August 17, 2020
Why Am I Alive?
Why is the heart so important? Why Soul is important for the body? Why is love and care important for
humans? Why is death necessary in this universe? Why, why …There are many questions in this world to
which we could not answer it.
The Same is like it, one question arises in my mind. what is the meaning of my life? What am I doing in
this world?
At that time my age was 24-year, 11 month and almost 10 Days. It was my 10th day of my Open-Heart
surgery. I feel much more pain, my 12 ribs were cut off and again bent with metal steel. My chest upper
portion was stitched and looked horrible. In the starting days of my operation, I was unable to walk and
unable to sit on the chair also. My mind just started working on the same question "Why Am I Alive?". I
have spent almost 60 days at home. It was a wonderful experience of my life.
Usually I have heard about the second life. I have been gifted by Almighty God a second life. I have felt
for 60 days that God really wants big things from my side. Big Plans were ready for me. You can’t change
your destiny until you work hard and pray from heart for it. It is not in the star to hold our destiny but in
ourselves.
Father Robert McCulloch takes me to Hyderabad on 1st April 2020 in the St. Elizabeth Hospital. And I
start my service for it as a Financial & Medical Data Officer (FMDO). It is just the start of my journey
toward my destiny and getting the answer to my question “What is the meaning of my life?”.
Let me introduce Rev. Father Robert McCulloch, I really declared he is a man of God. He has spent his
whole life for missionary works in Health and Education. He works with his heart and soul. On 15
February 2012, the President of Pakistan approved the conferment of Sitara class of the Nishan-e-Quaidi-Azam for his services to Pakistan in health and education.
In the month of June, Father Robert McCulloch called me from Italy and said to me, “My wish that you
would be the Co-Ordinator of Catholic Centre of Professional Development (CCPD).” CCPD is an
educational center where we are going to produce and develop Central & Provincial Civil officers. In
Pakistan, Christian are in the minority and every year a minority quota of these jobs remains empty.
Being a Co-Ordinator of CCPD is not an easy job. I have to arrange the faculty; I have to inform the
students for this new program and for CCPD. Main task was to motivate the students, why Central &
Provincial Civil Services jobs are important in Pakistan and what are the benefits of it in the perspective
of minorities in Pakistan. Finally, 12 students were ready to be part of this revolutionist forum.
Now the Faculty of CCPD is the main issue. Sir Syed Aijaz Shah is a well-known personality in Hyderabad.
He is a retired Labour Court Judge and has experience of almost 40 year in the field of CSS, PCS and
other competitive exams. It was really difficult to make him agree for CCPD. Sir Syed Aijaz does not
entertain and provide his services to the Centre but Sir is ready to give his time for CCPD. It was really a
miracle because most of the centers in Hyderabad are ready to pay him Rs.5000 per hour but he refused
them.
The answer to my questions "Why Am I Alive?" & “What is the meaning of my life?”. I am alive because I
have to serve for my young youth and for my nation Almighty God has a wonderful plan beyond that to
whom I have to complete. And the meaning of my life is work as a revolutionist and laid down the name
in the history of the world. The main thing is to make history, not to write it.
WHY AM I ALIVE?
JUNAID CHRISTOPHER