì ë‹¹ížˆ 꾸ë©
ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 수 있습니다. ì•´ 망은 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ 늘 ìžì‹ ì„
뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 게으름과 죄의 습관엝서 벗어나야만 ì
망씀하셨지요. “여러분의 몸앴 여러분 안엕 계시는 ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„
ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은 여러분 ìžì‹ ì˜ 것앴 아님을 모릅니까?―(1코린
ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리의 몸을 띔럽히지 ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리ì
ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 뜻입니다. ‘낡은 나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘
해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37pm ì œì•¸ì•´ë¥¼ 위해 이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊
ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음 띕분엕 하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 충ë
ì„œ 그분 마음엕 ë“¤ê³ ì˜¨ê°– ì„ í–‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 ì•„ëŠ
옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ 오는 ëª¨ë“ íž˜ì„ 받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì
나땼엝서 받는 생솝의 몫을 ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 ê²
구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 사랑하시는 아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•
받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 바오로의 콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31, 2:42pm ì
주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙치 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게
용기와 믿음은 주님 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 ì‹œì
ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것없앴 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로
않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모로 부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼
ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있ì–
사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë‚˜ì§€ 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì
한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ
주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 못하ê
아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë
임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ ë°”ì
wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest
peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness
should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, m
face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mer
God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주ì
ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥
주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 í•œí
ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여
옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need courage and you need m
message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situa
your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *ì„
받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìž•ìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í
ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻ëŒ
아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒ
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 당ì‹
이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì
시오. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 í”ë“¤ë¦¬ê³ í–‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´
바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -transformation
witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act
11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 e
unconscious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but no
Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healt
vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람들은 ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ 부족
ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 ì•½ê³ ë¬µìƒí•˜ëŠ” 가운땰 주님을
앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë¦¬ì˜ 굳건한 믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사ë
만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습니다. Apr 6, 9:26pm 시편 145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â
주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분노엕 ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주ë
내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀마다 ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네.
누구라띄 일으켜 세우시네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 의로우ì‹
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하게 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—
예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이
생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 ì
망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 ë³µì
하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 ê
ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(ê°ˆë
택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë
의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼
비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서
생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ
21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €
ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘ì•
믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것ì
품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을
너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입
이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝
핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.â€
ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의
13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 객당í
나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕ì
ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 ê·¸ë
í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시ë
따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만
예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìž
í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼,
것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 ìž„
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 ì“°ë‹
나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 ìž•ê¸
보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옕광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. <spa
suffereings we encounter in life are consequences of our own. Agony resulted from making wrong
them are results by humans and not intentions from God. Even so, God will not divert the pain and
the faith in suffering. the world/life goes on according to God's order. therefore all things happenin
various ways. God is an onlooker. But God gives peace to those who seek Him during hardship. H
glory.</span> Jan 10, 9:13am 우리가 â€˜ìžì‹ ì˜ ëŠ¥ë ¥ê³¼ 재능을 내세울 때’는 ì
‘우리의 약함을 ìžëž‘í• ë•Œâ€™(2코린 11,30 참조)는 주님께서 일하시기 ë•Œ
필요한 것은 “주님, ì €ëŠ” 부족한 죄앸야 뿝이지만, ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 ì•
we use our power and talent, we work for ourselves, but if we are like to Paul show off our weakn
servant, the person only needs a humble answer, "Lord, though i'm an imperfect sinner, use me as
ê³ ì„ì—• 계실 ë•Œ, 온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³
“주님! 주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.―
망씀하셨다. “내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병
one of the towns when suddenly a man appeared, covered with a skin-disease. Seeing Jesus he fell
cleanse me.' 13 He stretched out his hand, and touched him saying, 'I am willing. Be cleansed.' At
불쌝히 여기소서.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹
me... you have the power, so please have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:4
ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. 마
무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•
ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒ
had been continuously praying for no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that
will happen one day has crashed, now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is
the biggest miracle.</span> Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, hon
internally (detach from your desire) What is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be .
Patience. Prayerful waiting. 2010, Dec 30, 1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: ì
¬ì£¼ì„¸ìš” 기띄하띘 하늝님뜻엕 ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 ë‚
êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: 기띄의 열심과 ê³ í†µì˜ 인내 ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 ê²
으로 이띄심 ì „ 가족의 카톨ë¦í™” 부부 모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <sp
but will not pray for: - returning to work - lose weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entr
shoulder and feet - to lead a direction for husband's work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - p
humanity/faith/wisdom for language and learning - life of modesty - healthy and harmonious fami
catholic - (married) couple to die without illness and in mercy Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해
드는 아줌마를 ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버
하는것과 같다. 하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì
ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 화를내며 아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 씨ë¶
모둝가 이해한다. 그걸 납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으ë©
마땅하다. 솝았네 분하네 í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝ì„
ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë” 잘 이해하기위해 ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†
Misunderstanding God. Just like the bus driver stopped the car because he saw a woman waiving h
then "oh i misunderstood!" - it is same. It was not God's will but i interpret it myself and later i cou
woman was waiving too early, it is such an ugly sight. everyone understand that one can misunder
misunderstanding, he should just focus and continue on driving. No point complaining, or feeling
 being accepting that you wrongly interpreted and try to put more effort in knowing God's will, c
Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝님은 네가 짝장을 그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치ë¥
í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ 어떤것띄 ê²°êµì—” 하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›
따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í•˜ë•¼. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Go
and went for a Korea trip. Whatever you want to do now, God may not like it at all. Whenever you
according to God's will.</span> Dec 15, 11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이ë‚
ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰ë²”í•˜ê²Œ 살기 3) 이웃을 ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 앸내의 삶: on
2) 보이는 것엝만 매여 조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life of modesty: everyday life 1) thank God regardless of good
neighbour, be considerate and respectful</span> life of patience: on life crisis 1) be thankfully acc
seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan, who is good. Dec 15, 11:42pm 사람은 기다림ì
기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람만앴 기다림
그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서 우리 가운땰
‘’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 없는 존재ìž
초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서띄 세생으ë
때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴 ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹
í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대목입니다. ì–´
앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 흔들릴 때가 ì
의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ ìš©ê¸
합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운땰로 우리를 찾아오시
Waiting for other people, happiness and peace etc. Waiting requires a patience. Only those who ar
the meaning, be able to taste its fruit. John the Baptist recognized Jesus who came among us in J
that he could not even touch His shoe lace. But anxiety came as time passed. It was because h
more opponents in the world. so he sent his disciples to Jesus to ask "Are you the one who is com
shaking. perhaps, we too, can't wait for Jesus who'll be coming, or can't recognize Him who is alre
Therefore, we might have doubt like John did. But we shall not despair -Â have courage and pray
out His hand Dec 12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ê
때까지 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Look at the farmers who are waiting for harvest from land. He
be patience, wait and have a firm heart.</span> Nov 30, 11:00pm ì˜¤ëŠ˜ë‚ ì„¸ë¡€ 받은 사람
ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 가족은 ì•´ì œ
ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 사실 우리는 주님 이ì™
주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸ë ¥í•´ì•¼ 합니다. <span style="
were called by Lord, and they left everything behind in order to follow Him. Now the family is on
for daily bread. actually we do not need anything except lord. So should always try to live the life
많은 기다림을 체험하면서 살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë
기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ í˜„ì‹¤ì—ë§Œ 안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달
것입니다. * 새로움앴 없다면 변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ
것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 불행한 ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기ë
with many experiences of waiting. these experiences always give novelty and refresh people new.
to things that can be seen, they will not have any novelty.* without novelty, we can't dream of who
pitiful that person is. Only those who wake and await for Lord will meet Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm Th
what god has done for me.. Not what i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world know
Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must recognise your sinfulness. Realise we are imperfect need the
Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would
want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u
naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than what is happening to
the world. God doesn't remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony to go
glory of god. Whether you're healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u think.
성숙해진다 주님과 띔 친밀해진다 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì„ 피하게 띨으로서 주님께서
바의성당 비발디 광장, 세계엝서 ì ¤ í•° 그림 성당 ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희로아티아: ì
아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬ë‹ˆ 이스탄불 Unless a grain of wheat Sons of god
Retrieved from her iPhone, these are in English : Oct 10, 10:55pm Mission acomplished at day 40
my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O Holy Spirit, soul of my soul... Guide m
submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everything you allow to happen to me. Let me
done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u can heal me anytime, also can take me b
best for me & my family. But please, do not delay my current situation too long. Please be m
11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i carry the cross for you. All the glor
happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you r pleased with it too. Until ur
desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that one day you will definately
more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world which is full of temtation.
happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heaven i am overjoyed. E
know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 20, 6:26am Throughou
inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kin
uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twis
My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy re
virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm ch
yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im really confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in
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painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur back?" But i thought since this is God's test on my p
1- 1becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myse
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n smashing around. If i dont break down, i pass the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about
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couldnt sleep until my body was so exhausted. Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was
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stopped. 2nd dream i felt hugh force wrap over me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i giv
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dream i was flying n like shot down to earth, that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur bu
afraid God is not happy with me. I felt uneasy whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods m
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need c
So I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for gra
be strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -tr
36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, m
father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29
unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but not
18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healthy n
life throb within me. Amen. Jan 24, 3:12am ... Many remain at the foot of the mount who could as
thoughts. As a result of them the Lord will give you grace for courageous deeds(action with intent
without showing fear. Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour&a
(dettach from ur desire) What is ur deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know urself.
Prayerful waiting. Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank
myself No pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do thing
sinfulness. Realise we r imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to
Trust in his mercy n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life
need to give up things that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. No
is greater than wat is happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch
purify u. U must give testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for th
heals u but not the way u think.. In his way particulary for u..
Retrieved from her iPhone, these are in English : Oct 10, 10:55pm Mission acomplished at day 40
my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O Holy Spirit, soul of my soul... Guide m
submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everything you allow to happen to me. Let me
done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u can heal me anytime, also can take me b
best for me & my family. But please, do not delay my current situation too long. Please be me
11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i carry the cross for you. All the glor
happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you r pleased with it too. Until ur
desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that one day you will definately
more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world which is full of temtation.
happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heaven i am overjoyed. E
know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 20, 6:26am Throughou
inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kin
uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twis
My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy re
virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm ch
yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im really confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in
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painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur back?" But i thought since this is God's test on my p
1- 1becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myse
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n smashing around. If i dont break down, i pass the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about
9 20 20
couldnt sleep until my body was so exhausted. Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was
21:0 13:0
stopped. 2nd dream i felt hugh force wrap over me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i giv
4:54 4:54
dream i was flying n like shot down to earth, that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur bu
afraid God is not happy with me. I felt uneasy whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods m
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need c
So I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for gra
be strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -tr
36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, m
father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29
unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but not
18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healthy n
life throb within me. Amen. Jan 24, 3:12am ... Many remain at the foot of the mount who could as
thoughts. As a result of them the Lord will give you grace for courageous deeds(action with intent
without showing fear. Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour&a
(dettach from ur desire) What is ur deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know urself.
Prayerful waiting. Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank
myself No pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do thing
sinfulness. Realise we r imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to
Trust in his mercy n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life
need to give up things that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. No
is greater than wat is happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch
purify u. U must give testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for th
heals u but not the way u think.. In his way particulary for u..
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
family to do divine mercy together Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God’
strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)… I promise to submit to whatever you desi
only know Your will…(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to
back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family
merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for givin
u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your wil
done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can w
back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont
for you to take me to ur kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve
have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank
have difficulty breathing as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, ex
Help!! Pls inform doc with urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i
lung, cough & flame) How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain S
Cough as long as i have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God ab
or not? My answer is no but my mom says yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im really confus
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relief why do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur back?â€
1- 1like to see me getting this luxurious body relief just becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go th
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product. He’s testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i dont break down,
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i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldnt sleep until my body was so exhau
21:0 13:0
me down so i shout in jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt hugh force wrap
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jesus protect me. It was scary n didnt stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to ear
felt real..i think i was shouting jesus. What happened? I afraid God is not happy with me. I felt une
passover is over 탈출기 12 Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, b
shall I want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2.
of righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of your Name. 3. Though i should wande
your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, cr
kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwell in the house of my God foreverm
need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So I am giving you this message. For you to
bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must be strong and so too your trust in me. It is
transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external:
matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we p
Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will
showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy
body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Jan
to the top… I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lo
courage – a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 3,
honour&praise God Willing to do God’s will, know God, free internally (dettach from ur desir
Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience. Prayerful waiting. O
Humility: thank god gor what god has done for me.. Not wat i have done.. Humble myself No prid
god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we
available to god n others. Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his m
Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give u
right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god’s time is great
to this life. Detaatch from the world. God doesnt remove the ‘thing’ is to humble u n to puri
done for us. It is for the greater glory of god. Whether ur healed or not, it is for his glory. God heal
Retrieved from her iPhone Notes application. I guessed she kept this as a diary of sorts. Once i get
10:55pm Mission accomplished at day 40 Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:
잔치를 위해 이런 예복을 입어야 ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처ë
ê·¸ 예복은 사랑, ì •ì˜, 흉화, 겸솕, ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입
입어야 그 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and m
soul... Guide me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to w
to me. Let me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surre
can take me back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me &
long. Please be merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank
All the glory to u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for your holy will. I am happy that i can be
Until your will be done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united t
definitely take me back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in
temptation. I am waiting for you to take me to your kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u
overjoyed. Even though i have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know your with
2:35am 주님 오만한 ì €ë¥¼ 용서하소서 스스로 ë”ê°€ 띜거 마냥 착객솝ì
배우게 하소서 ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ì ˆ 불쌝히 여기시어 몇시간의 ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소ì
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as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up
1- 1urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lun
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How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protruding o
1 06 05
have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God about this: does he pre
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answer is no but my mom says yes. We have diff view point about god so i'm really confused. She
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do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage your back?" But i tho
getting this luxurious body relief just because i'm in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain le
He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i don't break down, i pass the str
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldn't sleep until my body was so exhausted
down so i shout in Jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap ove
Jesus protect me. It was scary n didn't stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to ea
felt real..i think i was shouting Jesus. What happened? I'm afraid God is not happy with me. I felt u
passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:14am 우리의 생활 태띄띄 복음을 받아들
띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 그대로의 나를 예수님 망씀으로 ì ë‹¹ížˆ 꾸ë©
ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 수 있습니다. ì•´ 망은 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ 늘 ìžì‹ ì„
뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 게으름과 죄의 습관엝서 벗어나야만 ì
망씀하셨지요. “여러분의 몸앴 여러분 안엕 계시는 ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„
ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은 여러분 ìžì‹ ì˜ 것앴 아님을 모릅니까?―(1코린
ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리았 몸을 띔럽히지 ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리ì
ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 뜻입니다. ‘낡은 나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘
해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37pm ì œì•¸ì•´ë¥¼ 위해 이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊
ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음 띕분엕 하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 충ë
ì„œ 그분 마음엕 ë“¤ê³ ì˜¨ê°– ì„ í–‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 ì•„ëŠ
옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ 오는 ëª¨ë“ íž˜ì„ 받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì
나땼엝서 받는 생솝의 몫을 ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 ê²
구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 사랑하시는 아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•
받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 바오로의 콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31, 2:42pm ì
주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙치 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게
용기와 믿음은 주님 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 ì‹œì
ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것없앴 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로
않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모로 부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼
ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있ì–
사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë‚˜ì§€ 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì
한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ
주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 못하ê
아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë
임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ ë°”ì
wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest
peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness
should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, m
face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mer
God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주ì
ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥
주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 í•œí
ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여
옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need courage and you need m
message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situa
your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *ì„
받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í
ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻ëŒ
아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒ
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 당ì‹
이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì
시오. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 í”ë“¤ë¦¬ê³ í–‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´
바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -transformation
witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act
11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 e
unconscious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but no
Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healt
vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람들은 ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ 부족
ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 ì•½ê³ ë¬µìƒí•˜ëŠ” 가운땰 주님을
앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë¦¬ì˜ 굳건한 믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사ë
만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습니다. Apr 6, 9:26pm 시편 145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â
주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분노엕 ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주ë
내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀마다 ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네.
누구라띄 일으켜 세우시네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 의로우ì‹
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하게 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—
예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì•„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이
생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 ì
망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 ë³µì
하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 ê
ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(ê°ˆë
택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë
의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼
비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서
생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ
21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €
ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘ì•
믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것ì
품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을
너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입
이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝
핬맕앴 없어띄 핬맕하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.â€
ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의
13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 객당í
나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕ì
ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 ê·¸ë
í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시ë
따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만
예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìž
í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옕광을 위해서가 아니땼,
것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 ìž„
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 ì“°ë‹
나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 ìž•ê¸
보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 땝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. <spa
suffereings we encounter in life are consequences of our own. Agony resulted from making wrong
them are results by humans and not intentions from God. Even so, God will not divert the pain and
the faith in suffering. the world/life goes on according to God's order. therefore all things happenin
ways. God is onlooker. but God gives peace to those who seek Him during hardship. hence we can
9:13am 우리가 â€˜ìžì‹ ì˜ ëŠ¥ë ¥ê³¼ 재능을 내세울 때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일ì
ìžëž‘í• ë•Œâ€™(2코린 11,30 참조)는 주님께서 일하시기 때문입니다. 주님ì
“주님, ì €ëŠ” 부족한 죄앸야 뿝이지만, ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.―
and talent, we work for ourselves, but if we are like to Paul show off our weakness (ref 2 Corin 11
only needs a humble answer, "Lord, though i'm an imperfect sinner, use me as your tool". Jan 8, 1:
ë•Œ, 온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. + L
when suddenly a man appeared, covered with a skin-disease. Seeing Jesus he fell on his face and i
stretched out his hand, and touched him saying, 'I am willing. Be cleansed.' At once the skin-disea
¬ê¸°ì†Œì„œ.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병ì
the power, so please have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 수
ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•
ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•
ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒ
had been continuously praying for no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that
will happen one day has crashed, now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is
the biggest miracle.</span> Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, hon
internally (detach from your desire) What is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be .
Patience. Prayerful waiting. 2010, Dec 30, 1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: ì
¬ì£¼ì„¸ìš” 기띄하띘 하늝님뜻엕 ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 ë‚
êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: 기띄의 열심과 ê³ í†µì˜ 인내 ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 ê²
으로 이띄심 ì „ 가족의 카톨ë¦í™” 부부 모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <sp
but will not pray for: - returning to work - lose weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entr
shoulder and feet - to lead a direction for husband's work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - p
humanity/faith/wisdom for language and learning - life of modesty - healthy and harmonious fami
catholic - (married) couple to die without illness and in mercy Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해
드는 아줌마를 ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버
하는것과 같다. 하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì
ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 화를내며 아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 씨ë¶
모둝가 이해한다. 그걸 납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으ë©
마땅하다. 솝았네 분하네 í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝ì„
ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë” 잘 이해하기위해 ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†
Misunderstanding God. Just like the bus driver stopped the car because he saw a woman waiving h
then "oh i misunderstood!" - it is same. It was not God's will but i interpret it myself and later i cou
woman was waiving too early, it is such an ugly sight. everyone understand that one can misunder
misunderstanding, he should just focus and continue on driving. No point complaining, or feeling
 being accepting that you wrongly interpreted and try to put more effort in knowing God's will, c
Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝님은 네가 짝장을 그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치ë¥
í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ 어떤것띄 ê²°êµì—” 하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›
따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í•˜ë•¼. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Go
and went for a Korea trip. Whatever you want to do now, God may not like it at all. Whenever you
according to God's will.</span> Dec 15, 11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이ë‚
ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰ë²”í•˜ê²Œ 살기 3) 이웃을 ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on
2) 보이는 것엝만 매여 조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì•„ ë
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life of modesty: everyday life 1) thank God regardless of good
neighbour, be considerate and respectful</span> life of patience: on life crisis 1) be thankfully acc
seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan, who is good. Dec 15, 11:42pm 사람은 기다림ì
기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람만앴 기다림
그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서 우리 가운땰
‘’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 없는 존재ìž
초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서띄 세생으ë
때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴 ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹
í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대목입니다. ì–´
앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 흔들릴 때가 ì
의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ ìš©ê¸
합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰로 우리를 찾아오시
Waiting for other people, happiness and peace etc. Waiting requires a patience. Only those who ar
the meaning, be able to taste its fruit. John the Baptist recognized Jesus who came among us in J
that he could not even touch His shoe lace. But anxiety came as time passed. It was because h
more opponents in the world. so he sent his disciples to Jesus to ask "Are you the one who is com
shaking. perhaps, we too, can't wait for Jesus who'll be coming, or can't recognize Him who is alre
Therefore, we might have doubt like John did. But we shall not despair -Â have courage and pray
out His hand Dec 12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ê
때까지 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Look at the farmers who are waiting for harvest from land. He
be patience, wait and have a firm heart.</span> Nov 30, 11:00pm ì˜¤ëŠ˜ë‚ ì„¸ë¡€ 받은 사람
ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 가족은 ì•´ì œ
ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 사실 우리는 주님 이ì™
주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸ë ¥í•´ì•¼ 합니다. <span style="
were called by Lord, and they left everything behind in order to follow Him. Now the family is on
for daily bread. actually we do not need anything except lord. So should always try to live the life
많은 기다림을 체험하면서 살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë
기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ í˜„ì‹¤ì—ë§Œ 안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달
것입니다. * 새로움앴 없다면 변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ
것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 불행한 ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기ë
with many experiences of waiting. these experiences always give novelty and refresh people new.
to things that can be seen, they will not have any novelty.* without novelty, we can't dream of who
pitiful that person is. Only those who wake and await for Lord will meet Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm Th
what god has done for me.. Not what i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world know
Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must recognise your sinfulness. Realise we are imperfect need the
Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would
want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u
naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than what is happening to
the world. God doesn't remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony to go
glory of god. Whether you're healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u think.
성숙해진다 주님과 띔 친밀해진다 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì„ 피하게 띨으로서 주님께서
바의성당 비발디 광장, 세계엝서 ì ¤ í•° 그림 성당 ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희로아티아: ì
아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬ë‹ˆ 이스탄불 Unless a grain of wheat Sons of god
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
family to do divine mercy together Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's W
strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desir
only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u
back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my fa
merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for givin
u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your wil
done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can w
back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont
201 201 for you to take me to ur kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve
1- 1- have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank
90 10- 10- have difficulty breathing as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, ex
1
2 20 20 Help!! Pls inform doc with urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i
21:0 13:0 lung, cough & flame) How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back p
5:21 5:21 neg? Cough as long as i have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask Go
back pain or not? My answer is no but my mom says yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im rea
way to relief why do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur b
like to see me getting this luxurious body relief just becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go th
product. He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i dont break down, i pas
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldnt sleep until my body was so exhausted
down so i shout in jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt hugh force wrap ove
protect me. It was scary n didnt stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to earth, tha
real..i think i was shouting jesus. What happened? I afraid God is not happy with me. I felt uneasy
over 탈출기 12 Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my
want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently
righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander th
your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, cr
kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwell in the house of my God foreverm
need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So I am giving you this message. For you to
bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must be strong and so too your trust in me. It is
transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external:
matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we p
Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will
showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr he
pure body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen
ascend to the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them
intention) courage - a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear
honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free internally (dettach from ur desi
urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience. Prayerful waiting. Oct 23, 8
god gor what god has done for me.. Not wat i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world
way? Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we r imperfect need th
Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would
want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u
naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than wat is happening to
the world. God doesnt remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony to go
glory of god. Whether ur healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u think.. In
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201 green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whit
90 10- 10- O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
1
3 21 21 peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2 or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
1:50 1:50 Val chose before she passed, to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
her sister.  
201 201 To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
1- 1- green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
90 10- 10- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
1
5 21 21 O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
08:5 00:5 peacefully in your shelter. This is the song Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I gue
6:30 6:30 The Lord is My Shepherd.
<strong></strong><span style="color: #008080;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><span style=
201 201 come to you Lord</span></span></span><span style="color: #008080;"><span style="font-size:
1- 1- To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
90 10- 10- green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1
4 21 21 your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
08:4 00:4 O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
5:17 5:17 peacefully in your shelter.</span></span></span>   <strong>This is the song Val chose bef
very closely and incorporated Psalm 22 - The Lord is My Shepherd.</strong>  
201 201 To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
1- 1- green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
90 10- 10- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
1
6 21 21 O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
09:1 01:1 peacefully in your shelter. Listen or Download Note: This is the song Val chose before she passed
2:56 2:56 and incorporated Psalm 22 - The Lord is My Shepherd.
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201
green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
90 10- 101
O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
7 21 21
peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:1 01:1
or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
9:59 9:59
Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201
green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
90 10- 101
O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
8 21 21
peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2
or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
1:07 1:07
Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201 green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
90 10- 10- O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
1
9 21 21 peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2 or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
1:50 1:50 Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
her sister.  
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201 green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
91 10- 10- O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
1
0 21 21 peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2 or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
4:47 4:47 Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
her sister.  
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201 green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
91 10- 10- O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
1
1 21 21 peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2 or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
4:56 4:56 Val chose before she passed to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
her sister.  
To follow you solely, I come to you O Lord. Here I am, bearing the cross I come to you Lord To o
201 201 green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me in your arms O Lord when I come t
1- 1- your servant, I come to you Lord In your calling, quietly I come to you O Lord Dressed up in whic
91 10- 10- O Lord. You make me lie down in green pastures And you lead me besides quiet waters Hold me i
1
2 21 21 peacefully in your shelter. <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-co
09:2 01:2 or <a title="I Come to You Lord" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/I_come_to
5:41 5:41 Val chose before she passed, to be played at mass. I guess it captured her sentiments very closely a
her sister.  
201 201
Seeking to live in joyful acceptance of God's will, Desiring His will above all else. (Pray with St F
1- 1Him is a soul who lives accordance with the will of God. It thereby gives very great glory to God.
91 10- 101
alone is everything to me, I live by and dieby it and it is the holy will of God. It is my daily food. M
3 05 05
asks of me, although my nature often quakes and I feel the magnitude of these things is beyond my
20:2 12:2
grace of God is, which supports me. (Diary 652)  
0:14 0:14
I guess we all need symbols in our life and I decided to keep mum for 40 days since this numberÂ
respect. Also, I've been looking at the stats on this blog and i know that at least 500 people have se
Val's friends and people she'd met though her life's journey and I hope these writings gave you an
have dropped back to my family and friends, so thank you all for the love and support and praye
was still swift and I guess you can never prepare yourself fully for something like this. I guess gen
together. I spent a few weeks running around to sort out administrative matters like informing HD
201 201 embassy etc Je-in is quite fragile at the moment and tends to cry whenever he doesn't get his way o
1- 1- seeking my approval whenever he does something. I think he used to be more independent and bra
92 11- 11- topic of his mummy and it breaks my heart to have to tell him, "no more mummy". I guess he unde
1
2 25 25 asked for her a couple of times. He also had a freaky episode where he suddenly got up around 3am
09:5 01:5 his room and the living room and jumping around to avoid them. He mentioned "mummy" too. Mu
7:48 7:48 came back to say goodbye to him and gave him a vision of fishes - alluding to the "fishers of men"
maybe its for us to confirm that he's been chosen somehow to be religious if it goes according to G
go to bed and was clingy but by now he seems to have gotten over the incident. I heard him mutter
of my room by himself to look for some toys outside. He's now in Korea for a couple of weeks as
along as the extended family missed him and there is an aunt who has flight phobia and couldn't co
would like to spend some time with him too. I pray the trip will distract him enough to heal his litt
cousins.  
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is tha
me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you d
me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself
201 201 back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my fa
1- 1- merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for givin
91 10- 10- u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your wil
1
6 20 20 done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can w
21:0 13:0 back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont
9:40 9:40 for you to take me to ur kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve
have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank
have difficulty breathing as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, ex
Help!! Pls inform doc with urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i
lung, cough & flame) How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back p
neg? Cough as long as i have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask Go
back pain or not? My answer is no but my mom says yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im rea
way to relief why do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur b
like to see me getting this luxurious body relief just becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go th
product. He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i dont break down, i pas
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldnt sleep until my body was so exhausted
down so i shout in jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap ove
protect me. It was scary n didnt stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to earth, tha
real..i think i was shouting jesus. What happened? I afraid God is not happy with me. I felt uneasy
over 탈출기 12 Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my
want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently
righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander th
your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, cr
kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwell in the house of my God foreverm
need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So I am giving you this message. For you to
bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must be strong and so too your trust in me. It is
transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external:
matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we p
Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will
showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr he
pure body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen
ascend to the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them
intention) courage - a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear
honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free internally (dettach from ur desi
urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience. Prayerful waiting. 2010, Oc
thank god gor what god has done for me.. Not wat i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the
things ur way? Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we r imperfe
n others. Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: g
god: U want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destr
too naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than wat is happening
from the world. God doesnt remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony
greater glory of god. Whether ur healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u thi
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
201 201 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
1- 1- tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
91 11- 11- will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
1
7 08 08 u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
17:1 09:1 all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
2:25 2:25 u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서...   Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty bre
take, exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc
Can i swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flam
pain Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i ha
God abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer
really confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refus
back?" But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this
thru certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how
pass the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm
exhausted. Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in
wrap over me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It wa
to earth, that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was sh
uneasy whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 S
받아들이는 그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매ë“
꾸며서 ì‚´ 수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주
ìžì‹ ì„ 새ë¡ê²Œ 하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •
´ë‚˜ì•¼ë§Œ 주님을 우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지
ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„ì„ 모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 받았ê³
모릅니까?―(1코린 6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»
ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리의 몸과 마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대ì
나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘새로운 나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시ë
이와 같앴 기띄하잕.. ...띊임없앴 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 ì—¬ëŸ
하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로
‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다.
받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì–´ 내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마알으로, 성ë
ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를
아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•´ 아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량ì
콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31 2:42PM 사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ 희ì
ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게 하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 시어머니의 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³
†ì•´ 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로 환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ”
부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람
ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있어 ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임ì
ì„ 야어나지 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì—ê²Œ 한망씀ì
있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ 마음엕 들어오셔서 ì œë
ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 ëª»í•˜ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ê²Œ ì œê°€ 스스로 너
분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒìž„ì„ 믿사오니 ê
12:04PM 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바칩니다. Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd m
God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk
weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of
evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me
my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwe
in life you need courage and you need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So I am giv
need to pray for graces to counter bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must be strong
Power of holy spirit -transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24
fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1
holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unco
1:6-7 U received but not showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18,
organs. And may yr healthy n pure body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigoro
foot of the mount who could ascend to the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous
courageous deeds(action with intention) courage - a quality of spirit that enables you to face dange
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor what god has done for me.. Not wat i have done.. H
grace of god U want god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must regconise ur s
ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.
rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u
by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's tim
clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God doesnt remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to pu
has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god. Whether ur healed or not, it is for his glory. God
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
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be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
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ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서...   Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty bre
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take, exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc
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Can i swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flam
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pain Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i ha
God abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answe
really confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refus
back?" But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this
thru certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how
pass the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm
exhausted. Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in
wrap over me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It wa
to earth, that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was sh
uneasy whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 S
받아들이는 그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매ë“
꾸며서 ì‚´ 수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주
ìžì‹ ì„ 새ë¡ê²Œ 하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •
´ë‚˜ì•¼ë§Œ 주님을 우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지
ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„ì„ 모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 받았ê³
모릅니까?―(1코린 6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»
ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리의 몸과 마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대ì
나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘새로운 나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시ë
이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊임없앴 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 ì—¬ëŸ
하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로
‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다.
받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì–´ 내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성ë
ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를
아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•´ 아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량ì
콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31 2:42PM 사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ 희ì
ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게 하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 시어머니의 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³
†ì•´ 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로 환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ”
부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람
ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있어 ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임ì
ì„ 야어나지 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì—ê²Œ 한망씀ì
있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ 마음엕 들어오셔서 ì œë
ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 ëª»í•˜ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ê²Œ ì œê°€ 스스로 너
분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒìž„ì„ 믿사오니 ê
12:04PM 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바칩니다. Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd m
God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk
weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of
evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me
my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwe
ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기 왔나이다 오ë¡
¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 2. 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ ì—
하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 한흉생 주님 함께 ì‚´ê³ íŒŒ 왔나이다 후ë
물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ í’ˆ 안엕 나를 받아주소서 ë‚´ 쉴
situation in life you need courage and you need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So
always need to pray for graces to counter bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must b
10:38AM 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *성 이냝시오 기띄* í›„ë ´) 주여 ë‚
기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í•œ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 드리리이다 ì•
주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻대로 처리하소서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì‚¬ëž‘ 은총을 나엝ê²
만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒì˜ ëª¨ë“ ì§€í˜œë¡œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 계횝을 예측í•
ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 앴루어지리이다. 부디 ë
ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì„ ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë³µì„ ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ë
‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´ ì –ì–´ë“니다. ì œ ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 당
Power of holy spirit -transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24
fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1
holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unco
1:6-7 U received but not showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18,
organs. And may yr healthy n pure body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigoro
ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ ë¶€ì¡±í•˜ë‹¤ê³ íƒ“í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆë
가운땰 주님을 알게 ë˜ê³ ì–´ëŠìƒˆ 믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은
믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사랑으로 완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” ë
145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â—Ž 8ㄱ) â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주
ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주님은 모둕엝게 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì
ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 넘어지는 누구라띄 주님은 붙ë
â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 ì˜ë¡œìš°ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네. ì
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—Ž Apr 6 9:23PM 그리스띄굝엝ì„
무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이, 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì
그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 이런 의미엝서 다ë
그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë³¼ 수 있듯ì
ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 것을 망합니
아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(갈땼 2,20)ë•¼ê³ í–ˆì
것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë¯¸í•œ 것으로 ë
것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼 사랑함으로앨 ë‚
다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ì‹ ë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 ì
뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ 생명을 주는 일을
옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €í¬ê°€ ê²°ì½” 죄를 ì
계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘약한 사람은 있어ë
편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것이다. ëˆ„ë¥´ê³ í”ë“¤ì–´ì
것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을 것이다.― Mar 1
민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡•ëœ 그대로입니다. 아브ë
ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝님 앞엝서 ìš°ë
´ë„ 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.― í•˜ì‹ ë§ì”€ì—
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의로움으로 앸
아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 ê°ë‹¹í• ìˆ˜ìžˆê²Œ 지혜ì™
남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕을 잊지 않띄
하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 그리스띄를 통
뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시다시피 ì €í¬ëŠ” ë
í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만이 ìˆ¨ê²¨ì ¸ 있습니ë‹
아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìžë“¤ì—ê²Œ ‘ë
니다. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼, ‘예수님 때문ì—
등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 임금엝게 봉사한ë
온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 쓰다듬어 주었습니다.
사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 잕기엝게 환호하는 줄 ì•Œê³
ì„œ ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이 무엇인지를 ë³´ì—¬ 주는 우리ê
‘부름 받은 종’으로서 하루하루 주님을 섬기는 야엕 ìµœì„ ì„ 다í•
뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)ë•¼ê³ ëŠ˜ 마음솝으로 ê³ ë°±í•˜ë©° 사는 것입니다
6:50PM 너가 암엕 걸린건 지은죄가 ë§Žì•„ì„œì•´ê³ , 너가 ê¸°ì ì„ 체험하지 못
ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚œì€ 하늝님의 ì‹ ë¹„ë•¼ 너는 ê·¸ 뜻을 í—¤ì•
명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘띘 똕 ì–´ë– í•˜ë¦¬ 너가 필요한건 ê·¸ë‚ ê·¸ë‚ ê°
Jan 26 10:39AM 하늝님의 일은 하늝님께만 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ ì˜íƒí•˜ê³ í•˜ë¼ëŠ” 것입
하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다띄 세샕 것엕 대한 믿음이 띔 희ê²
ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습니다. “우리는 필요엕 의해서 물ê±
쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를 갖는다는 것은 다른 한편 무엇앸ê°
것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이다.― 세생의 것엕 얽혀 있는 것
뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하는 것앴 띩니다. 하늝님의 일은 효율성ì
삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3:12am ... Many remain at the foot of the mount who co
courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord will give you grace for courageous deeds(action
danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve
free internally (dettach from ur desire) What is ur deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be .
Patience. Prayerful waiting. 2010, Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing
done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U want
regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we r imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be
do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surr
healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right
god's time is greater than wat is happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life
u n to purify u. U must give testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is
glory. God heals u but not the way u think.. In his way particulary for u..
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
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ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서...   Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty bre
1- 1take, exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc
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Can i swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flam
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pain Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i ha
17:2 09:2
God abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer
7:05 7:05
really confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refus
back?" But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this
thru certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how
pass the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm
exhausted. Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in
wrap over me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It wa
to earth, that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was sh
uneasy whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 S
받아들이는 그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매ë“
꾸며서 ì‚´ 수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주
ìžì‹ ì„ 새ë¡ê²Œ 하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •
´ë‚˜ì•¼ë§Œ 주님을 우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지
ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„ì„ 모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 받았ê³
모릅니까?―(1코린 6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»
ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리의 몸과 마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대ì
나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘새로운 나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시ë
이와 같앴 기띄하잕.. ...띊임없앴 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 ì—¬ëŸ
하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로
‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다.
받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì–´ 내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마알으로, 성ë
ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를
아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•´ 아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량ì
콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31 2:42PM 사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ 희ì
ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게 하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 시어머니의 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³
†ì•´ 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로 환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ”
부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람
ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있어 ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임ì
ì„ 야어나지 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì—ê²Œ 한망씀ì
있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ 마음엕 들어오셔서 ì œë
ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 ëª»í•˜ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ê²Œ ì œê°€ 스스로 너
분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒìž„ì„ 믿사오니 ê
12:04PM 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바칩니다. Aug 25, 10:54am Refrain: Shepherd m
God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest in the meadows of faithfulness and love, I walk
weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness and truth, my spirit shall sing the music of
evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, my comfort and my hope. 4. You have set me
my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mercy follow me all the days of my life; i will dwe
ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기 왔나이다 오ë¡
¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 2. 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ ì—
하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 한흉생 주님 함께 ì‚´ê³ íŒŒ 왔나이다 후ë
물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ í’ˆ 안엕 나를 받아주소서 ë‚´ 쉴
situation in life you need courage and you need more courage when you face terminal illnesses. So
always need to pray for graces to counter bad situations and not to give up hope. Your faith must b
10:38AM 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *성 이냝시오 기띄* í›„ë ´) 주여 ë‚
기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í•œ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 드리리이다 ì•
주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻대로 처리하소서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì‚¬ëž‘ 은총을 나엝ê²
만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒì˜ ëª¨ë“ ì§€í˜œë¡œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 계횝을 예측í•
ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 앴루어지리이다. 부디 ë
ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì„ ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë³µì„ ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ë
‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´ ì –ì–´ë“니다. ì œ ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 당
Power of holy spirit -transformation(internal: become children of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24
fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act of love I need a fill of fresh spirit, sonship with God the father 1
holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 elements- intellect, imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unco
1:6-7 U received but not showing enough.. Stir up ur faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18,
organs. And may yr healthy n pure body transform my  weak body. And may yr healthy n vigoro
ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ ë¶€ì¡±í•˜ë‹¤ê³ íƒ“í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆë
가운땰 주님을 알게 ë˜ê³ ì–´ëŠìƒˆ 믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은
믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사랑으로 완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” ë
145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â—Ž 8ㄱ) â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주
ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주님은 모둕엝게 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì
ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 넘어지는 누구라띄 주님은 붙ë
â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 ì˜ë¡œìš°ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네. ì
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—Ž Apr 6 9:23PM 그리스띄굝엝ì„
무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이, 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì
그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 이런 의미엝서 다ë
그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë³¼ 수 있듯ì
ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 것을 망합니
아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(갈땼 2,20)ë•¼ê³ í–ˆì
것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë¯¸í•œ 것으로 ë
것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼 사랑함으로앨 ë‚
다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ì‹ ë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 ì
뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ 생명을 주는 일을
옕혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €í¬ê°€ ê²°ì½” 죄를 ì
계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘약한 사람은 있어ë
편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것이다. ëˆ„ë¥´ê³ í”ë“¤ì–´ì
것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을 것이다.― Mar 1
민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입니다. 아브ë
ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝님 앞엝서 ìš°ë
´ë„ 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.― í•˜ì‹ ë§ì”€ì—
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의로움으로 앸
아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 ê°ë‹¹í• ìˆ˜ìžˆê²Œ 지혜ì™
남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕을 잊지 않띄
하루 주님았 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 그리스띄를 통
뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시다시피 ì €í¬ëŠ” ë
í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만이 ìˆ¨ê²¨ì ¸ 있습니ë‹
아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìžë“¤ì—ê²Œ ‘ë
니다. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼, ‘예수님 때문ì—
등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 임금엝게 봉사한ë
온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 쓰다듬어 주었습니다.
사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 잕기엝게 환호하는 줄 ì•Œê³
ì„œ ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이 무엇인지를 ë³´ì—¬ 주는 우리ê
‘부름 받은 종’으로서 하루하루 주님을 섬기는 야엕 ìµœì„ ì„ 다í•
뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)ë•¼ê³ ëŠ˜ 마음솝으로 ê³ ë°±í•˜ë©° 사는 것입니다
6:50PM 너가 암엕 걸린건 지은죄가 ë§Žì•„ì„œì•´ê³ , 너가 ê¸°ì ì„ 체험하지 못
ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚œì€ 하늝님의 ì‹ ë¹„ë•¼ 너는 ê·¸ 뜻을 í—¤ì•
명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘띘 똕 ì–´ë– í•˜ë¦¬ 너가 필요한건 ê·¸ë‚ ê·¸ë‚ ê°
Jan 26 10:39AM 하늝님의 일은 하늝님께만 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ ì˜íƒí•˜ê³ í•˜ë¼ëŠ” 것입
하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다띄 세샕 것엕 대한 믿음이 띔 희ê²
ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습니다. “우리는 필요엕 의해서 물ê±
쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를 갖는다는 것은 다른 한편 무엇인ê°
것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이다.― 세생의 것엕 얽혀 있는 것
뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하는 것앴 띩니다. 하늝님의 일은 효율성ì
삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3:12am ... Many remain at the foot of the mount who co
courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord will give you grace for courageous deeds(action
danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22 2:07AM 예수님께 부름 받는다는 것, 그것ì
사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€ 있습니다. Jan 21 11:22AM 1. 하늝님 사ë
가족의 건강 책임-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸리기-생식늘리기 Jan 19 8:54AM 하늝
성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 이름을 위하여 ë³´
객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 같은 열성을 보여 주기를 간
ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 생솝받는 이들을 본받는 사람앴
20 Jan 15 9:39AM 진실앴 밝혀졌다. ë‚´ê°€ ì œ 야 계명을 어겼으므로 ê·¸ 대
í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 ìžƒì—ˆê³ ìƒì²˜ê°€ 남았다. 그분은 실로 ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰
ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤. ëª¨ë“ ê±¸ ì•„ì‹œê³ ëª¨ë“ ê±¸ í• ìˆ˜ìžˆìœ¼ì‹ ë¶„ì•´ 아무것띄 모른채 벌앸 실ìˆ
ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ 무잝비한 ì‹ ì´ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤! ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ 잔혹한 ì‹ ì•´ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤! ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주ì…
í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë‹ˆê¹Œ? ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ì•´ 너무 잔인해서 싫습니다. 위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처ë
ëª¨ë¥´ê³ ì§€ì€ì£„ë¥¼ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œê¹Œì§€ 닦달하셔서 ëê°€ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰
치시다니.. 위로해 주세요.. ì œë°œìš”.. Jan 11 9:20AM ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생ì
ì›ì²œì´ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 삶앴 ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 í•„ìš”í
ì‹ ë¢°ë¥¼ 놓치지 않는 것입니다. 띔 잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하ë
ì •í™”í•´ì„œ 주님의 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì„ ë‚´ 안엕 모시는 것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라
희망을 둝지 않아서 불안한 것입니다. 하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를
가기를 바라시기 때문입니다. 그런 사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다ë¦
수많은 ê³ í†µì€ 우리가 잝초하여 벌어진다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ
모둕 인간이 빚어낸 불행이지 하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니ë
주시지띄 ì•Šìœ¼ì‹ ë‹¤. ê³ í†µì†•ì—ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을
ì°½ì¡°í•˜ì‹ ì§ˆì„œì—• 따땼 움짝인다. 그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±
가지 형태로 ëª¨ë“ ì¸ê°„ì—ê²Œ 찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹
흉화를 ì£¼ì‹ ë‹¤. 이로읨 우린 계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°
â€˜ìžì‹ ì˜ ëŠ¥ë ¥ê³¼ 재능을 내세울 때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, 오í
ìžëž‘í• ë•Œâ€™(2코린 11,30 참조)는 주님께서 일하시기 때문입니다. 주님ì
“주님, ì €ëŠ” 부족한 죄앸야 뿝이지만, ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.―
5,12-13 예수님께서 어늕 í•œ ê³ ì„ì—• 계실 ë•Œ, 온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 ë
ëŒ€ê³ ì—Žë“œë ¤ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ ì²í•˜ì˜€ë‹¤. “주님! 주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼
내밀어 그엝게 대시며 망씀하셨다. “내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 ë
하늝님. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 여기소서.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ
Jan 4 11:42PM 계솕 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì—†ì•´ ê¸°ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ
ˆë‹¤. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•´ 야어나리땼 믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´
ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•´ 하늝님의 뜻앴땼면 기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•
í• ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour&prai
from ur desire) What is ur deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imag
waiting. 2010, Dec 30 2010 1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 다니ê³
기띄하띘 하늝님뜻엕 ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장
기띄의 열심과 ê³ í†µì˜ 인내 ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 ì‚
이띄심 ì „ 가족의 카톨ë¦í™” 부부 모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 Dec 28 2010
ë²„ìŠ¤ì •ê±°ìž¥ì—ì„œ 팔을 드는 아줌마를 ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사
ë‚´ê°€ 잘못 알았구나!" 하는것과 같다. 하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ ë©
í• ìˆ˜ìžˆë‹¤. 이때 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 화를내며 아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들ì—
ì˜¤í•´í• ìˆ˜ 있다는건 모둝가 이해한다. 그걸 납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. ì˜
ì •ì§„í•˜ëŠ”ê²Œ 마땅하다. 솝았네 분하네 í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 ê
오해한것임을 ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë” 잘 이해하기위해 ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께ì
안띜다. Dec 24 2010, 2:40AM 하늝님은 네가 짝장을 그만둝지 못 한것띄,
네가 지금 í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ 어떤것띄 ê²°êµì—” 하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른ë‹
뜻엕 따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í•˜ë•¼. Dec 15 2010 11:54PM 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1)
ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰ë²”í•˜ê²Œ 살기 3) 이웃을 ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on
2) 보이는 것엝만 매여 조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë
존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내ë
의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸ 열매를 맛볼 수 있습
ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , 잝ì‹
ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥
세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. ê·
ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì
대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 ìš
흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례잕 요한처럼 의심ì
ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님께 기띄해야 합니ë
우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Dec 12 2010 12:39PM 땅의 ê·€í
비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익을 때까지 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분ë
11:00PM ì˜¤ëŠ˜ë‚ ì„¸ë¡€ 받은 사람들은 모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 ê·¸ë¶
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 가족은 ì•´ì œ 주님 안엝서 í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§
은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 사실 우리는 주님 이외엝는 아무것띄 필요치 않습
생활을 하띄록 ë…¸ë ¥í•´ì•¼ 합니다. Nov 29 2010 9:32PM 우리는 참으로 많ì
¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나
ë§Œ 급급하게 매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 ê²
ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 ê²
깨어서 주님을 기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 Oct 31 2010 1
스푼 설탕 1/3(or 매실즙 1~2 스푼) 파, 마늘 약간 양파채앬거 볶은 깨 Oct
thank god gor what god has done for me.. Not wat i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the
things ur way? Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we r imperfe
n others. Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: g
god: U want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destr
too naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than wat is happening
from the world. God doesnt remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony
greater glory of god. Whether ur healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u thi
띔 성숙해진다 주님과 띔 친밀해진다 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì„ 피하게 띨으로서 주님께
ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 비발디 광장, 세계엕서 ì ¤ í•° 그림 성당 ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희ë¡
아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬ë‹ˆ 이스탄불 Unless a grain oh wheat So ns of god
1. Orientation ride round estate - 19 Jul 2008 2. East Coast Park - 27 Jul 3. Ulu Pandan Park Conn
Nov 6. East Coast Park - 10 July 2009 7. Yishun - 17 Jul 8. Yishun - 20 Jul 9. <a href="http://www
201 201 Park</a> - 24 Jul 10. <a href="http://www.runkeeper.com/pub/act/51BDMDmNxnQczUzOdLS1"
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8:12 8:12 East Coast Park - 29 Dec 18. Zoo - 21 Feb 2010 20. Yishun Loop - Nov 21. Northern PCN - 14 De
Coast Park - 29 Dec 25. Northern PCN-half - 2 Jan 2011 26. Zoo-half - 4 Feb 2011 27. Lower Sele
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Also, I've been looking at the stats on this blog and i know that at least 500 people have seen the la
friends and people she'd met though her life's journey and I hope these writings gave you an insigh
dropped back to my family and friends, so thank you all for the love and support and prayers du
201 201 still swift and I guess you can never prepare yourself fully for something like this. I guess generall
1- 1- I spent a few weeks running around to sort out administrative matters like informing HDB, getting
92 11- 11- etc Je-in is quite fragile at the moment and tends to cry whenever he doesn't get his way or if we g
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5 13 13 approval whenever he does something. I think he used to be more independent and brave in the pa
16:1 08:1 mummy and it breaks my heart to have to tell him, "no more mummy". I guess he understands she
3:21 3:21 couple of times. He also had a freaky episode where he suddenly got up around 3am (the hour of M
living room and jumping around to avoid them. He mentioned "mummy" too. Mum prayed the nex
goodbye to him and gave him a vision of fishes - alluding to the "fishers of men" analogy. I guess
confirm that he's been chosen somehow to be religious if it goes according to God's plan. The next
now he seems to have gotten over the incident. I heard him mutter to himself once" don't be scared
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
201 201 will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
1- 1- u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
92 11- 11- all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
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6 08 08 u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
17:3 09:3 me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
4:47 4:47 the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—•ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너핬
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§•ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻앴ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 ìž•ì²´ê°€ 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° Dec 15, 11:42pm ì
흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람ë
사람만앴 그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서
‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 ì—†ë
흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서ë
ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴
합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대ë
ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 í
세례잕 요한처럼 의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§
주님께 기띄해야 합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰ë¡
12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비ì™
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. Nov
부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬
í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì•´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…
않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸
기다림을 체험하면서 살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©
기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ í˜„ì‹¤ì—ë§Œ 안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달
것입니다. * 새로움앴 없다면 변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ
것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 불행한 ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기ë
1:24pm 무 ë°˜í† ë§‰ 소금 1/3스푼 식초 1 스푼 ê³ ì¶”ê°€ë£¨ 1 스푼 설탕 1/3(or 매실
23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor what god has
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: re
need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to forgive. Go
would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief?
destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God
testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god.
way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진다 ì£
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
201 201 abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
1- 1- confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
92 11- 11- But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
1
7 18 18 certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
22:0 14:0 the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
9:40 9:40 Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조강을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë•„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 땩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것아 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조샕으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° Dec 15, 11:42pm ì
흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람ë
사람만앴 그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서
‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 ì—†ë
흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서ë
ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴
합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대ë
ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 í
세례잕 요한처럼 의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§
주님께 기띄해야 합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰ë¡
12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비ì™
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. Nov
부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬
í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…
않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸
기다림을 체험하면서 살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©
기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ í˜„ì‹¤ì—ë§Œ 안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달
것입니다. * 새로움앴 없다면 변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ
것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 불행한 ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기ë
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor what god has don
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: re
need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to forgive. Go
would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief?
destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God
testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god.
way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진다 ì£
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
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me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
1- 1the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
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where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
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be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
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띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
2:43 2:43
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조강을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë•„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 땩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것아 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조샕으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° Dec 15, 11:42pm ì
흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람ë
사람만앴 그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서
‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 ì—†ë
흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서ë
ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴
합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대ë
ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 í
세례잕 요한처럼 의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§
주님께 기띄해야 합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰ë¡
12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비ì™
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. Nov
부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬
í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…
않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptisized people were called by Lord, and they left eve
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor what god has don
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: re
need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to forgive. Go
would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief?
destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God
testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god.
way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진다 ì£
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
201 201 confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
1- 1- But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
92 11- 11- certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
1
9 18 18 the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
22:1 14:1 Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
3:30 3:30 me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 강사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성땩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 샕명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따땼서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
앀총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° Dec 15, 11:42pm ì
흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람ë
사람만앴 그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서
‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 ì—†ë
흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서ë
ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴
합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대ë
ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 í
세례잕 요한처럼 의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§
주님께 기띄해야 합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰ë¡
12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비ì™
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. Nov
부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬
í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…
않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord, and they left every
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor what god has don
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things ur way? Forgiveness: re
need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to forgive. Go
would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want healing or relief?
destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinking god
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God
testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god.
way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진다 ì£
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
201 201 all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
1- 1- u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
93 11- 11- me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
1
0 18 18 the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
22:1 14:1 where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
4:31 4:31 be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—•ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너핬
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§•ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻앴ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 ìž•ì²´ê°€ 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° Dec 15, 11:42pm ì
흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람ë
사람만앴 그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서
‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 ì—†ë
흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서ë
ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴
합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대ë
ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 í
세례잕 요한처럼 의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§
주님께 기띄해야 합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰ë¡
12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비ì™
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <sp
farmers who are waiting for harvest from land. He waits for crops to ripe after early rain and eve
heart.</span> Nov 30, 11:00pm ì˜¤ëŠ˜ë‚ ì„¸ë¡€ 받은 사람들은 모둕 주님의 부르심
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 가족은 ì•´ì œ 주님 안엝서 í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§
은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 사실 우리는 주님 이외엝는 아무것띄 필요치 않습
생활을 하띄록 ë…¸ë ¥í•´ì•¼ 합니다. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvet
everything behind in order to follow Him. Now the family is one brother and sister in Lord, and th
need anything except lord. So should always try to live the life up to Lord's calling.</span> Nov 2
살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ ë³€í™
안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생ì
변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 ë
‰í•œ ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 만ë‚
experiences always give novlety and refresh people new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfy
have any novelty.* without novelty, we can't dream of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jes
wake and await for Lord will meet Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's h
have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U
regconise ur sinfulness. Realise we r imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be
do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surr
healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right
god's time is greater than wat is happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this lif
u n to purify u. U must give testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is
glory. God heals u but not the way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈ë§
피하게 띨으로서 주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am
그림 성당 ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆ
ns of god
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
201 201 Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
1- 1- abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
93 11- 11- confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
1
1 21 21 But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
20:2 12:2 certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
1:33 1:33 the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분앀
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건앴지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엕게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour&praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inter
God desire us to be . Know urself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility Patience.
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
stopped the car because he saw a woman waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging
not God's will but i interpret it myself and later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver get
ugly sight. everyone understand that one can mis-understand. it matters how you respond to it. if o
on driving. No point complaining, or feeling cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with Go
put more effort in knowing God's will, complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, o
want to do now, God may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="fontlife 1) thank God regardless of good or bad things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the
1) be thankfully acceptive (using willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can be seen 3)
11:42pm 사람은 기다림의 존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기ë
사람만앴 기다림의 의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸
강엝서 우리 가운땰 ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’
드릴 수 없는 존재임을 ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 ì´ˆì
예수님께서띄 세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° ë•
“오실 분앴 ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까
흔들리는 대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , ë˜
ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례ìž
그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님ê
생활 가운띰로 우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is ex
Waiting requires a patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only th
Baptist recognized Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", an
anxiety came as time passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a targe
to Jesus to ask "Are you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed
coming, or can't recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being sh
despair -Â have courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life an
기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익ì
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,
land. He waits for crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wa
받은 사람들은 모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê
ì•´ì œ 주님 안엝서 í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 ì£
이외엝는 아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕
style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord
family is one brother and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread
live the life up to Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림ì
새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다ë
급급하게 매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입ë‹
우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니
´ì„œ 주님을 기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many
refresh people new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to thin
we can't dream of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitif
Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god gor wha
pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things ur way? F
we r imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire
n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender ur life to god: U want he
that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinkin
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detaatch from the world. God
testimony to god: We must proclaim wat the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god.
way u think.. In his way particulary for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진다 ì£
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
I guess we all need symbols in our life and I decided to keep mum for 40 days since this numberÂ
respect. Also, I've been looking at the stats on this blog and i know that at least 500 people have se
Val's friends and people she'd met though her life's journey and I hope these writings gave you an
have dropped back to my family and friends, so thank you all for the love and support and praye
was still swift and I guess you can never prepare yourself fully for something like this. I guess gen
together. I spent a few weeks running around to sort out administrative matters like informing HD
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embassy etc Je-in is quite fragile at the moment and tends to cry whenever he doesn't get his way o
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topic of his mummy and it breaks my heart to have to tell him, "no more mummy". I guess he unde
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asked for her a couple of times. He also had a freaky episode where he suddenly got up around 3am
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his room and the living room and jumping around to avoid them. He mentioned "mummy" too. Mu
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came back to say goodbye to him and gave him a vision of fishes - alluding to the "fishers of men"
maybe its for us to confirm that he's been chosen somehow to be religious if it goes according to G
go to bed and was clingy but by now he seems to have gotten over the incident. I heard him mutter
of my room by himself to look for some toys outside. He's now in Korea for a couple of weeks as
along as the extended family missed him and there is an aunt who has flight phobia and couldn't co
would like to spend some time with him too. I pray the trip will distract him enough to heal his litt
I guess we all need symbols in our life and I decided to keep mum for 40 days since this numberÂ
respect. Also, I've been looking at the stats on this blog and i know that at least 500 people have se
Val's friends and people she'd met though her life's journey and I hope these writings gave you an
have dropped back to my family and friends, so thank you all for the love and support and praye
was still swift and I guess you can never prepare yourself fully for something like this. I guess gen
together. I spent a few weeks running around to sort out administrative matters like informing HD
201 201 embassy etc Je-in is quite fragile at the moment and tends to cry whenever he doesn't get his way o
1- 1- seeking my approval whenever he does something. I think he used to be more independent and bra
93 11- 11- topic of his mummy and it breaks my heart to have to tell him, "no more mummy". I guess he unde
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09:5 01:5 his room and the living room and jumping around to avoid them. He mentioned "mummy" too. Mu
7:49 7:49 came back to say goodbye to him and gave him a vision of fishes - alluding to the "fishers of men"
maybe its for us to confirm that he's been chosen somehow to be religious if it goes according to G
go to bed and was clingy but by now he seems to have gotten over the incident. I heard him mutter
of my room by himself to look for some toys outside. He's now in Korea for a couple of weeks as
along as the extended family missed him and there is an aunt who has flight phobia and couldn't co
would like to spend some time with him too. I pray the trip will distract him enough to heal his litt
cousins.  
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Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
201 201 exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
1- 1- swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
93 11- 11- Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
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9 21 21 abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
20:2 12:2 confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
9:29 9:29 But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지싕으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 야을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
ì¹˜ìœ ë°›ê¸¸ 기띄하띘 ë‚´ê°€ 어늕땧 ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기ë
믿었띘 믿음은 무참히 ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì
기의게 ë‚´ 가슴을 ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •
To: Love God, serve God, honour &praise God Willing to do God's will, know God, free inte
what God desire us to be . Know yourself. Use imagination, be creative, imagine new possibility P
기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì œì•¸ì•´ ì½” 높여주ì„
어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕 인띄 열심히 êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: ê¸
굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ/아버지 천êµìœ¼ë¡œ ì
은총안엕 임종 Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 버ìŠ
ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임ì
하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게
아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사ë
납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌ì•
í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸ì•
ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서
stopped the car because he saw a woman waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging
not God's will but i interpret it myself and later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver get
ugly sight. everyone understand that one can misunderstand. it matters how you respond to it. if on
on driving. No point complaining, or feeling cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with Go
put more effort in knowing God's will, complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should
그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨
하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인ì§
style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, o
want to do now, God may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether
11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사í
ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사
조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="fontlife 1) thank God regardless of good or bad things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the
life crisis 1) be thankfully acceptive (using willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can b
11:42pm 사람은 기다림의 존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기ë
사람만앴 기다림의 의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸
강엝서 우리 가운땰 ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’
드릴 수 없는 존재임을 ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 ì´ˆì
예수님께서띄 세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° ë•
“오실 분앴 ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까
흔들리는 대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , ë˜
ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례ìž
그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님ê
생활 가운띰로 우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is ex
Waiting requires a patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only th
Baptist recognized Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", an
anxiety came as time passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a targe
to Jesus to ask "Are you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed
coming, or can't recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being sh
despair -Â have courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life an
기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익ì
ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,
land. He waits for crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wa
받은 사람들은 모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê
ì•´ì œ 주님 안엝서 í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì•¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 ì£
이외엝는 아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕
style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord
family is one brother and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread
live the life up to Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림ì
새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다ë
급급하게 매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입ë‹
우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니
´ì„œ 주님을 기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many
refresh people new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to thin
we can't dream of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitif
Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god for wha
pride.. Let the world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things your way
Realise we are imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n oth
his mercy n his love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender your life to go
give up things that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too
greater than what is happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detach fro
u. U must give testimony to god: We must proclaim what the lord has done for us. It is for the grea
heals u but not the way u think.. In his way particularly for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 ë
띨으로서 주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•
ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란í
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 앸내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up im like just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with u
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
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abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
1- 1confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
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But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
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certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
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the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
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Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone was keep flipping me down so i shout in jesus name
me n i felt like floating away. I kept say jesus i give my life to u, jesus protect me. It was scary n d
that one led to my old dreams later part so im blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting je
whole night cudnt sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜•í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 앀총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—•ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì—†ì•´ ê¸°ì ìœ¼
완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•´ 야어나리땼
하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•´ 하늝님의 뜻앴땼면 기ì
변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. <span style="font-family: C
no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that it's ok to do surgery for complete r
now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is God's will, i'll gladly cut off my br
3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour &praise God Willing to d
is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know yourself. Use imagination, be creat
1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš
ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕
ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ
모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Ar
weight - sharper nose for Jein pray but entrust to God - for full recovery of cancer - to full recover
for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - passion of prayer and patience of suffering - Jein's humanity
harmonious family - lead grandmother and father to heaven - all family to become catholic - (marr
하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ ë²„ìŠ¤ì •ê±°ìž¥ì—ì„œ 팔을 드는 ì•„ì¤
ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임을 ì•Œê³ "ì•„ ë‚´ê°€ 잘못 알았구나!" 하는ê²
í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게 아니구나 í• ìˆ˜ìžˆë‹¤. 이때 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ í™”ë¥
ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사나운가! ì˜¤í•´í• ìˆ˜ 있다는건 모둝가 이해한다. ê·
알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌아와 ìš´ì „ì—• ì •ì§„í•˜ëŠ”ê²Œ 마땅하다. 솝았ë
관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸앴 잘못 오해한것임을 ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë
ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서는 안띜다. Misunderstanding God.
waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging the bus behind him. He then "oh i misund
later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver gets angry and thinking the woman was waivi
misunderstand. it matters how you respond to it. if one realize it was a misunderstanding, he shoul
cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with God. instead of  being acceptive that you wro
complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should not be done. Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝
치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨다. 네가 지금 í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ ì–´ë–¤ê
¸ê°€ ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인지 하늝님의 뜻엕 따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, organized 1st birthda
may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether it is for your own gre
everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사하기 2) ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰
인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사로이 받아들앴기 2) 보이ë
í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life
things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the neighbour, be considerate and respectful</s
willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can be seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan
존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내ë
의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸ 열매를 맛볼 수 있습
ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , 잝ì‹
ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥
세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. ê·
ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì
대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 ìš
흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례잕 요한처럼 의심ì
ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님께 기띄해야 합니ë
우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is existence of waiting. Wai
patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only those who understan
Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", and he confessed that
passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a target from more and more
you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed John's faith was shak
recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being shaken. Therefore
courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life and reach out His
놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익을 때까지
마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">L
crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wait and have a firm
모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 버리ê³
ì„œ í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과
아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생í™
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord, and they left every
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줕니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god for what god has done
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things your way? Forgiveness:
imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to fo
love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender your life to god: U want healin
that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinkin
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detach from the world. God d
testimony to god: We must proclaim what the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god
the way u think.. In his way particularly for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진ë
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone. These are in English, once i get the Korean ones translated, they will b
Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:52am 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다.
ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처럼 하늘 나땼엝띄 그엕 맞갖ì
ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입니다. 우리는 하늘 나땼 잔치를 위
있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and my will is that God's Will be done. 9:45pm O
tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to whatever you desire of me and to accept everyt
will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surrender myself to u. Do as u please.. I believe u
u back my free will. U know what is the best for me & my family. But please, do not delay m
all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank u lord for giving me one more day. Everyday i c
u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be used for your will, whatever it is, and i know you
me to your presence. How i desire to be united to ur spirit! I can wait patiently, because i trust that
the day. I love you lord, more than anything in this world. I dont want to stay back in this world w
where i can be truly happy praising u all the time. I wish to serve u there. Whenever i think of heav
be. Thank u lord. I know ur with me inside my heart. Thank u for being with me. I love u. Sep 26,
띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지냈으니 벌을 받아 마땅하옵니다 겸솝을 배우
ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 20, 6:26am Throughout the night, i have difficulty breathing a
exhale very shortly, end up i'm like I just finished running kind of state. Help!! Pls inform doc with
swim? What is good for lung recovery? Can i twist body? (sucking lung, cough & flame) How
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Something protuding on the chest Wat is biopsy result? Still triple neg? Cough as long as i have ca
1- 1abt this: does he prefer me to have recline arm chair to relief my back pain or not? My answer is n
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confused. She says God is not a petty god. "ur in pain n there is way to relief why do u refuse? The
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But i thought since this is God's test on my patience, he wouldnt like to see me getting this luxurio
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certain level & amt of pain. I imagined myself as his electronic product. He's testing how stea
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the stress test n he will use me. Am i wrong about God? Help~!! i m confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep
Then i had 3 strange dreams. 1st one someone keep flipping me down so i shout in Jesus name sat
i felt like floating away. I kept say Jesus i give my life to u, Jesus protect me. It was scary n didn't
one led to my old dreams later part so i'm blur but flying part felt real..i think i was shouting Jesus
whole night couldn't sleep well.. Pray for me.. Gods message: passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2,
그릇과 같습니다. í—Œ 옷엝다 새 천 조객을 띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 ê
수는 없습니다. 옛것을 ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìƒˆ 부대를 ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 ìˆ
하는 ë‚´ì • ì‡„ì‹ ì—• 힘을 기울여야 한다는 뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 ê²
우리 안엕 모실 수 있습니다. 바오로 사띄가 망씀하셨지요. “여러분ì
모릅니까? ê·¸ ì„±ë ¹ì„ 여러분앴 하늝님엝게서 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분앀
6,19) 바오로 사띄는 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 반문하며 주님의 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리ì
마음은 새 희띄주를 담는 새 부대처럼 ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 ëœ
나’로서 ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ ë‚´ 안엕 머무르시띄록 해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37p
†ì•´ 기띄하며 ê°„ì²í•˜ê³ 있습니다. 곧 여러분앴 ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음
ì¶©ë§Œí•´ì ¸, 주님께 합당하게 살아객으로읨 ëª¨ë“ ë©´ì—ì„œ 그분 마음엕
아는 지식으로 잕땼기를 빕니다. 똕 하늝님의 옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ
내기를 빕니다. 기읜 마음으로, 성띄들이 빛의 나땼엝서 받는 생솝
것입니다. 아버지께서는 우리를 ì–´ë‘ ì˜ 권세엝서 구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ
아드님 안엝서 우리는 솝량을, 곧 죄의 용서를 받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 ë°”ì
사랑하는 하늝님, ì €ì—ê²Œ í¬ì‹ ì€ì´ì„ ë² í’€ì–´ 주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙
하심을 객사드립니다. ì €ë„ 알지 못한 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ í•° 용기와 믿음은 주ë
´ë¨¸ë‹ˆì˜ 공로를 ë³´ì‹œê³ ì œê²Œ 특별히 ìžì• ë¥¼ ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것
환난중엝서띄 ë‘•ë ¤ì›Œí•˜ëŠ” 맘앴 일지는 않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모ë
대화하는띰서 많앴 모잝람을 ê³ ë°±í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì „ ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 대화
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 솝삼임이 들리지 않사옵니다. ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì—사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë
한망씀이라띄 해주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤! 아니, 한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ ê·€ë
´ì˜¤ì…”ì„œ ì œë§ˆìŒì„ 불살땼 주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹
너무 체녝하여 그런게 아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 계
믿사오니 계솕 ì œ 안엕 임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì
Shepherd me, O God, beyond my wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my sheph
love, I walk by the quiet waters of peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead
music of your Name. 3. Though i should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at m
set me a banquet of love in the face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5
will dwell in the house of my God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê
오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로
여기 왔나이다 주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ ì—¬
í›„ë ´) 파아란 í’€ë°ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌ì–
쉴 ê³³ 주님의 í’ˆ 옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need co
I am giving you this message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces
strong and so too your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(가톨ë¦
ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주ë
주시면 아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—•
없습니다. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª
ì‹ ë¹„ë¥¼ 이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔í•
ë”í•´ì£¼ì‹œë“ ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹¤ëŒ€ë¡œ 하ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 흔들리ê
ëª¨ë“ ìƒ•ê°•ê³¼ 핬맕 모둕 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ 바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12
of God) john 1:12, Ezekiel 36:24-27 -witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift &a
spirit, sonship with God the father 1 Cor 11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filli
imagination, memory(1/8 concious, 7/8 unconcious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of th
faith & love, stir into the flame. Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate i
 weak body. And may yr healthy n vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람ë
ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 성경을 ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 약ê³
믿음의 눈앴 열립니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë
완성띩니다. 우리는 아는 만핼 ë¯¿ê³ ë¯¿ëŠ” 만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습
â—Ž 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë„¤. â—‹ 주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분
ê²Œ 좋으시며, ê·¸ 잝비 ëª¨ë“ ì¡°ë¬¼ 위엕 내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀ë§
누구라띄 주님은 ë¶™ë“œì‹œê³ , 꺾앸 이는 누구라띄 일으켜 세우시
하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 주님은 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하ê
9:23pm 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 무아는, 예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(ç
ìžì‹ ì•´ ì—†ì–´ì§€ê³ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 그분과 하나 띜 생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝
ì„œ 다릅니다. 그리스띄굝엝서 망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안
있듯앴, 예수님 안엝서 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운
바오로 사띄는 â€œì•´ì œëŠ” ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안ì—
ê²°êµ ë¹„ì›€ì€ 단순히 집착과 택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한
아닙니다. ì§„ì •í•œ 비움의 의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 비운다ê
비워지는 것입니다. 그냥 비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를
ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ì‹œê³ ì„¸ìƒ•ì—• 생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 사
비움앴 시작띩니다. Mar 21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜
마음을 다하여 ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람
없다!’는 믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희
띘어 너핬 품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희
• “내가 너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ ê·
죽은 이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는
18 그는 핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 ê²
아버지”가 ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸
로마서4장 Mar 13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의
사랑을 이웃과 나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소
마음을 주관하여 ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 ì
아멘. Mar 1, 1:52pm 해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë
ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ìŠ¤ìŠ¹ë‹˜ì„ 따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 ì
ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ ì•´ 맕엕 예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 오íž
ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 다 ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광ì
ë²„ë ¤ì•¼ 한다는 것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다
잝부심이 대단했습니다. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 나귀
ë‚ , 임금앴 ê·¸ 나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사ë
답례를 보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • êµ
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건앴지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엕게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì—†ì•´ ê¸°ì ìœ¼
완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•´ 야어나리땼
하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•´ 하늝님의 뜻앴땼면 기ì
변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. <span style="font-family: C
no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that it's ok to do surgery for complete r
now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is God's will, i'll gladly cut off my br
3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour &praise God Willing to d
is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know yourself. Use imagination, be creat
1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš
ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕
ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ
모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Ar
weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entrust to God - for full recovery of cancer - to full
work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - passion of prayer and patience of suffering - Jein's h
healthy and harmonious family - lead grandmother and father to heaven - all family to become cat
3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ ë²„ìŠ¤ì •ê±°ìž¥ì—ì„œ 팔을 ë“œ
ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임을 ì•Œê³ "ì•„ ë‚´ê°€ 잘못 알았구나!" 하는ê²
í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게 아니구나 í• ìˆ˜ìžˆë‹¤. 이때 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ í™”ë¥
ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사나운가! ì˜¤í•´í• ìˆ˜ 있다는건 모둝가 이해한다. ê·
알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌아와 ìš´ì „ì—• ì •ì§„í•˜ëŠ”ê²Œ 마땅하다. 솝았ë
관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸앴 잘못 오해한것임을 ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë
ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서는 안띜다. Misunderstanding God.
waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging the bus behind him. He then "oh i misund
later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver gets angry and thinking the woman was waivi
misunderstand. it matters how you respond to it. if one realize it was a misunderstanding, he shoul
cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with God. instead of  being acceptive that you wro
complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should not be done. Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝
치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨다. 네가 지금 í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ ì–´ë–¤ê
¸ê°€ ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인지 하늝님의 뜻엕 따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, organized 1st birthda
may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether it is for your own gre
everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사하기 2) ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰
인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사로이 받아들앴기 2) ë³´ì•´ë
í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life
things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the neighbour, be considerate and respectful</s
willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can be seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan
존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내ë
의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸ 열매를 맛볼 수 있습
ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , 잝ì‹
ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥
세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. ê·
ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì
대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 ìš
흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례잕 요한처럼 의심ì
ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님께 기띄해야 합니ë
우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is existence of waiting. Wai
patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only those who understan
Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", and he confessed that
passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a target from more and more
you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed John's faith was shak
recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being shaken. Therefore
courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life and reach out His
놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익을 때까지
마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">L
crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wait and have a firm
모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 버리ê³
ì„œ í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과
아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생í™
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord, and they left every
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god for what god has done
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things your way? Forgiveness:
imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to fo
love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender your life to god: U want healin
that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinkin
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detach from the world. God d
testimony to god: We must proclaim what the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god
the way u think.. In his way particularly for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진ë
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone Notes application. I guessed she kept this as a diary of sorts. Once i get
10:55pm Mission accomplished at day 40 Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:
잔치를 위해 이런 예복을 입어야 ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처ë
ê·¸ 예복은 사랑, ì •ì˜, 흉화, 겸솕, ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입
입어야 그 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and m
soul... Guide me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to w
to me. Let me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surre
can take me back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me &
long. Please be merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank
All the glory to u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for ur holy will. I am happy that i can be u
Until ur will be done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united to u
definately take me back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything i
temtation. I am waiting for you to take me to ur kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u all
overjoyed. Eventhough i have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know ur with m
주님 오만한 ì €ë¥¼ 용서하소서 스스로 ë”ê°€ 띜거 마냥 착객솝엕 지
하소서 ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ì ˆ 불쌝히 여기시어 몇시간의 ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소서... Sep 2
down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up i'm like
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urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lun
1- 1How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protuding on
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have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God abt this: does he prefe
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answer is no but my mom says yes. We hav diff view point abt god so im really confused. She say
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refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage ur back?" But i thought sin
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this luxurious body relief just becuz im in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain level &amp
how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i don't break down, i pass the stress test n he
3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldn't sleep until my body was so exhausted. Then i had 3 stra
Jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap over me n i felt like flo
was scary n didn't stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to earth, that one led to m
shouting Jesus. What happened? I'm afraid God is not happy with me. I felt uneasy whole night co
탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:14am 우리의 생활 태띄띄 복음을 받아들이는 그릇과
꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 그대로의 나를 예수님 망씀으로 ì ë‹¹ížˆ 꾸며서 ì‚´ 수ë
희띄주를 담을 수 있습니다. ì•´ 망은 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ 늘 ìžì‹ ì„ 새ë¡ê²Œ 하ëŠ
ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 게으름과 죄의 습관엝서 벗어나야만 주님을 우리
망씀하셨지요. “여러분의 몸앴 여러분 안엕 계시는 ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„
ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은 여러분 ìžì‹ ì˜ 것앴 아님을 모릅니까?―(1코린
ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리의 몸을 띔럽히지 ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리ì
ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 뜻입니다. ‘낡은 나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘
해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37pm ì œì•¸ì•´ë¥¼ 위해 이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊
ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음 띕분엕 하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 충ë
ì„œ 그분 마음엕 ë“¤ê³ ì˜¨ê°– ì„ í–‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 ì•„ëŠ
옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ 오는 ëª¨ë“ íž˜ì„ 받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì
나땼엝서 받는 생솝의 몫을 ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 ê²
구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 사랑하시는 아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•
받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 바오로의 콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31, 2:42pm ì
주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙치 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게
용기와 믿음은 주님 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 ì‹œì
ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것없앴 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로
않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모로 부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼
ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있ì–
사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë‚˜ì§€ 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì
한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ
주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 못하ê
아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë
임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ ë°”ì
wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest
peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness
should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, m
face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mer
God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주ì
ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥
주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 í•œí
ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여
옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need courage and you need m
message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situa
your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *ì„
받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í
ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻ëŒ
아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒ
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 당ì‹
이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì
시오. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 í”ë“¤ë¦¬ê³ í–‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´
바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -transformation
witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act
11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 e
emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but not showing enou
Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healthy n pure body t
within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람들은 ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ ë¶€ì¡±í•˜ë‹¤ê³ íƒ“í•©ë‹ˆë‹
띩니다. 성경을 ì•½ê³ ë¬µìƒí•˜ëŠ” 가운땰 주님을 알게 ë˜ê³ ì–´ëŠìƒˆ 믿ì
줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë¦¬ì˜ 굳건한 믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사랑으로 완성띩니다. ì
있습니다. Apr 6, 9:26pm 시편 145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â—Ž 8ㄱ) â—Ž 주님은 너ê
ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분노엕 ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주님은 모둕
â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀마다 ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네. 넘어지ëŠ
누구라띄 일으켜 세우시네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 의로우ì‹
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하게 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—
예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이
생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 ì
망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 ë³µì
하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 ê
ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(ê°ˆë
택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똕한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë
의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼
비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서
생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ
21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €
ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘ì•
믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것ì
품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을
너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입
이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝
핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.â€
ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의
13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 객당í
나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕ì
ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 ê·¸ë
í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복알엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시ë
따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만
예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìž
í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼,
것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 ìž„
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 ì“°ë‹
나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 ìž•ê¸
보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠ•ë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì—†ì•´ ê¸°ì ìœ¼
완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•´ 야어나리땼
하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•´ 하늝님의 뜻앴땼면 기ì
변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. <span style="font-family: C
no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that it's ok to do surgery for complete r
now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is God's will, i'll gladly cut off my br
3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour &praise God Willing to d
is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know yourself. Use imagination, be creat
1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš
ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕
ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ
모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Ar
weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entrust to God - for full recovery of cancer - to full
work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - passion of prayer and patience of suffering - Jein's h
healthy and harmonious family - lead grandmother and father to heaven - all family to become cat
3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ ë²„ìŠ¤ì •ê±°ìž¥ì—ì„œ 팔을 ë“œ
ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임을 ì•Œê³ "ì•„ ë‚´ê°€ 잘못 알았구나!" 하는ê²
í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게 아니구나 í• ìˆ˜ìžˆë‹¤. 이때 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ í™”ë¥
ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사나운가! ì˜¤í•´í• ìˆ˜ 있다는건 모둝가 이해한다. ê·
알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌아와 ìš´ì „ì—• ì •ì§„í•˜ëŠ”ê²Œ 마땅하다. 솝았ë
관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸앴 잘못 오해한것임을 ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë
ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서는 안띜다. Misunderstanding God.
waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging the bus behind him. He then "oh i misund
later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver gets angry and thinking the woman was waivi
misunderstand. it matters how you respond to it. if one realize it was a misunderstanding, he shoul
cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with God. instead of  being acceptive that you wro
complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should not be done. Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝
치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨다. 네가 지금 í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ ì–´ë–¤ê
¸ê°€ ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인지 하늝님의 뜻엕 따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, organized 1st birthda
may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether it is for your own gre
everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사하기 2) ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰
인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사로이 받아들앴기 2) 보이ë
í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life
things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the neighbour, be considerate and respectful</s
willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can be seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan
존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내ë
의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸ 열매를 맛볼 수 있습
ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìž•ì‹
ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥
세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. ê·
ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì
대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 ìš
흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례잕 요한처럼 의심ì
ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님께 기띄해야 합니ë
우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is existence of waiting. Wai
patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only those who understan
Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", and he confessed that
passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a target from more and more
you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed John's faith was shak
recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being shaken. Therefore
courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life and reach out His
놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익을 때까지
마알을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">L
crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wait and have a firm
모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 버리ê³
ì„œ í•œ í˜•ì œìž•ë§¤ë“¤ì•´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과
아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생í™
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord, and they left every
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움이란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god for what god has done
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things your way? Forgiveness:
imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to fo
love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender your life to god: U want healin
that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinkin
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detach from the world. God d
testimony to god: We must proclaim what the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god
the way u think.. In his way particularly for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진ë
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone Notes application. I guessed she kept this as a diary of sorts. Once i get
10:55pm Mission accomplished at day 40 Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:
잔치를 위해 이런 예복을 입어야 ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처ë
ê·¸ 예복은 사랑, ì •ì˜, 흉화, 겸솕, ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입
입어야 그 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and m
soul... Guide me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to w
to me. Let me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surre
can take me back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me &
long. Please be merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank
All the glory to u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for your holy will. I am happy that i can be
Until your will be done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united t
definitely take me back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in
temptation. I am waiting for you to take me to your kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u
overjoyed. Even though i have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know your with
2:35am 주님 오만한 ì €ë¥¼ 용서하소서 스스로 ë”ê°€ 띜거 마냥 착객솝ì
201 201 배우게 하소서 ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ì ˆ 불쌝히 여기시어 몇시간의 ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소ì
1- 1- as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up
94 12- 12- urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lun
1
3 05 05 How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protruding o
23:5 15:5 have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God about this: does he pre
4:13 4:13 answer is no but my mom says yes. We have diff view point about god so i'm really confused. She
do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage your back?" But i tho
getting this luxurious body relief just because i'm in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain le
He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i don't break down, i pass the str
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldn't sleep until my body was so exhauste
down so i shout in Jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap ove
Jesus protect me. It was scary n didn't stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to ea
felt real..i think i was shouting Jesus. What happened? I'm afraid God is not happy with me. I felt u
passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:14am 우리의 생활 태띄띄 복음을 받아들
띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 그대로의 나를 예수님 망씀으로 ì ë‹¹ížˆ 꾸ë©
ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 수 있습니다. ì•´ 망은 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ 늘 ìžì‹ ì„
뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 게으름과 죄의 습관엝서 벗어나야만 ì
망씀하셨지요. “여러분의 몸앴 여러분 안엕 계시는 ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„
ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은 여러분 ìžì‹ ì˜ 것앴 아님을 모릅니까?―(1코린
ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리의 몸을 띔럽히지 ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리ì
ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 뜻입니다. ‘낡은 나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘
해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37pm ì œì•¸ì•´ë¥¼ 위해 이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊
ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음 띕분엕 하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 충ë
ì„œ 그분 마음엕 ë“¤ê³ ì˜¨ê°– ì„ í–‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 ì•„ëŠ
옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ 오는 ëª¨ë“ íž˜ì„ 받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì
나땼엝서 받는 생솝의 몫을 ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 ê²
구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 사랑하시는 아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•
받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 바오로의 콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31, 2:42pm ì
주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙치 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게
용기와 믿음은 주님 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 ì‹œì
ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것없앴 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로
않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모로 부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼
ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있ì–
사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë‚˜ì§€ 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì
한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ
주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 못하ê
아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë
임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ ë°”ì
wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest
peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness
should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, m
face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mer
God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주ì
ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥
주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 í•œí
ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 때어 주소서 주여
옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need courage and you need m
message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situa
your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *ì„
받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í
ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻ëŒ
아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒ
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 당ì‹
이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì
시오. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 í”ë“¤ë¦¬ê³ í–‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´
바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -transformation
witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act
11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 e
unconscious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but no
Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healt
vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람들은 ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ 부족
ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 ì•½ê³ ë¬µìƒí•˜ëŠ” 가운땰 주님을
앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë¦¬ì˜ 굳건한 믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사ë
만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습니다. Apr 6, 9:26pm 시편 145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â
주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분노엕 ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주ë
내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀마다 ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네.
누구라띄 일으켜 세우시네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 의로우ì‹
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하게 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—
예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이
생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 ì
망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 ë³µì
하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 ê
ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(ê°ˆë
탕욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë
의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼
비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서
생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ
21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €
ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘ì•
믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것ì
품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을
너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입
이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝
핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.â€
ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의
13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 객당í
나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕ì
ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 ê·¸ë
í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시ë
따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엝는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만
예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìž
í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 때아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼,
것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 ìž„
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 ì“°ë‹
나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 ìž•ê¸
보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
앴샕 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세샕의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. Jan
ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병엝서 해방시켜
have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì—†ì•´ ê¸°ì ìœ¼
완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•´ 야어나리땼
하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•´ 하늝님의 뜻앴땼면 기ì
변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. <span style="font-family: C
no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that it's ok to do surgery for complete r
now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is God's will, i'll gladly cut off my br
3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, honour & praise God Willing to d
is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be . Know yourself. Use imagination, be creat
1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: 짝장 ë‹¤ë‹ˆê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš” ì‚´ë¹ ì§€ê³ ì‹¶ì–´ìš
ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 남편 짝장 진로 이띄심 ì œì•¸ 학굕
ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 겸솝의 삶 ê±´ê°•í•˜ê³ í™”ëª©í•œ ê°€ì • í• ë¨¸ë‹ˆ
모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Ar
weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entrust to God - for full recovery of cancer - to full
work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - passion of prayer and patience of suffering - Jein's h
healthy and harmonious family - lead grandmother and father to heaven - all family to become cat
3:41pm 하늝님을 오해하는것 마치 ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ ë²„ìŠ¤ì •ê±°ìž¥ì—ì„œ 팔을 ë“œ
ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버스를 향한것임을 ì•Œê³ "ì•„ ë‚´ê°€ 잘못 알았구나!" 하는ê²
í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì—• 가서 ì•„ 그게 아니구나 í• ìˆ˜ìžˆë‹¤. ì•´ë•Œ ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ í™”ë¥
ì”¨ë¶€ë •ê±°ë¦¬ë©´ 얼마나 꼴사나운가! ì˜¤í•´í• ìˆ˜ 있다는건 모둝가 이해한다. ê·
알았으면 다시 ì œ 잝세로 띌아와 ìš´ì „ì—• ì •ì§„í•˜ëŠ”ê²Œ 마땅하다. 솝았ë
관계솕엝서띄 마찬가지이다. 본앸앴 잘못 오해한것임을 ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë
ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†€ì•˜ë‹¤ ë°°ì‹ ë‹¹í–ˆë‹¤ 하며 웝망해서는 안띜다. Misunderstanding God.
waiving her hand, but realized she was actually flagging the bus behind him. He then "oh i misund
later i could say "oh it was wrong". If the bus driver gets angry and thinking the woman was waivi
misunderstand. it matters how you respond to it. if one realize it was a misunderstanding, he shoul
cheated etc. it goes the same in a relationship with God. instead of  being accepting that you wro
complaining that God has fooled or betrayed me etc should not be done. Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝
치른것띄, í•œêµì—¬í–‰ 간것띄 다 싫어하셨다. 네가 지금 í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ ì–´ë–¤ê
¸ê°€ ì›í• ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 그것앴 네 욕심인지 하늝님의 뜻엕 따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">God disliked that you did not quit the job, organized 1st birthda
may not like it at all. Whenever you want to do something, examine whether it is for your own gre
everyday life 1) 좋은일이나 궂은일이나 하늝님께 객사하기 2) ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰
인내의 삶: on life crisis 1) ì˜ì§€ì ìœ¼ë¡œë¼ë„ 객사로이 받아들앴기 2) 보이ë
í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë¯¿ê³ ë°”ë•¼ê¸° <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life
things 2) live a simple, plain (ordinary) life 3) help the neighbour, be considerate and respectful</s
willpower) 2) don't be impatient with things only can be seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan
존재입니다. 다른 사람, 행복, 흉화 등을 기다립니다. 기다림은 인내ë
의미를 알게 ë˜ê³ , ê·¸ 의미를 아는 사람만앴 ê·¸ 열매를 맛볼 수 있습
ì˜¤ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아봅니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ë¶„ì„ ‘어린양’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , 잝ì‹
ê³ ë°±í•˜ê¸°ë„ 합니다. 그러나 시간앴 흝를수록 초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥
세생으로부터 ì •ì • 반대받는 í‘œì •ì•´ 띘어 ê°€ì‹œê³ ìžˆê¸° 때문입니다. ê·
ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹ˆê¹Œ? 아니면 ì €í¬ê°€ 다른 분을 ê¸°ë‹¤ë ¤ì•¼ 합니까?― í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì
대목입니다. 어쩌면 우리띄 오실 주님을 기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ , 똝는 앴미 ìš
흔들릴 때가 있을지띄 ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그리하여 세례잕 요한처럼 의심ì
ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ 용기를 ê°€ì§€ê³ ì• ì ˆí•œ 마음으로 주님께 기띄해야 합니ë
우리를 ì°¾ì•„ì˜¤ì‹œê³ , 솝길을 건네실 것입니다. Human is existence of waiting. Wai
patience. Only those who are patient, know the meaning of waiting, and only those who understan
Jesus who came among us in Jordan. He introduced Him as "Lamb of God", and he confessed that
passed. It was because he was put in prison and Jesus had become a target from more and more
you the one who is coming? or do we have to wait for another?" This showed John's faith was shak
recognize Him who is already with us, that there are times when our faith being shaken. Therefore
courage and pray to Lord with an earnest mind. Lord will come to our daily life and reach out His
놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. 그는 앴른 비와 늦은 비를 맞아 곡싕앴 익을 때까지
마음을 굳게 가지ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">L
crops to ripe after early rain and evening (late) rain. (you all) be patience, wait and have a firm
모둕 주님의 부르심을 ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 그분을 ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ 버리ê³
ì„œ í•œ í˜•ì œìžë§¤ë“¤ì´ê³ , 징업은 ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과
아무것띄 필요치 않습니다. 그러니 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생í™
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Today, baptized people were called by Lord, and they left every
and sister in Lord, and the work place is God's grace and care for daily bread. actually we do not n
Lord's calling.</span> Nov 29, 9:32pm 우리는 참으로 많은 기다림을 체험하면서
ê°€ì ¸ë‹¤ì£¼ë©°, 사람을 새ë¡ê²Œ 변화시켜 줝니다. * 그러나 기다리지 못하ê³
매달리는 사람엕겕 띔 이생의 새로움앴란 없을 것입니다. * 새로움
게 하시러 오시는 아기 예수님을 만나 뵕 수띄 없을 것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©
기다리는 사람만앴 주님을 ë§Œë‚ ìˆ˜ 있습니다 We live with many experiences of
new. *but those who can't wait and live satisfying in reality, and hanging on to things that can be s
of whole new life, and we can't meet baby Jesus who come to refresh us. How pitiful that person is
8:57pm The disposition u need to receive god's healing Humility: thank god for what god has done
world know that u need help u need grace of god U want god to do things your way? Forgiveness:
imperfect need the forgiveness of god. Allow ourselves to be available to god n others. Desire to fo
love: god would be faithful always. We can rely on him.. Surrender your life to god: U want healin
that r destroying u! Our unhappiness is caused by us. Do the right thing.. Not be too naive, thinkin
happening to us.. Ask for his will be done. Dun clinging to this life. Detach from the world. God d
testimony to god: We must proclaim what the lord has done for us. It is for the greater glory of god
the way u think.. In his way particularly for u.. Oct 11, 11:53pm 아픈만핼 띔 성숙해진ë
주님께서 ì§•ì ‘ 치료하시띄록 ë‚´ 놓는다 Sep 5, 11:12am ë² ë„¤ì¹˜ì•„: 바의성당 ë
희로아티아: 성 스테팕 성당 드부로브니핬 í•¬ë ˆíƒ€ 아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬
Retrieved from her iPhone Notes application. I guessed she kept this as a diary of sorts. Once i get
10:55pm Mission accomplished at day 40 Have my family to do divine mercy together Oct 9, 7:
잔치를 위해 이런 예복을 입어야 ê·¸ 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. 이처ë
ê·¸ 예복은 사랑, ì •ì˜, 흉화, 겸솕, ì˜¨ìœ , ì¹œì ˆ, 인내 등 아름다운 내면의 옷입
입어야 그 잔치의 기읨을 누릴 수 있습니다. Oct 8, 11:05pm My hope, my wish and m
soul... Guide me, strengthen me, console me, tell me what to do (today)... I promise to submit to w
to me. Let me only know Your will...(Your will be done) 7:25am Lord, your will be done. I surre
can take me back peacefully anytime. I offer u back my free will. U know what is the best for me &
long. Please be merciful.. This is too painful for all of us. Lord have mercy. Oct 6, 11:33am Thank
All the glory to u lord! I offer my sufferings to u, use it for your holy will. I am happy that i can be
Until your will be done, when the time is up, take me to your presence. How i desire to be united t
definitely take me back. I put all my joyful hope for the day. I love you lord, more than anything in
temptation. I am waiting for you to take me to your kingdom where i can be truly happy praising u
overjoyed. Even though i have no vision, no idea, how it might be. Thank u lord. I know your with
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2:35am 주님 오만한 ì €ë¥¼ 용서하소서 스스로 ë”ê°€ 띜거 마냥 착객솝ì
1- 1배우게 하소서 ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ì ˆ 불쌝히 여기시어 몇시간의 ë‹¨ìž ë„ 허락하소ì
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as i lie down. It feels like what i inhale is more than my lung can take, exhale very shortly, end up
4 06 05
urgency cuz i feel too uncomfortable.. Sep 14, 4:51pm Ask doc: Can i swim? What is good for lun
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How long it takes to heal? My ribs r pain.. Chest, armpit, ribs, back pain Something protruding o
8:49 8:49
have cancer? Blood test on virus result? Sep 11, 6:38am Mum.. Pls ask God about this: does he pre
answer is no but my mom says yes. We have diff view point about god so i'm really confused. She
do u refuse? Then why do u take painkiller n why do u ask mom to massage your back?" But i tho
getting this luxurious body relief just because i'm in severe pain. He wants me to go thru certain le
He's testing how steady this is by throwing n smashing around. If i don't break down, i pass the str
confused!! Sep 7, 3:25pm Sep 1st: Mum, last night i couldn't sleep until my body was so exhauste
down so i shout in Jesus name satan go away then it stopped. 2nd dream i felt huge force wrap ove
Jesus protect me. It was scary n didn't stop instantly. 3rd dream i was flying n like shot down to ea
felt real..i think i was shouting Jesus. What happened? I'm afraid God is not happy with me. I felt u
passover is over 탈출기 12 Sep 2, 9:14am 우리의 생활 태띄띄 복음을 받아들
띧대어 꿰매듯앴 옛 모습 그대로의 나를 예수님 망씀으로 ì ë‹¹ížˆ 꾸ë©
ë§ˆë ¨í•´ì•¼ 새 희띄주를 담을 수 있습니다. ì•´ 망은 우리 ìžì‹ ì•´ 늘 ìžì‹ ì„
뜻입니다. ì˜•ì •ì•¸ 무관심과 게으름과 죄의 습관엝서 벗어나야만 ì
망씀하셨지요. “여러분의 몸앴 여러분 안엕 계시는 ì„±ë ¹ì˜ ì„±ì „ìž„
ë°›ì•˜ê³ , 똕 여러분은 여러분 ìžì‹ ì˜ 것앴 아님을 모릅니까?―(1코린
ì„±ë ¹ê»˜ì„œ 거처하시는 우리의 몸을 띔럽히지 ë§•ë•¼ê³ ê²½ê³ í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 우리ì
ì„±ë ¹ì„ 모시는 장소라는 뜻입니다. ‘낡은 나’가 아니땼 ë‚ ë§ˆë‹¤ ‘
해야 í• ê²ƒìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. Sep 1, 5:37pm ì œì•¸ì•´ë¥¼ 위해 이와 같앴 기띄하잝.. ...띊
ëª¨ë“ ì˜•ì • 지혜와 깨달음 띕분엕 하늝님의 뜻을 아는 지식으로 충ë
ì„œ 그분 마음엕 ë“¤ê³ ì˜¨ê°– ì„ í–‰ìœ¼ë¡œ 열매를 맺으며 하늝님을 ì•„ëŠ
옝광스러운 ëŠ¥ë ¥ì—ì„œ 오는 ëª¨ë“ íž˜ì„ 받아 ê°•í•´ì ¸ì„œ, ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì°¸ê³ ê²¬ë””ì
나땼엝서 받는 생솝의 몫을 ì°¨ì§€í• ìžê²©ì„ ì£¼ì‹ ì•„ë²„ì§€ê»˜ 객사하는 ê²
구해 내시어 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 사랑하시는 아드님의 나라로 옮겨 주셨습니다. ì•
받습니다. â–¥ 사띄 바오로의 콜로새서 망씀입니다. 1,9-14 Aug 31, 2:42pm ì
주셔서 ì œ 마음이 요띙치 ì•Šê³ í‰ì•ˆížˆ ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ì¼ì„ 받아들일수 있게
용기와 믿음은 주님 ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ì €ì—ê²Œ í—ˆë½í•˜ì‹ ê²ƒì´ì˜µë‹ˆë‹¤. 이는 ì‹œì
ë² í‘¸ì‹ ê±¸ë¡œ 압니다. ì €ëŠ” 보잘것없앴 미천한 ìž• 입니다.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 특은으로
않지만 ì „ 아짝띄 여러모로 부족하여 배울것앴 많습니다. 특히 ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼
ë‹¹ì‹ ê³¼ 너무나띄 ëŒ€í™”í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ë° ì—¬ì „ížˆ ì €ì—ê²Œ 많은 ìž¥ì• ë¬¼ì•´ 있ì–
사하심띄 ì œ ì•ˆì—ì„ ì•¼ì–´ë‚˜ì§€ 않습니다. ì €ë¥¼ 불쌝히 ì—¬ê¸°ì‹œê³ ì œë°œ ì €ì
한마디라띄 ì œê°€ 들을수 있게 ì œ 귀를 열어주옵소서! ì„±ë ¹ë‹˜! 부디 ì œ
주옵소서! ì œê°€ 이리띄 ì•ˆì •ì ì´ë©´ì„œë„ ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ ì—사하심을 체험치 못하ê
아닝까 ë‘•ë µìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ 분명 ì œ 옆엕 ê³„ì‹œê³ ì œ 맘의 흉온함띄 ë
임하시며 ì—사하여 주소서. Aug 28, 12:04pm 주님, ì œ ëª¨ë“ ê³ í†µì„ ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ ë°”ì
wants, beyond my fears, from death into life 1. God is my shepherd, so nothing shall I want, I rest
peace. 2. Gently you raise me and heal my weary soul, you lead me by pathways of righteousness
should wander the valley of death, I fear no evil, for you are at my side, your rod and your staff, m
face of hatred, crowning me with love beyond my power to hold. 5. Surely your kindness and mer
God forevermore. Aug 25, 10:41am 주여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì¢…ì•´ 여기(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 218번) 1. 주ì
ë”°ë¥´ë ¤ 왔나이다 ì‹ìžê°€ë¥¼ ì§€ê³ ì—¬ê¸° 왔나이다 오로지 주님만을 ë”°ë¥
주님의 부르심엕 오롯앴 왔나이다 하얀 소복 ì°¨ë ¤ 여기 왔나이다 í•œí
ì—• ì•´ 몸 뉘어주소서 ê³ ì•´ 쉬땼 물터로 나를 띌어 주소서 주여
옝웝히 ìž ë“œë µë‹ˆë‹¤ Jul 1, 4:28pm In every situation in life you need courage and you need m
message. For you to realise that in life you will always need to pray for graces to counter bad situa
your trust in me. It is I who speaks. Aug 25, 10:38am 받아주소서(ê°€í†¨ë¦ ì„±ê°€ 221번) *ì„
받아주소서 (2번) 1. 나의 ëª¨ë“ ìžìœ ì™€ 나의 기억과 ì§€ë ¥ 나의 의지 ì†Œìœ í
ë˜ëŒë ¤ 드리오리다 2. 내게 ì£¼ì‹ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 주의 것이오니 오징 주님 뜻ëŒ
아무것띄 May 23, 4:41pm ì „ëŠ¥í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜, 만물앴 ë‹¹ì‹ ê¶Œìœ„ì•ˆì—• ìžˆê³ ì„¸ìƒ
ë‹¹ì‹ ê»˜ì„œ ëœ»í•˜ì‹ ëŒ€ë¡œ ì €í•¬ì—ê²Œ ì£¼ì‹œê³ ë˜í•œ 앗아가시니 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒ 다 당ì‹
이해하지 못하여 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ 웕맕했띘 ì €ë¥¼ ìš©ì„œí•˜ì‹œê³ ì €ì—ê²Œ 띔한 ê³ í†µì
시오. ì „ 들풀이오니 바람불면 í”ë“¤ë¦¬ê³ í–‡ë¹›ì•´ 쬕면 íƒ€ì˜¤ë¥´ê³ ë¹„ê°€ì˜¤ë©´
바치오니 ë‹¹ì‹ ëœ»ëŒ€ë¡œ 하옵소서. May 22, 12:00pm Power of holy spirit -transformation
witness(external: preach boldly, heal) -Charismatic gift & fruit of spirit Matt7:21, matt25:act
11:23 Why r we praying over again and again for the filling of holy spirit? Acts 4:29 Mind has 5 e
unconscious), emotion, will-we need to transform all 5 of them. 2 timothy 1:6-7 U received but no
Apr 18, 1:57pm Jesus may yr healthy n pure blood circulate in my ailing organs. And may yr healt
vigorous life throb within me. Amen. Apr 8, 9:46am 사람들은 ìžì‹ ì˜ ì‹ ì•™ì‹¬ì•´ 부족
ì•½ê³ ìžˆëŠ”ì§€ 물어보면 띩니다. 성경을 ì•½ê³ ë¬µìƒí•˜ëŠ” 가운땰 주님을
앎은 굳건한 믿음을 줝니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ìš°ë¦¬ì˜ 굳건한 믿음은 ì‹¤ì²œì • 사ë
만핼 사랑을 ì‹¤ì²œí• ìˆ˜ 있습니다. Apr 6, 9:26pm 시편 145(144),8-9.13ã„·-14.17-18(â
주님은 ë„ˆê·¸ëŸ½ê³ ìžë¹„í•˜ì‹œë©°, 분노엕 ë”ë””ì‹œê³ ìžì• ê°€ 넘치시네. 주ë
내리네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 망씀마다 ì°¸ë˜ì‹œê³ , 하시는 일마다 진실하시네.
누구라띄 일으켜 세우시네. â—Ž â—‹ 주님은 가시는 길마다 의로우ì‹
부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ, 진실하게 부르는 ëª¨ë“ ì•´ì—ê²Œ 가까앴 계시네. â—
예수님께서 ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 무화(無化)하시어 거룩한 몸(성체)ì•´ 띘셨듯이
생태를 망합니다. 그리스띄굝의 ‘비움’과 불굝의 ‘비움’은 ì
망하는 비움은 예수 그리스띄를 ë‚´ 안엕 ëª¨ì‹œë ¤ëŠ” 비움입니다. 오늘 ë³µì
하늝님께서 ì¼í•˜ê³ ê³„ì‹ ê²ƒì²˜ëŸ¼ 우리를 비운 잕리엕 주님께서 계시는 ê
ë‚´ê°€ 사는 것앴 아니땼 그리스띄께서 ë‚´ 안엕 사시는 것입니다.―(ê°ˆë
택욕을 띊는 것만을 뜻하지 않습니다. 똝한 세샕 것을 í—ˆë¬´í•˜ê³ ë¬´ì˜ë
의미는 사랑하는 것입니다. 우리가 그냥 ë¹„ìš´ë‹¤ê³ ë¹„ì›Œì§€ëŠ” 것앴 아니땼
비워서는 곧바로 다른 것앴 들어와 잕리를 잡게 띩니다. 하늝님께서
생명을 주시는 것을 뜻합니다. 우리띄 누구를 ì‚¬ëž‘í•˜ê³ ëˆ„êµ°ê°€ì—ê²Œ
21, 11:12pm 하늝님, 옝혼의 건강을 위하여 ìœ¡ì‹ ì˜ 극기를 명하셨으니, ì €
ìžì• ë¡œìš°ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì˜ 계명을 지키게 하소서. 우리가 사람을 ëŒ€í• ë•Œ ‘ì•
믿음을 가진다면 편해질 것입니다. 주어땼. 그러면 너희띄 받을 것ì
품엕 담아 주실 것이다. 너희가 띘질하는 바로 그 띘로 너희띄 띘받을
너를 많은 민족의 조생으로 만들었다.â€•ë•¼ê³ ê¸°ë¡ëœ 그대로입
이들을 다시 ì‚´ë¦¬ì‹œê³ ì¡´ìž¬í•˜ì§€ 않는 것을 존재하띄록 불러내시는 하늝
핬맕앴 없어띄 희망하며, “너의 후솝들이 ì €ë ‡ê²Œ 많아질 것이다.â€
ë• ê²ƒì„ 믿었습니다. 22 바로 ê·¸ 때문엕 “하늝님께서 ê·¸ 믿음을 의
13, 3:00am 매야 아침 기띄: 오늘 하루띙안 ì œì•¸ì•´ 엄마의 ì—í• ì„ 잘 객당í
나눌수 있게 남을 ë°°ë ¤í•˜ëŠ” 마음과 넓은 아량을 주소서. 겸솝의 띕ì
ì£¼ì‹œê³ , 오늘 하루 주님의 은총 아래서 지내게 하여 주소서. 우리 주 ê·¸ë
í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다. 오늘 복음엝서 ë² ë“œë¡œê°€ 예수님께 “보시ë
따랝습니다.― í•˜ê³ ë§í•©ë‹ˆë‹¤. ë² ë“œë¡œì˜ 망투엕는 이런 ì˜•ì • 굝만
예수님께서는 아무런 ì¹ì°¬ë„ í•´ 주지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 예수님께서는 ì œìž
í•œë‹¤ê³ ë§ì”€í•˜ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. ìžì‹ ì—ê²Œ 띌아올 ì–´ë–¤ 옝광을 위해서가 아니땼,
것입니다. 임금을 등엕 íƒœìš°ê³ ê°€ëŠ” 나귀가 있었습니다. ê·¸ 나귀는 늘 ìž„
ˆìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 사람들앴 온몸을 치장해 ì£¼ê³ , 임금앴 타는 ë‚˜ê·€ë•¼ê³ í•´ì„œ 늘 ì“°ë‹
나귀를 íƒ€ê³ í–‰ë ¬ í• ë•Œ, 사람들앴 환호를 하잕, 나귀는 사람들앴 ìž•ê¸
보냈습니다. ê²°êµ ìž„ê¸ˆì€ 나귀엝서 ë–¨ì–´ì§€ê³ ë§ì•˜ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. ì˜•ì • 굝만이
예화입니다. 굝회엕 봉사한다는 것은 ‘부름 받은 종’으로서 í•
것입니다. ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ ê·¸ì € “해야 í• ì¼ì„ 하였을 뿝입니다.―(루카 17,10)땼
이생 생객하는 것은 ì˜•ì • 굝만입니다. Feb 9, 6:50pm 너가 암엕 걸린건
그럴 잕격앴 없어서앴 cooxpmlop ã…Š í•— ã…¡ã…‘ã…“ã…— 푸 다. ì•´ ëª¨ë“ ê³ ë‚
†ì§€ë§Œ 너를 위해 ìœ ìµí•˜ë‹¤ëŠ”ê²ƒë§Œì€ 명심해땼 하루를 띔 아프게띘ë
용기와 힘, ê·¸ë¦¬ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ 은총이다. Jan 26, 10:39am 하늝님의 일은 하ëŠ
가진 것엕 의지해서 하늝님의 일을 하면, 하늝님엕 대한 믿음보다ë
때문야 것입니다. ë²•ì • 스님의 ì±… ã€Žë¬´ì†Œìœ ã€•ì—• 이런 êµ¬ì ˆì•´ 있습ë
때로는 그 물건 때문엕 마음을 쓰게 띜다. 따라서 무엇인가를
것, 그러므로 많앴 ê°–ê³ ìžˆë‹¤ëŠ” 것은 그만핼 많앴 얽혀 있다는 뜻이ë
많을수록, 하늝님을 위한 ì¼ë§ˆì €ë„ ê·¸ 뿌리엝서는 세생의 일을 하ë
성과보다 하늝님께 ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 의택하는 우리 삶의 태띄가 중요합니다. Jan 24, 3
the top... I repeat and ask that you always have courageous thoughts. As a result of them the Lord
- a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. Jan 22, 2:07am ì˜
무엇과띄 바꿀 수 없는 은총의 사건이지만, 반드시 ì ¸ì•¼ í• ì‹ìžê°€ê°€
가족사랑-좋은 엄마, 좋은 ì•„ë‚´ 1) 가족의 ê±´ê°• ì±…ìž„-좋은 식단 2) 살림꾸ë
아니시므로, 여러분앴 성띄들엝게 ë´‰ì‚¬í•˜ì˜€ê³ ì§€ê¸ˆë„ 봉사하면서
잊지 않으ì‹ë‹ˆë‹¤. 11 여러분 객잝가 핬맕앴 실현띘띄록 띝까지 ê°™
그리하여 게으른 사람앴 띘지 ë§•ê³ , 약솝띜 것을 믿음과 인내로 ìƒ
것입니다. 히브리서의 망씀입니다.6,10-20 Jan 15, 9:39am 진실앴 밝혀졌다
치르게 하셨다. ê·¸ 많은 í˜¼ì„ ê³¼ 지긋지긋한 í•ì•”치료.. 띝내 가슴을 잃었
ë¬´ìžë¹„í•˜ê³ ëƒ‰í˜¹í•˜ì‹œë©° 띙시엕 잝체가 사랑이라는 모순의 ì‹ ì´ì‹œë‹¤
모른채 벌앸 실수를 ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 잔인하게 추궝하시다니! 나의 ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜! 당ì‹
ëŒ€ì‹ ìƒëª…ì„ 주셨다구요?! 그것앴 ì œ 생명을 앗아가야만 í• ì£„ì˜€ìŠµë
위로해주세요.. ì•´ 생처를 아물수있게 넘치는 사랑과 위안과 복을 주세ìš
ì¢‹ìœ¼ì‹ ë•°ìš”? ê·¸ë ‡ê²Œ ë‰˜ìš°ì¹˜ê³ ë‹¹ì‹ ì„ ë”°ë¥´ê² ë‹¤ê³ í•œ ì ˆ ì•´ë ‡ê²Œ 내띙댕ì
ê¶•ê·¹ì ìœ¼ë¡œ 우리 인생을 아름답게 í•˜ì‹œê³ ì°¸ë˜ê²Œ 하시는 분은 진리의
ë¶ˆì•ˆí•˜ê³ í˜¼ëž€ìŠ¤ëŸ¬ìš¸ìˆ˜ë¡• 우리엝게 필요한 것은 ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ì„ ìœ¼ë¡œ 이ë
잕주 미사 참례를 í•˜ê³ , 성체 조배를 하며, ê³ í•´ì„±ì‚¬ë¥¼ 통하여 ìžì‹ ì„ 띔ìš
것입니다. 우리가 미래를 몰라서 삶앴 ë‘•ë ¤ìš´ 것앴 아닙니다. 하늝님께
하늝님께서 보이지 않는 미래를 ì£¼ì‹ ì´ìœ ëŠ”, 우리가 하루하루를 새ë¡ê²Œ
사람엝게 미래는 ì„¤ë ˜ê³¼ 기다림의 세계로 다가옵니다. Jan 10, 9:17am 삶ì—
´ì§„다. 잘못띜 ì„ íƒìœ¼ë¡œ 인한 ê³ í†µ, 다른사람의 죄나 환경으로 인해 ë°
하늝님께서 ì˜ë„ì ìœ¼ë¡œ ì£¼ì‹ ê²ƒì•´ 아니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„œ ì•´ ê³ í†µ
ì„œë„ 주님을 믿는잝들을 통해 옝광을 받으시기 때문이다. ì•´ 세생ì
그래서 우리엝게 벌어지는 ëª¨ë“ ì‚¬ê±´ì€ 그분의 ì„리안엕 머무르는 것ì
찾아온다. 하늝님은 방관잝시다. 하지만 ì‹œë ¨ì†•ì—ì„œ 하늝님을 찾는ìž
계솕 하늝님을 ì°¬ì–‘í• ìˆ˜ ìžˆê³ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ê»˜ì„ ê°’ì§„ 옝광을 받으시는거다. Jan 1
때’는 잕기 ìžì‹ ì˜ 일을 하지만, ì˜¤ížˆë ¤ 바오로 사띄처럼 ‘우리의
일하시기 때문입니다. 주님의 봉사잝로 일하는 사람엝게 필요한 ê
ë‹¹ì‹ ì˜ 띄구로 앨 주ì‹ì‹œì˜¤.― 하는 겸솝한 응답이면 띩니다. Jan 8, 1:32a
온몸엕 나병앴 걸린 사람앴 다가왔다. 그는 예수님을 ë³´ìž•, 얼굴을 ë•…ì—
주님께서는 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하시면 ì €ë¥¼ 깨땗하게 하실 수 있습니다.― 예수님께ì„
“내가 í•˜ê³ ìž• 하니, 깨땗하게 띘어땼.― 그러잕 곧 나병앴 가셨다. + L
when suddenly a man appeared, covered with a skin-disease. Seeing Jesus he fell on his face and i
stretched out his hand, and touched him saying, 'I am willing. Be cleansed.' At once the skin-disea
¬ê¸°ì†Œì„œ.. ë‹¹ì‹ ì€ ëŠ¥ë ¥ì•´ 있사오니 부디 ì €ì—ê²Œ 잝비를 ë² í‘¸ì‹œì–´ ì ˆ 이병ì
the power, so please have mercy on me and set me free from this illness Jan 4, 11:42pm 계솕 수
ìˆ˜ìˆ ë„ 좋으니 완치만 시켜주시길 기띄하게 띘었다. ë§ˆìˆ ê°™ì€ ê¸°ì •ì•
ë¶€ìˆ´ì§€ê³ ì•´ì œëŠ” 겸허하게 하늝님의 뜻엕 ë‚ ì˜¨ì „ížˆ 맡겼다. ìˆ˜ìˆ í•˜ëŠ”ê²ƒì•
ë„ë ¤ë‚¼ê²ƒì´ë‹¤. ì•´ 심중의 변화야망로 가장 í•° ê¸°ì •ì•´ë•¼ê³ ë´ì•¼ í• ê²ƒ
had been continuously praying for no surgery but a recovery by miracle, then i started to pray that
will happen one day has crashed, now i humbly submit myself to God's will. If getting surgery is
the biggest miracle.</span> Jan 3, 3:21pm We are created for God. To: Love God, serve God, hon
internally (detach from your desire) What is your deepest desire? That's what God desire us to be .
Patience. Prayerful waiting. 2010, Dec 30, 1:59AM ë‚´ê°€ 웝하지만 기띄하진 않을것: ì
¬ì£¼ì„¸ìš” 기띄하띘 하늝님뜻엕 ì˜íƒí• ê²ƒ: 암의 완치 등, 어깨, ë°œ 완치 ë‚
êµ¬í• ê²ƒ: 기띄의 열심과 ê³ í†µì˜ 인내 ì œì•¸ 인성/ì‹ ì•™/언어 굝육의 지혜 ê²
으로 이띄심 ì „ 가족의 카톨ë¦í™” 부부 모둕 병 없앴 은총안엕 임종 <sp
but will not pray for: - returning to work - lose weight - sharper nose for Jein</span> pray but entr
shoulder and feet - to lead a direction for husband's work - for Jein's school earnestly to ask for: - p
humanity/faith/wisdom for language and learning - life of modesty - healthy and harmonious fami
catholic - (married) couple to die without illness and in mercy Dec 28, 3:41pm 하늝님을 오해
드는 아줌마를 ë³´ê³ íƒ€ë ¤ëŠ”ì¤„ì•Œê³ ë©ˆì·„ëŠ”ë•° 사실은 ìžì‹ ë’¤ì—• 있는 버
하는것과 같다. 하늝님의 뜻은 그게 아닌땰 ë‚´ 멋대로 í•´ì„í•˜ê³ ë‚˜ì¤‘ì
ë²„ìŠ¤ìš´ì „ì‚¬ê°€ 화를내며 아줌마가 솝을 너무 일찝들었늝니 하며 씨ë¶
모둝가 이해한다. 그걸 납득하는 잝세 똝한 중요하다. 오해임을 알았으ë©
마땅하다. 솝았네 분하네 í‘¸ë…•ë– ëŠ”ê±´ 오버다! 하늝님과의 관계솕엝ì„
ë°›ì•„ë“¤ì•´ê³ ë” 잘 이해하기위해 ë…¸ë ¥ì€ ëª»í• ë§•ì • 하늝님께서 ë‚ ê°€ì§€ê³ ë†
Misunderstanding God. Just like the bus driver stopped the car because he saw a woman waiving h
then "oh i misunderstood!" - it is same. It was not God's will but i interpret it myself and later i cou
woman was waiving too early, it is such an ugly sight. everyone understand that one can misunder
misunderstanding, he should just focus and continue on driving. No point complaining, or feeling
 being accepting that you wrongly interpreted and try to put more effort in knowing God's will, c
Dec 24, 2:40am 하늝님은 네가 짝장을 그만둝지 못 한것띄, 띌잔치 치ë¥
í•˜ê³ ì‹¶ì€ ê·¸ 어떤것띄 ê²°êµì—” 하늝님께서 싫어하실지띄 모른다. 무언가 ì›
따른건지 í•ìƒ• ê²€í† í•˜ë•¼. <span style="font-family: Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Go
and went for a Korea trip. Whatever you want to do now, God may not like it at all. Whenever you
according to God's will.</span> Dec 15, 11:54pm 겸솝의 삶: everyday life 1) 좋은일이ë‚
ì†Œë°•í•˜ê³ í‰ë²”í•˜ê²Œ 살기 3) 이웃을 ë•ê³ ë°°ë ¤í•˜ê³ ì¡´ì¤‘í•´ì£¼ê¸° 인내의 삶: on
2) 보앴는 것엝만 매여 조급해하지 않기 3) ì„ í•˜ì‹ í•˜ëŠë‹˜ì˜ í¬ì‹ ëœ»ì„ ë
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">life of modesty: everyday life 1) thank God regardless of good
neighbour, be considerate and respectful</span> life of patience: on life crisis 1) be thankfully acc
seen 3) to trust and follow God's big plan, who is good. Dec 15, 11:42pm 사람은 기다림ì
기다립니다. 기다림은 인내를 요구합니다. 인내하는 사람만앴 기다림
그 열매를 맛볼 수 있습니다. 세례잕 요한은 요르단 강엝서 우리 가운땰
‘’앴땼 ì†Œê°œí•˜ê³ , ìžì‹ ì€ 그분의 ì‹ ë°œ 띈조차 풀어 드릴 수 없는 존재ìž
초조해집니다. ìžì‹ ì€ 객옥엕 갇히는 ì‹ ì„¸ê°€ ë˜ê³ , 예수님께서띄 세생으ë
때문입니다. 그래서 예수님께 ì œìžë“¤ì„ ë³´ë‚´ì–´, “오실 분앴 ì„ ìƒë‹˜ì´ì‹ë‹
í•˜ê³ ì—¬ì™ê²Œ 합니다. 세례잕 요한의 믿음이 흔들리는 대목입니다. ì–´
앴미 우리와 함께 ê³„ì‹ ì£¼ë‹˜ì„ 알아보지 ëª»í•˜ê³ ì‹ ì•™ 잝체가 흔들릴 때가 ì
의심을 품게 ë• ì§€ë„ ëª¨ë¥´ê² ìŠµë‹ˆë‹¤. 그러나 ì ˆë§í•˜ì§€ ë§•ê³ ê·¸ë•Œë§ˆë‹¤ ìš©ê¸
합니다. 주님께서는 우리 삶을 통하여 생활 가운띰로 우리를 찾아오시
Waiting for other people, happiness and peace etc. Waiting requires a patience. Only those who ar
the meaning, be able to taste its fruit. John the Baptist recognized Jesus who came among us in J
that he could not even touch His shoe lace. But anxiety came as time passed. It was because h
more opponents in the world. so he sent his disciples to Jesus to ask "Are you the one who is com
shaking. perhaps, we too, can't wait for Jesus who'll be coming, or can't recognize Him who is alre
Therefore, we might have doubt like John did. But we shall not despair -Â have courage and pray
out His hand Dec 12, 12:39pm 땅의 귀한 소출을 기다리는 놝부를 ë³´ì‹ì‹œì˜¤. ê
때까지 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦½ë‹ˆë‹¤. 여러분띄 ì°¸ê³ ê¸°ë‹¤ë¦¬ë©° 마음을 굳게 가지
Calibri,Verdana,Helvetica,Arial;">Look at the farmers who are waiting for harvest from land. He
be patience, wait and have a firm heart.</span> Nov 30, 11:00pm ì˜¤ëŠ˜ë‚ ì„¸ë¡€ 받은 사람
ë”°ë¥´ê² ë…¸ë•¼ê³ ëª¨ë“ ê²ƒì„ ë²„ë¦¬ê³ ë”°ë¼ë‚˜ì„ ì‚¬ëžŒë“¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 가족은 ì•´ì œ
ì¼ìš©í• ì–‘ì‹ì„ 위한 주님의 은총과 ë°°ë ¤ìž…ë‹ˆë‹¤. 사실 우리는 주님 이ì™
주님의 부르심엕 합당한 생활을 하띄록 ë…¸ë ¥í•´ì•¼ 합니다. <span style="
were called by Lord, and they left everything behind in order to follow Him. Now the family is on
for daily bread. actually we do not need anything except lord. So should always try to live the life
많은 기다림을 체험하면서 살아갑니다. ì•´ 체험은 ì–¸ì œë‚˜ 새로움을 ê°€ì ¸ë
기다리지 ëª»í•˜ê³ í˜„ì‹¤ì—ë§Œ 안주하며, 보이는 것엝만 급급하게 매달
것입니다. * 새로움앴 없다면 변화띜 삶을 꿈꿀 수 ì—†ê³ , 우리를 새ë¡ê²Œ
것입니다. ê·¸ë ‡ë‹¤ë©´ 얼마나 불행한 ì‚¬ë¦¼ì•´ê² ëŠ”ì§€ìš”! 깨어서 주님을 기ë
with many experiences of waiting. these experiences always give novelty and refresh people new.
to things that can be seen, they will not have any novelty.* without novelty, we can't dream of who
pitiful that person is. Only those who wake and await for Lord will meet Lord. Oct 23, 8:57pm Th
what god has done for me.. Not what i have done.. Humble myself No pride.. Let the world know
Forgiveness: refuses to forgive.. Must recognise your sinfulness. Realise we are imperfect need the
Desire to forgive. God will give u the grace n do the rest.. Trust in his mercy n his love: god would
want healing or relief? If u seriously want to be healed, u need to give up things that r destroying u
naive, thinking god will do in this life in this world: god's time is greater than what is happening to
the world. God doesn't remove the 'thing' is to humble u n to purify u. U must give testimony to go
glory of god. Whether you're healed or not, it is for his glory. God heals u but not the way u think.
성숙해진다 주님과 띔 친밀해진다 ìˆ˜ìˆ ì„ 피하게 띨으로서 주님께서
바의성당 비발디 광장, 세계엝서 ì ¤ í•° 그림 성당 ê°€ë©´ì¶•ì œ 희로아티아: ì
아틀란티스 ì‚°í† ë¦¬ë‹ˆ 이스탄불 Unless a grain of wheat Sons of god
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5:26 5:26 at any level. No amount of travel and shopping and chilling out will ever replace loss. I guess only
and all a good year ahead.  
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4:33 4:33 family, religion etc cos we lifted it all up to God but the stupid issues we hung on to. Like whether
Birth Cert doesn't even mention it. 2 conversions in the Catholic faith 1 funeral Too many memori
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201 201 doesn't really matter whether i remember this date anymore right? Anyway, since I'm now in the m
2- 2- years we've known each other ~6 years of married life 2 weddings - The one where everyone turne
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23:0 15:0 count Also too many bickerings (even 1 is too many because i now regret it all) over trivial things
4:06 4:06 family, religion etc cos we lifted it all up to God but the stupid issues we hung on to. Like whether
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23:0 15:0 count Also too many bickerings (even 1 is too many because i now regret it all) over trivial things
5:50 5:50 family, religion etc cos we lifted it all up to God but the stupid issues we hung on to. Like whether
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In these last few months I've already heard of 3 more people getting diagnosed with cancer. No do
depressing as my heart goes out to the various patients and families. No matter what happens, it is
how redemptive suffering must exist for each of us in different ways before we can return to our m
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him towards drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and eventually he shot himself, presumably to end
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so long ago when i was spiritually younger, my prayers were often about wanting this or that, mate
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all the things we want tend never to be in the realm of His will. He really doesn't care what house w
2- 2to retire etc and his big picture plan is to bring our soul back to Him when it's time. The problem f
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forms for different folks. It all seems morbid on the surface, but i now embrace the idea of redemp
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catcorr" target="_blank">Lessons from the school of suffering</a> is a good reference. This idea s
3:14 3:14
I'll take an educated bet that all the Catholic religious believe in it. For Jesus did say in the bible "p
earth to do because no one enjoys suffering in whatever form it takes. Hence joyful acceptance is n
people and their stories, they did what they did gladly without complaint. A Dominican priest said
effect of "most people want to have lots of money, lots of sex, and the freedom to do whatever it is
of poverty, chastity and obedience and yet are able to be happy. Its a sign to the world that there is
God's grace". I guess Val accepted her impending death, and I accept carrying on with Je-in witho
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I've been thinking of this phrase alot recently especially in prayer. I think its the best summary or m
2- 2so long ago when i was spiritually younger, my prayers were often about wanting this or that, mate
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all the things we want tend never to be in the realm of His will. He really doesn't care what house w
6 18 18
plan is to bring our soul back to Him when it's time. The problem for us is that His plans often inv
23:0 15:0
the surface, but i now embrace the idea of redemptive suffering. Lessons from the school of suffer
2:13 2:13
I've been thinking of this phrase a lot recently especially in prayer. I think its the best summary or
so long ago when i was spiritually younger, my prayers were often about wanting this or that, mate
all the things we want tend never to be in the realm of His will. He really doesn't care what house w
to retire etc and his big picture plan is to bring our soul back to Him when it's time. The problem f
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forms for different folks. It all seems morbid on the surface, but i now embrace the idea of redemp
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catcorr" target="_blank">Lessons from the school of suffering</a> is a good reference. This idea s
7 18 18
I'll take an educated bet that all the Catholic religious believe in it. For Jesus did say in the bible "p
23:3 15:3
earth to do because no one enjoys suffering in whatever form it takes. Hence joyful acceptance is n
2:14 2:14
people and their stories, they did what they did gladly without complaint. A Dominican priest said
effect of "most people want to have lots of money, lots of sex, and the freedom to do whatever it is
of poverty, chastity and obedience and yet are able to be happy. Its a sign to the world that there is
God's grace". I guess Val accepted her impending death, and I accept carrying on with Je-in witho
I've been thinking of this phrase a lot recently especially in prayer. I think its the best summary or
so long ago when i was spiritually younger, my prayers were often about wanting this or that, mate
all the things we want tend never to be in the realm of His will. He really doesn't care what house w
to retire etc and his big picture plan is to bring our soul back to Him when it's time. The problem f
201 201
forms for different folks. It all seems morbid on the surface, but i now embrace the idea of redemp
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catcorr" target="_blank">Lessons from the school of suffering</a> is a good reference. This idea s
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I'll take an educated bet that all the Catholic religious believe in it. For Jesus did say in the bible "p
23:3 15:3
earth to do because no one enjoys suffering in whatever form it takes. Hence joyful acceptance is n
3:14 3:14
people and their stories, they did what they did gladly without complaint. A Dominican priest said
effect of "most people want to have lots of money, lots of sex, and the freedom to do whatever it is
of poverty, chastity and obedience and yet are able to be happy. Its a sign to the world that there is
God's grace". I guess Val accepted her impending death, and I accept carrying on with Je-in witho
Got this in email today.. Interesting analogy :) -------Original Message------- RECALL NOTICE: T
manufactured, regardless of make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and central compo
201 201 units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequen
2- 2- morality,"Â more commonly known as S.I.N., as it is primarily expressed. Some of the symptoms
96 01- 01- origin 4. Lack of peace and joy 5. Selfish or violent behavior 6. Depression or confusion 7. Fearfu
1
9 19 19 nor at fault for this defect, is providing factory-authorized repair and service free of charge to corre
22:2 14:2 offered to bear the entire burden of the staggering cost of these repairs. There is no additional fee r
8:43 8:43 Once connected, please upload your burden of SIN through the REPENTANCE procedure. Next, d
heart component. No matter how big or small the SIN defect is, Jesus will replace it with: 1. Love
Gentleness 9. Self control Please see the operating manual, the B.I.B.L.E. (BEST Instructions Befo
WARNING: Continuing to operate the human being unit without correction voids any manufactur
to list, and will result in the human unit being permanently impounded. For free emergency service
this recall action will have to be scrapped in the furnace. The SIN defect will not be permitted to e
for your attention! - GOD P.S. Please assist where possible by notifying others of this important re
Because HE Lives!
Got this in email today.. Interesting analogy :) -------Original Message------- RECALL NOTICE: T
manufactured, regardless of make or year, due to a serious defect in the primary and central compo
units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequen
morality,"Â more commonly known as S.I.N., as it is primarily expressed. Some of the symptoms
origin 4. Lack of peace and joy 5. Selfish or violent behavior 6. Depression or confusion 7. Fearfu
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nor at fault for this defect, is providing factory-authorized repair and service free of charge to corre
2- 2offered to bear the entire burden of the staggering cost of these repairs. There is no additional fee r
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Once connected, please upload your burden of SIN through the REPENTANCE procedure. Next, d
0 19 19
heart component. No matter how big or small the SIN defect is, Jesus will replace it with: 1. Love
22:2 14:2
Gentleness 9. Self control Please see the operating manual, the B.I.B.L.E. (BEST Instructions Befo
8:31 8:31
WARNING: Continuing to operate the human being unit without correction voids any manufactur
to list, and will result in the human unit being permanently impounded. For free emergency service
this recall action will have to be scrapped in the furnace. The SIN defect will not be permitted to e
for your attention! - GOD P.S. Please assist where possible by notifying others of this important re
Because HE Lives!
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2- 2- In these last few months I've already heard of 3 more people getting diagnosed with cancer. No do
97 01- 01- depressing as my heart goes out to the various patients and families. No matter what happens, it is
1
2 25 25 how redemptive suffering must exist for each and everyone of us in its different ways before we ca
22:4 14:4 must it happen in this way, if it must happen at all?"
2:35 2:35
In these last few months I've already heard of 3 more people getting diagnosed with cancer. No do
depressing as my heart goes out to the various patients and families. No matter what happens, it is
how redemptive suffering must exist for each of us in different ways before we can return to our m
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in this way, if it must happen at all?" I remember reading something that said the pot cannot questi
2- 2think we're intelligent beings and how we've evolved from drinking water from rivers to having ta
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we can't avoid the inevitable. I tried to think of people who managed to live a good decent life from
3 25 25
think such persons exists. People I know personally surely didn't fit the bill. Kurt Cobain who was
23:3 15:3
him towards drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and eventually he shot himself, presumably to end
2:51 2:51
even though he had all the resources at his disposal and was known to be pretty zen about it all. Bu
point to, for all of us that suffer in any form, is to look to the <a title="Divine Mercy" href="http://
everything up to Him. And pray for strength to see His will through. One of the hardest thing we c
In these last few months I've already heard of 3 more people getting diagnosed with cancer. No do
depressing as my heart goes out to the various patients and families. No matter what happens, it is
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how redemptive suffering must exist for each of us in different ways before we can return to our m
2- 2in this way, if it must happen at all?" I remember reading something that said the pot cannot questi
97 01- 011
think we're intelligent beings and how we've evolved from drinking water from rivers to having ta
4 25 25
we can't avoid the inevitable. I tried to think of people who managed to live a good decent life from
23:3 15:3
think such persons exists. People I know personally surely didn't fit the bill. Kurt Cobain who was
5:28 5:28
him towards drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and eventually he shot himself, presumably to end
even though he had all the resources at his disposal and was known to be pretty zen about it all. Bu
point to, for all of us that suffer in any form, is to look to the <a title="Divine Mercy" href="http://
everything up to Him. And pray for strength to see His will through. One of the hardest thing we c
In these last few months I've already heard of 3 more people getting diagnosed with cancer. No do
depressing as my heart goes out to the various patients and families. No matter what happens, it is
how redemptive suffering must exist for each of us in different ways before we can return to our m
201 201
in this way, if it must happen at all?" I remember reading something that said the pot cannot questi
2- 2think we're intelligent beings and how we've evolved from drinking water from rivers to having ta
97 01- 011
we can't avoid the inevitable. I tried to think of people who managed to live a good decent life from
5 25 25
think such persons exists. People I know personally surely didn't fit the bill. Kurt Cobain who was
23:3 15:3
him towards drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and eventually he shot himself, presumably to end
4:13 4:13
even though he had all the resources at his disposal and was known to be pretty zen about it all. Bu
point to, for all of us that suffer in any form, is to look to the <a title="Divine Mercy" href="http://
everything up to Him. And pray for strength to see His will through. One of the hardest thing we c
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Last Valentine's we didn't make any plans because she wasn't up to doing anything and was still re
2- 2her with something flashy. I left work slightly earlier to go browse some nearby jewellery stores an
97 02- 021
quite an impulse buy and i knew she wouldn't be jumping through the roof or anything because she
9 14 14
was surprised by it and accepted it with a smile. But we both knew deep inside, material stuff won
21:5 13:5
heart is that she never got a chance to wear that bling.
7:57 7:57
201 201 That's what Je-in says intermittently these days. I'm sure he picked that up from me as he pulls my
2- 2- never actually sure he means it but basically he's beginning to exclaim sentences and also reply in
97 01- 01- defiance, "I don't want pee, I don't want poo". Everything seems in the negative though, guess its a
1
7 29 29 positive language all the time. Wonder how the ang mohs do it! Interestingly enough though, he's
18:1 10:1 with the hymn books and stuff in the pews. This is a great blessing as it takes the stress out of atten
3:18 3:18 :)  
201 201 That's what Je-in says intermittently these days. I'm sure he picked that up from me as he pulls my
2- 2- never actually sure he means it but basically he's beginning to exclaim sentences and also reply in
97 01- 01- defiance, "I don't want pee, I don't want poo". Everything seems in the negative though, guess its a
1
8 29 29 positive language all the time. Wonder how the ang mohs do it! Interestingly enough though, he's
18:1 10:1 with the hymn books and stuff in the pews. This is a great blessing as it takes the stress out of atten
3:09 3:09 :)  
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Last Valentine's we didn't make any plans because she wasn't up to doing anything and was still re
2- 2her with something flashy. I left work slightly earlier to go browse some nearby jewellery stores an
98 02- 021
quite an impulse buy and i knew she wouldn't be jumping through the roof or anything because she
0 14 14
was surprised by it and accepted it with a smile. But we both knew deep inside, material stuff won
21:5 13:5
heart is that she never got a chance to wear that bling.
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2- 2chilling out at home, Je-in is back in a school. This time its not a montessori-style one but just a re
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setup. He went through the usual first few days of anxiety getting used to a new environment but t
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hours on the first day and didn't really want to go into the entrance of the school on the second and
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Mum of course had the tough job of seeing that through, but there's now a routine of her dropping
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to be working out and it allows her to spend the day out at church etc. I trust that whenever we foll
blessed us. From what I hear, the teachers are all very dedicated and have all been doing it for 5-8
also a practice of passing messages to parents via a communication booklet which he has to bring
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201 201 our Parish church in a simple HDB void deck setup. He went through the usual first few days of an
2- 2- smooth. He was clingy only for a couple of hours on the first day and didn't really want to go into
98 02- 02- pretty much went in on his own accord. Mum of course had the tough job of seeing that through, b
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3 27 26 picking him up in the afternoon. Seems to be working out and it allows her to spend the day out at
00:3 16:3 things will go smooth, and indeed He has blessed us. From what I hear, the teachers are all very de
0:08 0:08 seem really good with the kids. There's also a practice of passing messages to parents via a commu
structured and he's in good hands.
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After a couple months of being a wild boy and just chilling out at home, Je-in is back in a school. T
201 201 our Parish church in a simple HDB void deck setup. He went through the usual first few days of an
2- 2- smooth. He was clingy only for a couple of hours on the first day and didn't really want to go into
98 02- 02- pretty much went in on his own accord. Mum of course had the tough job of seeing that through, b
1
5 27 26 picking him up in the afternoon. Seems to be working out and it allows her to spend the day out at
00:3 16:3 things will go smooth, and indeed He has blessed us. From what I hear, the teachers are all very de
3:07 3:07 seem really good with the kids. There's also a practice of passing messages to parents via a commu
structured and I feel he's in good hands.
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src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/IMG_1591-224x300.jpg" alt="" width="224"
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chilling out at home, Je-in is back in a school. This time its not a montessori-style one but just a re
2- 2setup. He went through the usual first few days of anxiety getting used to a new environment but t
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hours on the first day and didn't really want to go into the entrance of the school on the second and
6 27 26
Mum of course had the tough job of seeing that through, but there's now a routine of her dropping
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to be working out and it allows her to spend the day out at church etc. I trust that whenever we foll
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blessed us. From what I hear, the teachers are all very dedicated and have all been doing it for 5-8
also a practice of passing messages to parents via a communication booklet which he has to bring
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the
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myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD took you a littl
2- 2and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that our
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were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the
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comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes ro
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2- 2- myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD took you a littl
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20:5 12:5 comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes ro
7:01 7:01 said that "Love is watching someone die" So who's going to watch you die?..
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the
201 201
myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD took you a littl
2- 2and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that our
99 03- 031
were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the
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comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes ro
20:5 12:5
said that "Love is watching someone die" So who's going to watch you die?.. <a href="http://www
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Death Cab for Cutie
When someone close like a spouse passes on, I guess its really a test of faith for the individual. Ha
thought might be helpful to pen down since Evelyn asked me to <a href="http://thebottomsupblog
Writing is kinda cathartic to me I realize, which is probably why i blog myself. So here's my 2 cen
be in the situation, you can make it easier for them. <div></div> <div>Do</div> <div>1. If you're
beer, at their home when they feel like it just to let them get it off their chest. I'm generally a very
times I'm out with a close friend and I'm able to just get things off my chest, gave me some comfo
this will be so much more important to most people who need to verbalize their thoughts, so do giv
time with the person as a distraction. Go shopping, go for a game, go travel. Any distraction is gre
tiring and sends you further down the spiral. I guess the caveat to this is that the person has to be u
201 201 just needs some time alone to get their head right first. But you can't sit around at home forever, so
2- 2- solace in religion. Death is the opposite of life and can only make sense if you start to engage the d
99 04- 03- inspirational verses. All these may allow them to find God and possibly some solace.I know I foun
1
4 01 31 have kids or loved ones to be cared for, it can be mentally draining if they can't even stop for a mo
00:1 16:1 Otherwise you just feel shackled and it makes things a lot worse. I was blessed to have 2 weeks of
1:57 1:57 helpful.</div> <div></div> <div>Do Not</div> <div>1. Going back to the office was kinda awkw
"how are you?". Yes, they mean well and just want to exchange some sympathy but seriously wha
i try to break the silence with the "O well, that's life" kind of shrug. Maybe its just me, but sometim
inane chit chat.</div> <div></div> <div>Then there are those who are savvy and try to avoid the a
me cos I feel transparent. So I guess you can't win either way, but maybe skipping the subject will
<div>2. Do not remind them of death. It sucks. I remember we played some stupid game in the off
paper which had a vocation on it. People picked up things like woodcutter, magician etc and I pick
trivialize the situation. I know the person didn't mean it but i did have a conversation where it beca
nowadays etc" Well, we all know people get sick every day and people die everyday etc but when
when dealing with loss.</div> <div></div>
  <div></div> <div>When someone close like a spouse passes on, I guess its really a test of
dos and don'ts which i thought might be helpful to pen down since Evelyn asked me to guest blog
which is probably why i blog myself. So here's my 2 cents on this grim topic and hopefully, if you
for them.</div> <div></div> <div>Do</div> <div>1. If you're a close enough friend, do offer to t
like it just to let them get it off their chest. I'm generally a very reserved person and talking isn't so
and I'm able to just get things off my chest, gave me some comfort from the enveloping silence tha
important to most people who need to verbalize their thoughts, so do give them an outlet to do so.<
distraction. Go shopping, go for a game, go travel. Any distraction is great to get the mind off the s
down the spiral. I guess the caveat to this is that the person has to be up to it. Different people grie
201 201 get their head right first. But you can't sit around at home forever, so at some point a distraction is
2- 2- opposite of life and can only make sense if you start to engage the divine. Pray for them. Accompa
99 03- 03- allow them to find God and possibly some solace.I know I found my sanity in it.</div> <div></div
1
5 28 28 for, it can be mentally draining if they can't even stop for a moment to grief. We all need our timeo
23:3 15:3 it makes things a lot worse. I was blessed to have 2 weeks of quiet when my in-laws took my kid o
4:49 4:49 Not</div> <div>1. Going back to the office was kinda awkward as people you bump into in hallw
and just want to exchange some sympathy but seriously what am i supposed to answer. "I'm alrigh
well, that's life" kind of shrug. Maybe its just me, but sometimes i do wish people just ignore the w
<div>Then there are those who are savvy and try to avoid the above and ask immediately "How is
you can't win either way, but maybe skipping the subject will be a good thing if its not a heart-to-h
sucks. I remember we played some stupid game in the office which someone made up and we all h
picked up things like woodcutter, magician etc and I picked up undertaker. Nuff said.</div> <div>
mean it but i did have a conversation where it became like "o so-and-so also died of blah blah and
every day and people die everyday etc but when it finally happens to you. IT IS a big deal.People a
<div>That's all i have for now.</div> <div></div>
<sup id="en-NIV-190">6</sup>Â After forty days Noah opened a window he had made in the ark
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flying back and forth until the water had dried up from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV-192">8</sup
2- 2surface of the ground. <sup id="en-NIV-193">9</sup> But the dove could find nowhere to per
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returned to Noah in the ark. He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to hims
6 01 31
more days and again sent out the dove from the ark. <sup id="en-NIV-195">11</sup> When t
00:1 16:1
plucked olive leaf! Then Noah knew that the water had receded from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV
4:13 4:13
again, but this time it did not return to him. - Message for mum.
<sup id="en-NIV-190">6</sup>Â After forty days Noah opened a window he had made in the ark
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flying back and forth until the water had dried up from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV-192">8</sup
2- 2surface of the ground. <sup id="en-NIV-193">9</sup> But the dove could find nowhere to per
99 04- 031
returned to Noah in the ark. He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to hims
7 01 31
more days and again sent out the dove from the ark. <sup id="en-NIV-195">11</sup> When t
00:0 16:0
plucked olive leaf! Then Noah knew that the water had receded from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV
9:32 9:32
again, but this time it did not return to him.
When someone close like a spouse passes on, I guess its really a test of faith for the individual. Ha
201 201 thought might be helpful to pen down since Evelyn asked me to <a href="http://thebottomsupblog
2- 2- Writing is kinda cathartic to me I realize, which is probably why i blog myself. So here's my 2 cen
99 04- 03- be in the situation, you can make it easier for them. <div></div> <div>Do</div> <div>1. If you're
1
8 01 31 beer, at their home when they feel like it just to let them get it off their chest. I'm generally a very
00:1 16:1 times I'm out with a close friend and I'm able to just get things off my chest, gave me some comfo
1:09 1:09 this will be so much more important to most people who need to verbalize their thoughts, so do giv
time with the person as a distraction. Go shopping, go for a game, go travel. Any distraction is gre
tiring and sends you further down the spiral. I guess the caveat to this is that the person has to be u
just needs some time alone to get their head right first. But you can't sit around at home forever, so
solace in religion. Death is the opposite of life and can only make sense if you start to engage the d
inspirational verses. All these may allow them to find God and possibly some solace.I know I foun
have kids or loved ones to be cared for, it can be mentally draining if they can't even stop for a mo
Otherwise you just feel shackled and it makes things a lot worse. I was blessed to have 2 weeks of
helpful.</div> <div></div> <div>Do Not</div> <div>1. Going back to the office was kinda awkw
"how are you?". Yes, they mean well and just want to exchange some sympathy but seriously wha
i try to break the silence with the "O well, that's life" kind of shrug. Maybe its just me, but sometim
inane chit chat.</div> <div></div> <div>Then there are those who are savvy and try to avoid the
me cos I feel transparent. So I guess you can't win either way, but maybe skipping the subject will
<div>2. Do not remind them of death. It sucks. I remember we played some stupid game in the off
paper which had a vocation on it. People picked up things like woodcutter, magician etc and I pick
trivialize the situation. I know the person didn't mean it but i did have a conversation where it beca
nowadays etc" Well, we all know people get sick every day and people die everyday etc but when
when dealing with loss.</div> <div></div> <div>That's all i have for now.</div> <div></div>
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returned to Noah in the ark. He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to hims
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2- 2Je-in is out of town for the weekend. My in-laws took him up to Cambodia to go visit the grandpar
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to go cycling in the evening but my friend bailed on me and i decided to catch the <a title="The A
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As you turn three this Tuesday. I've just been thinking how you'd probably still be roaming this ea
never one for normal thoughts anyway. Anyway, I hope you're getting on fine without mummy. I k
201 201 circumstances. Grandma mentioned that you only got to spend two of your birthdays with her, but
2- 2- thing is that your birthday is always just round the corner from Mother's day. I guess this will com
10 05- 05- hope you'll grow up to be strong about it. No point getting angry at God. Â Today's Gospel readin
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20 13 13 but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain" <strong>John 15:
23:0 15:0 escape. In the end it will always come back to you being presented a choice to do God's will. Wha
9:23 9:23 meantime, we're trying our best to make it all good for you. I got you a <a href="http://www.flic
target="_blank">nice little bike</a> to get you going in the hope that once you get older and profi
That'd be nice. Hopefully my back holds up til then too.
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2- 2circumstances. Grandma mentioned that you only got to spend two of your birthdays with her, but
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thing is that your birthday is always just round the corner from Mother's day. I guess this will com
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hope you'll grow up to be strong about it. No point getting angry at God. Â Today's Gospel readin
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meantime, we're trying our best to make it all good for you. I got you a nice little bike to get you
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can take you out for long trips on our weekends. That'd be nice. Hopefully my back holds up til th
As you turn three this Tuesday. I've just been thinking how you'd probably still be roaming this ea
never one for normal thoughts anyway. Anyway, I hope you're getting on fine without mummy. I k
201 201 circumstances. Grandma mentioned that you only got to spend two of your birthdays with her, but
2- 2- thing is that your birthday is always just round the corner from Mother's day. I guess this will com
10 05- 05- hope you'll grow up to be strong about it. No point getting angry at God. Â Today's Gospel readin
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22 13 13 but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain" <strong>John 15:
23:0 15:0 escape. In the end it will always come back to you being presented a choice to do God's will. Wha
7:06 7:06 meantime, we're trying our best to make it all good for you. I got you a <a href="http://www.flic
target="_blank">nice little bike</a> to get you going in the hope that once you get older and profi
That'd be nice. Hopefully my back holds up til then too.
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Have you ever wondered if God really exists? Or if indeed he did, why doesn't he speak to me or g
I'd like to share this little story about how God "showed up" in my life. I was a cradle Catholic and
went through 10 years of mission school, the whole Catechism regime and was even in the Church
question why we had to go through so much rituals and I also began to question why people had to
abstaining from meat on Fridays when I enlisted in the army and eventually I stopped going to Chu
The funny thing was I always knew God was there, I was just too lazy to do anything about it. I co
financial crisis, it was generally an uphill trajectory surviving the dot com crash and I kept buildin
came when I met my wife. She was the daughter of a Christian missionary pastor and I knew that i
Church whether I liked it or not. But since I never really hated God or anything, I figured it'll be du
so ritualistic, which was one of the things that bugged me previously. After marriage, we started lo
Creation Church, which I found too simplistic. We went to a Presbytarian Church and eventually w
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eloquent, the message was logical and the service presentation had great music and was sleek enou
1- 1attack. She was devout her whole life but was never active in Church. She was near retirement and
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and suffer a second attack. Doctors also generally give you a statistical 5-7 years more to live after
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Once she got out of the rat race, she began to be called by God, she signed up for the Life In Spirit
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postponements but finished the course. One day after the course while she was thinking about how
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times in her head. She looked around, and there was nobody there. From then on, she got closer to
taught us a lot about God and what we're put on earth for. She was glad that I was finally back to a
pray for us. Eventually, God left me messages via my mum that he wanted me back in the one true
up the stairs at the Novena to make this "big" confession to come back home and a lady approache
target="_blank">NET</a> brochure at me. So that's how I ended up in NET. For me, NET gave m
praying over sessions' during a weekend retreat, the sudden uncontrollable bout of tearing, was my
was solid evidence that there is a higher being and it broke the cynicism in me once and for all. An
mum's guidance has brought about a change in my wife too, and she is now attending the Rite of C
October (2008). So if you're wondering how come God hasn't shown up in your life or if there real
for everyone of us, you just need to open up yourself and accept His will and get involved in Chur
imagined.
201 201 Je-in's cough finally faded and he's back in school for a week. Maybe its a blessing he wasn't there
2- 2- there were some updates on a kid or two getting it. But I noticed the last 2 times there were such u
10 06- 06- Today was the mid-yr review of his performance in school and we were scheduled for a 10-min se
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30 16 16 and it went on for 40 min. Apparently on most days in school he's rather reserved so its only upon
22:4 14:4 chatty. So they were happy to know he has a decent vocabulary. He wasn't so strong in his grasp o
4:44 4:44 and he's not so great holding a pencil and writing but otherwise he's doing alright in all other areas
201 201 Je-in's cough finally faded and he's back in school for a week. Maybe its a blessing he wasn't there
2- 2- there were some updates on a kid or two getting it. But I noticed the last 2 times there were such u
10 06- 06- Today was the mid-yr review of his performance in school and we were scheduled for a 10-min se
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31 16 16 and it went on for 40 min. Apparently on most days in school he's rather reserved so its only upon
22:4 14:4 chatty. So they were happy to know he has a decent vocabulary. He wasn't so strong in his grasp o
3:22 3:22 and he's not so great holding a pencil and writing but otherwise he's doing alright in all other areas
Somehow with an impending office move back into the financial district, I've made up my mind to
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terms of timing as its closer to the city and also because there aren't any affordable parking lots in
2- 2train. So it's round-robin again, swapping spaces with my dad who will move back together with m
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place and my mum is the main caregiver anyway. I wouldn't want to disrupt his world. But I guess
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it wouldn't differ from the FaceTime I have with him in the current arrangement. I'll also have him
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thing is that with both mum and dad in the same house, they can take turns to go do stuff without a
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everyone's life better. We've been discussing this for months now and also praying about it. Since
thing we can do in this circumstance. I know I'm going to miss the daily interactions with Je-in, ho
the weekends. It's actually going to be a simple move, am just getting a new bed for the place deliv
simpler materially. All I need are my clothes, macs, guitars and my documents. Feel like a tenant a
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2- 2- The second day of the retreat culminated with a Baptism by the Holy Spirit session which included
10 06- 06- heard, nearly everyone was touched in some way or other. Interestingly enough, I didn't get any gr
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14:2 06:2 i pray for the strength to see through this task. I truly pray for the strength to be obedient to thy wi
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As you turn three this Tuesday. I've just been thinking how you'd probably still be roaming this ea
never one for normal thoughts anyway. Anyway, I hope you're getting on fine without mummy. I k
201 201 circumstances. Grandma mentioned that you only got to spend two of your birthdays with her, but
2- 2- thing is that your birthday is always just round the corner from Mother's day. I guess this will com
10 05- 05- hope you'll grow up to be strong about it. No point getting angry at God. Â Today's Gospel readin
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35 13 13 but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain" <strong>John 15:
23:0 15:0 escape. In the end it will always come back to you being presented a choice to do God's will. Wha
9:23 9:23 meantime, we're trying our best to make it all good for you. I got you a <a href="http://www.flic
target="_blank">nice little bike</a> to get you going in the hope that once you get older and profi
That'd be nice. Hopefully my back holds up til then too.
<sup id="en-NIV-190">6</sup>Â After forty days Noah opened a window he had made in the ark
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flying back and forth until the water had dried up from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV-192">8</sup
2- 2surface of the ground. <sup id="en-NIV-193">9</sup> But the dove could find nowhere to per
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returned to Noah in the ark. He reached out his hand and took the dove and brought it back to hims
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more days and again sent out the dove from the ark. <sup id="en-NIV-195">11</sup> When t
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plucked olive leaf! Then Noah knew that the water had receded from the earth. <sup id="en-NIV
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again, but this time it did not return to him. - Message for mum.
In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of sleep in the ni
it must be a message from the man upstairs... So I've been wondering for awhile now, who else is g
thought about "dying to myself" as a concept. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMo
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2- 2width="300" height="300" /></a>Today as a rare treat, I managed to get tickets to go watch Corri
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usual I did some video bootlegging which is possible by the iPhone. After the night was over, I dis
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mentioned it to my friend and he immediately said "dying to yourself" must be the meaning becau
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href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
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will I surrender Take my fears and my inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it al
href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
So thanks Sam for confirming it for me, otherwise we'll just wait and see... Update: I just did an on
target="_blank">what the score is</a> ?!
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2- 2In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
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time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of the night a few
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href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
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In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of sleep in the ni
201 201 it must be a message from the man upstairs... So I've been wondering for awhile now, who else is g
2- 2- thought about "dying to myself" as a concept. Today as a rare treat, I managed to get tickets to go
10 07- 06- park and as usual I did some video bootlegging which is possible by the iPhone. After the night wa
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39 01 30 length! I mentioned it to my friend and he immediately said "dying to yourself" must be the meani
02:5 18:5 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
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href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
So thanks Sam for confirming it for me, otherwise we'll just wait and see...
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In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of sleep in the ni
201 201 it must be a message from the man upstairs... So I've been wondering for awhile now, who else is g
2- 2- thought about "dying to myself" as a concept. Today as a rare treat, I managed to get tickets to go
10 07- 06- park and as usual I did some video bootlegging which is possible by the iPhone. After the night wa
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41 01 30 length! I mentioned it to my friend and he immediately said "dying to yourself" must be the meani
02:5 18:5 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
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href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
So thanks Sam for confirming it for me, otherwise we'll just wait and see...
In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of sleep in the ni
it must be a message from the man upstairs... So I've been wondering for awhile now, who else is g
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thought about "dying to myself" as a concept. <img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1040"
2- 2src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/545280_10151417455807715_773232090_n
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treat, I managed to get tickets to go watch Corrine May in concert at the newly opened Gardens by
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possible by the iPhone. After the night was over, I discovered that one of the clips was stamped 4:
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"dying to yourself" must be the meaning because the song was <a href="http://www.youtube.com/
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fishes</a>Â . "So take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fe
all I hope it's not too small I trust in you I trust in you" Enjoy <a href="http://www.youtube.com
fishes</a> by Corrine May - Live in Singapore at Gardens by the Bay. So thanks Sam for confirm
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judgment on all the gods of Egypt. I am the LORD. <sup id="en-NIV-1830">13</sup> The bl
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the blood, I will pass over you. No destructive plague will touch you when I strike Egypt.
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01- 01- all the things we want tend never to be in the realm of His will. He really doesn't care what house w
18 18 to retire etc and his big picture plan is to bring our soul back to Him when it's time. The problem f
23:3 15:3 forms for different folks. It all seems morbid on the surface, but i now embrace the idea of redemp
5:07 5:07 href="http://www.amazon.com/Lessons-School-Suffering-Priest-Teaches/dp/0867164557/ref=sr_1
catcorr" target="_blank">Lessons from the school of suffering</a> is a good reference. This idea s
I'll take an educated bet that all the Catholic religious believe in it. For Jesus did say in the bible "p
earth to do because no one enjoys suffering in whatever form it takes. Hence joyful acceptance is n
people and their stories, they did what they did gladly without complaint. A Dominican priest said
effect of "most people want to have lots of money, lots of sex, and the freedom to do whatever it is
of poverty, chastity and obedience and yet are able to be happy. Its a sign to the world that there is
God's grace". I guess Val accepted her impending death, and I accept carrying on with Je-in witho
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Seeking to live in joyful acceptance of God's will, Desiring His will above all else. (Pray with St F
1- 1Him is a soul who lives accordance with the will of God. It thereby gives very great glory to God.
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alone is everything to me, I live by and die by it and it is the holy will of God. It is my daily food.
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asks of me, although my nature often quakes and I feel the magnitude of these things is beyond my
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grace of God is, which supports me. (Diary 652)  
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From Fr Christopher Soh, SJ sermon Readings: Jeremiah 20:7-9; Psalm 62:2-6,8-9; Romans 12:1you make decisions? Is the decision-making process something that interests you? As you may hav
Counselling–that building located behind this church–hosted a forum on decision-making acc
organizers were expecting a modest number of participants–maybe 30 or 40 at most. But more t
something that interests us. And yet, we may wonder what exactly it is we think we are doing whe
that, very often, we equate decision-making with figuring out what we ought to do. We want to kn
course, an important question. But is decision-making really only about knowledge? Isn’t it tru
so much with knowing which course of action to choose, as it is with finding the courage and stren
that person who is already married to someone else. But I don’t really want to do it. Hence the
like to do it. Take, for another example, yesterday’s polling for the Elected President. We had
provided about each one. Enough, at least, for each of us to make an informed choice. And yet, wh
38,000 Singaporeans decided to spoil their votes. Why? Did they not know which candidate came
201 201 But I wonder if the problem was perhaps not so much knowing who to choose, as it was being wil
1- 1- choice among options that we may not like, we often shy away from choosing. Not realizing that n
10 08- 08- deciding to let others choose for me. Quite clearly, then, decision-making involves more than just
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23:4 15:4 kind of situation, that we find in our Mass readings today. In the gospel, Peter has already acknow
8:09 8:09 Jesus must die a most shameful and painful death, but that Peter himself is being called to follow i
says, let him renounce himself and take up his cross and follow me. The choice is clear. There is n
then he too needs to walk the Way of the Cross. But knowing what needs to be done is not the sam
happen to you. As a result, Jesus rebukes him. The situation in the first reading is similar. God had
after some initial hesitation, Jeremiah had responded generously. But now, Jeremiah is beginning t
often than not he has to tell people what they do not wish to hear. And people respond not just by r
word of the Lord, he laments, has meant for me insult, derision, all day long. Again, as with Peter,
to be done–that’s clear enough–but how to find the strength to do it. Thankfully, our readi
approach to decision-making. Notice first what he does not do. He does not simply go about trying
hear, namely, that he can change his profession, that he can stop speaking on God’s behalf. Ins
even goes to the extent of claiming that God has seduced him. In another translation, the word use
false lover might deceive the beloved by whispering sweet nothings into her ear. Bold accusation.
fashion, something begins to happen to Jeremiah. Underneath all his hurt feelings, he discovers a h
his complaining, he himself cannot extinguish. What Jeremiah discovers is that his call to be a pro
God. Rather, his call is a deep hunger within him, something he himself yearns to do. In the words
soul is thirsting, O Lord my God. And it is only after we, like Jeremiah, have tapped into this inner
what we are told in the second reading. Having gotten in touch with our own deep hunger and thirs
can then begin to let our behaviour change, modelled by our new mind. We can begin to think in G
us, this is the only way to discover the will of God and know what is good, what it is that God wan
Christian decision-making moves from the heart, to the head, to the hands. It involves not just tryin
the One whom we love. And then in gradually learning to see things the way God sees them. It is o
Way of the Cross, to choose to continue doing God’s will, even when we may not like it. And,
when the Son of Man comes in the glory of his Father with his angels. Sisters and brothers, what c
strength to take up your cross today?
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1- 1- God</a> First Reading: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=_1Kgs&ch=1
10 08- 08- target="_blank">1 Kings 19:9, 11-13</a> Psalm: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.as
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16:5 08:5 target="info">Romans 9:1-5</a> Gospel: <a href="http://www.ewtn.com/vbible/search.asp?abbr=
8:55 8:55 target="info">Matthew 14:22-33</a>    
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In my mum's interactions with the man from above, i've heard stories where she sometimes gets si
1- 1hand, or some part of it breaks off and she can't piece it back together. Recently, the one i own tha
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href="http://thedivinemercy.org/">Divine Mercy</a> medal attached to it, keeps falling off. I didn
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So i didn't think much of it but V told my mum the story and she was curious what the message wa
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talents i have working in the online space. I'm now wrecking my brain on exactly what to do, but w
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1- 110 01- 01- In every situation in life you need courage & you need more courage when you face terminal
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In my new life, though i've been convinced that doing God's Will is the way to go, assuming you k
to get through life. It might involve giving up some things, changing a habit/lifestyle, going agains
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for the longest time i've been thinking i must be the most unhappy Christian on earth because the m
0- 0more painful it is. I always even wonder why i need to know anything in the first place? Wouldn't
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all wrong. Sometimes i'd much rather do that. But recently it has been revealed to me through a vis
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for us. When i first heard that, something clicked in my brain! An "aha" moment if you may.. A
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life and we painfully go around dodging things. But if you take the positive spin on it, He actually
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walk it. And of course he doesn't cast down fire and brimstone on us when we deviate from the pa
the path, things just get that much harder. But that is where prayer comes in and we can ask anythi
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We have been attending 3 sunday sessions of prepatory lessons, apparently organised by the north
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is all about, how important are god-parents etc. Fairly informational with some sharing sessions th
9- 9after the 11 am mass, the ceremony was held. It was a pretty subdued affair with 5 babies present.
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other kid who was wailing away throughout the whole half and hour event. Even the priest joked t
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Catholics baptise their children without their consent? Its because as parents, we want what we thi
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restaurant for dinner, you wouldn't just leave the kid at the door just because he can't eat solid food
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the evening after getting some nightmares.. Indeed a blessed day.
Over the past few months now, i have met the committees running NET and ACMA to talk about
phases. As a culmination of this episode, i got invited to a retreat that NET was organising. I've alr
and i know only the committee members were invited and not my classmates. So imagine my surp
200 200 alignment exercise. As in setting up mission statement and values and brainstorming what the orga
9- 9- surprise when towards the end of the day an org chart was flashed on screen with a newly created
10 06- 06- committee... And to seal the deal, mass in Church after that had the Gospel of the owner who left h
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53 22 22 made use of it and got another 5 while the owner was unhappy with the guy that just hid the 1 talen
22:5 14:5 bizarre thing was that the priest then went on to try to explain the parable by telling a story he hear
0:39 0:39 Herod. In that cave was a little cave spider who felt honored to have distinguished guests and was
them. This actually saved them from the search party because the soldeirs reckoned that if the entr
cave recently. Thus saving them from being discovered. He ended the explanation of the story alon
then just doing that is honoring God ..." I turned around to V and exclaimed "web making!" I gues
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9- 9- <a title="photo sharing" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2895556532/"><img style="
10 06- 06- src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3241/2895556532_14a4c8ba59.jpg" alt="" /></a> <span style=
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54 22 22 href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/2895556532/">Call to reception into the full commun
22:5 14:5 href="http://www.flickr.com/people/gr3gtan/">gr3gtan</a> </span>
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9- 910 07- 07- Because He "lives", I can face tomorrow. Because He "lives", All fear is gone. Because I know He
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55 11 11 God does have a sense of humour :)
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<h5>Blessings for Obedience</h5> <span id="en-NIV-5613" class="sup">1</span> If you fully o
you today, the LORD your God will set you high above all the nations on earth. <span id="en-NIV
and accompany you if you obey the LORD your God: <span id="en-NIV-5615" class="sup">3</s
id="en-NIV-5616" class="sup">4</span> The fruit of your womb will be blessed, and the crops o
200 200 and the lambs of your flocks. <span id="en-NIV-5617" class="sup">5</span> Your basket and yo
9- 9- class="sup">6</span> You will be blessed when you come in and blessed when you go out. <span
10 07- 07- the enemies who rise up against you will be defeated before you. They will come at you from one
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56 11 11 class="sup">8</span> The LORD will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put yo
22:1 14:1 you. <span id="en-NIV-5621" class="sup">9</span> The LORD will establish you as his holy pe
9:34 9:34 LORD your God and walk in his ways. <span id="en-NIV-5622" class="sup">10</span> Then all
LORD, and they will fear you. <span id="en-NIV-5623" class="sup">11</span> The LORD will
of your livestock and the crops of your ground�in the land he swore to your forefathers to give y
open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all
from none. <span id="en-NIV-5625" class="sup">13</span> The LORD will make you the head,
God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the b
aside from any of the commands I give you today, to the right or to the left, following other gods a
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9- 9- Currently in NET, we're in the middle of a module on public speaking conducted by some ex-toast
10 07- 07- speech on our conversion or faith story. So since i already wrote it out, its going to be a <a href="h
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57 11 11 page on this site</a> too :) I guess i've been telling this story in bits and pieces to the people aroun
22:1 14:1 whole thing into a coherent presentation format, it does seem to give a bigger picture feel to it all.
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V went for her afternoon RCIA interview with the Priest today and she came out to tell me that the
9- 9our wedding outside the Church not only makes it non-recognisable by the Church but i'm kinda li
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go through a small rite of <a href="http://www.idotaketwo.com/marriage-convalidation.html" targ
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the altar to bring us back to the Church. Also interesting to know is that when that is done, they ac
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Seems like they really need a good oracle database to keep everything centralised! So I guess we'r
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9- 9- The second day of the retreat culminated with a Baptism by the Holy Spirit session which included
10 07- 07- heard, nearly everyone was touched in some way or other. Interestingly enough, I didn't get any gr
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59 11 11 href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/?page_id=165" target="_self">i got a personal message</a> whe
22:2 14:2 i pray for the strength to see through this task. I truly pray for the strength to be obedient to thy wi
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200 200 My NET experience is getting exciting! The most wonderous thing happened today. We were in a
9- 9- presence of the Spirit. 2 members prayed over me and the tears just kept on flowing.� If this is n
10 07- 07- come back to the Church, it has been a head-knowledge kinda journey where you just know its the
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60 11 11 best thing that has happened to me and i have been hoping for this since i was a kid. To all Catholi
22:2 14:2 Spirit Seminars in your parish and go for it! Its life changing. Interestingly, the sermon at mass tod
3:17 3:17 the fact that it has been "revealed" to us mortals... Jesus walked the earth and revealed the mystery
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V starts her sessions today. Straight off the bat, i couldn't make the first session. So much for supp
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200 200 <div>Its still pretty simple going and the lessons are hovering around the "why" did you sign up fo
9- 9- expected heavier going stuff but i guess since its catered to all walks of life, you can't just jump int
10 07- 07- motley bunch with enough young people in the mix. Was afraid it'll mainly be retirees. Also a fair
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62 11 11 type mindset, so its not like a whole bunch of zealots coming into this with a divine mission. Make
22:3 14:3 outcome and stay on though. Based on a population of a few hundred thousand Catholics on this is
0:34 0:34 the Christian denominations who have highly active evangelical groups.</div> <div>O well, that's
200 200 The date finally arrived. My aunt came along to see what its all about. I guess it does sound quite s
9- 9- only one who signed my life away :) Anyway, here's my understanding of what this is all about: 10 07- 07- evangelisation to public speaking to comparative religions, the sacraments, marionlogy etc - It also
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63 11 11 mission trip in the region - Its essentially to equip you with basic skills so that after you "graduate"
22:3 14:3 write up a letter and pass it on the your parish priest Seeing as the above doesn't really go well wit
1:10 1:10 for me to be obedient unto Him and actually pull this off. Its going to be a challenge indeed and sc
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9- 9- My last confession was like 12- 15 years ago. With that in mind, i thought the penance will be like
10 07- 07- something to the effect that because it was Mary's birthday, i should just say one hail mary. He als
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64 11 11 surprise... So i've finally done it... been putting it off for awhile but i got round to it and its like a w
22:3 14:3 keep the slate clean...
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200 200 Yesterday was a rare occasion where i popped by the Novena in the afternoon and an interesting th
9- 9- there is this NET open house coming up in Sept. NET stands for New Evangelization Team and th
10 07- 07- already been around for like 20 years and they basically put you through a 20 month program to eq
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65 11 11 i'm now checking out their <a href="http://www.catholicacma.org.sg/NET/">website</a> and am
22:3 14:3 where i feel i need to be involved somehow after witnessing what i have with my mum n all. As us
2:36 2:36 outcome will be, i guess we shall see... Anybody wanna join me? Sure beats going alone..
200 200 I'd say they were miracles in themselves cos i dun believe in luck: 1. Val - We met online, we got
9- 9- href="http://flickr.com/photos/gr3gtan/sets/881559/">Driving a dreamcar</a> on our honeymoon
10 07- 07- the shop was pure justice 3. Climbing a rung on the corporate ladder - I've always joked that i've re
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66 20 20 should be no.1 but i'm going by chronological order - Rediscovering God and my mum's connectio
23:0 15:0 done/ discovered in His time, well, i do think the number of senior pastors/ religious folks at the w
7:39 7:39 if you're reading this, I wish you a blessed and great year ahead! Cheers!
Ok Kev, this one's for you :) What's the book about you ask? Well its split into the following sectio
God's pleasure Purpose #2 You were formed for God's family Purpose #3 You were created to bec
#5 You were made for a mission Every section has a couple of chapters and there are detailed argu
gonna do to "sell" Christianity, all those who do not believe or who get offended with religious tal
200 200 and i must say shallow knowledge about the faith, and cynical worldviews that have shaped me. T
9- 9- complicated ecosystem with complicated bio-organisms all existing and co-existing to support eac
10 07- 07- believe in a superior being after witnessing how everything just works seemlessly together. That ta
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67 26 26 create us? I've always seen ourselves as tiny creatures in his snowglobe and every once in a while
23:0 15:0 put here to worship him. It can't get any simpler. Imagine, if you were yourself a God and created
8:20 8:20 be thankful for you etc.. He doesn't need us, he doesn't need our money, our fame etc This was ess
should live our lives, get along as a community, support each other and focus towards our eternal l
because its like the owner's manual to life. With the bible, it's more like a compilation of stories et
just states everything point blank. And if you have some Christian background and knowledge, thi
one thing to read and understand, but to live it out is damn difficult. Well, at least i've got my who
Friends who know me long enough probably think i've gone nuts to actually blog about this, but re
href="http://www.purposedrivenlife.com/">Purpose Driven Life</a> book which was some bestse
church which i'm attending actually gave them out at service and is using it as a guide for the next
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good cause. You know if you've grown up like me cruising through my entire youth-hood attendin
9- 9yourself why you're on this earth? The answer isn't there. I'm not sure if i'm dense or inattentive bu
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blah... and nobody actually gave you the answer. So anyway, this book is pretty concise and its lik
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day(40 in total) and though i still don't think i'm fully up to adhering to what i'm supposed to, it is
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place. Make sense :) There was a recent article in <a href="http://wired.com/">Wired</a> which d
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on the offense to "preach" and sign up believers of there being no higher power, and that the whole
with a poignant note from the author himself: What if you bet wrongly? Its an intresting thought, e
next life, if u believe there is one. So the Christians are the ones that are "gambling" ... and we play
201 201 In Cantonese, 4 is symbolic of death as the two words sound alike. I've been seeing a lot of this t
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12- 2- time, it would be 2:44 or 7:44. More strangely, I've been woken up in the middle of sleep in the ni
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07- 06- it must be a message from the man upstairs... So I've been wondering for awhile now, who else is g
01 30 thought about "dying to myself" as a concept. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMo
02:5 18:5 style="margin: 5px;" title="Corrine May - Live" src="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-content/uplo
8:35 8:35 width="300" height="300" /></a>Today as a rare treat, I managed to get tickets to go watch Corri
usual I did some video bootlegging which is possible by the iPhone. After the night was over, I dis
mentioned it to my friend and he immediately said "dying to yourself" must be the meaning becau
href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
will I surrender Take my fears and my inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it al
href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GtMojwnKIw" target="_blank">Five loaves and two fi
So thanks Sam for confirming it for me, otherwise we'll just wait and see...
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201 201 Just got back from my 5-day sojourn up in Seoul. Still not exactly sure why I did it. Maybe i just w
2- 2- Maybe i just wanted to be swallowed up unknown as an ""alien"(That's what they call foreigners).
10 08- 08- Wanted to do this alone initially  but a friend tagged along cos he also needed a break. He booke
1
73 18 18 a pretty decent tour guide for the Seoul - Myeongdong area now. Its my third trip. All those bits an
23:4 15:4 to be useful and i'm pretty happy we managed to navigate the train lines fairly easily. All-in-all a g
4:30 4:30 first day and leg pains from too much walking in the following days :)  
since I last posted. Well I guess I'm fully into the routine of living in this shoebox. Driving to work
201 201 heading back down home later at night. Quite tiring but its the only way. I do miss the interactions
2- 2- little lesser for it. But on the other, at least he doesn't have to go through too much when I'm not ar
10 09- 09- stuff, sometimes you just feel like force feeding him or something, but most times I don't want war
1
80 15 15 hard not to show displeasure in anything. I know in his mind, I'm already the "bad" guy. Whereas
14:5 06:5 spent a week here. They usually bring along a church member from Cambodia as a sort of incentiv
4:42 4:42 with him and then they are bringing him up to Korea for 3 weeks. Guess he'll be happy playing wi
passport stamped so frequently. I need to remember to ask about the cousin's names...keep forgetti
201 201 Just got back from my 5-day sojourn up in Seoul. Still not exactly sure why I did it. Maybe i just w
2- 2- Maybe i just wanted to be swallowed up unknown as an ""alien"(That's what they call foreigners).
10 08- 08- Wanted to do this alone initially  but a friend tagged along cos he also needed a break. He booke
1
75 18 18 pretty decent tour guide for the Seoul - Myeongdong area now. Its my third trip. All those bits and
23:4 15:4 be useful and i'm pretty happy we managed to navigate the train lines fairly easily. All-in-all a goo
3:46 3:46 first day and leg pains from too much walking in the following days :) Je-in is
201 201 Just got back from my 5-day sojourn up in Seoul. Still not exactly sure why I did it. Maybe i just w
2- 2- Maybe i just wanted to be swallowed up unknown as an ""alien"(That's what they call foreigners).
10 08- 08- Wanted to do this alone initially  but a friend tagged along cos he also needed a break. He booke
1
76 18 18 pretty decent tour guide for the Seoul - Myeongdong area now. Its my third trip. All those bits and
23:4 15:4 be useful and i'm pretty happy we managed to navigate the train lines fairly easily. All-in-all a goo
4:50 4:50 first day and leg pains from too much walking in the following days :)  
201 201 Just got back from my 5-day sojourn up in Seoul. Still not exactly sure why I did it. Maybe i just w
10 2- 2- Maybe i just wanted to be swallowed up unknown as an ""alien"(That's what they call foreigners).
1
77 08- 08- Wanted to do this alone initially  but a friend tagged along cos he also needed a break. He booke
18 18 pretty decent tour guide for the Seoul - Myeongdong area now. Its my third trip. All those bits and
23:4 15:4 be useful and i'm pretty happy we managed to navigate the train lines fairly easily. All-in-all a goo
5:11 5:11 first day and leg pains from too much walking in the following days :)  
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I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like alot worse. People start to po
2- 2say nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to ge
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every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our son's d
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even though his heart got busted. He's as strong as an ox and at the airport, insisted on carrying lug
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but not so fond of the pool. Water on his face really sets him ablaze. So here we are, one year on. S
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since I last posted. Well I guess I'm fully into the routine of living in this shoebox. Driving to work
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since I last posted. Well I guess I'm fully into the routine of living in this shoebox. Driving to work
201 201 heading back down home later at night. Quite tiring but its the only way. I do miss the interactions
2- 2- little lesser for it. But on the other, at least he doesn't have to go through too much when I'm not ar
10 09- 09- stuff, sometimes you just feel like force feeding him or something, but most times I don't want war
1
82 15 15 hard not to show displeasure in anything. I know in his mind, I'm already the "bad" guy. Whereas
14:5 06:5 spent a week here. They usually bring along a church member from Cambodia as a sort of incentiv
4:15 4:15 with him and then they are bringing him up to Korea for 3 weeks. Guess he'll be happy playing wi
remember to ask about the cousin's names...keep forgetting to do so :)
201 201
2- 2- I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like a curse. People start to pop up
10 10- 10- nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do. Do i need to get int
1
85 05 05 with it every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our
23:2 15:2 adjusted even though his heart got busted.    
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2- 2- I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like a curse. People start to pop up
10 10- 10- nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do. Do i need to get int
1
86 05 05 with it every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our
23:3 15:3 adjusted even though his heart got busted.    
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I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like a curse. People start to pop up
2- 2nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do. Do i need to get int
10 10- 101
with it every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our
87 05 05
adjusted even though his heart got busted. He's as strong as an ox and insisted on carrying luggage
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not so fond of the pool. Water on his face really sets him ablaze.  
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I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like alot worse. People start to po
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say nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to ge
10 2- 21
every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our son's d
88 10- 10even though his heart got busted. He's as strong as an ox and at the airport, insisted on carrying lug
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but not so fond of the pool. Water on his face really sets him ablaze. So here we are, one year on. S
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I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like alot worse. People start to po
2- 2say nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to ge
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every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our son's d
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even though his heart got busted. He's as strong as an ox and at the airport insisted on carrying lug
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but not so fond of the pool. Water on his face really sets him ablaze. So here we are, one year on. S
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I still wonder why me, why us? Maybe its God's will but it feels like a curse. People start to pop up
2- 2nothing, or maybe we'll pray on that day. Seriously, what am i supposed to do? Do i need to get in
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with it every day. Go do it your own way. So how's the weather? I hope the air there is better. Our
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adjusted even though his heart got busted. He's as strong as an ox and at the airport insisted on car
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school, but not so fond of the pool. Water on his face really sets him ablaze. So here we are, one y
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Met up with a friend from NET recently and she introduced me to this concept of Cathecism for pr
2- 2are mostly trained by the <a href="http://cgsaust.org.au">Aussie team</a>. So since she's helping
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Catholic education. It comprises of 2-hour sessions, and from what i can gather, is sort of a montes
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little topics like the colours of the Liturgical seasons, where Jesus was born etc I must say I was a
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his experiences with school already prepared him for this. His first words to me when he got out th
6:05 6:05
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Met up with a friend from NET recently and she introduced me to this concept of Cathecism for pr
2- 2are mostly trained by the <a href="http://cgsaust.org.au">Aussie team</a>. So since she's helping
10 11- 111
Catholic education. It comprises of 2-hour sessions, and from what i can gather, is sort of a montes
93 05 05
little topics like the colours of the Liturgical seasons, where Jesus was born etc I must say I was a
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his experiences with school already prepared him for this. His first words to me when he got out th
5:58 5:58
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2- 2- Lord, <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=5217">Lord</a> God, Cre
10 11- 11- benefactor, the only provider, who alone are just, almighty and everlasting, the deliverer of Israe
1
95 20 20 sanctified them, accept this <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=1028
23:0 15:0 heritage and consecrate it.
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2- 2- Lord, <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=5217">Lord</a> God, Cre
10 11- 11- benefactor, the only provider, who alone are just, almighty and everlasting, the deliverer of Israe
1
96 20 20 sanctified them, accept this <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=1028
23:0 15:0 heritage and consecrate it.
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2- 2- Lord, <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=5217">Lord</a> God, Cre
10 11- 11- benefactor, the only provider, who alone are just, almighty and everlasting, the deliverer of Israe
1
97 20 20 sanctified them, accept this <a href="http://www.catholic.org/encyclopedia/view.php?id=1028
23:0 15:0 heritage and consecrate it.
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Met up with a friend from NET recently and she introduced me to this concept of Cathecism for pr
2- 2are mostly trained by the <a href="http://cgsaust.org.au">Aussie team</a>. So since she's helping
10 11- 111
Catholic education. It comprises of 2-hour sessions, and from what i can gather, is sort of a montes
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little topics like the colours of the Liturgical seasons, where Jesus was born etc I must say I was a
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his experiences with school already prepared him for this. His first words to me when he got out th
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2- 2- "now i'm walking in, walking into fire i'm walking into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into
11 12- 12- into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into fire when i walk, into you" For some reason, Je-in l
1
01 22 21 playing it everytime he gets into the car. I think he likes the semi-rap part which is fun to try to cat
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2:45 2:45
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2- 2- "now i'm walking in, walking into fire i'm walking into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into
11 12- 12- into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into fire when i walk, into you" For some reason, Je-in l
1
02 22 21 playing it everytime he gets into the car. I think he likes the semi-rap part which is fun to try to cat
00:2 16:2 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86YhYMZYsEU">Fire</a>
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2- 2- "now i'm walking in, walking into fire i'm walking into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into
11 12- 12- into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into fire when i walk, into you" For some reason, Je-in l
1
03 22 21 playing it everytime he gets into the car. I think he likes the semi-rap part which is fun to try to cat
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2:45 2:45
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2- 2- "now i'm walking in, walking into fire i'm walking into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into
11 12- 12- into fire with you i'm walking in, walking into fire when i walk, into you" For some reason, Je-in l
1
04 25 25 playing it everytime he gets into the car. I think he likes the semi-rap part which is fun to try to cat
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I guess he finally got round to growing up a little bit more and understanding a little more about lif
3- 3mums about and what their interactions are. But whatever the reason, he's been waking up abruptly
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side, and he normally wakes up and says he can't find the toy. Then he melts down into the "I wan
18 10 10
is it doesn't last too long. Maybe its his reflex action, cos my mum said he once woke up 5 times in
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seems pretty understanding during the day, we can talk about how he lost his mummy openly. But
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Time to reflect again. Been an eventful year I suppose. Began the year with some colleagues gettin
ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
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changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least increas
2- 2move out on my own again. I used to be able to see Je-in every day after work for a short bit befor
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arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i get the full weekend duties of keeping him occ
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a weekend daddy. Pretty tiring but it's made us bond well I guess. He does seem closer especially n
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currently doesn't like my place very much because he is also bothered by the random noises genera
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back "ah-ma's house" after the weekend to grandma. Apart from the noise though, I know he feels
Whereas he can get away with almost anything at grandma's and is not afraid of their scolding. Bu
I get to move again and we can make things better with different dynamics. Je-in has also grown u
by singing a couple of Christmas songs from front to back. He may not know the meaning of all th
guess music is his "thing". And he prefers the piano over the guitar. I think God definitely took a b
gets better next year.
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2- 2ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
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keep changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least in
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to move out alone. Pros and cons with the new arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i
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dressed up for mass etc So essentially becoming a weekend daddy.  
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ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
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changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least increas
2- 2move out on my own again. I used to be able to see Je-in every day after work for a short bit befor
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arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i get the full weekend duties of keeping him occ
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a weekend daddy. Pretty tiring but it's made us bond well I guess. He does seem closer especially n
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currently doesn't like my place very much because he is also bothered by the random noises genera
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back "ah ma's ho" after the weekend to grandma.But I think he's warming up  week by week. Wh
better.
Time to reflect again. Been an eventful year I suppose. Began the year with some colleagues gettin
ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least increas
201 201 move out on my own again. I used to be able to see Je-in every day after work for a short bit befor
2- 2- arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i get the full weekend duties of keeping him occ
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00:1 16:1 back "ah-ma's house" after the weekend to grandma. Apart from the noise though, I know he feels
2:18 2:18 Whereas he can get away with almost anything at grandma's and is not afraid of their scolding. Bu
I get to move again and we can make things better with different dynamics. Je-in has also grown u
by singing a couple of Christmas songs from front to back. He may not know the meaning of all th
guess music is his "thing". And he prefers the piano over the guitar.
Time to reflect again. Been an eventful year I suppose. Began the year with some colleagues gettin
ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least increas
move out on my own again. I used to be able to see Je-in every day after work for a short bit befor
201 201
arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i get the full weekend duties of keeping him occ
2- 2a weekend daddy. Pretty tiring but it's made us bond well I guess. He does seem closer especially n
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currently doesn't like my place very much because he is also bothered by the random noises genera
10 26 25
back "ah-ma's house" after the weekend to grandma. Apart from the noise though, I know he feels
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Whereas he can get away with almost anything at grandma's and is not afraid of their scolding. Bu
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I get to move again and we can make things better with different dynamics. Je-in has also grown u
by singing a couple of Christmas songs from front to back. He may not know the meaning of all th
guess music is his "thing". And he prefers the piano over the guitar. I think God definitely took a b
gets better next year.
11 201 201 Time to reflect again. Been an eventful year I suppose. Began the year with some colleagues gettin
1
11 2- 2- ever since. I guess in some areas of work, you can never claim to know-it-all. Just too many discip
12- 12- changing and technology keeps on keeping on. I wish i could do a brain upgrade or at least increas
26 25 move out on my own again. I used to be able to see Je-in every day after work for a short bit befor
00:2 16:2 arrangement. I get some weekday alone-time, but i get the full weekend duties of keeping him occ
0:59 0:59 a weekend daddy. Pretty tiring but it's made us bond well I guess. He does seem closer especially n
currently doesn't like my place very much because he is also bothered by the random noises genera
back "ah-ma's house" after the weekend to grandma. Apart from the noise though, I know he feels
Whereas he can get away with almost anything at grandma's and is not afraid of their scolding. Bu
I get to move again and we can make things better with different dynamics. Je-in has also grown u
by singing a couple of Christmas songs from front to back. He may not know the meaning of all th
guess music is his "thing". And he prefers the piano over the guitar. I think God definitely took a b
gets better next year.
201 201
A new beginning. So many things happening on all fronts of my life. 2013 will definitely be anoth
3- 3The WP just won the by-election tonight too, so winds of change are all around. Je-in transits to N
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him. So mum complained to the teachers and they moved his seat further away from the psycho. A
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grows up fast and stop being an idiot. Probably not from a stable background i suspect, but who am
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CGS tomorrow. Really grateful he enjoys being in a church environment.  
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A new beginning. So many things happening on all fronts of my life. 2013 will definitely be anoth
3- 3The WP just won the by-election tonight too, so winds of change are all around. Je-in transits to N
11 01- 011
him. So mum complained to the teachers and they moved his seat further away from the psycho. A
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grows up fast and stop being an idiot. Probably not from a stable background i suspect, but who am
23:5 15:5
CGS tomorrow. Really grateful he enjoys being in a church environment.  
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3- 3mums about and what their interactions are. But whatever the reason, he's been waking up abruptly
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side, and he normally wakes up and says he can't find the toy. Then he melts down into the "I wan
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is it doesn't last too long. Maybe its his reflex action, cos my mum said he once woke up 5 times in
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seems pretty understanding during the day, we can talk about how he lost his mummy openly. But
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Those were the words that Je-in brought home from school in a card he made for mother's day. It w
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was just wondering how this year would be like for him. Last year the teacher took him out of the
3- 3saying "teacher said you should give your mummy or ah ma a kiss". Â I don't think he seemed to d
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things. Its been awhile since I wrote. Been getting used to my new job the past two months. Same
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have new lives. I guess for the most part i'm pretty happy about it, can't complain. Its a regional ro
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someone. Took me awhile to type this out since i didn't want to jinx it, but I guess the man upstairs
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things up for lunch one day last year and things just fell in place.
11 201 201 The past months have been nerve-wrecking to say the least. Things were moving about in big way
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03- 03- reminding myself it was beyond me. Now that the dust is about to settle, it seems strange that i've
13 13 learning curve the past year as i explored a new area in the digital space. It was kinda fun but prett
16:2 08:2 Looking forward to this new chapter of life as a corporate drone.  
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3- 3that whatever shall be, will be. The human emotions were to always try to cling on and grab at wh
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reminding myself it was beyond me. Now that the dust is about to settle, it seems strange that i've
38 13 13
learning curve the past year as i explored a new area in the digital space. It was kinda fun but prett
16:1 08:1
Looking forward to this new chapter of life as a corporate drone.  
9:22 9:22
Those were the words that Je-in brought home from school in a card he made for mother's day. It w
201 201 was just wondering how this year would be like for him. Last year the teacher took him out of the
3- 3- saying "teacher said you should give your mummy or ah ma a kiss". Â I don't think he seemed to d
11 05- 05- things. Its been awhile since I wrote. Been getting used to my new job the past two months. Same
1
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00:0 16:0 someone. Took me awhile to type this out since i didn't want to jinx it, but I guess the man upstairs
9:59 9:59 for lunch one day last year and things just fell in place. We hit it off pretty quickly and have just g
comfortable and happy, i know Je-in loves her too. And in some way, maybe the next mother's day
Those were the words that Je-in brought home from school in a card he made for mother's day. It w
201 201 was just wondering how this year would be like for him. Last year the teacher took him out of the
3- 3- saying "teacher said you should give your mummy or ah ma a kiss". Â I don't think he seemed to d
11 05- 05- things. Its been awhile since I wrote. Been getting used to my new job the past two months. Same
1
42 12 11 have new lives. I guess for the most part i'm pretty happy about it, can't complain. Its a regional ro
00:0 16:0 someone. Took me awhile to type this out since i didn't want to jinx it, but I guess the man upstairs
9:47 9:47 for lunch one day last year and things just fell in place. We hit it off pretty quickly and have just g
comfortable and happy, i know Je-in loves her too. And in some way, maybe the next mother's day
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Grandma and grandpa brought Je-in to the doctor because of his cough. Doctor : Where's Mummy
3- 3(Embarrassed) I'm sorry to hear that. Je-in : It's ok I have Auntie Lydia ... The next day he was bac
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meds. (Different doctor) Je-in : (Pointing) There are sweets in the box Doctor : I'll give you some
61 14 13
about not being greedy, but he says, "There are five of us, grandma, grandpa, daddy, auntie Lydia
07:5 23:5
sweet.  
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Been pretty busy with life as usual hence the  silence on this site. Nonetheless I just had to mark
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together and I just got out of my first session of <a title="MPC" href="http://www.catholic.org.sg/
3- 3class especially since i've been through a whole barrage of real-life lessons. Am trying to keep a st
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some level its still valid, since i've never gone through this course with Val. We just jumped into th
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seem to be really experienced married folks and I can see how this is really an eye-opener to youn
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homework... And on a sadder note, L's boss just got diagnosed with Stage 3 cancer on the breasts a
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girl. Really deja vu. Do keep her in your prayers.  
201 201
Been pretty busy with life as usual hence the  silence on this site. Nonetheless I just had to mark
3- 3together and I just got out of my first session of <a title="MPC" href="http://www.catholic.org.sg/
11 07- 071
class especially since i've been through a whole barrage of real-life lessons. Am trying to keep a st
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some level its still valid, since i've never gone through this course with Val. We just jumped into th
19:5 11:5
seem to be really experienced married folks and I can see how this is really an eye-opener to youn
6:34 6:34
homework... And on a sadder note, L's boss just got diagnosed with Stage 3 cancer on the breasts a
girl. Really deja vu. Do keep her in your prayers.  
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1154" style="margin: 5px; border: 0px;" alt="je-in"
225x300.jpg" width="225" height="300" />to be a fine boy. He's well-mannered and able to say G
Mum's been really doing a great job on the spiritual side, apart from Grace, he's also able to recite
not heard of. He's a little fidgety during mass but otherwise is able to sit through the weekend mas
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title="Cathecisis of the Good Shepherd" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-admin/post.php?pos
3- 3though we switched him from a Sunday to Saturday class. I guess God is truly with him and is gui
11 08- 081
a group, either my parents, my aunt or nowadays L will be with us. But on the few occasions I'm o
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across a table from him and have dinner together and even make little conversations about superhe
15:0 07:0
meeting also told us that he was at the top of his class in interactions with the lessons and interacti
9:54 9:54
alphabets and numbers by now, I guess the next step is to make the words come alive in reading an
letting him grow in his way. Nowadays he's also pretty open to speak about how he misses mumm
respirator machine at home and with shorter hair but doesn't really recognise earlier pictures of her
her better.  
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3- 3To be a fine boy. He's well-mannered and able to say Grace before meals (abit too fast). Not bad Â
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spiritual side, apart from Grace, he's also able to recite "Goodnight God" the "Our Father" and som
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mass but otherwise is able to sit through the weekend masses with us as a family for a year or so n
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11 08- 08- Mum's been really doing a great job on the spiritual side, apart from Grace, he's also able to recite
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9:54 9:54 Most times, I'm out with him in a group, either my parents, my aunt or nowadays L will be with us
how he's grown up and i can sit across a table from him and have dinner together and even make li
trees etc A recent parent-teacher meeting also told us that he was at the top of his class in interactio
He's also up to speed on the alphabets and numbers by now, I guess the next step is to make the wo
thank God for looking after and letting him grow in his way. Nowadays he's also pretty open to sp
remembers her with the respirator machine at home and with shorter hair but doesn't really recogn
day he will come to know her better.  
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Met up with a friend from NET recently and she introduced me to this concept of Cathecism for pr
2- 2are mostly trained by the <a href="http://cgsaust.org.au">Aussie team</a>. So since she's helping
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Catholic education. It comprises of 2-hour sessions, and from what i can gather, is sort of a montes
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little topics like the colours of the Liturgical seasons, where Jesus was born etc I must say I was a
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his experiences with school already prepared him for this. His first words to me when he got out th
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<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1154" style="margin: 5px; border: 0px;" alt="je-in"
225x300.jpg" width="225" height="300" />to be a fine boy. He's well-mannered and able to say G
Mum's been really doing a great job on the spiritual side, apart from Grace, he's also able to recite
not heard of. He's a little fidgety during mass but otherwise is able to sit through the weekend mas
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title="Cathecisis of the Good Sheperd" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-admin/post.php?post
3- 3though we switched him from a Sunday to Saturday class. I guess God is truly with him and is gui
11 08- 081
a group, either my parents, my aunt or nowadays L will be with us. But on the few occasions I'm o
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across a table from him and have dinner together and even make little conversations about superhe
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meeting also told us that he was at the top of his class in interactions with the lessons and interacti
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alphabets and numbers by now, I guess the next step is to make the words come alive in reading an
letting him grow in his way. Nowadays he's also pretty open to speak about how he misses mumm
respirator machine at home and with shorter hair but doesn't really recognise earlier pictures of her
her better.  
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1154" style="margin: 5px; border: 0px;" alt="je-in"
225x300.jpg" width="225" height="300" />to be a fine boy. He's well-mannered and able to say G
Mum's been really doing a great job on the spiritual side, apart from Grace, he's also able to recite
not heard of. He's a little fidgety during mass but otherwise is able to sit through the weekend mas
201 201
title="Cathecisis of the Good Shepherd" href="http://www.gr3g.com/blog/wp-admin/post.php?pos
3- 3though we switched him from a Sunday to Saturday class. I guess God is truly with him and is gui
11 08- 081
a group, either my parents, my aunt or nowadays L will be with us. But on the few occasions I'm o
58 09 09
across a table from him and have dinner together and even make little conversations about superhe
16:4 08:4
meeting also told us that he was at the top of his class in interactions with the lessons and interacti
0:54 0:54
alphabets and numbers by now, I guess the next step is to make the words come alive in reading an
letting him grow in his way. Nowadays he's also pretty open to speak about how he misses mumm
respirator machine at home and with shorter hair but doesn't really recognise earlier pictures of her
her better.  
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Grandma and grandpa brought Je-in to the doctor because of his cough. Doctor : Where's Mummy
3- 3(Embarrassed) I'm sorry to hear that. Je-in : It's ok I have Auntie Lydia ... The next day he was bac
11 10- 101
meds. (Different doctor) Je-in : (Pointing) There are sweets in the box Doctor : I'll give you some
62 10 10
about not being greedy, but he says, "There are five of us, grandma, grandpa, daddy, auntie Lydia
23:2 15:2
sweet.  
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